Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Melbourne basi ....day 4

Aku adalah stress kerana kerja yang tidak siap2, selain kisah tengahari tadi dan semalam....
Maka untuk melapangkan dada dan menenangkan fikiran, sambil cari artikel aku pun upload gambar la....

Siapa yang berminat nak pergi Melbourne?
Ha!.... ni tempat2 yang aku dah pergi :

First day: click here.
Southern Cross Station, Federation Square, Victoria State Library, RMIT, Norsiah's Kitchen, Melbourne Central.

Second and Third day : Click here
Malaysian Hall, National Gallery of Victoria, Southgate Promenade-Yarra River, Flinders Station, Block Arcade, Melbourne Central, Lord of fries, Es teller, Victoria uni, Fitzroy garden, Cook's cottage and Conservatory.

Fourth day: Memula kami pi Victoria Market

Then we passed by City Bathmenuju RMIT

Belakang RMIT ada The Gaol

Then ternampak stesen minyak 7-E :)

on our way to Carlton Garden
Ni pulak Royal Exhibition Building (masa ni lah memory card aku full...grrrrrrrrr)

Just next to it is Melbourne Museum....


Then kami naik tram ingat nak bergambar dengan tram classic-city circle tram depan Parliment house tapi ada construction work pulak. Maka, kami teruskan kembali ke city dan aku pi survey package to great ocean road, then pi sembahyang di RMIT. Lepas tu sesi memenuhkan perut dengan ayam bakar dan air kelapa bersoda di BLOK M, Little Bourke St....

Bila kekenyangan, macam tak larat nak pi Docklands...waterfront lah tuh, lagipun gerimis kan.




(kidnap gambar kawan aku ....huhuhu..nyesal tak pergi)

So kami ingat nak window shopping je la....Lalu kat building ni...

Huish hujan lebat gilos...

Akhirnya tercapailah hasrat nak masuk Royal Arcade hehhehe...

Masa kat building tuh, dapat menikmati macaroon for the first time....tu pun free tasting hehehe...

Then, masuk kedai buku, Deborah K and 7 angels ;)).....Dah habis cuci mata, kita tunggu tram nak tumpang solat di RMIT, sambil tu snap dulu gambar Town Hall...

Then, malam tu kami dinner kat rumah kawan :)....

update 10.45pm 29/11/2011:
aku kuar rumah hari ni at around 11am, aku pulang jam 10.15pm. Lari naik atas, humban beg...panaskan minyak, goreng cucur bawang buat air kopi....burppppp......Alhamdulillah :)

Tadi dapat idea camna nak siapkan my current project tuh. Yelah draft paper dah siap....tapi pepaham je la suggestions and corrections from spv. Tu yang kena tambah info, baiki grammar and gambar. Tapi format gambar lama tu lain, dah pulak kena cari online software nak convert. Tapi lambat pulak dapat email hasil dari convert tuh. Nak tak nak kena redraw lah huhhu. Pulak tu perlu justify kenapa guna particular parameters for certain material. Haritu aku main agak je guna proportional. Hehehe mana boleh buat gitu. So, memang terkial2 cari artikel la yang boleh support. Masalahnya memang to my knowledge base on article searching tak jumpa pun the relevant info for that material. Terpaksalah aku guna je parameter from similar structure if not the same. So kena test that new parameters in my programming. It really time consuming for the program to execute. By 9.30pm kerja still tak siap. Takde idea camna nak compare the structure pulak. On the way nak pi tunggu bas, dapat idea....Alhamdulillah. Memula aku sorang je dalam bas....hehhehe main jap Angry Bird....

update 2.47am 30/11/2011:
Korang tau, aku beria-ia plan nak sambung buat kerja malam ni. Unfortunately, I forgot to bring back my pen drive. So korang tau apa aku buat?
Aku dok organize files in the desktop and in my second pen drive....Jenuh tau....3 hours tu....
Oklah aku baru nak solat isyak ni.....opps baru teringat aku dah solat kat opis lah .....

Padan muka aku

Semalam aku bebel pasal kawan aku kan and today aku dapat balasannya....
Serve me right lah kan!!!!!!

Tetiba hari ni, aku dapat cc email from my spv to our group coordinator.
Biar betul she mentioned that I will go to the conference without consulting me first.
Apa aku nak present nanti????
Satu projek tuh, as you know the paper has been was rejected twice...
and currently I am still struggling with another project...

