Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Ikut kemampuanlah....

Sometimes when we got something extra
People thought that we are rich
They do not know how struggle we are
to get it
to pay for it monthly
facing the challenge to make it better
worrying about the cost

We do not ask for their opinion about what to do with that something
But they gave their opinion
Ok...it is good to make us realize other opportunities

They also shared about other people experience
This someone does not ask for any payment
He gives something for free and just ask them to provide a 'tuition' on something
It seems that he is doing charity for two parties.
Those in need of that something
And those who need knowledge

What they want me to do?
Do exactly like what he is doing?
Well....definitely I can't afford to do something like him...
Give something for free while I am the one who are struggling to pay for it?
He is the senior citizen
Someone with title
I am sure he has gotten his financial freedom
Me???
Banyak hutang πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜….

But it does mean that we cannot do any charity if we got financial commitment
I am sure all of us can do it at a small scale
I have done that
But I have to face challenges especially from the so called party who is in charge of those who will receive it
Nak buat kebajikan pun banyak pantang larang πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Everytime I attended the meeting they will remind me.
I am not sure about them
But do you want to give something that is not good for people in need???
If you do not want to help them
Then, please do not stop others from doing so.
Nak buat baik pun susah πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Whatever my intention is
People can suggest many choices
People can share many things
Bila kita luahkan pengalaman terdahulu
Senyap pulak..
Terasa ka????
Sentap ka πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚





Sunday, September 17, 2017

15 minutes cooking

Dah pukul 1pm baru terhegeh2 pi dapur.
Potong ayam, cuci, lap guna kitchen towel
Tabur garam kunyit
Gaul tepung sikit
Goreng
Sambil tu hiris carrot
Reheat frozen sambal hijau bulan puasa πŸ˜…
Dan gaul semua..


Sambil masak tu cucilah pinggan
Dah lunch barulah terhegeh kemas dapur
Then kemas rak dan bersihkan microwave
Sepatutnya bersihkan fridge, menyapu rumah, basuh baju dan kemas atas
Tapi sofa tu melambai2
Ni patut sambung kerja
Tapi luar gelap, guruh dan hujan
Jom tidur  πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
Kerja ofis yg dibawa balik pun tak buat
Konon nak pi ofis pun tak jadi πŸ˜…

Semalam pun tak produktif
Boleh ke marathon tengok k-drama Rooftop Prince
Tulah dulu mengata orang
Dah tua dok tengok k-drama
Romance comedy pulak tu
Alih2 aku yg melayan
Maka, hati2 lah bila berkata
Boleh berbalik ke diri sendiri 😭

Apa nak jadi????

Terkejut, geram, marah dan sedih bila mengetahui berita malam tadi.
Apalah nak jadi dengan anak-anak masa kini???

1. Seawal usia 11 tahun sudah tidak bersekolah

2. Pada usia muda telah terlibat dengan gejala yg merosakkan seperti mengambil ganja dan terlibat dengan jenayah.

3. Bukan hanya terlibat melakukan jenayah, malah merancang untuk melakukan jenayah yang menyebabkan kematian

4. Begitu mudah hilang pertimbangan hanya kerana perkara kecil.

5. Sanggup membuat khianat kerana dendam.

6. Di manakah sikap perikemanusian mereka?

7. Tidak terfikirkah mereka mengenai ibu bapa dan masa depan mereka?


Berikut adalah Tujuh fakta susulan penahanan suspek kebakaran Pusat Tahfiz...sumber dari Astro Awani

1. Kebakaran akibat khianat berpunca daripada tindakan ejek mengejek di antara suspek dengan penghuni asrama pusat tahfiz.

2. Semua tujuh suspek yang ditahan berusia di antara 11 dan 18 tahun dan tidak bersekolah.

3. Enam daripada mereka positif dadah jenis ganja dan dua suspek mempunyai rekod jenayah lampau berkaitan merusuh dan curi kenderaan.

4. Polis sahkan dua tong gas yang ditemukan di tingkat dua dibawa naik dari tingkat bawah.

5. Polis rampas lima helai seluar dan baju, empat topi keledar, tiga motosikal dan tiga telefon bimbit.

6. Pelajar tahfiz yang ditahan sebelum ini bukan suspek, tidak mengenali suspek dan terselamat daripada menjadi mangsa kerana tidur di surau pada hari kejadian.

7. Rakaman CCTV premis berhampiran bantu dalam memberi petunjuk terhadap penahanan semua suspek.

Jika ikut hati memang nak jika mereka ini terbukti bersalah, dihukum seperti apa dan bagaimana mangsa rasa. Tapi apa pula beza kita dengan mereka????


Maka, Kita doa2 yg baik-baik. Semoga anak-anak ini mengambil peluang yang ada semasa ditahan atau menjalani hukuman dengan memikirkan kembali sebab dan akibat tindakan melulu mereka, reflek diri dan insaf akan perbuatan mereka. Semoga mereka diberi petunjuk dan hidayah.

Semoga kejadian ini membuka mata dan menjadi ikhtibar kepada semua pihak terutamanya ibu bapa, masyarakat dan pihak berwajib. Banyak yg perlu dilakukan untuk mengelakkan pekara seumpama ini berulang lagi dan membendung gejala sosial dan jenayah dalam kalangan remaja. Memang memerlukan komitmen dan usaha pelbagai pihak.

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Tragedi Pagi September

Sekali lagi kita dikejutkan dengan kes kebakaran asrama sekolah tahfiz pada pagi ini. Kebakaran kali ini di Sekolah Tahfiz Ittifaqiyah yang mengorbankan 23 orang mangsa yang terdiri dari 21 pelajar dan 2 warden, manakala 7 orang tercedara.

