Kini busy kembali

Pagi senin proceed with bills n receipts sorting.
Then rushed to work for a meeting about updating the document that we have been working on since 2015. Many parts to be updated to make it inline with the qualification document and current trend. However we have to postpone in updating certain part of it while waiting for new infos from another team.

Then I rushed back home to pick up my handphone...I could not live without my other half 😂😂😂....Once arrived, I saw two district council labours taking a break after cutting down the trees. They looked tired. I just asked them why did they cut the trees? Hmm...someone made a complaint about the trees...awatlah dengki dengan pokok tu bang oi...They also did not understand why someone did so because both trees are more than 10 metres from houses.

When I was inside my house I feel bad that I do not have anything to give them such as juice or mineral water. Quickly off I went to the nearest food truck and cafe to my house to buy drinks and nasi campur for both of them. Unfortunately later I found out actually there were 4 of them...Maaflah bang korang share jolah yo 😅😅....

Then I prepared the paperwork for running a workshop. Unfortunately there was a new format for the approval part 😅....Whatever it was I managed to get the approval from my boss and submit it to the top management before lunch break. Alhamdulillah...

After considerable thought and asking around I made decision to apply one of the fund offered by our organisation...Just grab this beneficial opportunity.

Next..I just focused on finding materials and updating the so called delayed document....I think I lost my writing mojo. Later I had this kembung 3 rasa, kailan ikan masin and watermelon juice for dinner...yummy...

At night I push myself to think of activities for my new project....

On tuesday I started to prepare the documents for that project. Despite mental block I managed to write one set of 6 activities. Alhamdulillah....Next I have to produce another 4 activities for the first set and 10 more activities for the second set....

Earlier I told my colleagues about my problem and lack of idea...I was worried that the activities are not relevant with the objectives and has no meaning....Whatever...just do it...Later I can discuss with my group members.

In between that definitely I have to do other tasks as well such as furiously chasing my customers. I hate when certain of them try to put the blame on me due to their slow progress, couldn't be bother attitude and wrong decision...I gave them option due to time constrain, so they should made their decision wisely. Whatever happens. they should face the consequence...

Materials from the internet are not enough for the document...accordingly I have to find the relevant materials at the bookshop. Once there I bought this account book as well for my side income 😁....

Dah alang2 ke situ maka terbelilah cheezilla kfc 😅😅😅😅 for dinner

My verdict...double cheese burger McD tetap dihati 😁

Misi mengurus or menggemuk?

Hari sabtu
Dok check messages nak buat akaun. Jenuh gak nak trace and transfer 😅. Then perlulah keluar menguruskan hal tombol pintu. Melampau si indo tu charge sampai RM50. Next pi management office to made complaints about the leaking stain at the corner of the room and  at the previous part. I asked about the bills. Eh...cukai pun kena bayar pula 😰. Borak2 dapat tau kisah. hah! Kan dah kena. Dapat balasan terus didunia. Orang yg dulu mendatangkan masalah to me now having the same problem as what he did to me.

Then pi Bank Islam nak withdraw duit. Asyiklah kena reject...ended up guna kad Maybank 😅...Then pi bayar the bills la. Singgah Speedmart membeli yg merepek macam ni...

Yg crunchies to tak termasuklah. So now apa nak jadi? Exercise tak...Makan menjadi2...Nak mengurus ke nak menggemuk?

For lunch I had this...

Kedai belum ada sayur. Balik rumah potong timun je. Kat kedai tu beli tapai ubi dan pulut juga...

Konon semangat waja nak mengemas rumah n buat kerja...Hmm...macam biasa apa pun tak...Hari Ahad pun hampir nak jadi gitu. Luckily ada kesedaran sikit. Pepagi brekky this

Dah hampir nak gerak...Tonton investigation movie...fixer upper@702 pulak 😅...Kemas dapur sikit, rehatnya banyak. Dah tengahari sambil hand washing sambil masak yg simple 😅😅😅....telur dada, terung rebus n reheat sambal hitam...

Petang tonton Gifted pulak...menarik...about the battle of custody for a gifted girl between her uncle n grandma....

