Friday, November 25, 2016

Macam Mati laki

Yes....
That word....is so mean and rude.
I didn't know how to react?
Shock, Angry or sad?

Even her intention is good
She stopped by to see me
She cared about it...
Wondering why did I look so upset in yesterday meeting ...
But that was not an excuse to say hurtful word

Yes she is honest
and just being frank
But why so bold?




Wednesday, November 23, 2016

The umbrella

So funny people nowadays....
Who do you think am I?


Just because that umbrella
I am easily go out and have a drink with you?
Why bother sending appreciating message for supporting the company when I am not even dealing with you?
I went to their office yesterday
He has already said everything
So why bother to send message just 40minutes after the meeting?
Definitely I smell something fishy...



Mengemis demi....

Well...yes...I feel like a beggar
Just for the sake of my customer
When the so called facility became a burden
I have been facing this problem since tuesday last week

I am tired of giving justification
I am sick of ....
- listening to their excuses, from one to another
- when people do not understand
- When certain people who suppose to clear this issue just keep quiet
- when my colleague do not support me
- when one of them even said instead of I menyalak, sebaiknya I cari alternative
- hello...why need an alternative when the thing is available
- When the second boss just follow their ridiculous suggestion
- being like a kicking ball...
- when another party just gave suggestion and not a short term urgent solution

Hello !!!!!!!!
I need urgent solution
Not an increasing burden

I was so stressed yesterday
I was so dissapointed with  all these
I am too upset that I cried

Hmm...you wanna deny my right?
My customer right?
I am sure ada balasannya !!!
One for deny our right
Second making excuses due to their own problem.
Apapun I will fight for it.

Semalam teringat satu bukti to support my justification
Dah mlm ni baru teringat cari
From inbox, to trash to all mail
After several keyword....
Finally I found it...alhamdulillah
Allah answered my prayers....

So you just wait and see...
Or I may make a report to the top mgt
That representative just waiting the greenlight from me....








Monday, November 21, 2016

Lauk kampung

Semalam tiba2 teringin nk mkn lauk kg.
Sanggup ku drive ke pekan walaupun dah lewat tengahari


Dah petang barulah nk kemas tongkang pecah.
Oklah nak jemur kain
Nk bersiap pi kerja

Sunday, November 20, 2016

Semua begitu

Bila ada event
Rasa diketepikan
Pelik protokol gitu
Nanti orang atasan kata I tak beri sokongan
Padahal I x dijemput untuk bersama mereka
Mahupun mengiringi atasan
Pandai-pandailah bawa diri sendiri pi event

Kawan yg konon sesama senasib
Alih2 buat hal sendiri
Tak ajak pun join aktiviti customer
Kalau pagi dok berwhatsapp bagai
Kenapa tidak maklumkan
So again....I ni kan tak support customer
Yelah nanti I steal her spotlight 😅😅

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Cruncy and juicy

Someone gave this to me yesterday


Alhamdulillah...thank you
Sweet, crunchy and juicy 😋
Sometimes mmg tak sangka
People are so sweet
Rezeki jangan ditolak
Jika tidak memerlukan
Maka, dipanjangkan
Tu kata2 yg viral dalam FB dalam seminggu ni

Tu yg happy ...
Alkisahnya semlm sesuatu terjadi
Maybe my boss was very busy that he didnt reply my message nor approve my application.
Tak boleh nak marah
Just myself to be blamed due to last minute work.

Petang memang penat buat kerja teknikal
Malam tidur awal
Kuatkan hati bangun 1-4 am
I have tried..
But so many things to do.
Worse...
The more I prepared,
the more I feel I know nothing...
Finally I gave up

I feel regret
I feel useless
I should be strong and finish it
I still have time....
But mentally and physically I am so tired
So after a long day today
So time to relax tonite



Friday, November 18, 2016

Sijil yg hilang

Finally my paperwork is completed around 6pm yesterday. Thus, I can proceed to apply for something. I can't....I didnt know how....I tried so many times. Then, I noticed the statement that I have yet to submit the report for previous programme 😠😠😠.

