Buatlah: Perlu buat, tolong atau pantau

Hmm...boss macam tau2 je 😅😅😅...
Seems weird he contacted me at noon...
He asked me to monitor our colleagues work and highligted that I may know it better. Ok...whatever...

But later in afternoon, I just asked my colleague what did the bos tell her. Owh...to help huh not to monitor!!!... Well, of course I helped them and got involve with the discussion. But kinda confused why did they wanna change the paperwork that me and my team has prepared last year for other department? They should proposed the new one... but what is the suitable name for it? Most suitable name was taken. Anyway..finally I came out with catchy name....But is it acceptable? How about search it on the internet. Alhamdulillah ...it does exist and used by several organization at overseas...

Buatlah: Cukuplah

This morning while ironing my clothes, I thought of something. So while I still have the courage I hurriedly called my new big boss. Unfortunately I could not hear her and she ended the call. Due to that I had second thought of contacting her...But we have been lost for 10 months....I just can't let that something continue to happen.....So I sent her WA messages asking for consideration and help...She wanted to see me at 10am for heart to heart discussion. Unfortunately I got appointment at that time....

Surprisingly, she sent me message informing me that she has taken the action to solve the problem. Yes for the sake of our unit and department. What a brilliant solution....Alhamdulillah. I really appreacite her help and drastic action.

URUS SENDIRI: KIFARAH?

I went to management office to pay the fee yesterday. Hamboi! main kasar nampak...siap senaraikan dan tampal nama penghutang tu ...🙊🙈🙈🙈....

Berkesempatan chit chatting...
What????
The stingy upstair uncle now facing the same problem as what he did to me...
The clerk said that's karma...
Masin mulut dia...she has warned him previously...what if the same thing happened to him and the upstair unit's owner do not want to give any cooperation ....

So you see...
DO NOT EVER burden, ill treat, bully, threaten and hurt other people..
Allah may punish you instantly
Well....yes that is not KARMA
But KIFARAH !!!!
"Fear the dua (supplication) of the oppresed, for indeed there is no barrier between it and Allah"

Hmm...
Tahu pulak serabut ya pakcik
Now you know and feel what I felt previously
Eh! Why did you ask the clerk to share my complaint letter with you?
Don't tell me that ex-GM do not know how to find infos in the internet as well as writing a complaint letter ?

If I just follow my heart
I will say ... serve you right pakcik...
But deep inside ....
I do have sympathy for him..
Facing this problem at his age...
But why in the first place he treated me someone else daughter badly ???

SICK: TAK SEDAR DIRI

I kan selalu ada sakit/berat kepala, tegang tengkuk dan rasa mata nak terjojol. Lately it comes together with nauseous 😰...
So before fasting month, doktor klinik panel suspected high cholestrol and suruh buat blood test.
Tapi nk buat test di tempat kami ada hari yg ditetapkan and perlu puasa dari 10 pm supaya boleh buat test pagi.
But I could not make it previously.
Bila bulan puasa bersemangat nak pi. Tapi rupa2nya perlu datang petang pula 😅. Tertangguh lagi...

Akhirnya setelah sekian lama bertangguh, semalam ku ke klinik membuat ujian darah....

Sakit you masa nak ambil darah. Dulu2 idoklah i terjerit...ni dah tuo pulak ngada2....

Tiba2 nurse suruh buat urine test jugak. Ah sudah....Bila letak the urine bottle outside the lab, I noticed mine was the darkest...seems like honey. These few days maybe since sunday I noticed it got pinkish color...Info from google stated that either from food color or infection. Harapnya bukanlah jangkitan. Ye la...mungkin from asam tembakau merah tu, supplement containing saffron or berries, brekky tea or lack of water consumption.

Definitely I feel nervous waiting for both result in one week time. Please pray for me ya....

Selain sakit kepala dan tegang tengkuk, I got blurry vision since 2 years ago. No point wearing glasses since I cant see things sharply at certain time. Jahat betul orang kedai spek tu. Bila buat eyes di klinik, doc kata I tiada masalah rabun pun....the eyes specialist said it got to do with my nerve system. The worst happened this year when my I got double vision especially last week...So, definitely it is not safe to drive and I can't do my reading/typing works whenever it happens 😭😭....

As we all know the normal bp is 120/80 and the hbp or hypertension if the reading more than 130/90. Before Raya I went to klinik pakar usim. ..What??? My lower reading is 91 😱😱😱...oh no!!! Hbp????...Doc related this with my frequent headache n blurry vision. And I became worry when he associated all these with diabetes and kidney failure 😰😰😰....So doc suggested to me to monitor my bp for 3 days. Since it was Raya ...well you know what happened.....

