Bila meletop

On Wednesday
I was rushing to an event
Unfortunately I went to the wrong venue 😅
Due to that I lost nearly 30 minutes ...

Hmm ...even hasrat tinggi melangit
Tapi jika masih mentaliti jamban
Dan hanya tindakan sehala bolehkah tercapai?
Whatever it is obviously people always see what they wanna see ...
I think whatever activity that can hurt people heart should be avoided...

I supposed to meet my senior customer2 at 11am.
As usual she came late...
And she did not do as what she suppose to do...
Saja cari penyakitlah tu...
😠😠😠

Then I cuba siapkan report bengkel bulan april
Susah gak ...
Actually jenuh nak mengingat apa yg dibincangkan...
Korek emel tindakan juga 😅
Haritu dah minta contoh dari colleague
Tapi macam tiada financial report
Minta pula contoh dari junior
Tapi totally different format 😰
Takpelah kita cuba ambil elemen yg sesuai and gabung...
So lengkaplah...
Dan terus hantar ke kerani to get the approval from the boss...
Alhamdulillah done...

Singgah di bilik senior
Menyuarakan rasa geram to the boss
Yg tak kisah tu...
Ramai senior dah bersuara especially on Sunday...
but he still keep quiet...
Berdiam diri satu hal
Tak buat tindakan ikut saranan ya juga
Eh! Tak ambil pengajaran ke dari election baru ni?
Hmm patutlah tak mau buat perjumpaan
Coz tak mau bising2...
Lah! Memanglah perbincangan naturenya gitulah
Ko boss kan...
So pandai2lah kawal keadaan
Kenapa?
Takutkah?
Kalau tak reti, sila ambil tahu
Sila fahamkan
Bukannya hantar wakil sini sana
Orang unit lain kata dia senanglah
Hantar je wakil
Malah ada yg bertanya
Dia buat apa sebenarnya
Begitulah bila tugas utama diabaikan

Balik bilikku
Tekad nak mengamuk
Tapi kunci tertinggal pulak 😅
Padan muka I...

Pi ofis
Staf yg pegang kunci takde pula
Teringat ada spare key pd kawan
Alhamdulillah...berjaya buka

Then baru terhegeh2 download borang
And filled in it to apply for training point

Print juga borang appointment
Tapi susahnya nak jadikan booklet
Macam2 cara dicuba
Wasting time, papers and ink 😭

Lewat petang tu
Ada colleague posted message
I pun ambil kesempatan
Menyelit juga...
Menyuarakan apa yg patut dibuat
Dan apa yg dah lama tak dibuat
Hmm..hello faktor masa bukanlah alasan ya
I tau boss baca
But again senyap...
Harap boss faham dan sedar diri...
Kalau masih tak peduli
So masih ada mukakah utk kekal disitu?..
Sanggupkah pegang elaun sedangkan ko tak jalankan tanggungjawab tu?

Kita perlu jadi macam Tun M
Baca tak puisi nukilan beliau?
Walaupun kita dah tak larat
Walaupun masa kita dah berlalu
Tapi bolehkan kita berdiam diri?
Bolehkah kita tidur lena?
Pabila melihat unit kita makin hancur
Terumbang ambing kerana nakhoda

Balik rumah dinner tomyam...

Tersandar kekenyangan....

Busy bee on mid May

Hari isnin pagi
Pi ofis agak lewat
So singgah beli food dulu

Sampai ofis print evaluation report
Dan hantar to clerk
Made a complaint about my senior customers
Alhamdulillah the office have consideration with the deadline.

Around 10am junior customer1 came.
Really dissapointed with her preparation
Our discussion ended around 1.30pm.
You see 3.5 hours discussion 😱😱😱
Then tercekik2 I had my lunch 😅

Later that afternoon we had another pitching session
While I was observing the participants
A thought came ....
Hmm..all our customers are just the same 😅
It seemed like they did not really know why they wanna do it, what were their main aim as well as to interpret and discuss the result.

I asked my customers what were the comments they got..
The first one not ok
The second one quite ok
Well it seemed the evaluators did not really understand...
Whatever...😅...

Then, off I went to town to hp shop
I thot I wanna change the battery
Surprisingly my hp can be charged using the shop's cabel 😅
So I ended up buying the new charger and cable..