Oklah...just do it....
Just filled in everything needed
Create here and there
Google something...
Called my friend...
Done!!!
But the final step they need the certificate 😭😭😭

Dont panic
Search it my office...no where to be found
Search it at my old office...negative.
Where is it???
Think
Think
Ok maybe in it's bag at the upstairs utility room at my home

The moment I reach home, I rushed to the room
Only the lanyard in the bag 😭
Ok...search it at the book rack...negative
Looking for it in the box in front of the book rack..nothing
Try to find it in the box at the living room..none

Ok.. rehat je la
Esok pi ofis awal...cari lagi

Pagi ni cari lagi di book rack..memang taklah
Why not selongkar kotak depan book rack sekali lagi
Selongkar poket fail juga.....
Rasa keras....
Nak nangis...
Alhamdulillah...I found it.

Pengajaran...
Lenkali dapat terus buat
Bukan dah setahun baru nk buat
Padanlah muka kan
Hopefully there is no drama again today
O..Allah please ease my day...in whatever I do...





Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Duit raya Duit Domino

What a hectic day today.
Short appointment with customers.
It should be started at 8.30am
But they only came 9.04am
Not even apologized for that
Tak pasal2 kena basuh

Kalut pulak pi meeting 9am
Selamba je org tak dtg meeting
Dan keluar meeting

After 12.30pm kalut baiki plan for next year
Penat buat
Tapi tangan ghaib mana pi kacau daun
Kena buat semula 😠😠
Dituduhnya kita yg memandai
Hello i ada bukti hokay

Akibatnya lambat masuk meeting petang
Sampai kena panggil
Pelik makhluk tertentu ni macam dengki dengan our department
Pandai2 buat calculation sendiri
Dengki ek

Tak cukup dengan tu
Ada department beri very small percent income to us
Yg lain dia sapu
Tapi mana pi income bhg dia
Jika byk kos kami yg tanggung

Tak pasal2 ada projek yg perlu dihentikan
Sedih la
My senior penat plan dan buat
Akhirnya terpaksa dihentikan

Habis meeting, buat report pasal kes tengahari pula
Dok sibuk dengan tugas begini
Bilalah nak buat kerja lain
Paperwork tak siap
Nak pi seminar belum apply 😭😭😭

Balik dah lewat petang
Mehlah order pizza
Cukupkah duit???
Yeay !!! Ada penyelamat
Teringat pasal lebihan duit raya yg baru ditemui weekend baru ni


Byk gak rupanya
Ada RM180+RM25
👀💰💰💰💰😁

Yg penting boleh ngap





Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Bolat !!!

Semalam terserempak dengan my friends.
Lelakilah
Memula I tak dengar apa dia cakap
Lepas tu katanya lama tak jumpa....

.......gemukkan...
Awat? Pasal pegang jawatan tu ka?
Selalu meeting?
Stress la...
Owh...ingatkan masa meeting dok makan banyak
Takla jadi dot dot...stress la...makan banyak.
Tu la dulu DAH BOLAT, ni MAKIN BOLAT

You see apa yg mampu buat
Senyum je la
Walaupun bengang
Dok cakap makin bolat satu hal
Dok sampaikan macam ia satu masalah dunia dua hal
Dok cakap depan customer tiga hal....

Balik, konon tak mau dinner
Tapi I reheat my pasta
Followed by 😅😅😅




Sunday, November 13, 2016

Acik pi pasar

Amboi tajuk kemain lagi ko 😅😅😅
Disebabkan acik ada sedikit insaf
Maka acik pi morning walk dulu
Then nyinggah pi beli brekky

Nasi kerabu and gulai ikan tongkol


Then off I went to the market

Untuk orang malas masak ni je I beli




Kejap je lebih RM40 melayang
Nasi kerabu RM7...memang mahal
Tempeh and veges RM11
Petai RM3
Tempoyak RM3
Cili api RM1
Terung kg RM2
Buah mangga RM8.00
Epal RM4.40
Dokong RM3

Balik ...makan dulu
Clean the fridge
Kemas dapur
Sapu porch
handwash my clothes 2 longgok
Sempat terlelap gak tu 😅😅😅


Friday, November 11, 2016

Food and Massage

Yup...the title is correct
Alkisahnya semalam I pi beli food


Haha tamak lauk kan
On my way back to my car terpandang kedai yg menawarkan khidmat reflexology and massage.


Since I am suffering from neck and back pain I just opted for shoulder massage and foot reflexology but ended up with body massage as well...easily got influence 😅😅😅. Oklah 1.5 hours...hari jumaat kan rehat pjg.