Anyway...what was my bp reading yesterday?
132/94 !!!!
😱😱😱😱
Getting higher 😭😭😭....
I tak mahu makan ubatlah....

Actually I met the new doc yesterday.
Nasiblah dpt jumpa siapa. I pun lupa nak request doc yg dah biasa. Doc ada juga kait my frequent headache with previous history which is sinus. So perlu jaga makan....habih tu I nak makan apa kalau seafood, daging, ayam dan telur I tak boleh makan? How to live life as vegetarian? Definitely not me... Doc terkejut bila dengar my sinus got worse when I ate chicken. Kalau nak kurangkan sakit kepala, gatal dan naik bintil2 di muka...so perlu ambil ubat. Tapi sampai bila nak bergantung kpd ubat?

Habih tu what to do?
Tapi tetap tak sedar diri makan apa saja 😅

Leftover food for weekend

On saturday
Semangat waja nak kemas rumah dan office
Unfortunately as usual I do not make it 😅...
Just arranged my shawls properly
Arranged my shoping stuff etc
And calculated financial budget 😅

Owh I even searched online info regarding new laptop as well as discussed with my bro via whatsapp and the seller via FB/WA. I had trouble to decide whether to keep my one year old laptop with good spec such as i7 7th gen and weighted only 1.58kg and to buy for someone for budget less than RM2.5k or to just give that one yo laptop to that someone and buy the new one that I have to top up for RM1100 only. If I were to buy the new one...it hard to choose too....the cross between the performance and durability or the sleek, thin and light design. This really made me stress out 😰😰😰😰....

Anyway regardless of that, eating is akways my priority 😅....For lunch I had leftover laksa that I packed from our wednesday event

For dinner I had masak lemak nenas+ikan masin that I bought on friday 2 weeks ago 😅....

This morning, I just cleared up the utility room. I wanted to cook breakfast. Unfortunately my gas stove can't be light up 😭😭😭😭....Adoilah...one after another. So I just had biscuits and leftover kuih talam for brekky...

Next I should handwashing my delicate clothes and later off to office to clear up my one year messy office 😰😰😰...No more postponing ok !!!!

Hadap Attention

Nak kongsi info penting dan bermanfaat amat dialu-alukan...
Tapi perlu ke setiap pergerakan ko nak dikongsi
Untuk apa?
Nak tunjuk ko sibuk sangat?
Hebat?
Komited?
Menjadi pilihan boss/department/organisasi?
Ramai je yg lain aktif and produktif...
Tapi idoklah dihebahkan 😂😂

Yang boss/department/organisasi pun satu
Be fairlah...
Give chances to ALL
NOT TO THE SAME PERSON
Otherwise how they would gain experience?
How would we know their ability as well?
If the same person keep on involve, they will only drag people who they favor...
You see not only the SAME PEOPLE CONQUER ALL but the CHRONISME CULTURE will cultivated as well...

SO FOR THOSE WHO INVOLVE IN THE SELECTION AND LET THESE NEGATIVE ACTS TO HAPPEN....YOU MAY ESCAPE IN THIS WORLD BUT HOW ABOUT IN THE HEREAFTER...

Aktiviti di kampung

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Ni kisah balik kampung last weekend

On friday padan mukalah bila bertolak lewat
Bila sampai ELITE around 5.30pm faham2 sajalah....
Alhamdulillah smooth even though quite slow

Sampai rumah tak sabar2 lah nak menghadap ni ....

Malam pula helping my nephew to pack.
Spentot, boxer n stokin pun I lipatkan and susunkan elok2 dalam bekasnya 😅😅😅...
Harap later bolehlah buat sendiri begitu...
Selain bebel...tak perlu bawa banyak
Susun begini begitu...
Tulis nama...
Fail, kertas dan puncher mesti ada
Jug kettle juga, air botol, biskut dan maggi juga 😅....
Sampai budak tu rimas bila semua nk bercakap...

Pepagi brekky tosei Rawa...
Tapi kali ni kurang pula rempah ratusnya...

Petang pi MrDiy and Popular mencari exchange gift. Lawak pulak bila my 2.5 yo nephew tunjuk Sushi King..." Kan...Tu". Hamboi pandai pilih tempat nk makan situ. Sorrylah ya...out of budget. Lagipun dah plan nak makan McD.

