Biarlah: Tiada arahan

Last week...after discussion with the boss
I heard that the auditor of one of the program has commented that certain element of the objectives should be changed coz it is no longer valid.

Later while certain colleagues discussed about it in our WA group, I thought about another program that I involve...whether we should change that element too. So I ask both the person in charge and the boss.

But till yesterday no response from them. Since I and the person in charge attended the same workshop so I asked her about it. Guess what is her answer??? "THE TOP BOSS DID NOT SAY ANYTHING. Tiada arahan untuk buat perubahan. Jika ada arahan barulah kita buat."

Seriously??? Dahlah kita tanya sebelum ni tiada respon. Bila dapat jumpa depan2 itu jawapannya. Senangnya kerja dia. Tau ada kesilapan, tapi tak baiki coz boss tak suruh 😂😂😂😂. Jika tidak pasti, sepatutnya bila diamanahkan untuk tugas sebeginj pi tanyalah the top boss. Bukankah senang ubah sekarang berbanding later?

What is happening to our unit?
We are lost due to these people
The head could not be bother
The person in charge lepas tangan
Jika tiada rasa tanggungjawab utk apa berada di kedudukan itu?
Tak takutkah?
Tugas tu AMANAH
BUKAN IKUT SUKA KORANG

Epal hijau asam masin pedas

Hah tu dia my dinner semalam

Konon nk makan buah je
Sedar2 buat scrambled egg n reheat rice 😂😂

Pagi tu kalut ada workshop
Walau apapun lunch itu wajib

Then lewat petang back to office
Key in itu ini and submit to boss
Balik senja kepenatanlah kan
Tido awal

Tapi around 12-3am terkebil2
Bukannya nak pi solat sunat ke
Tapi p tonton last episod Cinta Tiada Ganti

Walaupun I suka dengan pilihan Bella
Tapi I menyampah dengan jalan cerita yg memperbodohkan
Si khai boleh tahu pulak lokasi penculik 😂😂😂
Bila masa polis inform?
Satu lagi polis di tepi jalan tu tak nampak ke kereta si khai and minta tinggalkan tempat tuh?
Kenapa polis lewat masuk dalam hutan tu?
Sedangkan khai tu elok je masuk hutan dan bertembung dengan penculik?
Paling lawak ada penculik yg mudah lepaskan mangsa...
Yg Bella dalam keadaan mukriz dah kena tembak, khai berbalas tembakan dengan penjenayah...boleh pulak dia bangun n melambai kpd adik khai?
Confirmlah kena tembak 😂😂😂

Pagi tadi
Terlewat bangun
Kalutlah pi Program yg ramai took for granted tu ...
Lunch hour pi collect bahan nearby other branch
Beli this food...

Balik rumah
Kalut korek my recycle box
Kalut gunting dan potong
Tampal sini sana
Makan tercekik2...

Then kalut pi program semula
Apa???
Only me on this side
😅😠😰
Tu dah dibebelkan...

Then back to office
Hantar survey forms
Tolong kawan OCD menampal
And semak laporan boss
Sabar je lah..
Suppose semak dan edit je
Tapi terpaksa semak emel dan mesej whatsapp nak cari aktiviti yg tertinggal

Balik around 7pm
And had bihun sup for dinner

PEMBONCENG, PEMONTENG DAN PENGHALAU

Semalam si penyampai dah pesan
Apakah tugasan?
Apakah tindakan?
Semua disenaraikan

Di kala kalian hilang tak dikesan
Di kala kalian enak menikmati kudapan
Kami jenuh membuat sumbang saran
Akhirnya mencapai persetujuan

Pagi ini si kepala hebat dengan idea
Sepertiga bahan telah tersedia
Kami berdua menurut sahaja
Bahan lain ditambah kemudian pula

Tiba-tiba muncul seorang datang bertanya
Melihat-melihat lantas ingin turut serta
Kemudian datang dua yang lain pula
Ingin turut serta dengan selamba 😰

Eh! Datang yang lain juga
Muncul entah dari mana
Muncul yg lain pula
Lagi pelik dari sebelah sana

Susahnya orang tak faham bahasa
Logik akal entah ke mana
Dah nampak kami ramai anggota
Kenapa tetap dijadikan mangsa ?

Apa masalahnya kalau berusaha?
Terapkan dalam bidang sendiri sebaiknya
Ada empat kumpulan lain di sebelah sana
Kenapa di sini jadi tumpuan mereka?