Ni kira kudapan lewat petang...crispy fritters+palm sugar fritters...

Malam, tertonton penghujung Star Wars Ep3 pulak...best 😅. Lepas tu baru terhegeh dok sort sikit bills and receipt....

Buatlah: Maafksn saya

Pagi ini my colleague hantar mesej
Katanya yg bertanggungjawab tetap tak mahu buat yg sepatutnya
Walaupun colleague lain yg pernah di posisi itu telah bertanya buat sekian kali
My colleague sedih
Saya pun sedih
Wajarlah kami berdoa supaya beliau lembut hati

Kami tak faham kenapa dia tak nak buat
Maka, saya kena mencuba buat kali terakhir
Terus jumpa bersemuka dan bertanya
Alhamdulillah....
Dia sudah ada perancangannya....
Mungkin juga lembut hati setelah mendengar suara2 kami
Ada juga yg dia tanya pendapat
Ada juga yg saya cadangkan berdasarkan pengalaman terdahulu dan saranan senior

Maafkan saya kerana salah faham
Dia tak buat, kerana sudah ada perancangan
Cuma kami tak tahu kerana tidak diberitahu
Dia tak respon, kerana nak fahamkan apa isunya dulu
Dia pun serabut kerana banyak perlu diselesaikan pada masa yg sama
Dia pun kurang sihat

Maafkan saya kerana agak bising
Maafkan saya jika terasa hati
Saya memang tiada niat negatif
Bukan untuk masuk campur
Bukan tunjuk pandai
Bukan untuk memalukan
Bukan tak sokong apa yg dia buat
Takkanlah saya nak jatuhkan orang yg saya naikkan
Dalam senarai teratas pula tu
Lagi2 kawan sendiri
Jika tegur pun demi manfaat bersama
Alhamdulillah dia positif
Terima kasih kerana memahami

Tapi saya sedih dan terkejut
Rupanya ada pihak lain yg negatif
Cuba menjadi batu api
Perlukah hantar pm semata-mata nak tanya terasa atau tidak
Itulah tuhan nak tunjuk
Akhirnya terbongkar juga...
Rasanya angkara orang yg sama
Takpelah.....
Semoga Allah beri dia petunjuk

Moralnya...
1. Bersemukalah
2. Kadang2 perlu put myself in other people shoes...
3. Walaupun niat kita baik tak semua orang faham
4.Do not trust anyone....

P/s:
I terfikir sesuatu.
Dia suarakan perkara yg I selalu bising di sini 😅.
So my friend if you do read my blog, I hope you understand why I do so....

Bila pintu tiba-tiba terbuka....

Hari ini pi keroje lambat
Sampai je teruslah menghadap kerja senior customer
Adoilah banyak nak buat bila orang buat kerja tak fikirlah...
I pulalah yg sibuk mencari sumber di internet selain yg ada dalam ofis.
Tapi loya, sakit kepala dan mata pula.
Susah nak fokus buat kerja

Walaupun tak larat
Gagahkan diri pi beli lunch
Makan laju2
Sambung kerja semula

Bila serabut
Betterlah buat list of things to do
Utamakan untuk reply email customers

Around 6.50pm
Keluar office
Hampir gelap
Pasanglah lampu koridor
Pi toilet orang cacat 😅
Tak berani pi toilet biasa yg agak tersorok
Ada ke patut
Sedang elok membuang hajat
Tiba2 pintu terbuka
Kalutlah menutup dan mengunci
Malulah kalau orang nampak
Harap tiada oranglah at that time
How boleh terbuka?
Mulalah tak sedap hati
Dahlah siling toilet terbuka luas
Gelap je di atas tuh...
What if ada yg menegur dari atas 😰...
Cecepatlah kembali ke ofis

Dah 7++ pm
Masih sibuk dengan report customer
Alhamdulillah terperasan sesuatu...
Walaupun aku terkilan hasil kerja phd ku ditiru oleh si parsi dan idea yg mereka utarakan serupa seperti yg pernah ku cadangkan kpd my spv tetapi ditolak.
Walaupun ada hasil kerjaku yg ditolak oleh spv kerana menurutnya hanya gunapakai hasil kerja senior walhal memang tak sama.
Alih2 geng2 dia claimed that mereka yg pertama hasilkan....
Tadi aku notice ada sedikit perbezaan dibahagian tengah. Maka, lepas ni I pun boleh claim I pun ada cara sendiri walaupun bukan yg pertama....
Kesimpulannya...rebutlah peluang depan mata dengan segera.

