Saturday, August 18, 2018

Bila Diberi dan ditarik ....

Allah Maha Adil

Lihatlah aturan alam
Ada siang, ada malam
Ada matahari, ada bulan
Air surut dan air pasang dalam

Begitulah kehidupan
Ada kefahaman, ada kekeliruan
Ada kejayaan, ada kegagalan
Ada kegembiraan, ada kesedihan
Ada senyuman, ada tangisan

Lihatlah disekeliling kini
Jangan dilupa diri sendiri
Kita patut teladani dan insafi
Apa yg diperhati dan dialami
DIBERI perhatian dan kejayaan dikecapi
DiTARIKNYA satu persatu orang-orang yang disayangi...

Tak perlu iri hati
Apa yang ada disyukuri
Namun usah goyang kaki
Teruskan usaha pertingkatkan diri
Tak perlu berlari
Ikutlah kemampuan diri




Thursday, August 16, 2018

Cari pasal

My thursday
My plan to go to work early
But as usual I am late
So I head off to meeting straight away

Really excited to share with a group of people on something
But certain of them seemed not ready
I asked them to do something
But they didnt move....
Untill I shouted to them

I can't brain when people have no common sense
Regardless of frequent advices, reminders and warning
Do I have to tell them everything
Who am I to them?
Their PA????
😠😠😬😠😠

So let's hear their explanation
But they just keep quiet
I asked them to be hurry since we got many things to do
😠😠😠😠
I asked the others to tell them of what I want them to do if it hard to understand what I say
But a very long silence...
The small flame became bigger
😠😠😠

Hello....
You got ears to listen
You got eyes to see
You got mouth to speak
You got brain to think

Then someone finally explained to them
Pun krik-krik...
Then only one of them said something
Only three words?
That is it?
So quiet....
😠😠😠😠

Finally he apologised
But did not sound sincere...
How about the other one?
Silence......
😠😠😠😠

It is ok
You do not want to talk
I will leave
Silence...
😠😠😠😠...

Better to walk away
Rather than stay with angry mood
Few steps away
I can hear them
When I was out
It was too late
I have given so many chances

When I was at the elevator
They tried to talk to me
I just ignored them
They called me
Hello..I have given you chance

Oh! They know how to chase people
So Why didn't they talk right from the start????

Sometimes we need to teach this kind of people
Always ignore me regardless of my frequents reminders...
Now let them feel on how to be ignored?
How hard it is to be like a beggar?

They know how am 1
But they still did things that I do not like
What kind of stupidity of that?
Purposely CARI PASAL???
or just wanna test me?
Challenge me?

It is not about being afraid of my character or my punishment...
But it is about being responsible...
Know what is the consequence if they did something unacceptable...

How can we help people
If they did not let us to????
How can we help people
If they treat us badly???

So I really hope they learnt their lesson
And remember this incident for their whole life...
People may do something unexpected
When you push them beyond the limit...












Rezeki projek

On wednesday morning
I continued with my checking task at home
And later at office
I hope to finish it all by afternoon

However, I totally forgotten about 11.30am appointment 😰😰😰...
We discussed till 1.30pm...
Kerja kerja gak...
Selit jugalah nasihat supaya this young generation sedar...
Jangan yg dikejar tak dapat
Yg dikendong berciciran...
Yang dikendong tu memang dah lama ditinggalkan...
Maka bila mengejar yg baru kejarlah betul2...

While I was having that appointment,
my colleague came
and asked me to join her project.
I really can't believe that...
Alhamdulillah...
The reward of sharing ....
Of course I want to learn and gain as many experience as I can..
This was the third offer that I got this year.
Yes I should be grateful
eventhough I knew that they have asked a few people before they asked me.
Yes...it did hurt my feeling...
Always be the last choice 😭😭😭...
But yup...just think positive...
At least they asked me right...

Here was my lunch


Spageti johor...yummy...it suit my taste bud...

Around 5.30pm
 I am done with my checking task...
Then,
I sorted documents on my table,
Updated current task file,
Sorted trainees files
Sorted all assessment files
I left my office around 7.15pm

Here was my dinner


The leftover rice+ dried chillies chicken + salted fish kailan...

Lepas tu buat2 terkejut bila timbang dah cecah 60.9 kg 😱😱😱😱....