Di kala kami sibuk merekacipta
Hanya dua orang yang bersama
Yang lain entah ke mana...
Kami sengsara kamu bersukaria

Di kala aku berkejar ke sini sana
Kotak multibahagian sempat ku bina
Papan warna turut disedia
Set lengkap kiranya

Di kala aku menambah rajah bewarna
Kalian entah di mana
Di kala aku menulis semula
Yg nak bantu tak faham pula

Yang buat lagi kecewa
Si kepala menerima sesiapa sahaja
SI PEMBONCENG dan SI PEMONTENG diambil kira
Jika baik hati pun perlulah persetujuan bersama

Hati sakit memang terasa
Bukan berkira
Berkongsi ada caranya
Bukan hanya muncul bila tiba masanya

Si penyampai tahu siapa yg buat kerja
Tapi bila ditanya buat-buat tak faham pula
Belajar tinggi common sense tiada
Selain temboknya muka 😅

Tu tak masuk kisah lain pula
Pada hari sebelumnya aku tercari-cari anggota
Kerana kroni aku dipinggir dan dihalau juga
Memang sampai hati dia....

Walau memang sukar
Segala yg negatif perlu dihindar
Ada hikmah yang keluar
Tanpa disangka kami juara diwar-war 😍

Aku dan running shoes

Hari selasa Cuti maulidur rasul uols buat gapo?
I biasalah...TV+Phone
Tapi around 11.30am ada appointmentu
Yup working on holiday...
Boleh je buat tak tahu
Boleh je nak rehat di rumah
But selagi boleh I must do my best to help people...
As usual I lost my temper 😅
So baikilah apa yg patut...
Our discussion ended after 1pm...

Then off I went to buy running shoes
Perlulah insaf coz my weight is around 62kg
😭😭😭😭....
Anyway here are the shoes

For indoor exercise only
So bolehlah ambil this sweet color 😍😍
Kasut Power je la.
Itu je yg mampu...
After discount dapatlah RM95
But when will I start the exercise???
 😉😉😉

Habis tu pi beli kfc pulak
🙈🙈🙈
KFC ala korea...

Psst...
My current obsession.
Spicy squid seaweed ....

Just wanna share one of the movie that I watched...GET OUT...
When a young African-American man visits his white girlfriend's family estate, he becomes ensnared in the more sinister, real reason for the invitation.

Aku dan bunga

Kisah petang Isnin
Semasa nak balik
Terperasan bunga ni...

Cantikkan 😍😍
Harum baunya...

Kisah di pagi hari pula
Biasalah kalut untuk meeting.
Then sambung meeting lain
Dah habis meeting lapar pula.
Tapi 12pm ada appointment
Better beli food dulu
Masuk je kereta
😱😱😱
Dah 12.10pm
Terpaksalah call minta lewat sikit
On the way pi beli food
Baru teringat duit tinggal sikit
😰😰😰
Perlu singgah to withdraw money pula

For lunch Belilah nasi ayam...

Then rushed back to office for the appoinment
Bila lapar...
And bila customer  stubborn n did not take into account our previous discussion
Maka, I ran amok 😅😅
Macam tak sehaluan je kami...
Not in the same wavelength 😂😂
Whatever it was we ended our discussion in a good way...
And I treated her nasi ayam la
😁😉😉....

My weekend: Ofis lagi

My saturday
As usual semangat waja
But apapun tak jadi 😅

Makan je jadi 😅😅
My dinner macam2 ada
Otak2, Tauhu begedil dan lokching

My sunday
Barulah terhegeh kemas rumah sikit
Dan basuh baju
Then tengahari beli food kedai mamak

Barulah PI OFFICE
Bersihkan second cabinet
Susun semula khazanahnya
Sort claim, meeting, workshop etc files
As well as the cluterred on my desk
But still many things to sort
Yg dalam kotak tolak tepi dinding je la
Later maybe...

Yg penting
Sempat print apa yg perlu
Dan updated evaluation for others
After 5.30pm baru balik

Here was my dinner ...

Spicy chicken ala korea...

Antara yang ditonton on weekend
1.sisters of the groom
2.case 39
3. Pride & Prejudice
4. A very merry toy store
5. Brimming with love
6..Devil

Mood ke laut

Backdated post...