After maghrib baru keluar office
Tapi.....
Tayar kereta nampak penyek lagi 😱
Padahal baru lagi kawan tolong isi angin
Maka pandu balik rumah dengan perlahan.
Esok jelah pi workshop...

Buatlah: Senyap

Bila kekeliruan ditemui..
Emel sudah dihantar seminggu lalu
Senior pun dah respon menyatakan pandangan
Tapi yg patut bertanggungjawab senyap sunyi

Senior terus berusaha berkongsi
Demi manfaat bersama
Ramai senyap sunyi termasuk diri ini
Tapi yg sepatutnya memainkan peranan terus senyap sunyi
Akhirnya senior membawa diri 😭😭😭

Bila ada yg sibuk mencari yg diluar
Kemusyikilan pun timbul
Maka whatsapp pula jadi medium pagi ini
Yang di dalam tak tahu apa2
Apa yg dah dikomen?
Apa yg dibaiki?
Isu kekeliruan pun tiada tindakan
Turut sahajalah cadangan senior...bincangkan
Demi unit perlu disuarakan
Senior lain pun respon...apa2 maklumkanlah
Colleague pun respon...jangan biarkan kami sesat....
Kenapa kami buat begini?
Kerana sayang....
Tapi yg patut bertanggungjawab terus senyap sunyi
Walaupun terbukti telah dibaca

Sangatlah pelik
Emel tidak dibalas
Mesej tiada respon
Tetapi mesej lain ada respon

Pagi tadi ku dapat tahu
Orang kuatnya dah cadangkan perbincangan
Tapi tak buat
Petang ini ku diberitahu
Orang kuatnya yg lain dan orang lama pun cadangkan juga
Tapi tak perlu katanya....

Jadi bagaimana?
Jika tak tahu
Sudah diberitahu
Jika tiada idea
Sudah diberi cadangan
Bukan seorang
Tapi ramai
Maka terpulanglah nak buat atau tidak
Kami pun tak mau pening2 dah
Yang penting...
We have done our part

Tapi sedarlah! Ingatlah!
Kalau tak mau bertanggungjawab
Untuk apa berada di situ?
Kalau yg sampingan dikejar
Yang utama dibiar berciciran
Tidak malukah ambil imbuhan
Bak kata my friend
Kalau tak mahu
Maka berilah pada orang lain 😅
Aku pun tidak rasa bersalah
Sebagai penyokong tegar satu ketika dulu...

Tercabut

Backdated post
Written on 28 march...

Macam biasa bila nk kembali dari kampung, punyalah berat nak gerak.
Pagi Isnin baru terhegeh2 nak packing.
Bila di highway biasalah slow traffic at ELITE especially from Putrajaya/Putra Height to USJ.
Bila nak singgah kedai favourite tutup pula, maka pilah kedai lain dan beli food for lunch..masak lodeh, sambal bilis n masak kicap daging

Bila sampai ofis, biasalah Monday Blues.
Bila balik rumah konon nak basuh baju, tapi tertonton Youn's kitchen 😅.
Bila nak lunch kira awal lagi, pi melantak snack pula...sedap

Bila nak charge phone, tiba2 kabel MrDiy tak berfungsi. Haritu beli dua, yg hitam RM6.90 kot tak sampai seminggu jadi longgar dan mudah tercabut dari port.

Yg putih RM8.90 kot konon elok masuknya, tiba2 main2 pula. Sekejap ok. Sekejap ko seolah2 tak boleh detect the charge. At last guna cabel merah pula. Cabel ni dalam handbag utk travel n kecemasan.