Balik ofis makan laju2, solat, minta my staff remind the boss and submit our customer's paperwork. Kalut pulak pi legal firm. Adoi byk term I x faham. Semoga dipermudahkan. But  I was surprised to hear that the other party expect to get the money on that day. Maka dalam hujan kalut I ke sana ke mari. Mengagau I transferred the money via maybank atm machine. Memang tak cukup lah...lari ke Bank Islam to withdraw my tbh saving...Lari semula ke maybank. Adoi cash deposit machine bukan boleh masuk sekaligus...Maksimum 100 keping kan. Jenuh dok masuk keluar duit....tukar 3 machine, traksaksi sampai 4...Apapun Alhamdulillah it was settled.




Makan besau lagi

Dah siangnya
sibuk ya amat,
memenatkan,
menyakitkan hati,
Maka for dinner kita hadap


Sambil tonton apatuh....7 hari mencintaimu....
Terkejut gak dah naik harga kot
Biasa that menu costs me around RM30, lepas tu RM35...ni yg terbaru RM40. Padahal ikan tu tak sebesar biasa.

Lepas tu konon nak tidur sekejap jam 9pm
Sedar2 dah 5.40 am...
Maka, hari ini banyak la kejar pelbagai due date





Thursday, November 10, 2016

Bila mesyuarat

Ya...
Bila mesyuarat
Selalunya orang yang sama datang lewat
Selamba je
Tanpa rasa bersalah
Biasanya bila pergi mesyuarat atasan
Kami yang perlu tunggu the boss
Ni the opposite

Biasanya bila pergi mesyuarat atasan
Selagi mesyuarat tak habis jangan harap ko nak makan
Ni tak, makan tanpa dijemput
Tu oklah...
They really hungry
Tapi tak fikir at least tanyalah dulu
Bukan sekali, tapi banyak kali berlaku
Kalau ada 2 kali meal pun gitu
Siap duduk berehat di sofa selepas makan
Musykil I
Ni meeting ke jamuan

Yg paling I hairan
No one bothers about me
Sama ada bau food kuatkah
I pun laparkah
Not even people who sit beside me
Not even people who seems kind enough
Or those who got super power common sense

Guess what last time I chaired another meeting
I am really touched when one of the meeting commitee served the food for me
Why I was like that?
She is my senior
She held a deputy director post.
And yet she didnt think about herself and her position
That was why she got the food for me
Memang ada consideration
Yelah takkan ko sedap melantak
Tak toleh kiri kanan
Tapi orang hanya dapat bau dan tengok je

Look....
I love all my colleagues
except those who super fussy, selfish and rude
But...sometimes it so sad on how they treat me










Wednesday, November 9, 2016

The parcel

After the stressful afternoon
After tidying up n cleaning the downstairs...
Suddenly I heard motorbike honk and my door bell
The moment I saw that funny and chatter box guy
Seriously???
So quick....
I received this .....




Yeay....
What a therapy 😅😅😅.



Dah beri betis nak peha

I am not feeling well and having neck pain since sunday evening. So I decided to take a leave and rest today. Since I really need fresh air, so off I went for a brisk walking this morning. Later, I had brekky...nasi lomak+paru+sambal sotong.



Macam-macam I rancang nak buat. Tapi sedar2 terbaring di sofa 😅😅😅 until 11am.

Tiba-tiba I got messages from other unit. Kami dah setuju buat perubahan utk customer mereka, nak demand lebih pulak. Dah beri betis nak peha atau belanda minta tanah??? Tak sesuai apanyer. Itu standardkan. Unit lain, department lain ok je. Ikut je la apa yg kami tawarkan. Dah tak sesuai ikut selera ko, tak payah guna. Kami lagi suka, kurang beban. Kami pun terima je apa yg unit lain tawarkan. Terus mood hilang....konon nak rehat jadi stress.

This particular unit mmg selalu tak sedar diri. Dulu, mengata dan mengutuk apa yg kami tawarkan. Konon not up to their standard, so nak keluarkan dari pakej. Alih2 tak jadi kerana apa yg kami tawarkan antara asas dalam pakej mereka. Hah! Jilat ludah tu semula 😅😅😅😅.

