Tembam dan debab

Last week I posted latest photos of mine on facebook. My ex-colleague commented that I looks TEMBAM.

Yesterday I went to a nursery and I met the owner after 6 years. Guess what she said to me....DEBAB nyer....

Huhuhu...ok...ok...I mengaku I have put on weight. Walaupun susah, saya akan cuba dan berusaha untuk menukar 10kg fat to muscle.....

Perempuan bercincin besar????

Pernah lihat cincin besar itu?
Siapakah yang memakainya?
Ingatkan saya sahaja yg berminat nak tahu, tapi bila melayari internet rupa-rupanya ada juga orang lain yang tertanya-tanya.

Untuk sesiapa yang tak tahu saya bercerita pasal apa, silalah tonton Tuan Anas Mikael di saluran 104. Memang jalan cerita yang menarik ditambah pula dengan para pelakon yang hebat anyaranya Zara Zya, Aaron Aziz, Fazlina Ahmad Daud dll. Saya memang suka menonton lakonan Zara Zya yang selamba sejak drama Love you Mr Arrogant dan Zahira.

Bukan tak sibuk, tapi saja nak tenangkan diri. Bukan cari alasan, tapi adakalanya I need my me time. Hari ini ada tugasan yang penuh dengan formaliti di bangunan lain dari pagi hingga tengahari. Bila petang terus diserang migraine. Hmm...manja sungguh tak boleh kena panas tengahari walhal tak sampai 5 min untuk berjalan ke tempat letak kereta terbuka. Lagi-lagi agak sakit hati dengan sikap staf unit lain yg pandai-pandai arahkan unit I untuk berkhidmat untuk pelanggannya. Demand pulak tu konon nak pelanggan barunya dalam kumpulan yang sama. Adohai...kerana permintaan begini, segala perancangan perlu dirombak banyak kali.

Di kala kami sendiri tak terlayan pelanggan sediri, inikan pula menghadap pelanggan orang lain.
Di  kala kami begitu terbeban masa dan tenaga, tugas mereka seperti sepertiga dari tugas kami, walhal gaji sama je.....Adilkah?

Kemudian, kalut menyiapkan cadangan untuk sesuatu projek. Alhamdulillah ada juga rakan-rakan yang membantu mendapatkan gambar-gambar yang berkaitan dan ada yang sudi bekerjasama untuk projek minggu hadapan jika diperlukan. Terharu dengan jasabaik dan bantuan rakan-rakan yang sanggup mengorek gambar-gambar lama demi menjaga nama baik unit kami. Saya sangkakan tugas menggabungkan semua gambar ini mudah sahaja dan sebelum 6 pm sudah boleh balik, tetapi setelah laungan azan maghrib saya masih di pejabat. Pasrah dalam seram. Balik rumah rehat sekejap dan mula mengumpul baju untuk outstation esok hari, tapi masih tak larat untuk packing. Konon malam ni nak menyiapkan kerja, tapi tertengok Tuan Anas Mikail special yang tiba-tiba jadi 2 jam. Nasib baik sempat tukar channel, rupa-rupanya siri special 2 jam ini tidak termasuk dalam the series record setting.

Gila instagram ...

Saya rasa dalam 2 bulan ini saya gila instagram...Selain menjadi celebrities follower, pastinya  I am following online shopping instagram. Misalnya Qekwa dan lovetulippe...

Buat tak tahu

Konon dijemput menghadiri kursus, tapi kehadiran adalah wajib. Aku yang tak faham atau penganjur sendiri yang keliru.

Konon kursus panduan menyediakan paperwork, tapi tiba2 terus disuruh buat paperwork. How can I do that without any idea on what to propose and without any material within two hours. Somebody wanna leave the course but the dragon did not allow him...It was interesting to watch them arguing each other. Please do not expect people to work like you...Not everybody is full of idea and can come out with something in a split second. Our life is not about work only.  How can my friend stand to work with the dragon for two years? I cannot even stand for 30 minutes, let alone for 3 hours. Being there was just like a nightmare. I was so worried when we were asked about our idea one by one. Macam2 doa yang keluar...doa nabi yunus, doa supaya that dragon tak nampak I, zikir Ya Aziz, Ya Jabbar, Ya Mutakabbir...Sambil tu rancang je apa nak cakap. Just be frank that I am still searching and thinking of what I am gonna do. When it was my turn....