-

Wednesday, August 15, 2018

Lunch murah

Regardless of the annoying situation
My appointment went well yesterday
However this group of people seems struggling with the software 😅...
Hello there are many sources on the internet
Yes...the internet of things...
And yet they are still clueless...

Apapun...Makan itu perlu...
Here was my cheap lunch...


Keli berlado, kangkung belacan and bende goreng kunyit...RM4 je
Sedap pulak tu....

Then,  I had another appointment at 2pm...
Promoting another item and 3D visualisation
Alhamdulillah it went well...

Once back at my office around 4.20pm I continue with the setting in the system...It is not easy when try to get the required total of numbers as well to match with the time and percentage allocated. Luckily I made the draft of it in Microsoft Excel two weeks ago. But I still have to modify here and there. However there is one item that not appear in the system. I asked my friend about it but it appeared when she was setting hers 😰....So don't worry just ask help from the relevant party together with the screen shot of the prob via email 😀.

While discussing with her I saw ridiculous form for data entry...Seriously???....When, I was about to leave my office I got the urge to check mine....Yup as what I suspected. 😠😠😠 What a stupidity of wasting time like that? Why burden us with all this? It is so confusing. I have to edit my distribution setting again 😠😠😠. Due to that I arrived at home around 7.30pm.

Later I asked other colleagues who have experienced with the entry previously...Yup they have to go through with that ridiculous tedious work. They even made mistake. Luckily they checked manually and certain of it were detected by other colleagues during the meeting....

Something due that day...Unfortunately I did not aware of it until my friend told me about that. So I tried to complete almost half of it regardless of my blurry vision. By 11.30 I was to tired and sleepy...

A bit furious with my team leader
Last time she said the deadline for our task is on 31 Ogos...
However last nite the coordinator suggested that if possible she wanna everything should be ready by 1 sept...
Out of sudden my team leader changed her mind and set the new date which is on 25 ogos...
So soon....😰😰😰
Sesuka hati je kan ubah gitu...
Tak fikir orang dah ada plan lain...
Because of her kena rombaklah
Ok je ...akan cuba diusahakan...

Tapi...
Muda lagi dah lupa ek 😅😅
Pulak tu sekali lagi takde adab bila berbicara
She was the one yg cakap dulu pd senior kinda like
"Susah deal dengan orang...dah berusia, tapi makin tak matang"
Owh patutlah her 30s looks like 40s coz matang sangatkan 😂😂😂....

Pulak tu tak cuba dan usaha untuk meeting beri alasan schedule masing2 tak sama...
Yg musykilnya the checking task pun nak ikut kroni ...
This small task pun dah berkroni
Hmm klu later jadi boss tak tahulah kan....












Tuesday, August 14, 2018

Mengada2

I am having an appointment with customer this morning
Suddenly the department boss s/u sent me a whatsapp msg at about 10.30am and said the boss wanna see me
There even a miscalled from her.
Someone and his family is there...
I just said I can only come after 12pm...
But she said takut lama sangat

But hello...
I am at other building
Quite far to walk to the main building
If I can come I think after 11am since at least I finished one objective...

But suddenly I remembered that we are discussing new item here
We even have to explore a software
So I can't leave my customer like that...
Ridiculous to set up other appointment just for someone selfish
But she seems not to understand....
When I talked with the boss ok je...
Hmm...bila s/u lebih sudu dari kuah kan 😅

Oklah abai s/u tu kan...
Isu utamanya si someone selfish and tak sedar diri tu....
So the boss got 3 options...
To start everything later, 2 weeks intensive program or to be here for the rest of current program...
I preferred the third...

Siap libatkan family tu 😠...
Kalau camtu duduklah rumah diam2
Dan melekap dengan your mum 😅😅😅

Kalau dah tau you have problem
Kenapa tak cuba atasi while you are here?
Nearly a year passed 😰😰😰
Pelik juga bila coordinator overlook this problem and do not even feel guilty and worry 😠😠😠😠
Then the organization detected this problem.
They got few options and finally decided that he has to come and complete everything...
My unit boss has told him about that
He did not came ....
But his mother kept disturbing the clerk and my unit boss to complain and asking for help or special treatment...
😠😠😠😠

And suddenly I saw his name under me
😠😠😠
But he never showed up...
So it is up to him....
I done my part....made a phone call, sent letters, sent private messages and whatsapp message...