Update 4.30pm:
As expected they stand with their decision in fact modify the document that I have prepared for their own sake. And that a bit different from what actually had happened previously. So, I discussed with the relevant committee in my unit, we decided to just stick with what we have suggested. We came out with two main justification. Take it or leave ot. And pls dont mess with us. And my noon just wasted because of them.

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Kongsi bahan

Baru selesai mesyuarat
Pegawai kata Data excel kami lengkap
Maka unit lain patut ikut
😅😅😅
Tak sia2 penat perah otak nak letak komponen apa
Yang penting lengkap dan memudahkan semua
Malah format boleh dikongsi bersama

Kalau tidak silap meeting sebelum ini pun begitu
The officer interested with our appointment letter
Therefore she suggested that the whole department to use it
Tak sia-sia I bincang dgn my PA dan semak byk kali

Feel proud that our effort is appreciated
The most important we can share with others
Sharing is caring 😁😀😀😀


Boss Vs Leader

Semalam ada meeting pagi petang
Maka semua kerja yg dirancang tak siap
Petang I serabut sangat
I duduk bersila
I sort all documents 😅

Pulak tu ada pelbagai customer yg datang
Macam2 kes

Ada banyak courses, awatlah tak ambil yg utama
Tak tahu, ada mulut tanyalah
Kami dah assign person in charge, tp tak mau jumpa
Akibatnya kami yg pening

Ada customer unit lain
Pun nak ambil apa yg kami tawarkan
Peninglah...
Nanti my colleague mengamuk
Yelah customers ramai dan susah nak handle

 from 12.40-2.10 ada customer lain
Nak tanya pasal their project dll
Yg bagusnya macam2 dia terlibat
His still young
Tapi misi dia dah nmpk
Pandai seimbang semua benda
Bijak cari peluang
Malah terlibat dgn ngos
Siapa mengata his friends tak tahu beza boss vs leader
Gulp....
Aku pun tak pasti
So aku google malam tadi 😂😂😂

Oklah nk bersiap pi kerja
Today ada meeting lain
Ada appointment dgn new customer
Bunyi nya mcm problematic
Dan nk kemas ofis lagi

Friday, November 4, 2016

Mahal

Biasanya my lunch costs less that RM5
Semalam RM8
Mahal kan

Tapi tengoklah lauk
Ada ikan bakar
Ada sambal terung
Ada kerabu manga
Nak makan sedap
Nak makan pelbagai lauk
Memanglah kena bayar mahal
Tu pun nk kecoh

Rimas

Memula nk buat kursus
Tak cakap apa
Bila tau waktu cuti
Gedik minta tukar tarikh

Memula minta twin sharing
Then gedik minta single room konon nk bawa famili
Orang lain jadi mangsa kena bayar utk single room juga
Alih2 tak jadi bawa famili
Memanng nyusahkan orang
Then konon tak nak pi pula
Alahai awat selfish sangat
Ko ingat senang ke nk cancel last minute
Ko ingat ko sape?
Asyik kami je nak ikut kata ko
Bila ikutkan, tak jadi pula
Ada ko minta maaf?
Ko tak rasa bersalah?

Orang benci

Apa ke halnya terjaga awal pagi
Logikla...penat sangat dan tidur awal
Bukannya nk solat tahajud ke
Tapi pi jenguk instagram

Tiba2 teringat pengalaman 12 tahun dulu
Rasa dah pernah cerita
Whateverlah...
I pi kursus
Tengah beratur nk makan
Then ada peserta lelaki terus ambil pinggan
Macam nk potong line
I cakap "hah beratur"
Niat I nak gurau je
Alih2 dia membebel marah2
"Sabarlah, semua orang lapar"
Malu giler I
Peserta lain dok pandang2
I nk gurau je
Kalau iya pun ayat I kasar
Perlukah marah2
Malukan I
Siapa yg tak sabar sebenarnya
Dah lah lelaki...
Cepatnya sentap

Ada sekali tuh masa tea break
Adalah peserta perempuan duduk berdua
I joined them
Bila them ambil food
Them duduk tempat lain
Sedih dan malu lahai
Tapi I tetap makan cucur badak kot sampai habis 😂😂😂