Bila petang ada discussion dengan customers.
Biasalah ada yang salah faham.
Idea diterima bukan bermakna proposal diterima. Perlulah tambahbaik.
Yang dulu apabila idea ditolak, kali ini kemukakan banyak idea. Tapi tak bawa support material pulak 😅.

Bila balik around 7pm...
Adoilah autogate buat hal lagi...terkeluar dari track.. Memula dulu sebelah kiri, second pun kiri. Kali ni kanan pula...Kaka, tutup manual je. Cuba angkat naik atas track tak boleh pula 😅....Esok je lah...

Bila malam nak dinner, tapi malas masak nasi. Maka makanlah the mismatch meal...red bean bun with sambal hitam.

Bila selasa....
Customer datang lagi
Tapi kali ni hanya bawa satu support material. Tu pun kurang relevan 😠...Tak semak dulu ke??? Bila I cari ada je yg sesuai..cuma tak banyak.

6.40pm sampai rumah, nampak orang autogate dah sampai. Actually pagi tu I try guna autogate tu..mula2 dia naik sendiri atas track tapi terus terkeluar semula ke arah luar pulak...tercabutlah rodanya coz kawasan luar rendah. Roda takde masalah. Tapi bearingnya 😰.....Maka, terbanglah RM50...mahal. RM30 alatnya...RM20 upah selain kononnya jauh. Habih tu dah ko guna barang tak berkualiti. My friend punya elok je...walaupun nak masuk 3 tahun.

Tengah sibuk dok borak dengan orang tu, my neighbour datang. Katanya nak pasang awning tapi lajak to my area sampai 1 kaki dan tinggi dari my awning. I pun silap tak tanya kenapa. I just kata tak perlulah kot. Guess what dia tanya kenapa pula. Terkejut I. Logiknya ikut suka hati I lah kan. I just cakap ikut jelah sempadan...Katanya niatnya manfaat untuk kami supaya dua2 tak kena tempias hujan. Kalau I tak mau takpelah katanya. I ksta kalau setakat 6 inci ok. Yelah kami nak berjiran lama. But not 1 kaki. Tapi katanya dah buat calculation yg 1 kaki tu ok. Bukanlah makna 1 kaki tak tempias lansung, tapi kuranglah sikit...
Akhirnya I setuju jika memang manfaat bersama. But now macam menyesal pula coz nanti nmpk rumah I macam pelik. Lagipun keputusan dibuat terburu2 dalam keadaan I yg penat  dan hampur 7pm.

Masuk rumah konon nk masak nasi untuk berbuka...
Tapi pi toilet dulu.
Hah sudah..macam peod pulak walaupun very unclear tiny miny...
Frustlah...tak kisah pun peod. 1pm ok..3pm pun ok...but not 7pm 😭😭😭😭

So inilah menu berbuka yg tak menjadi

Bila malam, charger cabel yg ok-ko tu buat hal lagi. Bila dicucuk dan ditarik 2/3 kali terus tercabut kepalanya 😅😅😅....

Maka, berakhirlah riwayat.

Cuba guna semula kabel mahal yg beli dipekan.. RM30 kot...Eh! Haritu dah ko. Alhamdulillah ok semula.

MeNate lagi

Backdated post again 😅...

Hari Sabtu kami ke Me'nate lagi...Punyalah banyak tempat makan di Bandar Baru Bangi, yg di kepala hanya Me Nate dan Mohd Chan je 😅...Bila dah lapar memang blur 😅😅😅. My hp memory was full so tumpang kamera my SIS n SIL....

I had angus steak...

They had pull beef sandwich and beef oglio olio pasta

Later we went to Gio Fabric...Banyak yg menarik. Tapi tak boleh tamak selain kena berjimat 😁. After that we went to Bangi Central. Masuk je lah mana yg berkenan...I bought new skirts and blouse from Rina Salleh. S is sold up...M pun bolehlah....

Definitely we went to my favourite shop...MCC. unfortunately they do not have any attractive design to my eyes this time. Then, We bought two sets of Mohd chan's dimsum....yummy...