Hari khamis
Back to work
This time I bertolak lewat sikit
Sampai office around 10.15am
Kalut nak pi meeting with international delegation
Disangka sekejap...
Tapi rupanya lama 😅

Balik office...
Sedih tengok my almond bun dihurungi semut 😭...
Membazir je

No matter how my MOOD KE LAUT
I need to stay focus
And listed long list of things to do
Download my new planner
Send email to change appointment venue
Return the change to my colleague
Pay for the unit deco
Send email to edit my document
Pay for maintenance fee
Ask around for previous evaluation as guidance

On the afternoon discussion with my colleague
Regarding the briefing session on friday
As well as for our pair task

For dinner I had crispy omelete and leftover ayam kunyit...

On friday
I was late for the briefing session
Hmm...not many people
Either my colleagues or new customers

Once back to my office
I submitted my MC and october travelling claim
Reminded the long silent senior customer and the problematic junior customers for next appointment too

Here was my lunch

Around 3pm I had an appointment with my Indonesian customer
Other than her documents
She gave me dodol, lempuk durian and wajik 😍

Before going back
I managed to prepare an evaluation set for new customer and shared it with my task partner.

And later I cooked fried rice for dinner

Balik kampung: Aktiviti cuti sekolah

Konon nak balik kampung pagi Sabtu
Postpone to noon
The postpone to petang
End up cancel je la 😅

Rehat secukupnya
Petang keluar pi beli gorpis and thai food
Makan tak hingat 😅

Hari Ahad
Barulah terhegeh2 basuh baju
Kemas dapur
Kemas master bedroom
Adoi bila bersemangat rel baju pula loose

I had leftover food for lunch...
Daging merah dan goreng kangkung

Dah petang baru balik
Trafik lancar tapi bila sampai nearby F1 circuit stucked.
Yang arah ke KL lagilah sesak around 5 km.
Yg ke arah Sepang/Nilai pun around 2 km kot

Lewat petang pi Secret Recipe Mercato
Fish n Chips ok
Tapi Thai pasta tak sedap lansung
Kurang rasa dan pasta keras
Spageti bolognese terlebih herbs
Meatball keras kata my niece
Yg di tempat kerja I sedap je

Hari Isnin
After brekky pilah menyapu rumah sikit
Then pi tengok Wayang
Dan makan di Sushi King

Hari Selasa
I buat chicken n turkey slice sandwich

Then Kemas bilik my nieces dan sama2 lipat baju dan asing serta susun properly dalam almari.
Then pi keluar ke MrDiy dan Popular
Makan di TCRS pula...
Inspired from my tie dye shawl
I pun buat aktiviti cuti sekolah with my kesayangan

Hari Rabu
Keluar lagi
Nak p urut 10.30am penuh pula
12.15pm baru available...
So meronda ke nursery

dan makan aiskrim....

After massage I had late lunch at McD.

Konon balik rumah nak buat keroje
Idok le....

Aku, bunga dan coklat

Hari khamis
I had this for brekky

Then kalut pi ofis
Long list of things to do

Alhamdulillah rezeki
Ada kawan belanja nasi kerabu

Petang pi town
Pi kedai buku jenuh gak belek buku
Then carilah plastic wrap, selotape, colour paper, ribbon and ballon.
Pi kedai bunga beli lidi
Pi supermarket cari chocs and plastic container...
Singgah pula beli food.
Sampai rumah around 7.50pm
Kalutlah solat maghrib
While waiting for isyak dapat delivery these two bouquet of flowers 😍😍

Then I had rojsk n cendol for dinner

Then bermulalah sesi kerastangan
Percubaan awal utk buat choc bouquet..
Begini

Or begitu...

End up ada yg pacak dengan lidi dan balut

Hilang segala susunan 😂😂😂

How about these books?

Petang tu beli dua buku je
Korek2 di rumah jumpa satu yg tak pernah dibaca.
How la nak buat ya...
Biasa klu cenderahati utk majlis rasmi hanya ikat riben je...
So kali ni buat kelainan...
I rasa ni cantik dan simple 😂😂😂

On friday
Pagi kalut buat wish card
Then off I went to Pahang.
Keluar rumah 7.45 pagi
Sampai rumah 9.30 malam.
Yup...I cant deny the long hour journey..
Whatever it is Alhamdulillah our affair was eased...
Happy to see other people happy...

Sick: Kisah di hospital

I got hospital follow up appointment at 9am Wednesday
Unfortunately I reached the registration counter at about 9.10am because of slow traffic due to several teucks on road, parking problem and have to change parking for grass mowing.
Guess what ?
I have to wait more than one hour to get the number...
Seriously?
Too long wait just to get a number...