I checked the info about the conference, the final date of early bird registration is this friday, the final date of abstract submission is by mid Dec, and the conference will be on end of Jan next year....Huish semputlah aku gamaknya this summer....

Kesian kat aku kan....
Nak pi serang my spv pasal tuh, sesilap dia serang aku coz dah seminggu keroje tak siap.
BERTABAHLAH...............
Memanglah bengang dia buat decision without discussing with me, tapi kalau aku layan je perasan ni...macam mana kerja nak siap.
Takpe takpe...harini kita pulun siapkan kerja, esok kita pi SERANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!
Berani ke?????????

Ok ok get back to work....modify the drawing, run the program, and do the correction for my writing..........

Monday, November 28, 2011

I'm sick of you !!!!!!!!!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............

hey u!!!!!!

If you made the decision to remain with your spvs how could you say that they are torturing you?
Who is torturing whom?
You are torturing yourself by remaining as their student even though you are not happy !!!!!!

If you made the decision to just agree with their comments in your progress report even though you didn't like it why did you blame your friends? We didn't force you we just gave opinions or reminded you to be careful.

Please for once look at yourself, reflect !!!!!

Please stop accusing people without knowing the whole truth !

Please stop blaming others because of your choice and decision!

Did you feel better by blaming others?

Please stop this state of denial !

Is this some kind of escapism by pretending you are the victim?

If so, please stop seeking and creating scapegoats for problems by your own making !!!!

Please stop using all those nasty word to your spvs......

No matter how you hate them, no matter what they had done to you....
...please do not forget they still our mentor..our guru.....

I had enough of this......

I should avoid this kind of people....
You can't accept when your other friends said that you are always negative and rebellious.
I tried to say the same thing too in a such way not to hurt your feeling by telling stories of other people, but yet either you didn't understand or you just ignored it.
The negativity slightly influences my emotion and thought too....
It was annoying listening to your complaints for nearly two years....
You are driving me crazy.......
Of course, if I don't like it, I have a choice to just walk away....
But who else want to be your listener...
It tear me apart...between sympathy and irritated.

Please forgive me my friend. I didn't mean to betray your trust by expressing my feeling here. But today you pushed my patience beyond its limit. Please understand me too. So let's us chill out by watching this video...

Monday blues and you look blue....

Hish....sapelah punya 3 orang kakak ni......tak malu!!!!!!!!!!
Opps.....................lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......

Eh, mana ada adik beradik lain...depa kan 3 beradik aje......

Sabar kak, kalau geram sangat and marahkan saya pasal gambar tu, janganlah halau saya.....

Kemanalah saya nak pergi dengan harta ini .....:(....................

Friday, November 25, 2011

Masak, beli dan makan free

Ni, scheduled post..aku busy minggu ni. So layan je cerita basi :P....

On the beautiful date of 01012011, I cooked black pepper fried noodle-tiru LG...

Then on wednesday Teringin nak daging kicap, teringin jugak nak bende celur+sambal berlado

Ya ampun, kok pedas bangat sambel berladonya......Terus makan coklat...

On thursday, teringin pulak nak makan sambal sardin


Tapikan dah lama tak makan fish and chips


On friday, ngidam nak makan Egyptian Katayef-fried pancake with cream cheese/ricotta fillings.

SEdang sibuk sumbat filling sambil goreng, tetiba si mamat Azerbaijan datang dinner. Si minah housemate aku lah jadi tukang masak dia. Geramlah, aku kan pakai legging, so tak manislah kalau orang lelaki nampak kan, dahlah aku pakai short sleeve..kalau pakai three quarter ok sikit....Pelikkan aku ni kan, padahal tak pakai tudung....

Ok hari sabtu tak perlu masak ya.....kita ada makan free...eleh dah termasuk dalam accomodation fee...sem 1/2009 dinner@italian restaurant, 2/2009@Thai restaurant,1/2010@another italian restaurant, 2/2010@beach restaurant, 1/2011@turkish restaurant...so for sem 2/2011.....any idea?????????????

It was at indian restaurant. First as entree I ordered prawn pakora


and my friend ordered fish pakora
I just ordered orange juice while she ordered mango lassi...yum.....