Sumber gambar internet

Tengahari tadi saya berkesempatan utk melihat gambar dan menonton video kebakaran.

Sumber gambar internet

Betapa luluhnya hati menonton video kebakaran tersebut dan mendengar jeritan anak2 tahfiz meminta tolong. Berderai2 air mata....Terasa ingin melompat masuk ke video dan berlari naik ke tingkat atas asrama. Terasa ingin pergi menampar si perakam video...daripada ko kecoh2 cakap nak buat apa...ada orang tu...baiklah ko telefon bomba, pi selamatkan bebudak tu takpun berdoa...Tapi itulah kita bukan ditempat kejadian, kita tak tahu apa yg berlaku. Mungkin kita pun akan panik dan bertindak demikian dalam keadaan kecemasan dan kalut begitu.

Kita yg tiada hubungan kekeluargaan dengan mereka pun amat sedih. Inikan pula ibu bapa dan keluarga mereka.

Lagilah sayu hati apabila mengetahui ada anak tahfiz ini menulis surat utk ibu ayahnya untuk meminta maaf, berterimakasih dan nak balas jasa dengan belajar di sana untuk menolong ibu ayahnya masuk ke syurga firdaus.



dan dua kisah seterusnya....

Kematian tiga beradik yg merupakan anak yatim


...Mas aliza ali bapoo sepupu mereka.
dan Mas Anizan ibu saudara mereka.

Juga kematian dua beradik anak kepada anggota keselamatan yg telah berpisah dengan isterinya...


Siapa pun anak2 ini...
Meninggal dunia ketika menuntut ilmu
Syahid akhirat ganjarannya
Syurga tempat mereka ....


Takziah kepada keluarga anak2 tahfiz dan warden yg terkorban ini...
Semoga urusan identifikasi mangsa berjalan lancar begitu juga untuk pengebumian jenazah.
Semoga ahli keluarga mereka tabah, kuat dan redha menghadapi dugaan ini.
Semoga mangsa yg tercedera segera sembuh.


Wednesday, September 13, 2017

Overweight

BMI cecah 27.6
Definitely overweight 😭😭😭

****My previous weight********

2000-2003................40-42kg
2004 kot .................pernah 38kg
2005.......................... 40-42 kg
2006-2007................ 44kg
early 2009 ............... 47 kg tpi inches ok
2010...........................43.5-45.5kg
Balik raya 2011....... 43kg
Feb 2013 ....................47 kg inches ko
Jun 2013......................52 kg
2014????
2015????
2016????
julai 2017...............55.5 kg
Sept 2017................cecah 58kg 😱😱

Berat sepatutnya 38 to 52.4kg 😭😭😭

Tapi semalam tak sedar diri
Pi ordered ni for dinner last nite




And I ate the leftover tonite πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Eh hello...tak insaf gi...????
Here are the plan
Sat gi lompat sikit2 instead of terbaring je
Esok puasa...
Kena ikut Amylea AF dengan diet telur rebus
Weekend mulakan semula brisk walk ya.
Eh mana my pil kurus????
Ke mana pulak hot lotion????




Tuesday, September 12, 2017

From Honda .....

Yeay I got something from Honda 😍😍😍


Special car for special someone 😍😍😍

HahaHa....in my dreams lahkan 😜😜😜






Tak layan

Semalam kita shared bhn utk new customer
Masa lunch hour terganggu kita makan
Coz ditanya2 ....

Then kita pun pi join jumpa new customers
Ada info yg I lupa sampaikan
Hmm...dia x puas hati pula
Tapi!seronoknya dia beri input
Lansung tak mau libatkan kita πŸ˜…
Again atas dasar tanggungjawab adakalanya kita bersuara juga kpd customers

Hari ini my customer ada masalah projek1 dan 2
Kenapalah tak inform awal 😠😠
Pulak tu I baru perasan her new plan akan merugikan.

So I pilah bertemu si dia atas tuh.
Rupanya projek1 ada isu lain pula 😭😭😭.
Tapi si dia tu suruh mereka usaha sendiri.
Pi jumpa pihak lain
Tengok cth surat
Dia hanya akan sokong 😠😠😠.
Hello it is your responsibilty
You are paid to do so
You are the one who should write the letter
Not them....
Delegate work to colleague is ok
But not to customers

Pulak tu macam tak mau beri kerjasama pasal new plan....
Takkan ko senang2 tak mau consider bila dah berkuasa
Agak2 kalau I tak calonkan dan bertegas dengan boss, ko ada peluang ko nak duduk kerusi tu lebih awal?
Buang semua our previous plan 😠😠😠
Whatever it is...it is your decision
If anything happened you should answer it

Pulak tu buat decision tak tanya orang
Hah! Kan dah terlantik orang yg tak layak
Tak fikirkah customer akan pertikaikan
Setahu I tak boleh
Tapi kalau big boss benarkan what else can I say

Then terjumpa international customers
They asked me about my colleagues
They need to see them coz they got problem with their project...
Kesian pulak
So on my way to get my car I called si dia
Few minutes before lunch hour called dia tak angkat...
Whatsapp tak respon

Tapi 2 hours after that boleh pulak tanya
Whether I have checked his report or not
You see bila dia terdesak bukan main cari kita
Bila kita terdesak boleh pulak dia ignore...
Adilkah 😭😭😭

Report ni pun I corrected here n there n added more infos
I even asked certain part of it to our customer
To ensure we got strong justification in proposing something....
But I just wonder why he want to propose many things that either we have discussed in the meeting previously, shared in the email or it the common routine/practice πŸ˜….
Have you ever take note on any info?

