Monday, April 24, 2017

My weekend

Should I say lazy Saturday
No exercise and house chores in the morning?
Anyway at nearly noon
I attended two events
The first event for our customer
The second event for future generation

I just dropped by a few minutes at the first even
What a wonderful remark by my second boss when she mentioned about my sacrification in attending the event knowing that my customer was not there.
Well...I came as a support...

I spent most of the time at the second event
It was very interesting events with many new knowledge and ideas.

Yes...
I went to both events all by myself
Alone....
If no one bother about me
So why I should bother about that?
Why I should make it as an obstacle?
Why should I feel sad or dissapointed?
Just go and enjoy it...

Later I had my favourite lasagna for lunch


Then, I had laksa for dinner....Nampak tu kepingan isi ikan


Definitely I had to take all these for my allergy.


On sunday off I went for brisk walking
Enjoy the view and the fresh morning air 😍😍

I had the leftover laksa for lunch
And leftover fritters during tea time...


Makan beria, tang exercise berat vontot
😂😂😂😂







Sunday, April 23, 2017

Halangan berbuat baik 3.0

Hari jumaat ada yg mengadu
Sudahlah mereka terdesak
Pihak yg menguruskan sangat cerewet
Susah sangatkah
Dokumenkan dah cukup
Tak kisahlah sumber berbeza
Cuba jelah majukan
Usahakanlah

Wakil kami pula bila pengadu maklumkan
Katanya ikut je lah
How ????
The documents are not with them
In their situation how they gonna get it
What????
Itu bukan masalahnya?
Semua dokumen lama you simpan
Hello!!!
You tak faham situasi merekakah???
Mereka ni amanah utk you.
Tanggungjawab you.
You are paid to look after them.
So kalau dah wakil kami buat camtu
What else can I do?
Cakap/buat lebih nanti dikata menyibuk kerja orang
Jika belakangkan dia dikata tak ikut tertib pula

Hari ini I dapat aduan lagi
Salinan mesej pihak yg menguruskan
Yalah tu you all sedaya upaya uruskan?
But why when you was attending a training you just ignore the problem without deligating it to others?
Then, your boss did the same on the second week?

When I forward the message to pembantu wakil
Katanya tak tahu nak cakap apa

You see .... semua lepas tangan
Even though, this is not my responsiblity
I have done my best
So to those who suppose to settle this
If something happen to them, all of you should be responsible!!!!








Membazir

Adakalanya niat kita baik
Sumbangan kecil untuk yg memerlukan
Tapi tiba2 ada halangan
Misalnya tidak sihat dan perlu ambil cuti
Hari seterusnya terlupa dan terlepas pandang...
Akhirnya telah melebihi tarikh....
Jadilah pembaziran...😭😭😭😭


Saturday, April 22, 2017

Marah tanda sayang

Kerja takkan habis
Semalam kalut update justification projek baru
Minta my trainees buat ringkasan
Then discussion with my trainee's supervisor
Jadi tourist guide

During lunch hour
Sambung lagi dengan projek baru
Appointment with my customers around 3.30pm to 6pm 😱😱😱
Fenin ....😭😭😭😭
Tapi kena layan dulu customer from other unit
Hmm...they didnt see their main purpose to come here
Ada juga yg datang nk beri justifikasi lewat
long list of excuses....
Mengharapkan mereka orang sakit boleh mati
Yg pasti masalah sikap kan....
Semua buat I 😠😠😠😠

Tapi yg buat I terkejut...
My customer cakap at the end of discussion
Marah tanda sayang 😁😁😙

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Terpinggir 3.0

Tak tahulah nak gelak
Atau nak nangis
Bila fikir I selalu terpinggir

Last month I attend an event
Even I was of the main guest
Tapi terpinggir
The organiser
did not greet me
Or even bother me
I felt like I disturb their function
I yg terhegeh pergi ke mereka
The people who sat with me
Alhamdulillah most of them were ok
But this one senior
Made a complaint and synical remark about her workload etc