Actually I ordered nan bread stuffed with tandoriii chicken and cheese, but sampai ke sudah aku tak dapat. So aku makan je kawan aku punya nan bread....Luckily tak sampai, coz my main menu which is fish in chef special sauce ni sangatlah besar portionnya...


Kawan aku ordered fish curry...hehehhe dalam mangkuk kecik aje....1/4 from mine...


For desert i ordered.....indian ice cream..hah koh..macam ada spice je la rasanya. Anyway i like the pistachio chunk.....
hah ko tengoklah gambar me with the accomodation manager...Percayalah aku tak crop gambar ini....tapi ni hasil petikan my kanda....Jangan salahkan camera I tau, kalau hang yang tak reti nak hold that camera. Segigil aku pun, tak pernahlah aku ambil gambar sekerat camni ;))))))))))


dan menu yang seterusnya dalam previous post hehhehee....

Anyway on 14/11, I cooked sambal ayam berlado for lunch.....Guna je la instant paste tu, cuma tambah kicap hehehe....tak ingat aku letak gula atau tak. Tapi sodap!!!!!!!


Apakah...............????????
Biar betul macam gerkin and bihun???? Boleh telan gitu?????

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Kita tabur bawang goreng, kita buat sambal kicap, kita buat sup ayam guna je thai soup paste hehehhee....

Malam tu aku dinner bihun sup jugak....

Eh tapi...sup ada lagi...bihun adalagi for.........................
Kita tumis bawang, masukkan carot, masukkan sup, curahkan bihun, tabur black n white pepper and sayur...jadilah bihun pucat hehhehe...............


Bila tengok blog AlongRodz teringin pulak nak makan kacang phool,tapi aku malas nak kuarkan daging...so kita guna je la egg plant as substitute for beef.................sedap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


On saturday nite, baked bean ada lagi...roti ada lagi..bila rajin kuarkan daging...apalagi baru ikut resipi sebenar....Housemate ada tetamu, maka ajaklah depa makan sekali....Harap tak sakit perutlah hahahhaa.............Gambar takdo...lupa......

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Sekali lagi huluran salamku ditolak...

Yelah jika tidak memenuhi ciri-ciri idaman si dia, tidak serasi bersama, macam mana nak diteruskan.

Maka tiadalah ikatan.....

Pisang berbuah dua kali :(............

Kenapalah aku tak berhati-hati ??????

Pengalaman pertama sepatutnya dijadikan ikhtibar....

Maka sekali lagi aku terpaksa melalui pengalaman pahit lagi perit ini......

Aku mula menghulurkan salam perkenalan pada minggu lepas iaitu pada 16/11/2011

dan pada hari Sabtu 19/11/11, aku menerima balasan ini....

Dear Miss R

TITLE: M...............
AUTHORS: Miss ......... et al

Thank you for your submission to Journal of P......
Unfortunately the content of your manuscript is not within the
scope of the journal. A copy of our aims and scope is available on the
journal web page for your information. Your paper has therefore been
withdrawn from consideration.

I would like to thank you for your interest in Journal of P..........................

Dan yang ini balasan emel dari spv saya setelah saya forward that email to her....

That's fine. Please try Journal of C.....and T...... or M.... letters.


Siapa yang tidak sedih ??????
Siapa yang mudah menerima hakikat ini, walhal artikel pertamanya diterbitkan dalam journal tersebut?

Mudah atau susah, kena terima juga dan perjuangan harus diteruskan ................

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

When mamak meets chinese........

A big No No if you think it's about relationship or political issue....
It just about food lah , what else :P........ indian prawn curry and chinese style stir fried pickled radish+egg eaten by Malay in Oz hehehe....Tu pun nak heboh kan......suka hati I lah.......

Tu menu bulan oktober lah ....dah basi lah kan.....

Actually that prawn was leftover from Saturday 29/10 lunch :)


On sunday I bought beef taco...yumm....

And below was my lunch on monday the 31st Oct.....

Ada sambal telur pedas berapi, bendi celur and pegedil...hehehe actually tu lebihan meatball dulu kan....Sambal telur tu aku guna pes sambal berlado instant. Memang pedas giler....

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Layu tapi mahal nak mam#%&........

Korang mampu?


Opps silap lah bukan aud24.98 sekilo......tapi aud19.98 aje ;)).....

Halal ke?