I became impatient when people who came later than me got their number first...
So I went to the counter asking why I still do not get the number.
The staff told me she already called my name.
I asked her when did she do so...
She said just now ...
Ok fine I was in the toilet.

Few minutes later she called me
Guess what???
My file have yet to be prepare...
So I need to give her my phone number, address, the first appointment date...
She even need my first prescription.
Luckily I brought the tablets box
Seriously?
Second appointment masih tiada fail?
they do not have a record of me after first appointment two months ago and after blood test were done just a week ago.
Peraturan/prosedur rekod hospital memang beginikah atau kes staf cuai/terlepas pandang?
Whatever....yg penting dah dpt nombor

Then I have to wait again for the body weight measurement and blood pressure check up...

Once done with it...
Another waiting to see the doc
The weird thing was the numbers after me were called and mine was not appear...
So, I have to ask the staff at the counter again
She seemed uncomfortable with the question
and just said something like "doktor ambil yg lainlah dululah kot"
Ok fine...

Alhamdulillah
Only at about 11.20am my number appeared
Seriously?
Different doctor from the previous one for follow up?
Since they have not prepare my file yet
I have to recall everything and explain my history to him...
Sempat lagi bebel why after two months my file is not prepared...
Terkial2 doc tu nak jawab 😅
He seemed relief knowing that I did not see him on the first appointment 😂😂😂

However since I still got the headache he kept on asking me about
1. Rasa sakit lagi tak after mkn ubat
2. Ada apa2 sign before the headache
Hish manalah I perasan ...
Yg perasan bila sakit je lah...
Even kalau I focus with work I ignore je la
Ada juga ditanya the level of pain on the scale of 1-10..
I said 5 to 6...

Rasa tekanan atau denyut?
Tekanan darah macam mana
Lah kan tadi dah check bp doc ooi....
Barulah dia tengok 😂...
Lepas tu dia tunjuk result test darah yg dibuat minggu lepas...
😱😱😱😱
Hanya ada jalur2 je takde result.
Luckily I pernah buat blood test oada bulan 7.
Tunjuk jelah pada doc.
But is it still valid?

Then he left me for a while.
Maybe to ask second opinion for my case and to check the available medicine in the pharmacy
And he came back with the plan of new medication for me...
Another doc agreed with his plan
He asked me to make note for my sickness and medicine intake as well...

Actually hospital mungkin ada masalah ruang
So satu bilik utk 2/3 docs
Memang tak privacy
Dengarlah juga kes pesakit lain
Sakit jantunglah
Ubat hospital ni tak sama dengan IJN
Teruk gak result nih...
Datang lagi next month
Pesakit dah keluar
Panggil semula
Silap tengok rekod lama 😅
Rekod baru seems better
Then, masuk pula isteri pesakit lain
Dah pi farmaai
Precsription doc tiada cop doctor pula
Terpaksa datang semula
Macam2 kan
Doc dah penat sangatlah tu
Sampai hilang fokus...
Just imagine yg tak tido seharian and on call pula...
Kesian mereka berkorban demi pesakit

Once out of the doc room
Only 5 people left waiting 😅
So tunggu lagi....for prescription.
What? Perlu buat blood test lagi?
What? Yg haritu result cant be analysed ...
Why? due to darah beku?
How it can be like that?
Tapi memang sebelum jumpa doc perlu buat blood test.
So next time kena buat elok2 lah supaya darah tak beku.
Berubah muka nurse tu 😅.
Kesian dia yg tak bersalah kan.
Dia jadi penyampai je.
I yg kecewa mesti tanya macam2 dan ingatkan.
Tapi idoklah I marah or meninggi suara.
Faham2 jelah reaksi kecewa dan bengang tapi terkawal....

Then hantar prescription di kaunter farmasi.
Kena tunggu lagi...
Around 12.30pm barulah dapat ubat sebeban
On the way balik singgah beli roti and had lunch...keli bakar, sambal ikan masin+petai dan kerabu

Balik rehat je lah...
Bila sakit makan je ubat.
Bila belek2 ubat...
Apa ke hal ada label for hbp?
Doc hanya tanya bp but we didnot discuss anything about hbp.
Risau tersilap ubat je.
Maka, I called pharmacist.
She argued why I did not ask while taking the pills at the counteer and asked me to come back..
Dah tengahari, dengan lapar dan sakit kepala dgn ramai yg menunggu ko rasa aku nak baca ke label tu masa di kaunter?
Anyway she willing to ask the doc about it.
Based on her revision and doc info that medicine can be used to treat migraine too....

Huish! Macam2 hal 😅