This week
I attend a program
to produce something that we are lack of
I am the one who propose that we should do something to overcome that prob
But not a single word about that came from the chairman
Yes!!! No credit at all
This program was group activities
But I was left out
Alone....
Yes...at first I just do my other work
Due to urgent matter.
I was my fault not to join them at the beginning
But the people who suppose to be in my group could not be bothered about me
They didnt ask me to join them
When I asked the organizer...
Then only someone wanted to work with me
But then she left  me alone for quite long time
The most hurtful
People at who shared table with me
Treated me like I am not exist there
They really good and excell in their work
But they prefer to work together among the good people
Could not be bothered about others who may need help and guidance
Where is that together we excell principle?
Yes...they only invited the people who they think is good?
But this people has already excel in their own work as well?
What is that?
Someone arrogantly said it is not about member chemistry it is about be available when other members need them.....
Hmm...buatlah
It your rights...
If one day you are asked why do not want to help others....then just answer it ....

As for me
I must try to think positive
Yes I was really sad
I was in tears
I feel humiliated
But no one understand
People who were not in my shoes blaimed I am negative...
They are not me...
Maybe they never had any difficulty like me
Maybe they never be at the bottom
So to whom that I should turn to?
ONLY ALLAH....
O...ALLAH PLS LET ME SEE THE GOODNESS IN EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED ME
PLS GIVE ME PATIENT AND STRENGH......





Sunday, April 16, 2017

acah2 #nonasi 3.0

Semalam timbang berat I turun sekilo you.
Dari 57.5kg ke 56.5kg ...hasil dari 5 hari tanpa nasi 😅.
Menu Isnin dan selasa, tgk previous post ya.
Menu lunch Rabu ikan bakar n sayur ler
Menu lunch khamis tak roti coklat je...tak sempat keluar lunch, tapi malam ikan bakar lagi


Menu lunch jumaat vegetarian lasagnia.
Tu baru acah2 nonasi tanpa jaga sangat calorie intake and without exercise...
Cuba kalau buat both...mau pakai kebaya raya ni 😂😂😂
Takpelah angan2...
Harap jadi kenyataan 😍😍😍



Thursday, April 13, 2017

Acah2 #nonasi 2.0

Tulah membebel lagi
Konon nak puasa
Alih2 pi teguk air 😅😅😅

Hari selasa meneruskan misi nonasi
Sarapan pagi choc milk+biscuit

Lunch with vegies+egg


Tapi balik petang hujan lebat...
Sedapnya menikmati 😂😂😂


Maka, mission #nonasi #jomkurus total failure....

orang hanya tahu komen je ...

Sedihnya...
Geram ada...
Kecewa apatah lagi

Di kala kekalutan
Bila merancang asyik tertangguh
Tapi I nekad nak siapkan last nite
Alih2 waktu maghrib ada minah meroyan
Patutnya bila orang senyap dia faham
Hmm...lagi galak meroyannya 😅😅😅
Dey...kalau org tak buat hebahan terbaharu
Maksudnya hebahan lama masih terpakai

I dah pulun buat
I dah stay up till midnite
Whatsapp info to customer
Dapat respons ada silap sikit
Hah! Baikilah sendiri

I terjaga 4.30am
Check WA....
Alamak!!! Dia silap ubah.
So, I baiki lagi
Emel info pada collegue juga
After all my hardwork and sacrifice
Alih2 bukan ucapan terima kasih yg diterima
Tapi pertikaian
Hello...yg haritu ko tak semak tu kenapa?
Kalau perempuan meroyan maghrib tu I tak hairan sangat...
Ni ko lelaki...dah atok pun meroyan pagi hari 😠😠😠
Ko pikir ko punya kecik hati je
Haish...pencenlah cepat2...