You see I mmg selalu bising n bebel bila ada yg tak kena
Tapi tetap buat gak kerja tu or anything πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Why???
Kalau jadi protege Dato Seri Vida
Because I AM ME 😘😘😘
Well.....
I want the best for my unit, organization n customers
If I was given a task, definitely I will do my best
If someone asked for help, I will help that someone properly
If I feel something should be shared, then I will share it
If I think I should give opinion/reminder, I will voice it out
Why??
I feel happy if I can make other people happy
I feel satisfied when I done the best
I feel satisfied when I can contribute to my unit n organization

Several things that I noticed
He is so smart in delegating job
Did not give any credit to those who has helped him
And take all the credit by himself
So I should be careful and be smart too πŸ˜…
Do not let people take me for granted or take advantage on me
I should not forget my friend's warning 😁

Whatever it is
And I should know my limit
Whatever I do,
DO NOT EVER OVER SHADOW HIM
NOW IS HIS TURN
SO LET HIM SHINES
If I do not like someone do it to me
Then I should not do it to someone
DO NOT EVER HUMILIATE HIM IN FRONT OF OTHERS NO MATTWER HOW GOOD MY INTENTION IS
I should know people have their ego, dignity and reputation....
DO NOT EVER MAKE COMPLAIN TO OTHER COLLEAGUES
Once I did that and it annoyed me
My colleague has reminded me that now he is in power...
I should be positive bla bla bla
Niat nak mengadu dan meluah perasan
Alih2 kena tarbiyah
Akak jugak yg makin sentap
So hanya blog tempat merempan πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Dah luah...rasa lega dan lupa yg buruk2 tu πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

So...GOOD LUCK MY FRIEND πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ
Whatever it is you are still my friend

----------update 9.30pm,13 sept---------
Well....someone thanked me for my help...
Most of our proposals were accepted.
Alhamdulillah....
The idea came from him or others.
I just helped to make the proposals better...
So that what I meant previously...
the satisfaction when our effort is fruitful
and when we are able to contribute to our unit or organization....
When someone remember our contribution definitely a bonus...









Monday, September 11, 2017

My weekend

Sekarang walaupun keroje melambak, waktu hujung minggu memang untuk rehat...bukan pulun buat kerja opis. Penuh dengan aktiviti FB, IG, TV dan makan dan tidur πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. No wonderlah ada kawan2 cakap muka aku dah tak stress macam dulu 😁.

Hari ahad itulah aktivitinya πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.
10pg dah makan nasi n leftover sambal sardin
4pm pi makan leftover nasi bukhara
Konon malam no heavy food.
Alih2 8.30pm pi bersilat di dapur πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Rindu nak makan lempeng tebal, garing diluar n lwmbut di dalam bersama sambal cili api bilis


Ada tempeh gorenglah cicah sambal kicap agromas. Kenyang giler...Alhamdulillah.

Semalamnya pi luar kawasan 😍😍😍. Walaupun sakit vontot dan belakang coz duduk lama tetap ku gagahi πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚



Balik tapau nasi bukhara Pak Tam



Kurang suka kombinasinya. Macam ayam madu. Acar buah tu sukalah. Tambah peria garing. Lagi suka kombinasi nasi dolek, ayam kuah berempah dan salad.


Friday, September 8, 2017

Bersemangat 😁

Wah! Kagumlah
Bersemangat sungguh πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ
Walaupun post yg belum pasti
Trying hard pun ye jugak
Semua nak lengkap dan tip top

Belum pasti pun dah semangat mcm gini ☝πŸ‘πŸ‘
Dah pasti nanti lagilah berganda semangat
Dulu kata tak mau πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Nak cutilah πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Now bila tak boleh lari
Kena hadap jugakan
Wah...Very organized juga πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
Terus simpan semua info
Macam2 idea yg dicadangkan
Baguslah tuπŸ‘πŸ‘
1.Pusat latihan
2. Pusat pameran

These make me think
Rasa macam dulu I done nothing
And not organized πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
Hmmm....
What are my contributions ???

Sebenarnya no.1 pernah ada
-Tapi atas inisiatif junior customer
-dibuat schedule utk elak dari dirampas πŸ˜…
So baguslah diadakan utk CSR and latihan kemahiran customer

No.2 memang dah ada
- Dah ada perabut
- bahan
- poster
Cuma perlu ditambahbaik

Ok.jom rehat...

Update 1.20pm.
Tadi dah beli food
Menonong je drive balik ke office
Luckily tersedar dan patah balik
Alamak jalan sehala pulak 😱😱😱
So how???
Keliru nk pusing di mana?
Selamba je teruskan
Luckily tak byk kenderaan
Sampai rumah terus ngap




Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Masak malam buta

Now dah 10.20pm
Baru je balik keroje
Alhamdulillah everything went well
Tiadalah yang annoying
Jika ada pun tak mau fikir
Jika silap betulkan
Takpun reject dan cari pengganti
Pesan siap2 untuk beri respon
If you are alive act like you are alive
Jika tahu pedih dan sakitnya luka
Mengapa tetap mahu hiris diri
Mengapa nak bunuh diri
Jika dah salah sendiri
Kenapa nak tuding jari
Tapi rupanya tak faham kiasan
Tak nampak analogi
Perlu terangkan jua

Dah lewat ni 😰
Rasa nak makan
Nak makan apa?

