My weekend

Should I say lazy Saturday
No exercise and house chores in the morning?
Anyway at nearly noon
I attended two events
The first event for our customer
The second event for future generation

I just dropped by a few minutes at the first even
What a wonderful remark by my second boss when she mentioned about my sacrification in attending the event knowing that my customer was not there.
Well...I came as a support...

I spent most of the time at the second event
It was very interesting events with many new knowledge and ideas.

Yes...
I went to both events all by myself
Alone....
If no one bother about me
So why I should bother about that?
Why I should make it as an obstacle?
Why should I feel sad or dissapointed?
Just go and enjoy it...

Later I had my favourite lasagna for lunch

Then, I had laksa for dinner....Nampak tu kepingan isi ikan

Definitely I had to take all these for my allergy.

On sunday off I went for brisk walking
Enjoy the view and the fresh morning air 😍😍

I had the leftover laksa for lunch
And leftover fritters during tea time...

Makan beria, tang exercise berat vontot
😂😂😂😂

Halangan berbuat baik 3.0

Hari jumaat ada yg mengadu
Sudahlah mereka terdesak
Pihak yg menguruskan sangat cerewet
Susah sangatkah
Dokumenkan dah cukup
Tak kisahlah sumber berbeza
Cuba jelah majukan
Usahakanlah

Wakil kami pula bila pengadu maklumkan
Katanya ikut je lah
How ????
The documents are not with them
In their situation how they gonna get it
What????
Itu bukan masalahnya?
Semua dokumen lama you simpan
Hello!!!
You tak faham situasi merekakah???
Mereka ni amanah utk you.
Tanggungjawab you.
You are paid to look after them.
So kalau dah wakil kami buat camtu
What else can I do?
Cakap/buat lebih nanti dikata menyibuk kerja orang
Jika belakangkan dia dikata tak ikut tertib pula

Hari ini I dapat aduan lagi
Salinan mesej pihak yg menguruskan
Yalah tu you all sedaya upaya uruskan?
But why when you was attending a training you just ignore the problem without deligating it to others?
Then, your boss did the same on the second week?

When I forward the message to pembantu wakil
Katanya tak tahu nak cakap apa

You see .... semua lepas tangan
Even though, this is not my responsiblity
I have done my best
So to those who suppose to settle this
If something happen to them, all of you should be responsible!!!!

Membazir

Adakalanya niat kita baik
Sumbangan kecil untuk yg memerlukan
Tapi tiba2 ada halangan
Misalnya tidak sihat dan perlu ambil cuti
Hari seterusnya terlupa dan terlepas pandang...
Akhirnya telah melebihi tarikh....
Jadilah pembaziran...😭😭😭😭

Marah tanda sayang

Kerja takkan habis
Semalam kalut update justification projek baru
Minta my trainees buat ringkasan
Then discussion with my trainee's supervisor
Jadi tourist guide

During lunch hour
Sambung lagi dengan projek baru
Appointment with my customers around 3.30pm to 6pm 😱😱😱
Fenin ....😭😭😭😭
Tapi kena layan dulu customer from other unit
Hmm...they didnt see their main purpose to come here
Ada juga yg datang nk beri justifikasi lewat
long list of excuses....
Mengharapkan mereka orang sakit boleh mati
Yg pasti masalah sikap kan....
Semua buat I 😠😠😠😠

Tapi yg buat I terkejut...
My customer cakap at the end of discussion
Marah tanda sayang 😁😁😙

Terpinggir 3.0

Tak tahulah nak gelak
Atau nak nangis
Bila fikir I selalu terpinggir

Last month I attend an event
Even I was of the main guest
Tapi terpinggir
The organiser
did not greet me
Or even bother me
I felt like I disturb their function
I yg terhegeh pergi ke mereka
The people who sat with me
Alhamdulillah most of them were ok
But this one senior
Made a complaint and synical remark about her workload etc

This week
I attend a program
to produce something that we are lack of
I am the one who propose that we should do something to overcome that prob
But not a single word about that came from the chairman
Yes!!! No credit at all
This program was group activities
But I was left out
Alone....
Yes...at first I just do my other work
Due to urgent matter.
I was my fault not to join them at the beginning
But the people who suppose to be in my group could not be bothered about me
They didnt ask me to join them
When I asked the organizer...
Then only someone wanted to work with me
But then she left  me alone for quite long time
The most hurtful
People at who shared table with me
Treated me like I am not exist there
They really good and excell in their work
But they prefer to work together among the good people
Could not be bothered about others who may need help and guidance
Where is that together we excell principle?
Yes...they only invited the people who they think is good?
But this people has already excel in their own work as well?
What is that?
Someone arrogantly said it is not about member chemistry it is about be available when other members need them.....
Hmm...buatlah
It your rights...
If one day you are asked why do not want to help others....then just answer it ....