Two months has passed...
And suddenly he and his mother came this morning to discuss
Seriously????
Luckily I was not there...
Otherwise I am afraid I am gonna slap him and his clingy mom 😅😅😅
So the boss it is up to you to decide
Yes we do have to have consideration
But bare in mind this people is like snakes
They made someone over rule something which is not fairs to others previously due to their selfish and ridiculous excuss...
So they know how to beat it again....
Easy peasy huh....
And it is not possible they will spread to others as well ....








Tamak makan...

I wake up really early on Monday
Around 5.30am....
Need to complete project proposal for customers
I promised to them I gonna submit on Sunday
Unfortunately you know what happened on my previous post 😅😅😅...

Seemed weird when I had to take picture of one item at my house early in the morning as supportive material for the proposal....
And then sat and stayed focus to edit the first part of the proposal ....
Need to stop for brekky around 7.30am and get ready to work
Unfortunately I was 30 minutes late for 8am meeting...
Alhamdulillah I managed to conduct the meeting as I planned it to be...

Once back to my office,
I proceed with the project proposal preparation...
Add picture to the first part ...
And find suitable material for second part ...

Here was my lunch...veges and hati lembu...


Then, I got another meeting in the afternoon
Once done...quite annoyed when they made me stay for nearly 15 minutes to wait for them 😠😠😠😠....
Hello! I got appointment at 4pm and I was already late...
As expected this customer macam tak puas hati...and his word was annoying...
But hello!!!
He has treated me like a beggar regardless of my frequent reminders...
Now when this time I am the one who was late...he really got the nerve to say very synical words 😠😠😠

When the appointment ended,
I continued with the proposal preparation
Google about pollution, tumor as well as turf grass 😅...
I really put effort on making the proposal acceptable ....
Not easy to produce good writing ...
Need to update the instructions and criteria too....
I only went back around 7pm....
But I stopped by at the Thai restaurant to buy watermelon juice and sotong goreng tepung


As well as sambal petai udang and kailan ikan masin...Rasa sikit je la...


Then, I hurriedly double checked and edited the proposal. Alhamdulillah I finally submited the proposal around 10pm...





Monday, August 13, 2018

My weekend: Work and Food

BD post 😅😅😅...

On saturday morning
Tiba2 teringin nasi lemak for brekky
Korek2 drawer and fridge tak jumpa pulak santan 😭😭😭....
Takpelah kita masak sambal bilis, goreng telur dan makan dengan leftover rice....


Alhamdulillah kenyang gak

I have to go to work around 10am
As usual ada je la yg tak puas hati as the person incharge did not arrange the seat properly 😅....
Ada juga peserta tak datang due to overslept 😠....
Whatever it was...Alhamdulillah the program went well...

As usual our menu is nasi tomato 😀....


And other items to share such as roll cake and biscuits ....


Really happy to see when other people seems happy, excited and grateful...Alhamdulillah...

Once back at home, I had my lunch and had a rest...Around 4pm, I went to Pasar Malam and bought fruits, nasi kerabu, lepat pisang, popiah and churos as well as onions and garlics...

So faham2 sajalah...dah penat keroje, makan dan makan2 lagi 😅😅😅😅 ....

Hari Ahad konon nak pi ofis.
Tapi tak larat.
Habis tu buatlah kerja di rumah.
Tak jugak...
Kemaslah rumah.
Idok juga...
Dah lewat petang baru kalut nak kemas
😂😂😂...
Dah malam baru gedik2 keluar rumah buang sampah
And naik atas jemur kain

Tapi bab makan laju 😅😅😅.
You see jimat my lunch


leftover nasi kerabu, leftover tumis, leftover sambal bilis n telur dadar....
Jimat bukan 😂😂😂...





Sunday, August 12, 2018

So many excuses ....

On Thursday
No matter how I planned to go work early
I was still late 😰😰😰....
This time I was in hurry to find and scan material for customer project.

I got 11am appointment...But really annoyed when people came late for that. Just because the other party took longer time to complete her task...Hello why take my slot if you are the one who failed with your time management? This is really selfish...ko sibuk pi kursus sana sini for career development tu hak ko. Tapi jangan abaikan tanggungjawab tugas lain juga. Jangan ambil masa orang lain juga...padahal the representative have already told you....Dahlah selfish, rude pun ya jugak....

Here was my lunch...lasagna you...