Jangan jadi mcm malam tadi
Dah lewat malam
Tiba2 nak makan sardin
Termasak
Termakan πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
###awatgambartakbolehupload😠😠
##cubadancubalagiselama2hariπŸ˜…


Then macam biasa buat2 tak faham
Kecoh awat badan makin membolat πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Ikhlaskah?

Kelmarin
Bila orang minta kita share bhn utk new customers
Kita pun share

Semalam
Bila dia tanya pasal bahan tu
Kita pun terangkan

Senja itu
Bila dia call tanya pasal pakej lama
Kita pun bincang apa yg kita tahu

Berdasarkan pengalaman dan pemerhatian terdahulu
Kita rasa perlu tambah info juga
Kita pun maklumkan

Awal 1am pagi ini
ditanyanya info itu
Semangat giler tu bang πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Nak lebih lanjut kita google dan share
Kita tambah juga info lain

Lepas dah share
Terfikir pula
Dulu i buat semua sendiri
Fikir sendiri
Observe sendiri
Tiada yg share bhn
Tiada yg tolong
Tiada yg beri idea
Malah memperlekehkan pun bila nmpk kita bersusah payah
Sekarang orang senang2 guna bahan kita
Guna juga idea baru kita
Adakah dia claim itu usaha dia?
Adakah dia beri kredit atas usaha/bahan/idea kita????
Ikhlaskah aku????
Ya ikhlas nak tolong
sebagai rakan sekerja
Demi organisasi
Lagipun itu mmg tanggungjawab bila bekerja
Cuma dia perlu ingat
Jangan sesekali menafikan hak orang lain

Walaupun cuba melupakan
Tapi masih teringat2
Kisah bulan julai
Kita yg pulun buat kerja
Kita yg korbankan masa dan tenaga
Dia tidak lansung buat apa2
Tiba2 dapat ganjaran kewangan atas titik peluh kita
Kalau orang boleh fikir, ada rasa malu
Mesti dia serahkan hak saya
Untuk 7 hari...
27 jul-3 ogos.....

Tapi itu bukan salah dia pun
Ada ke orang nak tolak duit free gitu
Tu...yg atas2 tu πŸ˜…
Eh...yg atas2 tu...surat saya mana surat???
Hello Pak Haji dah sebulan berlalu
Mana hak saya?
Mana janji mu?
Mana hilangnya permohonan maaf u?
I akan tunggu
Kali ini i cuba tunggu dan lihat
I akan cuba bertahan
In hibernation mode
Bila tiba masanya i will be active
I takkan mengaku kalah
 selagi belum berjuang habis-habisan.....

Eh moh le balik
Malam ni perlu keluar jumpa customer pula

lenkali buat kerja elok2

Ada event 6 sept
Baru nak buat hebahan kepada peserta pada 4 sept
Itupun bukan bersungguh.
Hanya melalui aplikasi whatsapp
Pulak tu kata dijemput hadir.
Dah tau customer ko jenis macam mana
Lagi nak keluar statement gitu
Sebelum tu ada buat survey bilangan bakal hadir?
Ada semak their available time?

Alih2 kecoh tiada peserta
Barulah nak diwar-warkan pada colleagues
Macam biasa...Sendiri tak kisah pun sebelum ini kan
Bila jadi gini tiba2 nak harap orang ambil kisah pulak

Lepas tu ada pulak hati nak ganggu pelanggan orang lain
Hello customer I tiada kaitan pun dengan program tu
Not their area pun
Lagipun kami harini pun dah kalut sangat.
Program malam ni masih tergantung statusnya
Gara-gara ada pihak yg buat perubahan tanpa makluman rasmi
Lepas tu tidak boleh kenalpasti apa masalah teknikalnya...

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Aku, durian dan bola

Lately asyiklah craving for durian.
Akhirnya jumpalah tadi.
Awatlah mahalnya...
Durian kampung RM22/kilo
Durian kahwin RM30/kilo.

Teringin punya pasal beli jugalah
Boleh bawa balik kampung
Pilih, kopek sikit and check
Tinjau macam ok
Total RM200

Balik berkobar2
Bila buka habis


😭😭😭😭😭
Awat rope lembik benyek

Bila rasa
😠😠😠😠
Awat masam

Patutlah peniaga tu kalut2 tutup semula durian tu
Dear abang dan kakak penjual
Korang rasa berkatkah jual buah begitu?
Dahlah mahal....
Jadi darah daging tuh

Oklah...jomlah kita tengok bola
Harap Malaysia menang menentang Thailand

Jika durian raja segala buah
Bola sepak khabarnya raja segala games
πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

🎢🎢Ayuh Malaysiaku...
Hari ini...kita mesti Menang🎡🎡
Fighting!!!FIGHTING!!!
Thanabalan, Jafri and team



Shafawi ekau jangan tamak ya
Adib be careful...jangan main ganas
Adam keep up your good defence
Eh...goal keeper and jafri acik suko nengok ko
Acik???? Kakaklah πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ

Update 10.30pm
Alahai...bolos sudah.
6 minutes left 😭😭😭



Biarkan sahaja

During weekend last 2 weeks I dah pesan pada NewOne, perlu pastikan kumpulan customer yg mana untuk package review  Logiknya yg lama. Tapi tak peduli. Khabarnya boss dah pilih siapa colleague yg terlibat untuk review. Logiknya mestilah yg pernah handle that customers group. Pun dah diingatkan.

 Tadi mereka ada meeting.
Tapi kenapakah colleague yg tak pernah handle that customers dilibatkan juga.
I just wonder why
- they did not take into account of my reminder.
- they did not involve me by considering my previous post.