Pernah tak anda ditanya soalan sedemikian?
Sama ada ketika anda bercerita tentang food yang anda pernah makan atau apabila anda upload gambar makanan dalam FB.

Apa jawapan anda?
As for me, aku akan jawab
"korang makan ke makanan haram? "
(tapi jawab dalam hati je la ;)) )

Salahkah saya makan seafood di restoren indonesian chinese yang ada logo halal dan semestinya tiada lansung menu berasaskan pork/bacon/ham ? Salahkah saya makan seafood laksa atau nasi ayam di kedai milik Malaysian chinese yang mempunyai sijil halal dan sering menjadi pilihan warga Malaysia yang berkunjung ke OZ. Kalau empunya restoren itu menipu dan memalsukan sijil halal tu, tak tahulah kan.

Sememangnya saya patut bersyukur kerana ada rakan yang mengingatkan saya. Yelah, makanan tu akan jadi darah daging kita.

Tapi, aku yang sensitif ini sedikit sebanyak mestilah terasa bila orang menganggap kita main hentam melantak semua benda. Itu tanggapan aku lah bila orang dok berhujah dengan aku. Perasaan bengang boleh bertukar menjadi keliru dan mungkin juga geli hati, bila orang yang meminta kita berhati-hati itu pernah makan nasi goreng seafood di restoren yang ada menjual menu berasaskan pork. Tak kisahlah dia prefer mat salleh punya restaurant compared to chinese restaurant. But what if the mat salleh use wine in the salad dressing or in the batter or marinade for the seafood or in the desert ;)...............Oh yelah, wine tu fruit based...yang lain tu animals.........But wait...it will still jadi darah daging juga....

Entahlah, memang aku terlalu sensitif.
Mungkin aku salah faham dengan ingatan my friend.
I shouldn't think about it, it just small issue.
Tapi aku tak boleh tidor mahupun mengemas until aku luahkan di sini.
Tetiba teringat pesanan seorang ustaz pasal FB bukan tempat yang sesuai untuk luahan perasaan.
Sama je lah konsepnya pada blog kan.
Sepatutnya kita mengadu pada tuhan...
Tapi kenapa susah sangat aku nak berubah?

Friday, November 18, 2011

Surat,borang, jalan dan makan

On wesnesday the 9th, aku kalut menyiapkan semua surat, dokumen and isi borang yang berkaitan my studies. So, memang balik lambat, dah 10.15pm baru sampai rumah. Lapar gila. Kebetulan ada instant rice and red curry veges yang kawan aku bagi haritu. Apalagi aku reheat je la, tambah lady's finger dan goreng telur, makan ngan kicap....sedap


Then, aku pulun lagi menyiapkan keroje yang tak siap2 tuh. Entah camna dah awal pagi aku nak check semula satu surat yg aku dah prepare since monday. Tapi memang takde dalam pen drive, dalam lappy pun takde. Pulak dah......geram betul. Redha je la kena mengarang dan type semula.....Aku dok buat ni sampai nearly 5am . 7>am kena bangun la. Kan khamis ada appointment nak discuss ngan spv pasal my progress report and mintak her signature. Punyalah kalut nak print, ada satu dokumen tu problem pulak...try banyak kali baru dapat. Tapi dah 2 3 kali dok jenguk opis my spv, tapi dia takde. Masa aku nak email dia bagitau dia yg I slipped all the documents under her door, dia mai cari aku di bilik. So aku turunlah hehehhe. Jenuh dia nak approve my uni progress report, tulis komen and sign reports for my two sponsors, and another document for my CoE. Pulak tu kena tulis surat to support my plan of studies. Bila dah selesai tu barulah kami discuss pasal my latest paper. Macam biasalah kena tambah lagi kasi menarik. Aku pun tak tahu nak buat camna dah. Dia suruh je tambah figure, masalahnya semua graphic software dah expired. Kalau draw in Paint then convert to eps file online, gambar jadi blur pulak....Email bagitau my spv...Alhamdulillah dia nak register and pay for the license..:).

