Angkuhnya

Sometimes  when we often pass through certain areas
We might not notice what have been there for so long
The same thing happened to me
There is a wall of Frame at our unit
The funny thing only two photos of us were hamging there which were taken 3-4 years back
And no one bother to add more photos nor take it down

2 years ago I thought of took it down
That is when the first new boss were in charge
After all it is not ok since I am not 'covered'
But later I forgot about it

End of last year we got another new boss
But still I forgot about it
Until early of this year
I asked the clerk to take the photos down
Due to the "cover" issue
But she could not do it
So I told her to do it later
Once again I forgot about it

Today a colleague told me
The new boss took it down
And asked the clerk to keep it
The clerk told him what I have asked her
And why I did so
Guess what the boss said
" Not because of that, This is my instruction"

Seriously???
So arrogant
Hmm when people at the top position
Sometimes they forgot themselves
Did he forget he was not the chosen one
Not even the candidate for that position
So he is totally not eligible for that position
But due to favouritism he is currently there
And very keen to be there
After all I know that the seniors do not prefer him to be there
I knew that he took his previous position for granted just to get more side income by overuling me
and later hidden plan with the ex boss
So you see previously he did something for himself
He may does the dirty trick again
Moreover just after 3 months in the position he is busy with the paid external work
And leave his main work to his strong supporters
Big money big money 😅😅😅😅
So he get his salary, position allowance and external payment
Awal2 dah lepas tangan
Whatever...
Up to him

But when it involves me
I am not comfortable
I guess he did not like me
Why I said so?
First one he did not give me any credit for the document that I have prepared
Second one he did not appoint me as leader in any important program so far when the other so called 'senior" are appointed
Am I not good enough?
Do not know anything?
Anyway I ok about it
Why?
I got so many other things to do
The the third one
But that photos incident
Really made me piss off

And last one...
The ex colleague also upset with him
He forgot that the ex was the one who promoted him here ....
Hmm
When one bites the hand who feeds one

Cekodok Rice cooker

For brekky this morning

I had these cekodok

Why rice cooker?

See my previous post 😁

Please ignore the ugly looking pot

Dengan kesan kunyitlah

Dengan kesan goresan pisaulah

Apa yg I masak dulu hah 

🤔🤔🤔

Reminiscing the OZ days

Now is lunch hour
Since baru terkial2 nak ganti puasa
Maka duduk dalam ofis diam2
Need to complete online doc for tommorow

Since I got very short attention span
Mata melilau sana sini
Dan terpandanglah ....

Looking at these charms...
Reminiscing those up and down days in OZ
Ms Fairy bought the first three charms back in 2012 on spring 
and definitely loves the blooming flowers
And loves to take the pictures of them
However Ms Fairy did not remember where did she bought the fourth charm
In OZ or Malaysia?
It represents one of the important symbol for her PhD studies
😍😍😍
O Allah...please grant her rizq to go there again and enjoy the breeze  of the beautiful ocean and the view of the moutains as well as the yummy fish and chips....
🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼

Trust yourself

As usual on saturday
No matter how long my to do list
I ended up doing nothing 🤦‍♀️
Except eat/IG/FB/TV/sleep
Adalah sikit dok study something
Tu pun terkial-kial
And brief discussion via whatsapp with my colleague about our trip next weekend

Last nite my neighbour gave me bananas

Since belum sesuai nak buat pisang goreng
I buat kerepek je la for my brekky
Goreng juga keropok lekor

Dah kenyang brekky
Macam ada bau pelik di ruang tv
Hangit? Gas?
So terus pi dapur
Dapur gas dah off
Takde pulak bau tu

After lunch pun ada bau lagi
Pi hidu ke dapur takde pulak bau tu
Pi hidu microwave bau lain pulak 😅
Entah2 ada yg slowly burning
Check suis and tutup

Nearly 9pm ada semula bau tu
Pi dapur lagi
Buka kabinet yg ada tong gas
Takde pulak bau gas
Lega....

Tapi tak lama lepas tu hati tak sedap
Buka pintu kabinet lebih lebar
Dah pi hidu dekat2 tong gas
Ada bau pelik
Dan ada hissing sound
Terkejut
Kelam kabut
ketar lutut
Jangan panik
Jangan panik

Biar pintu kabinet terdedah
Nak buka tingkap tak sampai
Terpaksa buka pintu dapur
Nasiblah kalau jiran nampak my messy kitchen
Then baru berani pi tutup habis suis gas tu
Pulas ke atas terus
Selama ni dok biar je suis tu ke bawah
Degil dan malaskan
Kalau di kampung mmg kena bebel la
Bila dah settle masak
Perlu pulas suis ke kanan
So now rehat memasaklah
Until I can find someone to check what is wrong

Moral of the story
The moment we feel/smell/hear something is wrong
Trust ourself and act quickly...