As for me
I must try to think positive
Yes I was really sad
I was in tears
I feel humiliated
But no one understand
People who were not in my shoes blaimed I am negative...
They are not me...
Maybe they never had any difficulty like me
Maybe they never be at the bottom
So to whom that I should turn to?
ONLY ALLAH....
O...ALLAH PLS LET ME SEE THE GOODNESS IN EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED ME
PLS GIVE ME PATIENT AND STRENGH......

acah2 #nonasi 3.0

Semalam timbang berat I turun sekilo you.
Dari 57.5kg ke 56.5kg ...hasil dari 5 hari tanpa nasi 😅.
Menu Isnin dan selasa, tgk previous post ya.
Menu lunch Rabu ikan bakar n sayur ler
Menu lunch khamis tak roti coklat je...tak sempat keluar lunch, tapi malam ikan bakar lagi

Menu lunch jumaat vegetarian lasagnia.
Tu baru acah2 nonasi tanpa jaga sangat calorie intake and without exercise...
Cuba kalau buat both...mau pakai kebaya raya ni 😂😂😂
Takpelah angan2...
Harap jadi kenyataan 😍😍😍

Acah2 #nonasi 2.0

Tulah membebel lagi
Konon nak puasa
Alih2 pi teguk air 😅😅😅

Hari selasa meneruskan misi nonasi
Sarapan pagi choc milk+biscuit

Lunch with vegies+egg

Tapi balik petang hujan lebat...
Sedapnya menikmati 😂😂😂

Maka, mission #nonasi #jomkurus total failure....

orang hanya tahu komen je ...

Sedihnya...
Geram ada...
Kecewa apatah lagi

Di kala kekalutan
Bila merancang asyik tertangguh
Tapi I nekad nak siapkan last nite
Alih2 waktu maghrib ada minah meroyan
Patutnya bila orang senyap dia faham
Hmm...lagi galak meroyannya 😅😅😅
Dey...kalau org tak buat hebahan terbaharu
Maksudnya hebahan lama masih terpakai

I dah pulun buat
I dah stay up till midnite
Whatsapp info to customer
Dapat respons ada silap sikit
Hah! Baikilah sendiri

I terjaga 4.30am
Check WA....
Alamak!!! Dia silap ubah.
So, I baiki lagi
Emel info pada collegue juga
After all my hardwork and sacrifice
Alih2 bukan ucapan terima kasih yg diterima
Tapi pertikaian
Hello...yg haritu ko tak semak tu kenapa?
Kalau perempuan meroyan maghrib tu I tak hairan sangat...
Ni ko lelaki...dah atok pun meroyan pagi hari 😠😠😠
Ko pikir ko punya kecik hati je
Haish...pencenlah cepat2...

You see I yg kaki bebel pun meroyan gak ni 😂😂😂.
I takde tempat nk luah...sini jelah 😭😭😭.

Halangan berbuat baik 2.0

Salahkah I jika org cari I bila dia ada masalah?
Kenapa dia selalu cari I walaupun I pernah bawa dia jumpa my second boss?
Kenapa dia tetap cari I walaupun dia tahu no hp second boss dan pembantu2nya?
Kenapa dia masih cari I bila I dah pernah pesan anything about them tanya coordinator?

Cuba fikir ...korang ada layan dia?
Korang ada rasa simpati?
Korang terus bertindak?
Korang sanggup call sana sini?
Bila I dah maklumkan, korang buat apa?
Dah dimajukan?
Jika dimajukan ada follow up?
Bila I dah inform kali ke2 kenapa korang senyap?
Bila pihak sana dah respon hanya dengar dan pasrah je?
Habis tu tiada jalan penyelesaian?

Yg I sakit hati
Ada orang yg sunyi sepi di hari Isnin
Tetiba di pagi selasa tanya ni semuanya tugas siapa?
Kenapa nak persoalkan?
Kalau ko rasa tugas ko, ko uruskan walaupun ko cuti.
Kita pun faham ko cuti, tak suka diganggu.
Boleh je nak keluar arahan, tapi kesian.
Tapi begini pulak jadinya
Ni jangankan nak ucap terima kasih, nak bising2 pula.
Kalau bahagian ko bagus sangat buat keroje, idok le jadi gini kan
Minggu lepas dah inform...
Awat minggu ni sama je....