Actually we went to Farm in the City before coming to BBB...Lots of fun activities there...

Nampak tak kambing seekor tuh?
Dia dok kejar I
Confirmlah I cecepat keluar dari Savannah ni 😅😅. Guess what the parrots got many skills such as talking, dancing n finding the ball under the bowl.

For dinner we went to MMA Santai Corner...
But I was still full from Bangi JJCM...So I just had air kelapa lemon and tauhu bakar

On Sunday, I had wedges with sour cream n sweet thai sauce....

Reminiscate the comfort food memory in OZ 😁....

As usual I went for foot n body massage and later to Giant...
So bilalah nak buat kerja ofisnya...
When I had full of activities 😅😅😅...

Makan jelah...

Semalam konon nak balik kg 9am.
Tapi pagi tu barulah terhegeh nak basuh baju dan packing.
So bertolak lewat.

Dalam perjalanan dah terbayang nak makan dirumah
Sampai 1pm yg dirumah baru nak kupas bawang.
Daku keciwa 😭
Pilah tempat lain

Nearly 3.30pm balik ke rumah membawa rojak dan cendol

Ada durian tu...
Tapi keras.
Lenkali bang kalau durian tak elok jgn jual

Bila malam tiba
Rimas betul dengan bebudak yg meninggi suara dan kuat sentap
Seskit masuk bilik, tutup pintu dengan kuat dan kunci
Bila ditegur ambil bantal tunjuk protes
Drama sungguh...

Today pi AEON
Mencari lingerie
Macam membazir beli mahal2
Ada keperluan untuk merendam
Tapi akhirnya terbiar atas kekangan masa
Akibatnya menipis 😅

Tapi awatlah the comfy SCholl no longer there
I want to get a new pair of sandal.
And there is no new design for Camel Active shoes...
Then, We had kenny rogers meal for lunch
They got new sauce...bulgogi and kimchi
Here is the meal set with kimchi sauce

Not really to my liking
Beli juga AEON sushi and Auntie Anne's choc sticks n cheese nugget...
I really like the cheese nugget

This book is good for me yg suka bebel pasal orang lain 😉😉

Ranting again...

I have been up since 4am
But do nothing
Kok iya pun pilah tahajud kan

Semalam bekejar ke office
Kononnya ada appointment at 10.30am.
Tungu punya tunggu orangnya tak kunjung tiba
Elok2 I ok dah mula hangin
Then barulah terima mesej darinya yg dia lambat sikit
By 11am tak muncul juga
Selamba kan....
Elok je aku send mesej tanya where is she
Dia pun muncul 😅

So dia tunjuk her report
I tanya apatuh
Dia senyap
Buat muka blur
Memang aku yg dah hangin makin hangin
Benda simple macam cover pun entah apa2
Berdas-das aku tembak
Pandai pulak buat muka sedih
Dah tahu akibat
Tetap saja cari penyakit
So hadaplah 😅

Siapa tak meletop
Janji jumpa 9 mac
Dia minta postpone ke 12 Mac
Tapi 12 mac tak muncul dan senyap
Pada 14 Mac I suruh dia datang 5pm
Dia minta tukar ke 15 Mac coz tak ready report lagi
Tapi tak muncul juga dan senyap
Aikk...habis tu sebelum ni minta tunda ke 13 Mac masih tak siapkah?
Pada 20 Mac I memang hilang sabar
Terus hantar mesej bebelan
Selain reminder jika nak settle pada masanya
Bolehlah ikut slot perjumpaan cadangan
Tak nak ? Sudah!!!
Buat apa tercari-cari orang yg tak kisah dan tak sedar diri....