Shopping on New Year

I ambil cuti hari Jumaat lepas
Plannya nak bangun awal
Dan balik kampung after subuh

Tapi malamnya tak larat nak packing
Nak kemas rumah pun tak larat
Sesudahnya awal pagi jumaat ...
Terkial2 lipat baju nan bergunung
Kemas dan sapu rumah atas bawah
Basuh baju lagi
Siap package tonton movie lagi
Sesudahnya bertolak balik kampung after 3 15pm
Alhamdulillah jalan tak sesak
Hanya slow dari USJ ke Putra Height
Tu pun sebab ada lori pecah tayar

Hari Sabtu pi Alamanda
Dah on the way baru risau kot slow traffic
Alhamdullillah lancar walaupun byk kereta
Plan utamanya nak beli skincare

Dalam setahun ni muka I tiba2 naik pigmentation teruk
Dark circle juga
Perlulah buat sesuatu
I used potato for Natural remedies
But need to use proper skincare as well
Menyesal pula dulu stop dermalogica
Then pi campur2 pakai
Ni nak try new brand pulak

Bila buat skin analysis...
🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
Spot - 55 yo
Wrinkle - 51 yo
Firmness- 55 yo
😭😭😭
Kulit muka tua dari usia sebenar
Luckily ada yg penyejuk hati
texture -31 yo
😅😅😅

So inilah dia skincarenya 😍😍😍

Eh! Awat ada assecory/jewellery pulak 🤣🤣🤣
Just to reward myself as what the SA convinced me
😁😁😁😁
It's been a while since I last wore my pandora
I just remembered about my collection when I saw my senior wearing hers three weeks ago
But when I tried to wear my bracelet I have to take out several charms 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
Faham2 je la bila tangan makin montel
Anyway I feel happy when I wear it again
😍😍😍
However it quite a hasle for me to fasten and open the clasp of the bracelet ...
So this problem justified the impulse buying of my new open bangle
😁😁😁
But a bit dissapointed when on the next day I saw the price offered by the overseas PS is cheaper with RM145 difference.

Disaster at the end of the year ...

Hello there
Happy New Year
What are your new year resolution?
I have yet to write mine due to my hectic schedule and end year disaster...

On 5th december 2019
Someone made complaint that the water pump is not functioning

Accordingly I asked the technician to fix whatever the problem is.
It happened that the pump was awashed in the stagnant water and caused the blown motor.
Despite the doubt on how did it happened and why it suddenly happened after nearly two years,
I still have to pay nearly RM400 for the new motor.
I even asked the technician opinion if he should put the pump on higher platform or cover it from rain
But he said it is not nessecary.
Due to that I have reminded 'the people staying there' to be extra careful and be alert with stagnant water.

Guess what?
I got another complaint at end of December
Whenever they turn on the switch it will trip
Oh NO!!!! One after another
When I questioned them...
I cant believe my eyes when I read their messages...
The pump is awashed in water again....
How should I react when same thing happened twice???
After my reminder???
What a dissapointment with this could not be bother attitude....
They know that the pump is important
They will be uncomfortable if it not functioning
So why they just let it happen again?
Just because the pump is not belong to them?
They think I gonna pay for it
So who should bear the cost for this time?
Definitely not me ....
And dont blame me !!!

Here is another story...
Last time when people wonder about a particular available space in our unit
Without further a due I asked the relevant staff about it.
When certain people raised the issue last week
I told them about whom I contacted and what info that I got
Today the issue is raised again
Guess what?
Someone shared the info and her action without any credit to me ...
Thank you for doing this to me

You gain some you win some

Yesterday
I shared the surprising wins of my customers
Yup customers...
Not customer
Happy and proud moment
After all the hard work and sacrifies

Today
I got the news that certain people have already got the invitation for the pitching session
How about me and my team?
Does it mean we are not selected?
Or our application is rejected?
A bit dissapointed and down
Coz this is my first application
Finally, this it is?
After we have been waiting since early sept 2019?
If we do not have any project ...
Colleagues look down on us...
People from other unit call us lazy
And do not have any contribution
The top people labelled us as very poor people
But when we tried to apply
This is the result ...
So what else we should do


Last time
when I am all prepared with the materials
Suddenly I was appointed for certain position
That position made my life miserable
And I totally forgotten for the project application

This time
No matter I am not fully ready
I had to get a move
This is part of my job
And as career development
So I really made an effort
Almost gave up
But due to system error I managed to justify and submit my application
Unfortunately the result...as what I heard today
No rizq in this
At least I have tried....
I have to accept whatever happens
And move on
I win some and lose some

Gila jawatan

Apa2 hal makan dulu.

Alhamdulillah ada orang sedekah nasi beraroma dan lauk yg mantap. Tak tahu nak makan ayam or masak lomak daging salai. So makan dua2 😂😂😂....

