Cari kita kutuk kita

 Yesterday 
I was racing for two deadlines
Need to attend two events
And tried to find a few minutes to meet and old friend after buying food for lunch

Despite my tight schedule
Tuere were several knockes on my office door 
from 11 ++ to 1pm
Maybe more than five times 😅😅😃
The daughter of my colleague who need my help to open her mum's door 
I don't mind doing that....

My colleague seemed in hurry to a program
It is ok to help people in need
After all I love children
This cute lil girl is cute and cheeky

After the second knock
I help again to open the door
Guess what ?
She gave me a birthday card 😍

After the third knock
She said sorry kacau 
Tell me...whose heart is not touched?

Not melted?

There was also a colleague
Who need a shoulder to cry on
Family and customers" problems
Nothing really new except one

Many times I lend my ears for the similar matters
But again I just listened
And spoke whenever neccesary

Coz I do understand 
Sometimes people just want us to listen
Just want to ecpress their feeling
To make them relief from the burden

Around 6pm
I still struggling to meet the first deadline
She came to me again
And I know it gonna be long time

Oh No!...
I did not know on how to refuse
Moreover I dont have a heart to ignore her

Guess what she said ?????

" I went to several people, but I still could not see.
Finally I got the answer from the fourth person.
First I should understand my customer 
She may have problem too
Second, actually I dissappointed with her for not meeting my target"

She kept on repeating the similar words for the first bold sentences several times.
Such as... takde jawapan, tak membantu
How would you feel if you meet this kind of ungrateful person.
Yes...I am the first person.

I spent my time to listen to her despite my hectic schedule
Due to pity
And sense of responsibility for people in need
But what did I get?

It is ok if she forgot to say thank you
But why wanna say all three of us it is not helpful...
Seriously.????
But at the same time still wanna find me 🤦‍♀️😅

Find me when she need me

Or to kutuk me as well 😅

Or if her so called good listener is not around
But if I need help
Sometimes she did not even border to pick up my call 
Or open her door

evem though I know she is her office
Why? 
Because she want to finish her task

But if she need help

She would not be border 
If we are busy or not

We have to spend time with her

Listen to her

Hmm...she is totally selfish
Self centered
Ungrateful
And  SICK

She can't differentiate between a colleague and a councellor

She can't differentiate between a friend and a pschyciatrist that she used to meet

Hello! I takde tauliah pun 😁

Lepas ni ngaji psikologi ler...

Ada permintaan nampaknya

Me and myself is to blaim too

WHY?

Because too kind to people who often hurt me

Whatever it is I dah luahkan di sini

Dah lega...

Maafkan dia

And move on 😊