Acah-acah #nonasi

Isnin semangat waja
Brekky with susu kurma+a mini pack of biscuits
Lunch 12.30pm without nasi

Hmm...plan je la
2.30pm dah lapor 😱
3pm pi meeting
3.30 makan bubur 😅😅😅

Balik rumah makan kerepek pisang
Dinner hadap ni

You see acah2 nonasi
Tapi pi makan biskut, bubur dan kerepek
Bila dicampur kalorinya baiklah mkn nasikan
Konyang laie mkn nasi 😂😂😂😂

Isnin tu di ofis pepagi lagi dah mengamuk
Minta my staf print dan fotostat bhn for customers
Ada byk tables
Guess what ?
Table header totally cant be seen
Tu info penting...what if customer salah faham
Lepaas tu salahkan photocopy machine
Habis tu awatlah tak check sebelum release
Habis tu awatlah tak test a copy before making many copies
Takkah kena buat copy lagi
Takkah membazir
Satu hal pula nak panggil customer yg dah ambil bahan....

Penatlah nak tegur
PERLU CATAT
KENA SEMAK
K3NA PEKA
PERLU FIKIR
PERLU GUNA COMMON SENSE
IF ANYTHING, PLS UPDATE
DAH BUKAN MCM BOSS TAPI SECRETARY PULAK 😠😠😠

Tu belum uruskan mereka yg ada masalah pembiayaan
Dah inform pada pihak sepatutnya senyap
Aku is hangin kalau org tanya lagi
Call pihak pertama
Staf yg uruskan pi kursus
Pengganti kata nk call semula
At last I yg call
Pulak dah info dari pbiaya pelik
Mesti silap kumpulan customer
Pi jumpa pembantu second boss
Katanya haritu dah forward masalah tu
pihak kedua terlibat juga
Call coordinator pasal pihak kedua
Tapi tak pasti mereka dah dpt senarai or not
Pi jumpa staf department
Check emel pihak kedua dh dpt senarai kami
Oklah ...call pula pihak ketiga
Katanya mereka hanya menerima bukan menguruskan....pulak !!!
Habis tu nak tanya siapa???
Naya kat orang je
Orang pulak cari I
Staf sepatutnya tak dicari
Sorang lagi staf sepatutnya bila dah dimaklumkan senyap...

Oklah sekian bebelan pagi
Jom masak for lunch 😅😅

Nasi dagang on weekend

Pagi ni plannya seawal 6am
Tapi dok menatap handphone
Nak kemas sikit pulak
Sort baju pulak
Sesudahnya 8.15 baru p briskwalk

Konon nak pi pasar cari sayur dan nasi lemak
Tapi singgah kedai makan
Rambang mata
End up beli nasi dagang
Barulah pi pasar

Balik rumah
Buat sikit acar timun and let's dig in

Sambil makan kita melawat korea
Sedar2 rupa2nya dah terlelap 😅😅😅
Tertengok pulak Movie Money Monster.
Best pulak...
Maka tertunggaklah segala plan...

Tapi seriously...this is weekend
Rehat and buat kerja rumahlah
Takpun siapkan kerja opis yg tertangguh tu
Itu hal sendirilah

Tapi yg agak 😠😠😠
Korang nak cuti just apply it online
Tak perlulah nak inform me during weekend
Korang nak tahu bila due date
Tunggulah ofis hour...I pun perlu check juga
Korang nak tahu info
Fikirlah logik...tu dokumen sulit
Bukan I ingat semua
Korang nak tangguh hantar lagi?
Kali ke berapa?
Suppose hantar last week
Ok...fine you not around
Boleh tangguh till esok
Then ada hati minta tangguh lagi
Memang tak tahu malu
Takkan tak tahu
Buat2 tanya pula
Tanggungjawab ko
Sendirilah sahkan
Awat nak guna wakil or bp???
Memanglah family problem
Tapi agak2 lah not really your immediate family pun
Tulah lenkali buat kerja tu elok2 lah
Dokumen kena lengkap
So bila jadi camni ko jugak yg susah.
Bukan tak kasihan
Kasihan gak...
Tapi klu dah macam2
Hati I yg kering ni makin keringlah...

Lebih sudu dari kuah 2.0

Kisah jumaat lepas...

Haritu dah bebelkan
Pasal orang yg over
Memandai2 letak nama agihan kerja
Dah tegur
Katanya faham
Utk next plan kena minta lagi senarai dari dia
Sekali lagi memandai2 letak nama 😠😠😠
Apa yg dia faham???

Then orang lain pun begitu
Kita meeting utk discuss
Bukan kerja seorang
Ni tak, nak juga guna sistem ko
Nak guna nak bantu oklah
Kang tak benarkan, terasa pulak
Kang tak respon, merajuk pulak
Hati senior perlu dijaga
Hmm...fikir dia jelah kan
Tapi pun memandai2
Tak tanya pun
Orang cuti lama pun dimasukkan
Yg kami plan utk org baru dibuangnya
Pulak tu paksa2 kita nak senarai baru

Hello!!!
Lupa ka???
Siapa ketua??
Tak sabarnya lahai....
Cuba BERTAHAN...