Ayam tu boleh makan dua kali
Daging tu boleh 5 kali kot 😂😂😂

Tu kisah hari Rabu...
Ni yg bestnya bila kita berkongsi
Baru hari selasa I beri gorpis pada bebudak dan rakan yg terserempak...
Alih2 Rabu dapat terima pemberian juga
Perasaannya bila menerima tu memang lain
Happy, syukur, rasa dihargai dan diingati...

Minggu ni memang macam2...
Struggling chasing the deadline
Meeting for a competition
Rejecting appointment due to my packed schedule
Listening to various version of stories...
Sometimes I just listened
Sometimes I just gave opinion

The thing is....
Certain people really do not want any top position
They will try in any possible ways to reject it
Certain people also do not want it
But at the end they have to accept it
Certain people really want it
Even though they did not perform while they got the chance
They are willing to go thru all the struggle and stress all over again just for the sake of that position and low allowance 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
They even have plan for second chance 😅
Certain people we did not expect they gonna get that
But due to favouritism he got it 😅.
To our surprise he accepted it and have already making plan even though there is still no official announcement yet
Seriously ????
😅😂😂😂
Wonder why the experience one looking forward for this position?
They have already got higher position
So why come back to lower position?
Is it for the hidden better benefit?
As what they did at their previous position
Being selfish whenever there is extra money opportunity?
Or is it because they wanna help us and build whatever have been ruined by the current one
So just wait and see
Think positive...
Really hope for change....the good one
😀😊😊😊

Terasa hinanya lahai

Saya yang tak faham
Atau hanya perasan saya sahaja

Mungkin 5 tahun dulu
Di Kenny Rogers Seremban
Kami que nak bayar
Cashier pula terkial-kial
So saya cakap dengan seorang lelaki yg que di sebelah
" lambat ek"
Just nak cakap je coz naik sakit hati dengan cashier
Tak terfikir pun nak mengorat ke apa
Dah dia pun bawa anak
You all tahu ?
Dia tinggalkan cashier pi ke meja dia
Wife dia datang bayar buat muka sambil jeling2 I
😅🤣😱😰
Korang dah kenapa?
Ingat I hadap sangat ke dengan husband dia tu
Muka pun biasa je 😅
Jauh la dari Zul Ripin tu 😁

Tahun ni pulak
Semasa kenduri di rumah makcik
Aku ke dapur nak basuh tangan
Kebetulan menantu lelaki dia ada di dapur
So kira kami berdua je la
Takkan aku nk patah balik
Air memang tiada haritu
Tapi mereka ada simpan air
So aku tanyalah pasal air kot
After beri respon dia clearly kalut keluar dari dapur
Padahal dia sibuk buat keroje di situ
😅😅😅😅
Then masa aku nk keluar dari dapur
Makcik lain dok pandang aku macam aku buat salah besar 😰😰😰
Apa aku dah buat?
Just because I am single
Takkanlah aku nak ngorat husband sepupu yg pasti lebih muda dari aku.

Hujung bulan 8 ada event di tempat kerja aku
Aku terlibat sebagai AJK untuk majlis penutup
Disebabkan aku ada appoinment pkl 5pm maka aku nak inform floor management yg aku nak keluar awal. Floor manager sibuk la ke sana ke mari.
So bila dia dah di belakang MC,
Aku cepat2 pergi ke depan
Tapi dia berborak dengan MC pula
So aku tunggulah di tepi dewan
Berdiri about 2m away di tepi seorang staf lelaki yg duduk
Tiba2 dia bangun pergi dari situ
Padahal sebelum tu elok je dia lama duduk situ
🤣😅

Yg terkini semalam
Kami ada event lagi
Ada perubahan saat akhir
So pastilah masing2 kalut
Bila dah hantar air utk VIP aku ke belakang
Kerusi tetamu macam tak cukup
Aku nampak staf lelaki tu bantu susun kerusi
Aku agak keberatan nak tolong coz risau dia perasan lagi.
Tapi bila nampak ada staf perempuan tolong aku pun tolong
Bila dah settle dan dia nak ke depan mungkin dia baru nampak aku...
Adoilah....kali ni siap buat keluhan panjang lagi di tepi aku.
Hello! Aku bukan terhegeh2 pi dekat ko
Niat nak lancarkan majlis je

But seriously ini adalah antara kejadian yg buat aku rasa terhina. Macam hadap sangat dengan mereka.
Entahlah...rasanya my action biasa je.
Tak taulah jika mereka salah faham
Atau mungkin aku yg salah faham 😅🤣

Tapi satu je nak pesan
Just because we have everything
Please do not look down on others
We never know what will happen in the future
So be grateful
And be kind....

Salted egg fish skin

My dinner 😅

Crispy, crunchy, yummy but expensive