Dahlah kita pula yg tercari2 dia byk kali
Tak muncul pula
Bila muncul lewat pula
Kok report tip top ok lagi
Ni belum buka lagi dah sakit hati 😠
Setelah disoaljawab akhirnya mengaku
Sibuk kerja part time
Eh! Priority ko apa???
Ko sendiri yg pilih jalan ni
Tiada orang paksa pun
Then show your effortlah...
Kerja part time bukan isunya
Ni soal keutamaan
Soal sikap
Soal pengurusan masa

Tapi I biasalah
Dah meletop2 I boleh cool down n discuss like nothing happen...
Try to be patience with the sloppy report
Kalau ikut hati mau meletop lagi
Ko tak tengok panduankah?
Ko tak semakkah???
Ko tak tengok previous reportkah?
Ko takde common sense?
Dalam pada cuba bersabar
Akhirnya I give up
Penatlah ulang cakap
Dia boleh tanya apa dia 😠😠😠
That is it...tak kuasa dah
Before she leave,  I asked her to write a list of things to do, capture it and send to me immediately
Tapi katanya nak tulis bagi cantik
Hmm...after 18 hours I have yet to receive the so called better version of the list 😠😠😠

Dahlah hati masih ada saki baki hangin
Bila check n compare certain documents properly mmg ada masalah inconsistent infos
Emel pada orang tertentu ...
Macam biasa boss senyap
Yg senior dalam pada nak beri pandangan
Sempat juga dok pertikai
But at least he gave response 😅

Tapi mmg ptg semalam badan I lemah sangat
Memang perlu rehat
Coz during lunch hour I still menghadap laptop

Then menghadap report by my cencaru customer 😅
Biasalah....telan je lah jika tak mau sakit hati

Elok2 bersemangat nak perabihkan
Ada pula colleague datang membawa buah tangan...
Eh rezeki jgn ditolak
Jika dia bercerita dengar je lah
Walaupun kita pun sebenarnya menyampah dengan orang yg diceritakan
Kita senyap sahaja
Or tanya je lah walaupun dah tahu
But jgn menambah perisa 😅
Memang...
Siapa yg tak rimas dgn orang yg asyik show off
Lepas tu rasa hebat
Jika dia meluah perasan dengar je lah
Projek for fun jadi burden pula
Betul juga apa dia cakap
Jika dah bersetuju nak join projek bersama
Buatlah sama2
Jangan asyik harap dia
Jika tak boleh nak ikut schedule
Maklumkan lebih awal
Jangan dok senyap sampai jadi huru hara
Dok rasa merekalah yg paling sibuk
And tak pandang dengan orang2 mcm my colleague...
Nak gelak pun ada
Bila dia kata...agaknya tulah yg I rasa satu ketika dulu bila org could not be bother
Yes...absolutely 😁....

Bila kami ada mesyuarat pintu 😅
Ada senior yg join bebel pasal her tenggiri
😂😂😂
Sama jelah peel tenggiri di mana
Dia pun antara colleague yg dpt email psl inconsistency...
Katanya pening baca my email 😅
Menurutnya tak perlulah nak stress
Ikut je la apa yg sepatutnya..
Jika dah mmg program A buatlah A
Dan tak perlulah mendalam sangat
Bukannya peringkat tinggi pun
Yg penting prosesnya

Then I sent message to my cencaru 😅
Risau pula...
Alhamdulillah the expert done with the checking with few correction here n there

Around 6.45pm barulah I balik
And dropped by at the cafe to buy laksa
Sempat lagi goreng karipap walaupun hangus 😅..

Itulah menu berbuka....
Tulah padan muka...
now baru kalut nk ganti puasa 😅😅😅

Buatlah: Tak kisah

Due to my worry and curiosity, I checked the previous documents. There is no consistency of infos in the same document and with other document.

But it kinda dissapointing when dealing with our boss regarding this issue.
As expected they did not recheck the old documents when preparing the report for the auditor 😱😱😱.

So I sent an email to him and several related people for more clear picture of what is going on. There is a need to settle this issue ASAP by first setting an acceptable standard to avoid any inconvenience in the future. As expected he did not reply the email...I did not have any intention to make nuisance, to presume and whatsoever...But this is for the sake of our unit.

What kinda attitude is that?
It is his responsibility
If he overlooked, then I have done my part to raise that issue...
Then why he still did not bother about it?

Yesterday my junior colleague said that he did not reply her message and rejected her call when she was trying to ask about budget for an event....