Bila dihalau

Macam2..
Trainees punya kisah

Yang di sini
Awalnya kita tertanya2
Apa skop?
Apa tugas?
Semua tak tau
Rupanya ada je panduan di halaman awal
penulisan tak ok...
dah mcm cikgu Bi pula I, walhal sendiri tak betul
adakalanya memandai set tarikh sendiri
adakalanya dah nampak kita bz, nak gak jumpa
Konon dah buat fyp...tapi mcm tak tahu apa
Slow, tunggu lama I blah
Gedik, sekali I hamun 😅😅😅
Cepat panik...62-18 pun tetiba tak tau kira 😂😂😂

Yang di sana pula
Dah diberi panduan dan briefing
Seminggu lebih senyap 😠😠😠
Bila ditanya baru nak cakap
Sangatlah mengejutkan
Ada ramai...ada byk kepala...ada byk otak
..tapi takkan sorang pyn tak boleh fikir
Cakap, pesan dan terang byk kali tak faham2 😠😠😠
Bodoh sombong juga 😠😠😠
Kita dah list things to do
Tak buat gak 😠😠😠
Bila disuruh discuss dgn pihak sana
Terangkan, beri suggestion, minta pendapat
Tak reti diplomasi agaknya
Meminta2 sangat
Hah! Kan dah kena dengan pihak sana
Kan dah kena halau
Kalau tak nak teruskan, boleh keluar
Tempat kami unit bla...bla...
Takde kaitan dengan bla...bla...
Seriously???
Pihak sana pun satu hal
Banyak je kaitan..korang yg tak faham dan tak tahu
Kami dah beri panduan semasa permohonan
Ko tak nak..ko reject awal2
Eh! Pandailah ko jawab...
Luckily ngaku silap sendiri
Apa? Tak perasan?
Habih dah ko tak perasan dari awal
Janganlah sombong
Janganlah menghina
Janganlah menghalau
Dengan my trainees ko buat
Dengan aku pun ko buat
Kang guna title orang kata berlagak
Bila tak guna nilah padahnya...
Tadah telinga kena sound dan dihina juga

Bila fikir balik
Padan gak muka aku
Aku buat kat trainee orang lain
Org lain buat kat trainee aku 😭😭😭
Geram/marah/tengking pun pd mereka,
I tetap terasa bila org lain hina mereka
Kalau I marah mereka takpe 😅😅😅

Manggo and chili flakes

Haritu corn and chili flakes
Kali ini manggo and chili flakes and asam boi 😅....

Tu gambar last weekend.
Actually tadi senja buat ni lagi.
Masa di ofis teringin something sour.
Korek2 fridge jumpa this mango...maka apa lagi 😁....

Sebelum tu ada gak buat manggo and asam boi

Amboi! Hadap sangatkah?

Now I am really furious
Upset as well
When the coordinator did something without my knowledge
I just need the list not the people in charge
The work plan is my task
My responsibility
I was paid to do that
But she did that
Ok fine
Maybe she wanted to help me
But why did she tell others about the plan?
The main committee have not discussed it yet
But why did she entertain certain people request?
Is it fair to others?????
Does she really want my position?
Can't she wait for her turn?
If you want it...just take it..please do not giving excuses tak sanggup...takut tak tahan....but what you said contradict with what you did...

Corn and chiliflakes

Tetiba semalam teringat spicy corn at The Rock Market, Sydney.
Since my ground chili has expired, so I have to be creative. Yes...just use Domino's Pizza chili flakes.....
Just cook the two handful of frozen corn in microwave, then add one tsp butter and one sachet of chili flakes...

Yummy....

Itu for afternoon tea.

For dinner I had rice, sambal bilis and sup suhun+telur...

For brekky and lunch today I had fried rice...made from the leftover rice...

Hari ini dalam malas2 tu...
kuatkan hati dan kaki pi brisk walk.
Balik bersihkan porch
and masak nasi goreng....
Then dok ngadap recorded movie
and  korean drama The Great Wives,
Sambil brekky...
Cuci toilet bawah, bersihkan fridge dan juga dapur. Rehat lagi...tonton JJCM, MELODI
and Sambung ke korea lagi.
Sambil makan nasi goreng
And later aiskrim
Then, barulah terhegeh-hegeh buat hand washing...
Bersihkan tahi cicak dan menyapu.
Berhenti pulak tengok Ariana Rose.
Sambil makan mangga....
Then mop lantai,
Berhenti pulak tengok Cik Serba Tahu 😅😅😅

You see banyak distraction ....
Ni keroje opis yg dibawa balik tak siap2 lagi
Plan for Jun and Sept?
Plan for presentation in 4 weeks time....
Not even pi menjemur pakaian from machine washing....