What is your name?

Which department?

You can do this bla...bla...bla...

Surprise...surprise...cannot believe that. Just that? Sugestion instead of argument. What a relief...Alhamdulillah. 

But few minutes after that, the dragon even asked us to write down our contact details and idea. Mana mau Lariiiiiiii....Buat tak tahu je la....in this hectic and busy schedule sometimes we have to ignore something and know what needs urgent attention and action. 

Silver lining

No matter how we have properly planned,
Expect the unexpected ....
Whenever we do not have any choice...accept it, face it, experience it.
Thing happens for a reason.
Every cloud has a silver lining.

Unfortunately sometimes I can't avoid the dissappointment when the people in power use their position without even thinking about what we have planned and our difficulty to rearrange everything. And I feel pity to my colleague when people dare to blackmail her. Is that life???

GARMIN, WAZE or SIGN board

Eh! Kata super busy...tapi hari2 pula update blog. Weekend kan....

I went to ikea last 2 weeks, 3 nov to be exact.

As usual masa pi entah jalan mana I masuk. Dah la banyak kereta dan byk construction work. But I prefer Kota Damansara exit instead of Damansara exit. Dulu I masuk ikut kanan ikea, kali ni ikut kiri yg sebelah roundabout tu.

As usual it is hard to get the empty parking spot.

Whatever ...janji dah sampai dan sempat grab ....

A bit dissapointed certain items as in the following figures are nowhere to be found. Maybe out of stock.

                        Source: IKEA

As usual sesat bila balik. Nilah akibatnya bila tak tahu nak follow yang mana. Sekejap ikut Garmin, sekejap ikut Waze, sekejap ikut sign board. Signboard kata NKVE kena terus dan LDP kiri, tapi Garmin suruh ke kiri. Waze pulak senyap je. Bila ikut kiri macam pelik. Awat tak jumpa highway, macam lalu kawasan perumahan dan sunyi, takut end up jalan mati. Pulak tu tetiba hujan lebat huhuhu. Sorang pulak tu. Berhenti tepi jalan nak set semula Garmin. Garmin kata terus. Waze pulak suruh u-turn. Malas nk uturn, ikut je Garmin. Hah!!!! Kelana Jaya???? Adoi...baru perasan Garmin pula hang. Berhenti pula di stesen minyak. Macam takde staf je. Set semula garmin. I decided to just continue with the route. Finally jumpa highway..LDP kot. Lega!!! Ikut je signboard KLIA.. Tapi mengada2 pula ikut Garmin semula. Kekejap macam ok, sekejap nampak dah ke arah lebuhraya persekutuan. Habislah kalau masuk KL...kalau camtu cari seremban je. Owh! Nampak putrajaya/cyberjaya...better ikut situ. Eh! Awat di tepi highway ada sign board biru tertera Balai Polis Shah Alam pulak....Adoi...Ke manakah? Kita cari je KLIA. Eh...tiba2 dah berapa di kawasan perumahan Putra Height. Adoi...geleng2 kepala dan gelak2 juga la. Yang penting I tau PH memang dah dekat dengan ELITE....Alhamdulillah jumpa ELITE akhirnya dan sampai juga ke kampung....What a day!!!!

My new charm

Itulah namanya tidak ukur baju di badan sendiri ....I know the price is ridiculous. RM329 for a very small item...not even has a resale value like gold, cannot be as future investment. But, I have bought it. ..opps

If you want it just take it

On thursday, the coordinator told me that one of our colleague asked her to tell me to allocate less customer for certain project. We both totally didn't understand why she made a fuss about that because she knew that the number of new customers is just half of what we have predicted.

In fact we couldn't see why she raised up the issue about another colleague who got one project with less customer. We can't control the number of the customer. Yes we know that currently she has to handle two projects, but did she forget that last time she got one project as well with less customer in compared to others. Isn't it fair and square?

And this morning the coordinator forwarded her message to me...asking the coordinator to discuss with me about another two colleagues projects. And with special note not be discussed in the meeting. Hello!!! Yes, they are handling just one project but the number of customer is huge. She suggested that these two colleagues take over the first colleague project so that the first colleague can handle other project next year. Thanks but no thanks for spending so much of your time thinking about that. After all we definitely got a committee on work planning. Hmmm...if only it just as simple as it sound. This new arrangement will definitely involve many customers, colleagues and departments as well as lots of procedures.