Then masa sesi kenali peserta
Setiap peserta perlu duduk tgh bulatan
Dan menghadap soalan peserta lain
Bila turn orang lain
Soalan tak putus2
Sampai ada yg berebut2
Bila I dah di tengah
Takde sape yg nk tanya soalan
Ya Allah malu giler
Asalnya malu ke tengah
Terus rasa malu
dan terhina bila tiada yg tanya soalan
Senyap sunyi
Hening
Memang I nak nangis
Bila I nk pergi, mereka tak kasi
Agaknya my friend kesian dia tanya soalan
Pasal Nilai3
Hahaha I pun tak tahu kewujudan pasar borong tuh masatuh
Then peserta lelaki tanya pasal adat pepatih
Idok le teman tahu
Pengetahuan I setakat belajar sejarah je la

Apa yg I nampak
Tiada siapa yg berminat nk tau pasal I
And orang pun tak suka I
Otherwise people do not make any nasty remark just because I made a joke
Apalah sangat I dah buat sampai orang benci
Padahal I ni senyap je kot melainkan jumpa org sekepala
Muka sombong kot 😅😅😅
Kena pakai aura seri ni 😀😀😀
Yg penting muhasabah diri
Nowadays tak tahulah ...
I mean kok ada activity gitu
Mungkinkah I akan tercongok malu juga 😅
Baik tarik diri dari kursus 😂😂


Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Rezeki kita panjangkan

Semalam I beli nasi dan gulai ikan tongkol


Tiba-tiba Tauke kedai sedekah beberapa ketul kuih kaswi
rezeki jangan ditolak
ambil je la walaupun lebihan sarapan pagi

Tiba2 dia tanya
Nak lagi tak
Ada banyak lagi
Lebihan  catering majlis minum pagi
Sayang nak buang
Terkejut I tengok
Kaswi suku tray
Dan popia setengah tray
Ambil je la
Boleh panjangkan kepada orang lain
Rezeki saya
Rezeki mereka juga
Happy melihat senyuman dan tanda penghargaan org yg menerima
Semoga tauke kedai murah rezeki

Ketua vs Kuli

Sometimes I am confuse
Who am I?
Ketua atau kuli?
Kalau ketua kenapa kerjanya dok remind orang

Seriously I am sick with certain people
Why I have to remind them so many times?

Certain thing can be done right away
And it just take around 5 mins to update it
So why just keep quiet
Discuss semalam
Hari ni masih tak dapat

Certain things are already in the folder
Is it hard to find them and send email to all?
I asked for it last month
And again maybe last week
And again this afternoon
Guess what until now
Nothing in my inbox

Certain people are very calculative in doing work
When it benefit them in term of career or work performance, they will do it right away even though they are on leave
Otherwise they tend to ignore any email or instruction
Hah...buat-buatlah tak nampak
Pasti ada balasannya
Life is a cycle dont forget that

You see today was really exhausting and hectic
My assistant confuse with the term updating and translating 😠😠😠
Pulak tu tak save the original file
Maka, menyusahkan diri sendiri  dan orang lain
Akibatnya took time to submit it

Then, Updating upcoming activities
I have sent to the officer,
tiba2 ada yg baru nak update info 😠😠

Next, Attending meeting

People asking for data...
Kalau nak cepat cakap je la
Ni pi tanya camna ya
Hah!! Kena sound lah kau

Then, planning for colleague-customer
Berpinau mata playing with the data in the system
Tu pun terlepas satu
Minta my staff semak dan tambah info
Tapi dia x semak 😠😠😠
Jenuhlah nk cakap satu-satu

After lunch sambung meeting
😱😱😱 so many things to do
Pity them
But why certain people didnt do their work properly?
Asal ada huh???
Ada ramai members
Takkan tak perasan
Pulak tu ada pulak yg dh dlm waktu terdesak ni
Demand macam2
Haritu korang buat apa

Ada lagi data lain perlu dicari
Biasalah remind byk kali
People couldnt be bothered
Dah la my assistant prepared bhn entah apa2
Si pemberi maklumat ada yg senyap sunyi
Ada yg tak beri data
At last I yg kena buat 😠😠😠

Bila balik mengadaplah yesterday leftover 😅😅






Tuesday, November 1, 2016

Bengkak mata

Huish membazir ayaq mata je
Teriak sampai bengkak mata
Sampai hidup tersumbat
Susah nak bernafas
Penyiksaan selama 10 minggu
Alih2 gitu je ending Scarlet Heart
Mereka tak bertemu di dunia baru???
Oklah nak tidur awal
Cheq keciwa tau !!!