I got another appointment in the afternoon...
It's frustrated when people never listen to me ...tak kisahlah dah tunjuk ke, dah pesan byk kali, dah caksp baik2 ke or dah marah. Boleh terluka, sakit tenat atau matikah kalau ikut yg I pesan??? 😠😠😠😠

I was dissapointed with my new laptop connection to WIFI. Not only that sometimes it got problem with mobile data tethering. It really cause problem to do my work.

Once back to my office I need to focus with preparing material for Saturday program. I managed to complete 3/4 of it...

This was my dinner ...dried chilies chicken with pajeri nenas


On friday
This was by brekky...


Alhamdulillah I managed to complete material preparation and photocopy it by 11am.

A bit weird when the sometimes moody colleague came to my office again and sharing new mobile apps that is useful to our work. Whatever it is I feel grateful that our relation getting better....

Then I focused on revising using a software by sketching and simulating. I learnt new trick online and accidently while exploring it. I really love to apply my area with real life application. And this time I tried to relate it with industry, pottery and arts 😍😍😍....

And here was my late lunch...sambal bilis tempoyak ....


Then I continued with my work. Around 3pm I I attended a project presentation session....Hmm...what he presented not really inline with his objectives as commented by my senior colleagues. One thing that I learnt there that sometimes the experiences people do have problem in giving proper guiding. Another thing is I should never feel down when discussing with them...if I have idea or suggestion just share it ....

While attending that session someone sent me a message around 4pm to me...he wanted to see me at that time...Hello i have remind him and given him several chance but he did not show up...and now he chose his own sweet time to see me.

I left office after 6.30pm and only them I remember I should go to town to buy biscuits and rollcake...




Friday, August 10, 2018

My weekdays

Backdated post again....

I attended two days courses on Monday and Tuesday. It is good for our career development. But sometimes a bit frustrated when the technology has its limit and a bit annoyed when I could not focus since the customers keep sending messages regardless of my long list of reminder 😰....

However, regardless of the courses, I still need to stay back at my office for that two days to check/monitor documents prepared by my colleague as instructed by my boss. Not only searching infos on the internet, I even asked senior colleague opinion on certain item and junior colleague on the english term. What a relief and satisfaction when I managed to sent my comments/suggestions on tuesday evening. Because I know that I have done my best not just for the sake of completing it...

I planned to prepare documents for my customers at home. Unfortunately I was too tired and just have a rest ....

Here was my dinner on monday...ginger chicken and pajeri nenas...


My lunch on tuesday...roasted chicken and pasta....



While having this suddenly someone knocked my office door. Hish lunch hour kot...no common sense huh..Moreover I was rushing to the second slot of the course. Luckily I did not run amok...it's my colleague 😂😂😂....What? Wanna my opinion for Public Mutual and ASB. I pun tak tahu sangat. Both are good for long term investment. However PM is a bit risky if the price per unit drop, but you get more units 😀.  Pastikan dapatkan agen yg bagus ...know when to switch your units to Bond, selalu update you and sometimes beri you hamper eh! 😅😅😅😅...PM pun makan masa nak di keluarkan. ASB tu confirmlah terjamin. Tapi lately the dividen rate getting decreasing 😰...Pulak tu senang nak withdraw di bank atau pejabat pos. But of course ASB tetap di hatiku. But ASB loan is a NO NO. Buat apa meminjam untuk menyimpan? The interest rate is very high. Unless you learn the trick and know how to manipulate it....I ni pulak asyik terpengaruh je...dah 3 kali pulak tu 😰...so rugilah. Bila dah terinsaf and nak keluarkan, memanglah rugi and perlu bayar juga jika terminate the loan before 3 years.

Owh I bought durian on Tuesday...2kg for RM22...but not really a good durian... taste n texture wise...


I had dinner from the lunch leftover...jimat 😀

On wednesday ...
I wonder whether I got hospital appointment or not. The clinic staff told me he gonna arrange it for me and tell me the date. Unfortunately I didn't receive any phone call. So I had to call the clinic instead.. Alhamdulillah he have already arranged the appointment and it  gonna be on september not on that day 😀. Thus,  I can focus on my work at office....However I went late to office. You know what? I did check my weight..Oh NOOOOO!!!! 60.8kg !!!!.... The highest body weight ever for me....I should do something....