Did she expect me to go into all the troubles in my current super hectic and tiring work schedule just for the sake of her alone???
Why she wants to interfere with my work?
If she WANT MY POST, JUST TAKE IT.
She knew that I have to accept it, not willingly accept it.
Why did she quit from her post if she does not want to be left out?
Why she didn't attend the first meeting?
Why she didn't tell me so directly?
Why currently she bothers about our colleagues project?
Why she did not make a complain and fight for others when them were dealing with many projects and many customers?

These really show how selfish she is, only think about herself and never care about others.
We have tried to provide the best plan and fair to all colleague...But sometimes we cannot control the unexpected thing and satisfy all colleague. Why cant she accept it? It is not the end of the world. Certain colleague had gone thru it. Sooner or later others will face the same thing too.
In fact it can be clearly seen that she is actually has a disatisfaction toward the first colleague.
Hmm...is this really about work or personal matter?
Just because someone did not help her once, she has forgotten all the good deed to her.
She kinda close with one of the another two colleagues. Surprisingly she dare to backstab her just for her own sake....True friend wont let her friend go through the same thing as her.....

Free food everyday

Don't be sad.
Dah luah.
Dah lega.
I should move on.
Let's have a look at this stress therapy.

Free food for dinner on wednesday

Free food again on thursday....with chilies pickles.

Alhamdulillah dengan rezeki ini.
Alhamdulillah ada yg mengingati diri ini.

Tak boleh tidur

I got meeting on thursday meeting. Tapi nampak sangat orang tak dengar apa yang I cakap coz lepas tu they bincang that topik. In my opinion each committee member (cm) should handle one activity and each activity should involve people outside the commitee so that the cm wont feel like a heavy burden to him/her. But they want fixed post for all activities.

Second, that committe has many task descriptions. But they want one part of the committee to handle all tasks even though they are not related. Again, they won't listen to me. Hmm buat je lah apa korang suka.

Third, everybody became so calculative and demanding. Whenever I ask them for a favor, they demand for official letter. The funny thing is when they were in my post, they never gave any official letter for certain small task.

Fourth, I just like orang suruhan to everyone. I don't mind jadi kuli boss, tapi ni jadi kuli kerani, pegawai dan colleague juga. They have a copy of a form, so if they want more forms they can photocopy it by themselves. But it did'nt happen like that. One of them interupted my meeting with my customer just to make a complain about that. I have to leave my customer, took the form from them and photocopy it for them. And them it struck my mind...I am the boss, how come my colleague instructs me to do thing that actually she can easily do it by herself instead of making a fuss and came to my office. Then, i just asked the clerk to get more copies of the form and distribute to them.

Fifth,  orang macam nak ajar saya. You kena buat tu, you kena buat ni, you kena buat cepat, you kena start dari sekarang. Hello, you all tahu I sangat busy but you keep on disturbing me. Don't you know what is urgent, what is important??? Yang bulan ni byk nk settle, kenapa risaukan sangat event yg akan berlaku hujung tahun depan. Ya, tahun depan!!!! Bila I cakap perlu tunggu info dari department, they cakap tak perlu coz mmg dah tahu. Bila I tanya how they handle the previous event, apa prosedurnya. you know what they said???? Tak ingatlah.......

Sixth, orang tak percayakan saya. Katanya nak handle that event perlu orang yg kuat. I pun tak hadaplah. I pun tahu kemampuan I. I pun dah ada someone in mind to lead that event. Tapi perlukah highlight benda tu di hujung meeting???? Tu hari khamis. Sebelum ni orang lain pun pernah cakap macam tu.

It was so dissapointing, confusing and maybe funny too. Inilah orang2 yg kata I am eligible for my current post, they will support me...they know I can do it.......
Hmm...dari layak menjadi 'tak kuat'???
Hmm...support or oppose????

Senang cerita orang tak hormat I.
Pendek cerita orang rasa mereka lagi hebat.
Bak kata my x-boss...takpa, saya nak tengok masa depa jadi ketua nanti.