I am really concern about this because any issue may cause the disapproval of the package. I love my unit...I do not want anything happen in the future that may affect both my unit and our customers.

Whatever...
Just let it be...
If they need my help they will ask for it
If anything happen ...it is not my responsibility anymore.
I have reminded them  several times.
However I am a bit regret...I should not said to colleague and staff that I am particular person.
It seems that I am trying to compare myself to NewOne and the boss.
So I should shut my mouth, eyes and ears.
Do not ever compare myself with others.
Our working styles definitely different.



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Sunday, August 27, 2017

The melting cheese

Malam tadi siapa yang bertarung depan TV??
Huish...debarannya when watching football game..
Bukan hanya berdebar
Melihat pemain lawan yg cekap curi bola
Malah sakit hati
Melihat pemain lawan yg kasar
Dengan referee yg baik hati
Atau mungkin tertinggal kad seperti yg kecoh diperkatakan di laman sosial πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
Thank you Thanabalan and team
Alhamdulillah Malaysia win this game..
Not just any game
Hopefully this can shut the rude and arrogant Indonesian mouths.
I used to stay with Indonesians in the same house or to share the same office while I was studying in land down under. Even some time we got different opinion but they did not act as whatever we  often see in the social media.

Enough about that....
Well suddenly I was craving for tomato and cheese toast for brekky this morning....


Can you see the melting cheese?
Yummy....

Blueberries are not my favourite fruit.
But I have been craving for it for nearly 2 weeks.
I wish I can add them in my overnite oat...

Tapi semalam tamak
Semua nak beli πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚


Due to watching NONA@TV3,  I have been craving for fresh fig as well.....Alhamdulillah my craving was fulfilled last nite







When my prayer is answered

On friday morning I sent the notice of action to the management office.
Unfortunately the officer did not read the letter properly
Anyway she told me again that the second party accused her of trying to theatened him yesterday. He used to be the big boss...He did not want to pay anything. But what about the cost that I have to bare for example the fuel to come back and forth there? She added in that she told him whatever happened not only become a financial loss to me but it will affect his property as well. The management will make the inspection and if relevant they will bear the costs. It seems her words made sense to the second party. The second party told her that they can made the inspection when his tenant his available. Currently he is at the main office. But refused to give his phone number. I smell something fishy. I know that based on his workplace he suppose to be around here not at the main office. Anyway, they have to tell me earlier for any arrangement since I have work commitment as well. Luckily this place is just around 5 minutes from my workplace.

Anyway the officer and the maintenance worker made inspection to my property. Definitely the source of  the damage came from the second party's property. The officer went to second party properties...Guess what? the tenant is there. But he is not the one who pay the rent. As what I suspected earlier they are working around here.

However suddenly the officer said that all these supposed to be settled by me and the second party. 😠😠😠.  They cant do anything. The officer said normally it is easy to negotiate and be settled. But yeap....except this second party πŸ˜…πŸ˜…. I should find someone to negotiate with him. Hello...please  read my notice...the management should take action as well. The maintenance worker claimed that he can repair the damage from my property. Hello...it is only temporary solution. After all Why should I bare the cost which not came from my property? He said the damage is not that bad compared to other property where there was water dripping...Hello...you are the maintenance worker...dont you know that in the long run the condition will getting worse????

The officer kept on saying they cant do anything. I kept on reminding her to read my notice. If no one wants to cooperate then I will forward this issue to COB, tribunal and final one to court. You see I dont want to make it difficult but if people kept on could not be bothered then I should take further action. You see I am totally alone to face and fight all these. We are Malay, we are Muslim...how can people treat me like this. The second party is a senior citizen...how he can he treat someone daughter like this? does he believe in kifarah? Anyway Alhamdulillah the officer will contact the second party again.

Around 5.15pm I got a phone call from a lady. She said that her husband wants to talk with me. He asked whether the his tenant has came to made the inspection or not. Definitely not. To my surprise he said that he will bear the costs.

Then, the management contact me to come to office right away since the tenant is there to inspect the damage. But at that moment I was having discussion with my customer. Luckily they agree to wait for 20 mins.

So...finally he made the inspection.
Guess what......
this issue is something to do with his line of work
What a bless....
Alhamdulillah...he definitely the right person to make the inspection.
What is the verdict???
Actually the damage came from two source...
## from the second party's property
## the outside source
Therefore he gonna talk with both related party
## the second party
## the manager
Hopefully they can repair all damages ASAP
He claimed that the damage from the second party's property can be done within a week. Luckily he is staying there.

Alhamdulillah....
Allah listened to my dua
Allah answered my dua
I am so grateful....

I learnt something from this
#Keep making effort
#Keep making dua
#If you cant pray then do zikr
Ya FATAH ya RAZAK Ya WAHAB
Ya AZIZ ya JABBAR ya Mutakabbir
My friend added in ...
Dont ever forget ...the power of sincere intention

That nite...I did the 20 episodes marathon of  moon embracing the sun...
But not the complete episode...
Just skip here and there...