Once arrived at office I tried to find material for new project for customers. But I was blank.
During lunch hour I went down to meet my group members and  had food from the workshop. I had a short discussion with my colleague about the document that I have commented. A bit uncomfortable when the junior instructed me like a boss...Yes she is the group leader but she should learn on how to be a leader to senior staff...No matter how good you are you should have manners too...Reminder to myself as well...

In the afternoon I tried to focus on preparing the second part of my team work. Only after 3.30pm I went down to join them. But most of the time we being makcik onion 😂....

After the workshop done off I went back my office...It is better for me to prepare material for customer instead of continue with my team work...I should prioritize the urgent one...Got many ideas until I became confuse 😅....






Thursday, August 9, 2018

My weekend with Mr DIY

Backdated post again 😅...

Pagi Sabtu kalut mengemas bilik bawah, dapur dan tv area.
Tapi lantai kotor so kena sapu dan mop.
Begitu juga upstairs 😰...
Perlu clearkan juga the second bedroom. Sumbat semua ke master bedroom la ...😅
Bilik air pun kotor
Porch pun ....
Alhamdulillah settled just before the electrician came around 10.45am...

Tapi semasa menyapu porch I tak perasan batang penyapu menyiat kulit jari I sampai begini.😰....


Tapi tu gambar esoknya. Di hari kejadian merah ler dalamnya...Confirmlah pedih kena air. Terbantutlah nak handwash my clothes

Here was my lunch...


Bought it while outing to buy the stove's battery.

Since I have been working hard in the morning...petang rehat je la. Then, I moved the towel rack from the second bedroom upstairs to the third bedroom. I want to make the third bedroom as clothes drying and ironing room. So had to rearranged several boxes and bags....

Once done with that, I folded half of the clothes piles while thinking where to put my working clothes...Kok sangkut semua dalam lemari mau eh roboh besi penyangkut tuh....Nak buat custom made wardrobe rasa belum cukup budget. Lagipun perlu letak tampal retak di dinding dan cat baru. Nak beli high and longer wardrobe confirm tak lepas di tangga. Suddenly I thought of something ... beli je clothes rack yg murah2 tu....I sorted clothes as well...yg berlubang/koyak/menipis tu buang je lah. Memanglah sayang...tapi bukan boleh jahit pun. Ada banyak skirt yg perlu dipotong. Yelah bila ukurlilit pinggan makin bertambah, lipat kain bergulung2...lagilah nampak gems di pinggang. Ada banyak juga kain pasang yg belum dihantar jahit....dah beli 3 tahun pun ada 😱😱

Malam tu sempat jugak set up online work for my customers. Yelah kan bila nak pi kursus kita still perlu berhubung dengan customers juga ....well just use the technology 😀

On Sunday, I supposed to go to office. Habih tu, kalau tak pi buatlah keroje di rumah... Tapi faham2 je la....Here was my brekky...


And here was my lunch...fish curry bought few days back...


Dah petang baru terhegeh2 pi pekan...Pi cash depisit to caterer. Nk bayar bil Celcom kedai tutup pulak. Singgah KFC jap. Then barulah ke Mr DIY...Dok round banyak kali tapi tak jumpa the clothes rack.. Alhamdulillah, akhirnya jumpa gak...kat rak atas...Dah kalau kita renek rendang memanglah tak nampak...Here are things I bought....


Biasalah plannya 1 barang je...alih2 berbarang2 😂😂😂...

Semasa di Mr DIY I terperasan yg washing machine 3m water inlet only costed around RM20 . However the plumber charged me RM95 for two WI+installation. The work for the installation just nailing the inlet to the door frame...I guess it costed around RM25 only. So the inlet only costed rm35 each. You see he marked up the price to RM15 each. Benganglah jugak...tapi bersangka baik je lah yg dia beli tu kualiti lagi bagus 😀....

Dah lalu chinese restaurant, I jadi tamak pulak. Hello kfc tu??? I bought ginger chicken and dried chilies chicken at of course halal chibese restaurant for dinner....

As I nearly arrived at the restaurant,, I was really shocked to see many people in front of my car. What happened? Is there any accident...When I arrived there, my worry became laughter of the day 😂😂😂...They just bangla workers waiting for their bus 😅😑😅😅.....

Once arrived at home, kita dinner dulu ...


Then definitely I could not wait to assemble the cloth rack....Excited to hang my working clothes as well..but not enough. Need to buy 2 set more 😅 ....