Sunday, January 22, 2017

Hmm...

Khamis lepas kot
My friend tanya khabar
I cakap tak ok
Katanya memang jelas nampak muka stress
Biasalah keroje banyak dan nonstop
Isu banyak
Nak fikir pun banyak
I memang tak larat
Katanya I need to exercise
Early this month pun my other friend suggested the same thing

Maka hari jumaat petang I lompatlah sikit2, sit up dan plank
Pagi tadi pi brisk walk
Then after I had my brekky off I went to town
Dah pi pasar...pi pusing2 town sampai merah padam 😅😅.
Yg penting berpeluh kan

Tapi pi beli ni pulak 😂😂😂


Lama ko tak makan jering
Tu beli kat pasar ler

Petang dok hadap ice cream dan peanut
Konon malam tak mau makan
Hmmm....

Belek peti sejuk
Jumpa leftover fried rice
Reheatlah....
Then pi goreng bilis dan telur


You see
Hangat-hangat tahi ayam je la #whathealthylifestyledanjomkurus?
😅😅😅

Konon today nak kemas rumah dan lipat baju
Hmmm ...penat balik dari town
Konon nk cuci toilet
Hmmm ...dah lewat petang
Konon nak siapkan kerja opis
Hmm...nak tonton AJL pulak
Hmmm...ko memang susah nak berubah


Siapakah sufian shuhaimi 😅
Tapi lagu tu biasa dengar di radio
Aku ingat tu lagu dak Aiman Tino tuh  😂😂
Camno I tau pulak pasal dak Aiman ni
Hmmm...
Anyway both look innocent je kan





Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Bila tuhan nak tunjuk

Hmm macam2
Tak tahu nak gelak
Or nak mengamuk

Kalau tak boleh datang mesyuarat
Cakaplah awal-awal
Tidaklah kami tunggu lebih 1 jam
Dari 2.30pm until 4.00pm
Kami pun banyak kerja lain
Dari pagi non stop

Kalau betul demam
Kesian
Tak larat sangatkan
Tapi boleh pula pi whatsapp kwn lain
Sibuk tanya pasal projek

Ok akhirnya datang juga
Macam tak larat sangat
Mata kuyu
Lemah

Tapi after nearly 30 mins habis meeting
My staf kata terkejut tgk gbar ko
Ya gambar ko buat persiapan
Program yg tiada kaitan dengan tugas utama
Demamlah sangatkan
Bila ditanya masa
Ya 3.30pm
sepatut ko dah datang meeting

You see
Tuhan nak tunjuk
Bukan satu
Tapi dua

Berhentilah menipu
Kurangkanlah sibuk dengan kerja luar

One day you will be in my shoes
In my position
I am really cant wait to see that moment
Impatiently waiting for your reaction
When our colleagues do the same as what you did
😅😅😅😅😆




Once a while

Even though
I do not like certain program
I do not like to work under pressure
I do not like working with pushy boss
I do not like the inconsiderate and rude organiser

But there is something good behind it
I managed to see the positive side
I was motivated to see how confident
and how good people are in delivering something
especially when they did that spontaneously
I met new people
I have a long chat with certain friends that I have not met for several years...
One of my close friend said that " biar berkembang sikit"

Yes exactly....
Sometimes I need to get out of my small circle
Find the value of knowing new people
Appreciate on how they help us even though that were the first time we met
Enjoy our Smiling and greeting each other moment
Either in the program, at the hall way, at the dining table even in the elevator ....

Well...below were part of my weekend memories
From the dawn till night ....









Monday, January 16, 2017

Series of unfortunate event

Last friday many things happened
I can still cope with two appointments
in the morning and afternoon
But not dealing with so many rejections in one day

The boss rejected my data
Not for one part but two parts
When I was struggling in updating the data
I found out that my application for saturday transport was rejected
When I checked my emails
I got responses that the relevant parties can't changed my affiliation
By that time I was already late to withdraw my money in the city
But I need the money
While I was driving to the city
I can't hold my tears any longer
It kept on streaming down my cheek
When I was stopping at the traffic light
I even sobbed 😭😭😭

When I was at the city
It was already dark
Unfortunately there was problem with my car
I was clue cless
Just got in and out of my car for several times
I cant make a call to anyone for help
It was maghrib prayer time
My phone battery is one bar left
When my car seems a bit ok
I just tried my luck by driving my car to the nearest  workshop
But the mechanic was having his dinner
That I have to wait for more than 15 minutes
Unfortunately later he did not want to check my car
Due to the so called reason my car seems ok 😠
What choice do I have?
Just drove back home

In a haste to get home
In my unstable condition
While my mind is somewhere else
In the dark night
I saw two lights from 2/3 cars at the road side
Alhamdulillah I did not drive fast
And I was able to see two car bumpers scattered on the middle of the road
And I managed to avoid it by driving to the right side
Only to be left shocked to see a dead body of something
Until today I did not know what it was

When I reached home
I could not think
I was to stress
I even got migraine attack
When the person in charge for the saturday transport blamed me
Hello!
I have already provided all required documents.
My condition became worse
When certain people who need my help and cooperation
Treat me like a beggar
They need me
But they didnt give detail infos
They didnt provide transport
They even gave ridiculous suggestion
Dragging my heavy luggage and laptop on the train?
Hello!!!
You are still a trainee
Is this how you treat 'somebody'?
Not that I am bragging with my title and position
Not even to look down on people
But this is about attitude and manners
About how to treat people properly and nicely...
We will see
How far will you go with that kind of attitude?









Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Kerja Terlampau

Hari ini saya sangat tertekan dengan tuntutan kerja.
Pagi Menghadap customer yg tak sedar diri
Petang menghadap the top people yg mengerah
Malam mendengar tuntutan kerja yg baru

Wahai mereka yg di atas kenapa nak aniaya kami???
Awak pelindung kami
Atau pemusnah masa depan kami?

Bila berada di atas
jgn asyik mendongak ke langit
sekali sekala kena tunduk melihat ke tanah

Hidup ni satu kitaran
Bila tiba masanya
Kamu tetap perlu turun ke tanah juga
Apa rasanya bila kamu kembali seperti kami

Malam ni dah stress kan
I makan suku pinggan mee
Suku pinggan spageti
1 slice pizza
How la tak put on weight???
That is the end of tonite rant....




Monday, January 9, 2017

Bila aku menang

Yeay!!!!
Bukan senang nak jadi orang yg bertuah


Menang gapo?
Adalah.....
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Tu dia 😂😂😂😂



Oklah tu kan
Tetap di kalangan orang yg BERTUAH
Siapa yg nak beri free gitu aje 😁😁😀

Oklah kan benda kecik pun boleh buat I happy tau.

Hari ni my day started as early as 5.30am.
Dah buat apa yg patut,
Baru terhegeh2 nak jemur kain
then kemas my long abandoned master bedroom
Sumbat baju+seluar yg dah tak muat in my suitcase
Dll...

Then kalut pi office
Ada workshop, tapi hmm...baik tak payah datang
Buat je la plan for my senior customer
Then terlewat meeting with my junior customer

After lunch
Asked my PA to key in part of staff KPI
Sorting documents and files.
Rasa serabut, nauseous and headache
Anyway I managed to clear 3/4 of the piling documents by 5.45pm.

Before going back I ordered pizza
Balik menikmati


While watching Lara Aisyah episod 96
100 episod ek?
If I am not mistaken I started watching this drama since ep.87.
Pun boleh faham cerita ni 😂😂😂.
Maka perlukah yg 86 earlier episod tu 😅😅😅
Eh! Suka hati I lah
Blog I, tv I, astro I 😉😉😉😉.






Sunday, January 8, 2017

Rolled oat

Yes...I prefer rolled oat compared to instant oat.
Campur low fat yogurt, chia seed, raisins, almond flakes and walnuts.


Then only I pour low fat milk...
Well that was my brekky this morning while watching Diva: stranger in  my house.

Then nk buat segala yg sepatut di buat semalam.
Suppose pi office today.
Tapi i sakit perut 😅.
Tulah org mkn slimming pil, suppose digestive system ok and membuang hari2.
Yg I pulak dah hari ke3 baru nak mbuang.
So siksa memulas ler.
Nampak sangat I tak minum byk air kan.
So how  to lose weight?




Saturday, January 7, 2017

Weekend brekky

Good morning....
Nak brekky gapo eh?
Nak makan oat dan yogurt rasa tekak kembang.
So selepas tonton sepahtu reunion dan semasa mengadap Lara Aishah episod 95...
Jom makan omellete malas ni


Goreng le sausages slices with half spoon oil
Dah masak, curah telur
Then letak cheese...
Dah siap 😍😍


Sedap dimakan bersama thai sauce 😊

Ok jom lah kita
Kemas rumah
Basuh baju
Bayar bil
Buat claim
Siapkan kerja ofis
Buat bahan for customer

Sometimes rimas ek
24 jam sibuk pasal performance point
Tapi buat kerja hampeh
Tak pun mengeluh
Tak pun berkira
Worst ...buat tak tahu pasal kerja
Tapi....
Mereka jugalah yg dapat imbuhan
Yg boss nampak
Biasalah golongan gini akan terus berdesup naik
Golongan mcm I akan terus tertindas, terbeban dan dilupakan.






Wednesday, January 4, 2017

My journey to lose weight

****Day 1: 3 jan 2017****

1 hour before brekky: slimming pills
Brekky: Coffee and biscuit
Lunch:ikan bakar and ulam,no rice
Supper: chia seed pudding


The ingredients....


Eh! Wait a minute...
where is my dinner???

Ok...here is the pic


Day 1 mission failed 😭😭😭

Online Shaming

Thank you very much for making me pissed off
Thank you very much for humiliating me in social media
Even I may not be the one
Butttttt.....
Thank you very much for highlighting me and directing the clues to me.

Remember....
You are also a woman
Or maybe you have already got a daughter
Or later a grand daughter
I wonder what will happen if one day you and your decendents were in my shoes....

Remember
We are in the same line of job
Hmm....
I wonder how do you feel if your customer treated you as what you did to me?

And even upsetting
when the one who supposed to be a listener
Suppose to calm me down
But busy talking about herself
And escaping that she is not part of the social media humiliation....
And that even streghtened the fact I am the one and only involved....