Thursday, August 24, 2017

Fighting πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

Hari ini hari yang macam2

Pagiku
Terlewat 40 minit untuk bertemu customers
Bebelan juga untuk mereka
Or should I say amukan πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Then, kalut isi laporan customer
Printscreen, copy, crop, copy paste
But why it did not turn out as I want it to be

Anyway...
this stressful was cheer up by my early birthday present 😍😍😍

Tengahariku...
Pi pejabat pos
nak simpankan duit raya my nephew
Tapi tak beroperasi pulak

Pi jenguk satu tempat
Berkepam
Nilah akibat apabila orang tak nak beri kerjasama
Jenguk mailbox
Bil banyak tak dibayar
Ada bil lebih RM500
Aduhai
Kenapalah tak inform
Kenapalah tak bayar
Mentang2 bukan ko punya
😠😠😠

Pi management office
bayar certain bills
Buat aduan
Lawak pulak bila staf tu yg bebel and hangin πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Balik rumah
Rehat dan rehat
Sea games 2017 jugak

3.30 pm
Suppose appointment with customer
Tapi tak muncul
I did not want to waste any time
So I made a phone call to the goverment officer regarding my problem with the related party from hell and got the infos on what to do
Then I surfed the internet and preparing a notice of action
Customer kata nak datang 4.15pm
Pun tak muncul juga.
Akhirnya sampai after 4.30pm
Maka...menunggulah dikau
Aku nak siapkan suratku

Tiba2 my colleague complained that there was a change in her work
Pulak dah siapa yg ubah 😠😠😠
Hmm...what can I do?
I am not eligible to do anything anymore
Except giving suggestion to whom she suppose to refer to.
And as expected that person contacted me to get the clear picture πŸ˜….
What a relief when he willing to solve that problem

After 5.15pm
The officer from the management office contacted me
She told me that the so call related party from hell...
As expected he did not want to co-operate
He even accused her for trying to threaten him
She definitely did not do it
She just explained what are the consequences if he refused to cooperate
Worse..he asked her to deal with his tenant
But he refused to give their contact numbers
She really sound dissapointed
Just imagine what I feel as the affected party

Hello pakcik...
Don't you ever think that this problem can be settled easily and quickly if you gave your co-operation?
Why did you chose to make my life difficult?
The condition getting worse
and it may increase the related cost
Are you going to pay for my loss?
I am not your staff to be boss around
You asked me to do this and that
You asked me to use the proactive channel
And yet you did nothing in return
Are you happy and satisfy treating me like this
Have you ever heard of this....
"Whoever helps ease someone in difficulty, Allah will make it easy for him in this world and in the Hereafter"
Do you know that you are denying my right?
I became the victim of your selfishness and stingy...
I believe the power of dua'....
"Beware the prayer of the opressed for Allah will respond to it"
I am my mother's daughter
But I am staying alone here
I have to face all these by myself
I guess you are the same age as my mother
I believe you got daughters and granddaughters
Have you ever heard of this

Dont you ever think that whatever you did to me may happen to you and love one as well?

Ok...leave that for a while
Focus for discussion with the customer
She has improved a lot

After 6pm
Back to the internet surfing, studying terms and preparing letter
Ok....SMR2015...regulation 57, 59, 61, 63
New knowledge...
Notice of inspection-COB-Tribunal
KEEP MAKING AN EFFORT
KEEP ON FIGHTING
KEEP ON PRAYING
And TAWAKAL

I left my office just a minute before maghrib prayer call.....
Then off I went to photocopy the letter
The moment I arrived at the shop, I remembered that I left the photocopies of my IC there last 2 weeks. I have made a phone call to the shop but no one pick up the phone. So, I asked the workers there about it. Unfortunately they said I did not leave anything. Seriously????
So I remind him if someone ever used my IC, I will find them. Then only they claimed that normally they will throw anthing left by the customers.

Next I bought burger n chips for dinner
I planned to buy durian as well
Unfortunately there was no durian stall to be seen

At night
I just want to share
what I have been thru today
and my upset feeling regarding the related party from hell to my friend....
But she talked about sincerity, leaving the bad attitude and cultivating the good attitude
I know she got good intention
To let me be positive and be a better person
But in my condition it just make me even more upset....



Wednesday, August 23, 2017

There is no more talented Malaysian?

What an upsetting and shocking news?
Now I am watching MHI@TV3

WHAT???
The designer for Malaysian athletes outfit during the opening ceremony of KL Sea Games 2017 is Indonesian born and bred????

SERIOUSLY????
IS THERE NO MORE TALENTED MALAYSIAN DESIGNER?
BE IT THE SENIOR OR YOUNG NEW DESIGNER?
WASN'T IT BETTER IF the organizer gave this opportunity and chance to the FD students as well such as in UITM?
TO BE FAIR...make it a NATIONAL COMPETITION.
I am sure that the organizer have been planning for this KLSG2017 for few years...what a surprise if they never came out with this idea???

I DID NOT KNOW WHAT HAS HAPPENED?
BUT!!!!!
JIKA TIDAK KITA BERI PEREKA MUDA/BARU PELUANG, SIAPA LAGI?????

Please take note...
I am not against the organizer or KLSG2017.
I REALLY PROUD TO SEE THE SUPERB OPENING CEREREMONY, HOW KJ DEALED WITH THE FLAG ISSUE, AS WELL AS THE MALAYSIAN ATHLETES PERFORMANCE.
But as MALAYSIAN I have the right to voice out my OPINION and DISSAPOINTMENT.



Sunday, August 20, 2017

Solving mystery in the morning...