Aku tak bawak bekal, so aku plan lepas mintak certified true copy from uni advice, aku nak makan bread+pumpkin soup. Tapi bila terserempak dgn kawan aku dia nak try pulak bread+greek salad. Hah ko nak try sangat tak boleh telan hahhaha...yelah semua dah macam jeruk, ada olive, gerkin, sun dried tomat and feta cheese.....Sambil tu aku ceritalah yang haritu aku tak betul, pi buat floor plan and berangan hehehe. Seronoklah borak dengan kawan ini. Katanya bila kita stress better kita buat something yang menggembirakan kita. Rasanya betul la tu, lepas aku berangan with floor plan, dapur and living room....terasa lega n semangat buat kerja. Hehhehe semangat buat kerja tu mungkin timbul coz rasa bersalah berangan ;)))).....

Anyway, baru ku tahu untuk pengesahan from uni advice only for uni purposes. Tapi aku perlukan certified true copy for my new pasport....I have to update that changes in my visa at immigration departmentlah. Orang uni, suruh pi post office mintak cop. Orang Post Office suruh pi cafe cari JP. Ape menatang JP tuh? Bila aku pi cafe cari orang tuh, rupanya lelaki tu bar attendant je. Muda belia berseluar pendek...macam tak percaya je dia diberi kuasa as JP=Justice of peace. Macam Jaksa pendamai ek..........

So, on friday aku pi lah Immigration department in Sydney. Nak pos takut borng tak sampai, Nak fax takut depa misplace my form....So better bagi by hand



La, ingat kan depa terus update the changes, rupanya kena tunggu couple of days. Hmm sungguh tak efficient oz ni ek.......Jom baliklah

Dah penat datang Sydney, takkan nak balik cepat, bazir tiket je......Hah nilah jalan utama yang macam2 ada in the city...Belakang bangunan coklat tu Railway station, yg bangunan oren tulah ada immi department

Laparlah, jom pi lunch dulu kat indo restaurant. Kena lalu China town....ala ni sebelah je ngan Darling harbour
Tunggu dulu, kena lintas jalan lagiToleh kiri Darling harbour, toleh kanan ada Mamak heheheh....takde lak orang beratur panjang, selalu ramai je......

Bila dah lintas....cantik pulak tanglung ni ek


Dah sampai............Kita naik tangga dan...............

Yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nasi gureh=coconut rice+ikan balado, peanut sauce+belinjo crackers, omelette, peanut+anchovies, prawn+potato in chili paste, veges+sambal........

Sonak porut den, tapi nak gak try Es teller


La takde isi ke????? Kasi korek......


Oh ada buah kabung, green jelly, jagung, and nangka

Jom, pi paddys market. Takde apa yg menarik, sama je benda nya....e eh..ada shopping bag new design lah Feninlah bersesak..jom naik Market City. Alahai..baju Esprit takde yang menarik dahlah made in China. Kita beli Cotton on blouselah...AUD 10.......clearance sale kan.....

Awal lagi nih...kita pi World Squarelah, dah dekat 3 tahun kat sini, ni baru first time jejak...
Tapi tak best pun...Nine West pun takde beg yang menarik

Sampai rumah nearly 8pm. Baru je duduk...eh eh...ada bunyi fireworks. Apalagi berlari turun, jangan lupa camera :)....


Ala sekejap je ke...selalu 15-20 minutes....N mesti budget ciput. Jangan lupa on Saturday ada festival kat city

Ada dinosour petting zoo


Goyang seksi you :)...


Ada life band
Ada mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......apa ye????

Sementara life band berehat, ada spontaneus dance ni ....


Eh..ramai pulak join....


Hah ko ramai yang join...makcik2 and mamat warna warni tadi pun join hehehhe....


Hah yang ini dance show from Serbian Community...


Ala la la...comeil bebudak ni....


Lapar....jom makan....


Jom balik...panas owh....


Eh...ada victorian dress pulak....


Kita nak pi minum dulu, tak mau beli ice-cream.....nak cari jalan short cut, terjumpa ni....cantik kan....
Apalagi kita beli milk tea easy way....asyik2 Taro..Kita try yaletto=yogurt with soy punch lah, topping pearl+rain bow jelly.....gulp gulp.....


Eh! bukan Domino baru buka ke....jom try garlic prawn..........


Alhamdulillah rezeki...my kanda belanja ;)))....Memetik kata2 dia ...makan sekali boleh, get along tak boleh...;)))))))))))))))....

Malam tu apalagi....kita pulun perabihkan tengok Sofiyya....Best jugak ek, waalupun kadang2 aku nyampah la kalau perempuan yang lemah....Tapi aku nak Ilyas ngan Sofi lah.....