Tapi di McD banyaklah yg tak diberi...milolah, sudulah...jenuh nak ulang alik ke kaunter. Their rilled beef burger did not taste and look like the one that I bought last month...very dissappointing. When I made a complaint to the staff...them seemed to think it was funny...Hello, just because you put the burger in the correct container, it does not mean you put the correct burger/ingredient.

Dah kenyang tu sempat singgah MMA santai corner mencari Dim Sum. Ada adik ni pi from table to table to promote his oreo toast  bread. So let us support when the young gen wanna find halal income ....

On Sunday off we went to here...

It is hard to let my kesayangan out of the nest...but yes....the time has come...May Allah protect you wherever you go,,ease your affair and grant you success in ypur studies and future undertaking...

When stopped by at this kedai Kak Wok...
Macam2 ado...
Pelbagai masak lomak cili api
Kuih bakar paneh2
Kuih muih pelbagai jenis
Kuih2 lama such as kuih sepit, bahulu, halwa maskat...
Kerepek dan Biskut rayo pun ado...
Air sirap free yo...
Ramainya orang...

Petang tu acara mengait rambutan.

Best musim buah kali ini.
Selain rambutan kuning dan merah
Ada gak manggis dan pulasan...
Durian pun menjadi ada 3 pokok di kebun dan 3 pokok di depan rumah...Durian kampunglah. Ada gak durian kahwin sepokok...Ini rupa isinya...

Pulun

Pagi semalam no matter how bangun awal, sesudahnya tak terbuat juga tugas update dokumen for my customers. I got 8am meeting with my customers...normallah monday blues terasa lesu dan haywired, lagi2 bila customers ramai buat muka dan kurang beri respon.

Around 10am I serahkan another documents to my colleague. Luckily sorang tu boleh bila yg sorang tu masih di rumah.

Then rushed to my office to update/edit the meeting report for my boss. I just thought that he did not prepare the report. He just everyone to send him all the activities and compile it...That can be explained from arrangement of the activities that not according to the prioprity and the important. Itulah dia ada kalanya I am disagree with my boss's way of handling important matters. But when he asked me to do something I will do it properly and sincerely...I am happy if I saw the better version and proper report. Yes, sometimes I got the bad feeling like why do I have to do all that while he can freely finding outside money or other work that value added to his CV. When I was at his position I sacrified a lot for the unit until I was sick and my career path stucked. I never ask anyone to do similar task, never let my colleagues struggling and panicking to prepare important/urgent documents for submission/audit while I was away for external paid work, never frequently ask my colleague to be my representative for meeting etc. Surprising he always get away with it...Wonder why the big boss never warned him. That is why he keep on doing all these...Anyway when he asked me to do something I can't ignore it or just do it improperly because that is NOT ME 😅.....Berapa kali nak ulang pasal ni da...😅😅😅😅

Then my colleagues came...Alhamdulillah, ada rezeki to dig in something that I have been craving for so long...

Around 11.40 I rushed to the apartment since the tenant left her keys in her room. Why la baju yg dah terjemur di bawah kipas since Saturday masih di biar di ruang tamu. Takkan tak kering lagi. Tak bolehkah tolak tepi. Hello korang tu perempuan kan. Dah tau I nak datang, takde rasa malu ke dik??? Pulak tu complained lampu living room rosak. Fahamlah mereka just staying there for about 2 weeks. Tapi yg tinggal lama di rumah tu awatlah sonyap sunyi 😠

Then pi beli food for lunch, balik rumah n update sikit2 dokumen for customers. 2pm meeting lagi, sambil2 tu update juga that documents. After 4pm continued doing that in my office. Need to add new part 😭😭😭. Susah nak faham, so perlu fokus. Bila ada banyak sumber, jadi pening 😂😂😂....So ordered dominos pizza, went home and continued with the work at homelah 😅😅😅.....Alhamdulillah done adding/editing the document by 1.30am kot....Tenet jap and zzzzzz....

So today this is my brekky...dominos leftover

Oklah...nak siap pi keroje...