Good morning Malaysia!!!!
Macamlah satu negara baca my blog kan πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Pagi ni konon dengan semangat waja
Buat plan things to do
Nak check customers documents...
Saja nak pasang tv to just get sound
And sometimes to let my eyes get a rest

Alih2 sibuk dengan my CSI πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
The Julius House:An aurora teagarden mystery
I suka sangat this kind of mystery
Ada ruang tersembunyi etc

Teringat masa kecik2
Suka sangat pinjam buku Siri Salma di library sekolah rendah
Sekolah menengah terjumpa my aunts' novel
Such as by ahadiat akasyah n siri bercakap dengan jin
Semasa matrikulasi baru kenal Mills&Boon
No more mysterylah kan πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ
Suka juga historical romance
Ada satu my favourite author
Lupa namanya...
Tak kuasa nak selongkar kotak bawah katil πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Baca juga novel by Barbara Cartland
But too slow

Anyway semalam sibuklah berkerastangan
Sebelum tu perlulah rendam tangan and pakai losyen supaya jari jemari lembut πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
It was fun doing it
Once a while when we are doing something else out our routine...
Wei boleh bukak kedai tau πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Then I had Dinner with terung kicap and acar telur


Malam tu tontonlah
The colourful and superb
The Opening Ceremony of Sea Games 2017
Tapi pagi ni terkejut bila baca post one of my Fb friendlist
Katanya Sh***est...messiest due to transportation problem...
Syukurlah aku hanya nikmati malam minggu di rumah πŸ˜€.




Friday, August 18, 2017

Siapa punya tugas

Orang lain punya tugas
Kita yg pening

Dulu kita yg pi taklimat
Banyak persoalan
Nak info lama or baru
Second boss pun tak sure

Bila kita hantar emel pasal pakej
Cc pada second boss
Dia reply suruh beri briefing pd NewOne
How la?
Kita pun dah pening
Katanya NewOne yg akan pergi kursus
Tanya pada masa tu

Khamis minggu lepas
Kita pun dah beri sikit briefing pada NewOne
Still kita suruh confirmkan
Nak guna info lama or baru
Terangkan juga isu jika guna yg baru
Bahan2 ada dalam google drive
Boleh juga rujuk contoh dari produk baru

Isnin minggu ni
kita dah email bahan kpd Newone
Info lama dan dokumen dari second boss
Explorelah dan bacalah
Tak tahu tanyalah

Hari rabu...
Kita maklumkan juga kepada staf lain yg terlibat
Pasal ketakpastian dan info yg bakal timbul
Dia pun pernah hadir taklimat dulu
Tapi dia pi tanya orang lama pulak πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
Kita terangkan lagi
Nilah akibatnya jika yg dulu2 tak buat
Pihak yg uruskan tak bertindak...
Pelupa atau tak peduli
Sekarang baru kecoh
Yang jadi mangsa I lah yg di tempoh peralihan
Atasan tak sabar nak singkir kita
Tapi nak khidmat kita
Pulak tu the NewOne macam tak kisah
Yelah orang ada masa tertentu je kan nak buat kerja πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Suka hatilah...
Cara masing2...

Harini...
Mereka pi kursus
Second boss dah senaraikan apa nak buat to them
Malam ni baru them emelkan to me
Baru nak tanya rujuk fail yg mana??? 😠😠😠😠
Habih haritu I buat apa?
Adoila....awatlah tak study lebih awal?
Tanya lebih awal
Tulah benda tak penting n tak urgent didahulukan
Penting sangatkah nak impress kan orang atasan itu
Tapi bebankan orang lain di malam hujung minggu
So I listkan what to do
What are the issue?
Terus terbantut kerja I sendiri
Dok cari dokumen lama
Dok search new requirement (if any) on the internet
Dah PESAN BANYAK KALI
confirmkan dulu nak guna yg mana
Tapi DEGIL N EGO
Nak terus guna yg baru
Bila bertegas...barulah nak pi tanya
Tapi tanya itu je πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜‘
Tak tanya pasal isu yg I dok ulang banyak kali
Bila I remindkan lagi
Terus tak reply...
Lantaklah...orang tak peduli
So esok jgn cari I....

Update 9.30am:
Tapi tulah bebel je lebih
Pepagi whatsapp mereka πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
Replied their email and gave suggestion.
Marah marah sayang...
Coz i love my unit and organization 😍😍
And i pity my colleagues.






Thursday, August 17, 2017

Terjumpa

Semalam cari fail...
Bongkar sana sini
Gali situ sinun
Yang dijumpai ini..


Bukanlah begitu keadaannya
Tetapi di dalam beberapa envelopes.
Di dalam kotak...
Baki urusniaga terdahulu bersama customer 😁😁

Eloklah TERJUMPA
Di kala dalam purse hanya berbaki RM9πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
Kira punya kira
Ada RM212.00
Berbaloi-baloi....
Jom pi tengok Kau Yang Satu πŸ’–πŸ’–

Current addiction




Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Jika tidak kita?

Adakalanya niat kita hanya nak membantu
Demi kepentingan organisasi
Jika tidak kita,
siapa nak mulakan?
Siapa nak buat?
Siapa nak menyampaikan luahan ex-customers
Kita pun segan....
Tapi kerana sayang organisasi
Kita buang malu itu

TETAPI...
orang lansung tak fikir pasal kita
Singkirkan kita
Menafikan hak kita

TETAPI...
orang ingat kita masih menyibuk
Buat tak peduli dengan saranan kita
Jangankan nak menoleh, angkat muka pun tak
Ya...kini kita tidak lagi wujud.
Tak kiralah junior, setara atau senior
Hanya seorang senior yg sengih melihat kekecewaan kita
Maka ku bersuara sekali lagi
Dia jugalah yg akhirnya membantu
Dia yg ke depan ke whiteboard
Tanpa diminta. .
Tqvm kakak....