You see I yg kaki bebel pun meroyan gak ni 😂😂😂.
I takde tempat nk luah...sini jelah 😭😭😭.





Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Halangan berbuat baik 2.0

Salahkah I jika org cari I bila dia ada masalah?
Kenapa dia selalu cari I walaupun I pernah bawa dia jumpa my second boss?
Kenapa dia tetap cari I walaupun dia tahu no hp second boss dan pembantu2nya?
Kenapa dia masih cari I bila I dah pernah pesan anything about them tanya coordinator?

Cuba fikir ...korang ada layan dia?
Korang ada rasa simpati?
Korang terus bertindak?
Korang sanggup call sana sini?
Bila I dah maklumkan, korang buat apa?
Dah dimajukan?
Jika dimajukan ada follow up?
Bila I dah inform kali ke2 kenapa korang senyap?
Bila pihak sana dah respon hanya dengar dan pasrah je?
Habis tu tiada jalan penyelesaian?

Yg I sakit hati
Ada orang yg sunyi sepi di hari Isnin
Tetiba di pagi selasa tanya ni semuanya tugas siapa?
Kenapa nak persoalkan?
Kalau ko rasa tugas ko, ko uruskan walaupun ko cuti.
Kita pun faham ko cuti, tak suka diganggu.
Boleh je nak keluar arahan, tapi kesian.
Tapi begini pulak jadinya
Ni jangankan nak ucap terima kasih, nak bising2 pula.
Kalau bahagian ko bagus sangat buat keroje, idok le jadi gini kan
Minggu lepas dah inform...
Awat minggu ni sama je....






Acah-acah #nonasi

Isnin semangat waja
Brekky with susu kurma+a mini pack of biscuits
Lunch 12.30pm without nasi


Hmm...plan je la
2.30pm dah lapor 😱
3pm pi meeting
3.30 makan bubur 😅😅😅

Balik rumah makan kerepek pisang
Dinner hadap ni


You see acah2 nonasi
Tapi pi makan biskut, bubur dan kerepek
Bila dicampur kalorinya baiklah mkn nasikan
Konyang laie mkn nasi 😂😂😂😂

Isnin tu di ofis pepagi lagi dah mengamuk
Minta my staf print dan fotostat bhn for customers
Ada byk tables
Guess what ?
Table header totally cant be seen
Tu info penting...what if customer salah faham
Lepaas tu salahkan photocopy machine
Habis tu awatlah tak check sebelum release
Habis tu awatlah tak test a copy before making many copies
Takkah kena buat copy lagi
Takkah membazir
Satu hal pula nak panggil customer yg dah ambil bahan....

Penatlah nak tegur
PERLU CATAT
KENA SEMAK
K3NA PEKA
PERLU FIKIR
PERLU GUNA COMMON SENSE
IF ANYTHING, PLS UPDATE
DAH BUKAN MCM BOSS TAPI SECRETARY PULAK 😠😠😠

Tu belum uruskan mereka yg ada masalah pembiayaan
Dah inform pada pihak sepatutnya senyap
Aku is hangin kalau org tanya lagi
Call pihak pertama
Staf yg uruskan pi kursus
Pengganti kata nk call semula
At last I yg call
Pulak dah info dari pbiaya pelik
Mesti silap kumpulan customer
Pi jumpa pembantu second boss
Katanya haritu dah forward masalah tu
pihak kedua terlibat juga
Call coordinator pasal pihak kedua
Tapi tak pasti mereka dah dpt senarai or not
Pi jumpa staf department
Check emel pihak kedua dh dpt senarai kami
Oklah ...call pula pihak ketiga
Katanya mereka hanya menerima bukan menguruskan....pulak !!!
Habis tu nak tanya siapa???
Naya kat orang je
Orang pulak cari I
Staf sepatutnya tak dicari
Sorang lagi staf sepatutnya bila dah dimaklumkan senyap...

Oklah sekian bebelan pagi
Jom masak for lunch 😅😅