Here was my dinner

Sotong petai and watermelon juice

Then, I reminded my junior customers about what to improve for their pitching session

Then, I checked my senior customer2's document
Tried to modify it to better version
But I was blank

On tuesday at at about 7++am
I had a look at in again
After editing here and there
I gave up
Buat apa2lah nak pening2
Panggil je lah customer to utk discuss
Not available pulak
Rabu je lah....
But we still discuss via whatsapp till nearly 11am.
It was already late
Moh le pi ofis

Singgap jap beli food RM3.50 je..

I felt haywire at the office
Around 3-4.30pm I wrote a report for the early May pitching session ..
It supposed to be 30 minutes task
But I took more time to write it.

Petangku
Bila tengok emel ingatkan tak berkaitan
Luckily baca juga
Rupa2 nya kami perlu get ready for audit
Adoi...
Ada dokumen yg tiada
Jenuh nak cari or update
So I made suggestion to the clerk to remind all staff regarding this
As expwcted many of them did not aware of this

The result for the pitching session came out
As expected my effort during the public holidays and 3.5 hours discussion went down the drain..
I learnt a lot from this
I should know what my real intention was..

I sent messages to my friend
Just wonder why she just kept quiet
A bit disappointed to know that she may not do something to do with work that she suppose to do.
It was unfair to others especially the customers
Earlier this year the coordinator did not put her name on the list due to her condition
But she argued about that.
So her name were back in the list.
However, when the time came she can't do it..
Just like that????

Whatever it is she still my friend.
When I told her about how dissappointed I am with the top people who ignoring us in term of work distribution.
She just kept quiet.
When I told her about the unfair distribution of panel for pitching session.
She just kept quiet.
It was so frustating when I was really in need
And she just kept quiet
I never did so to her...

Bila tengok emel ingatkan tak berkaitan.
Luckily baca juga.
Rupa2 nya kami perlu get ready for audit
Adoi...
Ada dokumen yg tiada.
Jenuh nak cari or update
So I made suggestion to the clerk to remind all staff regarding this
As expwcted many of them did not aware of this

We had an issue too
Uncertainties on something
Several senior has spoken
But the boss just kept quiet
I just knew on that day that he has been away for nearly a week...
Seriously
Not again 😱😱😱
What and where is his priority???

I told one of the colleague about his whereabout
She said that the coordinator has made suggestion to him to held a meeting
But he reluctant to do so
😠😠😠
Why he was like that????
It was dissapointing and annoying...

Cinta fatamorgana or cinta bengong

Apalah ngoknya si suami bila tak memberitahu si isteri yg si psiko mengugut

Apalah slow si suami bila tak buat police report atas kehilangan isteri

Apalah lembiknya si suami bila membiarkan isterinya di jaga huzairi

Apalah bodohnya si suami lewat bertindak menuntut haknya

Apalah bodohnya si suami pi inform si psiko utk bawa bukti

Apalah bodohnya si suami yg hanya pasrah bila isteri di bawa lari

Apalah bodohnya si suami yg tak buat report polis

Apalah bodohnya hospital membenarkan pesakit yg baru sedar keluar

Apalah bodohnya si suami yg hanya diamkan diri bila isterinya berlari kepada si psiko

Membiarkan sahaja dan pasrah dengan apa yg berlaku adakah itu tanda sayang?

Tak berdosakah si suami membiarkan si isteri di bawa lari dan dipegang dek lelaki lain?

Cukupkah berdoa tanpa usaha?

Hello...siapa penulis cerita ni?
Kenapalah buat cerita berkaitan lelaki yg lemah, lembik dan dayus?

Yg aku pun satu pi tonton buat apa?
Moh solat

Kerja waktu hujung minggu

Hari Sabtu konon nk buat kerja
Tapi sofa dan tv sangat menggoda 😅

Dah lewat tengahari baru nak mengemas sikit
Dan cuci bilik air juga
Motivasinya kawan nk datang hantar kunci
Tu pun banyak halangan 😅
Alih2 bila dia datang I nyenyak tido
Bangun mamai2
Kalut ke buka pintu dengan rambut serabai
Muka berpeluh 😁
Huhu gonna miss her ...

Dah hadap carrot cake for tea break
For dinner hadap leftover paprik and omelete

Hari Ahad
Brekky suhun goreng
Yummy 😀....