Maka sia-sialah gementar

Hari jumaat...
Pepagi dah kalut
Dalam emel meeting 9am
Tapi 9am masih di rumah  😰
Kali ini meeting di cawangan lain
Dekat je ...around 15 minutes drive

Bila sampai call la kawan
Alih2 dia pun tak tahu ada meeting tu 😂😂😂
So masuklah I ke bilik meeting dengan rasa malu kerana lewat...
I jadi wakil my team leader coz she is on leave..
Adoi dah sesi taklimat ada sesi penyampaian dokumen pula mcm terima hadiah...
Wakil to other colleague pun musykil...
Tak pernah ada majlis penyampaian ginu 😅
Nervous giler I....
Guess what????
Alih2 nama kawan I tak dipanggil 😅😅😅
Tak ke sia-sia I nervous tu

Habis meeting pi printing shop
Alhamdulillah our documents dah siap.
Tapi total cost for RM1600 😭😭😭
Saja tanya...kot boleh bayar later.
Yeay boleh....so by wednesdaylah

Nyinggah makan di Resepi Rahsia
Konon apatah...prawn aglio olio

Tapi udang tiga ekor je 😰
Tu pun frozen prawn 😠
Harga lepas gst mcm serupa je

Balik rumah
Migraine lah pulak
Tapi petang tu sempat lagi mengadap crispy chicken salad 😅😅😅...

Dah lewat petang pi survey new toy
Tak banyak tanya terus ambil 😅
Coz memang kena beli
Tapi still kena consider the price, functions and design
Then pi beli MedMax KFC lagi
Kali minta extra the spicy melted cheese

Malam...plan nk buat keroje hanya tinggal plan je lah....

Rezeki buah

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Hari Ahad lepas, bila selak langsir sliding door maka ternampaklah the hanging papaya. Tqvm jiran 😍😍😍....Small but long papaya...see for yourself...

Hari Isnin dan selasa rakan2 fb dok tayang durian...Maka, sebagai hantu durian definitely I was craving for it. Alhamdulillah on wednesday evening Allah grant me with these rezeki...

Yes...durian given by my customer.

Jerawat Tua

Semalam jadual padat juga.
Pepagi mengadap laptop dok double check my drawing and document.
Then kalut pi jumpa a group of customers.
Terlewat lagi 😰..
Bila ada yg tak mau beri kerjasama
Maka bermulalah sesi tazkirah dan leteran
Suka sangat dengar my high pitch kan.

Then, pi beli food for lunch.
Murah you.....2 jenis sayur n gulai kawah daging + rebung madu

Sedap gulai kawahnya
Di ofis sambil makan sambil check the document before sending to my colleague.
Then checking and revising materials for another group of customers....

Due to that once again I came late for the meeting 😰...
Sometimes we have to go with flow...
I planned that we should discuss another matter in that 1.5 hours time.
But we took longer time to discuss about previous matter. Accordingly.. I could only discuss only a part of the another matter.

Once done with the meeting I felt like to get a facial treatment...
But where to?
Few years back ada kedai yg guna produk dermalogica. Siap ada face massage using aromatic oil...Tapi tau2 dah tutup 😅

Call tempat yg selesa for facial n body massage
Pun dah tutup coz tiada pekerja
Call kawan dia cadang dua tempat di town
I pi tempat yg first...
Tapi rasa seram nak naik tangga
So I called no tel at banner banting
Tapi katanya tak available

Pi another shop lot
Bila called, tiada di semenanjung pula
Ternampak banner at the opposite shop lot
Closed pulak...
Hmmm....

So, jomlah balik....
Tapi sambil drive sambil berharap gak
Tiba2 I ternampak satu banner di shoplot yg tak disangka ada buat facial treatment
Kedainya pun selesa
Boleh pulak terus buat treatment.
Tapi tahan je la telinga bila dia kata I byk acne
Memang pun...
Dah tua2 baru nk ada acne
Faktor hormonlah tu kan
Selain almost 4 years did not make proper facial treatment
Tahan je la sakit bila muka dikerjakan...
My left face yg teruk 😰...
I buat pore minimizing treatment.
Yg jeragat nanti dulu.
Biasalah...memulah face wash, then exfoliate
Dah tu mcm takde scrub...just cold steam
Extraction yg sakit giler
Senang cerita mode picit jerawat, acne, white head n black head...
BH ada yg besar n susah nak keluarkan
Then dia letak antibacterial lotion...pedih
Next guna alat elektrik apatah yg memang aim to the acne area...hangit baunyer...
Apa ek lagi....hah...letak serum utk acne guna alat yg bermata flat n sejuk tu...
Then first mask n later shoulder massage
Then the second mask...
I rasa macam mahal pula for RM180 persession...Dulu rasa di dermalogica harga lebih kurang tu tapi mcm lagi byk treatment. Even massage pun lama n 2 kali.
Yg ni 5 minit pun tak sampai 😅

Ni selepas kejadian...

The red burst volcano 😅😅😅

Balik makan ni....meal baru you

I like the sauce as well as the additional red beans and corn. Then pengsan 😅😅😅😅.....