Walaupun konon nak ready awal
Tapi kalut gak pi keroje
Lagi2 bila dpt reminder
Nervous bila sampai 😅

First time terlibat tugas begini
A bit difficult to focus
And a bit clueless to give comment
I think I am not as critical as others
There was a time where I just kept quiet 😅

Kinda dissappointed when the inventions were not as good and innovative as I thought it suppose to be
Certain of them just manipulation from the available source.
Anyway good try from them
And happy to see their spirit regardless of their packed schedule

For lunch I had these....

After asar, off I went to town
Unfortunately the phone repair shop closed
My hp could not be charged
Eventhough I tried to use another two cables

For dinner I had these

I made suggestions to my junior customer1 on her presentation so that it in good flow.

Then I spent most of the nite time completing evaluation report. I suppose to return it on 27 april 😅...but only managed to do so after 3 weeks. Not entirely my fault. I have to discuss the result with my partner. But she only available on 2 may. However, since she did not attend the pitching session she set an apointment with the customer on 4th May to get the whole idea of what the customer wanna do. And definitely later we got hook up with the election hype.

Kerja waktu cuti

Hari khamis cuti sempena tsunami PH.
Disebabkan I menunggu keputusan till 5pm.
Maka confirmlah bangun lewat.

Brekky pisang goreng lembik dulu

Then dok tercongok depan Astro Awani
Menonton diskusi Malaysia Memilih 2018
Di samping menunggu angkat sumpah PM
Thus there goes my day doing nothing except watching TV, FBing, IGing n eating 😅....

Since takde apa kat rumah
Pilah kedai tomyam around 4pm
Balik tak sabar hadap sambal udang petai dan kailan ikan masin

Hari Jumaatku
Pi beli nasi lomak dari jiran for brekky
😰😰😰😰
Podeh gilos dan tak sodap sambal eh

Hari cutikan
Tapi I ada appointment with customer at10.30-1pm
Apa2 hal beri ceramah dulu
Dont ever lie to me
We discussed about her proposal preparation
Many aspwcts require revision n improvement
A bit overwhelmed when she said
You garang, tapi you bagus
😅😅😅....
I am who I am
 I want the best from my customer
Because I know they can do it to the max

I got another appointment at 3.30-6pm
Kali ni hadap 4 orang pula
Amukan juga
Penambaikan confirm ada
Tunjuk contoh lagi

Saya sanggup datang walhal cuti
Maka, sila sedar diri

Ni menu minum petang

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya

We have been waiting for so long
From am to pm yesterday
From pm to am
From am to pm today
Finally at 9.50pm tonite we are watching the historical and most waited moment of the 7th PM swearing in ceremony.
Alhamdulillah....
For the betterment of Malaysia....
Congratulation Tun M...Welcome back..
Very touching moment ....

Rezeki dia

Bestkan...
Bila tamat tugas tahun lepas
Dia ada projek puluh ribu
Ada pembantu

Baru ni dapat anugerah
Harini dikhabar dapat tuah puluh ribu juga
Alhamdulillah itu rezeki dia.
Kita tumpang gembira ...

Even we got nothing
Nothing improve so far
Don't compare!!!
Not so me....I am not a hypocrite
Dont't compete!!!
Don't complain
Be thankful with what in front of us
Be grateful we still still can breath and enjoy our life....

Samakah?

Few weeks ago my colleague told me about her problematic customer. He gave thousand of reasons in this crucial time. Due to his last minute work and  he proposed another project. Guess what???? similar to my customer's project!!! So, I told my colleague about that. By right they should change it because my customer have been doing that for months. But think positively his project might not be as focus as what like what my customer do.

This morning, due to certain circumstances I managed to see his work.
😠😠😠😠
The title had a slight twist
The focus area is the same.
The objectives are similar
Their focus group also the same
😠😠😠😠

When I told my colleague about this
She accused both my customer and hers might has made a plot on this and thought that we are both stupid.
I totally disagree about making plot part
Hello...I told her previously about the similarity.
Why didn't she ask her customer to change it?
Why still let him to proceed?
I asked my customer about this.
As what I thought ....
He never discussed about his project with her customer.
But her customer definitely have seen his work since he was one of the participant of the focus group.

You see...
What her customer did was definitely wrong
But her accusation to my customer was unacceptable since I have told her about the similarities.
Why blaimed other people as an  escapism for your couldn't be bother attitude and for your personal reason?????
If we looked back, this won't be happen if she reminded him earlier instead of letting him wandering around for so long.
And of course told him about your condition as well.
Definitely there is a difference between ego, trying to educate and responsibility.

Yes...you are my colleague,
You are one of my close friend,
But this time you are too much.
Well past is past...
But hope you learnt your lesson
And me too...

Priority ...

My dilema in making decision...
How to choose among department work, customers and health????
Whatever it is...I should know my priority...
But definitely I have to sacrifice one of it.

My schedule was so packed on Friday.
I involved as one of the panel in the pitching session in the morning.
However, suddenly I was not feeling well during the session...like mild fever, heavy head and nauseous.
Then, I have to check my customers' documents which due on that day 😰.
And leave early to prepare for my outstation

Around 11.30am I checked my customers' docs I was very dissapointed with their works.
Regardless so frequent reminder, their works are just the same.
As a result, my task was not only to check but to edit and improve their docs as well.
To do that I have to find the references.
Accordingly,  I spent about 1.5 hours to check and edit work done by one customer only.

Why I have to do all that???
Certain people only check and correct their customer's docs for less than 10 minutes. Either the work is so excellent, they do not have high expectation, they could not be bother, so busy or whatever...
They have their own reason.
Same goes with me....
In my case, I can stand with improper work
Moreover if it for international event.
You see that is my problem...
I always care and think about other people
and neglecting mymain responsibilities and myself.

I told my colleague that I might not join the 3pm call time due to my health condition and may get a lift from the staff later in the evening. I hope that I am getting better, finish my checking/editing work and have enough time to pack my clothes for that second call time.

Anyway I left office around after 1pm.
Hurriedly bought food for lunch and dig into it 😅....
It seemed that I was gett8ng better after lunch. I decided not to take active fast since I need to back to my checking/editing task.
By 3pm  I was still struggling with the second customer's docs
Around 4pm,  I felt uncomfortable and took active fast.
By 5.30pm I made decision not to join the staf for the 6.30pm call time.
I had dinner around 8.40pm
Back to checking/efiting work.
Alhamdulillah I sent the latest version of the docs via email to the fourth customer by 9.40pm.
I could not believe that I managed to improve their docs to another level by relating it with all the future demand and challenge.
Big pat to myself..
Alhamdulillah...

But my work still not finish yet.
I saw latest email from my junior customer.
So need to comment on her work as well...

Then, later that night I thought of going for the outstation by ETS on Saturday morning
But around 4am my health condition was still the same and ended up taking active fast again. As a consequence, I have to cancel my plan for the outstation once again.

How can I went through the day with just had a rest? So, I sent long whatsapp messages to my customers with things to be reconsider and to be taken into account in improving their works. Later I even sent  to one of them suitable references to add value in her work.

I had leftover laksa and omelette for lunch

Before lunch once again I thought of going for the outstation by the afternoon ETS. It seemed that there are lot to be done on that day and not fair to my colleague facing the burden while I was in recovering phase. But I know my body still not fit to go there and even I should not jeopardize my health for the travel as well as in air conditioned  train and workshop venue.

You see...
I can change mind in a split second 😅

Oh! My weekend

Sabtu lepas I kalut mengemas rumah.
Maklumlah technician astro nk datang tukar decoder at 9.30am....
Malangnya tak kunjung tiba.
Call dia at 9.45 am katanya masih di rumah lain
Call lagi 11.15am pun still di rumah tu
Rumit katanya ingat sekejap je

Hello..I nak pi office ni
Mengejar due date dan nak kemas office
Mulalah I bertukar jadi singa 😠😠😠
Singa pun lapor
Pi lah kedai dulu...
Hah hambik...penuh lauk

Sedang sedap menikmati kari telur ikan tuh
Barulah dia nak datang around 11.50am
Alhamdulillah settle..
Sambung makan...

Bila dah kenyang makan
Mengantuk pula ...
Pi ofis petang je lah...
Eh hujan pula...
Buat je lah kerja lain
Tp byk pula program best di TV

Hmm...you see
Ni semua salah technician astro yg lewat tuh 😉😉😉😉
Eh! Weekend kan...
Rehatlah 😉😉😉😉....