TETAPI...
Pengganti suppose conduct the program and know what to do
Kita hanya bantu sediakan paperwork
Tapi datang lambat, clueless what to do, tak baca bahan, tak tanya officer on certain things
So terpaksalah kita explain lagi
Bila kita keluar sekejap, orang lain mempengaruhi utk ubah something yg tak sepatutnya πŸ˜…
Bila petang tak muncul.
La...ada meeting tapi tak inform
Habih kami nak buat apa???
Terpaksalah kita bersuara
Kerana risau banyak lagi agenda
Tapi orang lain tak layan pulak 😰😰
Katanya dia tak boleh buat macam kita
Buat byk kerja satu masa
Prefer satu-satu....
Ok faham...tapi perlu buat juga jika urgent
Katanya beri dia buat
Kerana dia nak belajar
Jika tak tahu dia akan tanya kita
Ok faham...just do something when he wanna me to do it...
Otherwise just keep quiet
Feninlah....
Cakap salah...dia tak suka diajar
Tak cakap salah...nanti tak capai kehendak organisasi...

TETAPI
Bila terserempak boss
kita terus tanya pasal bilangan customer baru
Dan luahan customer lama
Tapi katanya kita masih rindu dengan tugas lama kita πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…....
Adoi....kita nak jadi burung unta πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ

Terapi air

Good morning...
Now I am watching MHI@TV3.
Fedtri shared one good info just now about WATER THERAPY.
It is very beneficial to drink 4 GLASSES OF WATER in one go after wake up in the morning (before doing anything).
If we practise it FOR 3 MONTHS, with Allah will it may cure/heal various illness.
We will feel the miracle 😍😍😍....

I memang tak larat minum banyak air.
Apatah lagi sekaligus gitu....
Setakat nak masuk dua gelad pun nak muntah...
Tapi I will try πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

One happy tummy

After I had meeting with customer this morning off I went to the district council.
Alamak!!! I did not photocopy my ID. Luckily the officer have some consideration and just willingly photocopy it for me πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜€. While I was waiting for the officer to settle everything I saw a notice "tiada khidmat fotostat disediakan". How lucky I am when people understood my situation and just helped me without being asked...Alhamdulillah.

Once done, I tolong secret recipe buka kedai πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ and got this as upah 😍😍😍


For dinner I had this...


Yummy ....one happy tummy indeed πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„.

Oklah nak tido...nanti nk bgun awal nk buat kerohe la....


You better don't ask me

Yesterday I took a leave to settle something about my house at the district council...I had these for brekky...

Oh My God...one set was not enough!!!!

Even though I am on leave I still went to see my customers around 11am. Then off I went to photocopy the house documents and only got home around 1.45pm. I had this for lunch


 I suppose to go to the district council around 3pm. But, I was busy writing a blog post πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜….

Tapi nk berehat pun tak sonang. Kejap the new one whatsapp, kejap my colleague called me. The new one asked what he supposed to do during today's meeting...Hish! Hang tak baca surat or email ka???. So I listed down things to do for him in whatsapp.

Then another collegue contacted me to get certain documents. The new one didnt pick up her call. Funny right...juat few minutes before that he contacted me via whatsapp. Even the clerk made a complaint about him on his first week...didnt pick up her call and not even reply her message regarding urgent matter. Today I saw him at office in the afternoon. Then I called him using his office number...wah...so fast....where did he go. I just made a call to the clerk...you see he is in the office and having discussion with his customer...Why la...it only several second and pick up the call and listen. When he need me, he called me. When I need his help he just ignore me 😰😰😰.

Sometimes I want to help people, but sometimes when people treat me badly it makes me think  a few times...Sometimrs I even feel it just wasting my time. 

You see last two weekend, I have prepared packages for customers. So I asked my colleagues to check. Only two colleagues gave their respond 😠😠. So I asked this new one to instruct the relevant  committee to check and modify the packages whenever appropriate. Yes they have done that...but not proper. So on tuesday I told the new one about my opinion about it. He seems not listen to me and decided to follow the committee decision. So, I have to be firmed and explained clearly...one part of it is contradict with the regulation and another part will burden the customer. 

Last thursday, he told me his decision...you see exactly as what I suggested. But not a single thank you for me...Ambiklah...ambiklahh all the credit πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. 

On friday while I was having lunch, he called me. He seems veey pushy even though I cant hear what he said. Ended up I have to went out of the restaurant. He asked my opinion which colleagues are suitable to do the consultation work. But again ...he didnt really follow my suggestion. 

Not only that he never replied my email regarding certain list of things to do based on senior customer meeting and docs to share with other colleagues. Lantak ko la labu....faham busy...tapi benda penting kot. I am not his secretary pun to remind him. Tapi tulah ended up he will still find and ask me kan...πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. 

So yesterday he didnt reply my message regarding list of things for today meeting. Guess what? He called me while I was rushing to meet my customers this morning. Ok, he did what I told him to do. But he did not read the document properly. Kan dah pening πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…. I suggested to him to bring out issue about task sharing with other unit. As expected he refuse to listen. Hish...a challenge to make him see the rational behind it πŸ˜…πŸ˜…. ....

Tommorow we got a program. I prepared the paperwork for that program. Even the materials for that program were mainly prepared by me. Last week I suggested to him that he should conduct that program and I will support and help him. But this week he did not ask me anything. I am really worried what will happen tommorow. I was a bit disappointed this afternoon to know that he discussed about it with the new colleague. Again...after all I what I have done people just ignored me huh....In this case I do not need any appreciation...but at least pls get me involve with it. I have been doing it from the beginning 😭😭😭. And suddenly people just wanna take it away from me just like that without even thinking about me....

Monday, August 14, 2017

Rezeki dikongsi

Hari jumaat lepas, rasa nak makan di luar.
Biasa ok je kalau makan sorang2 di Secret recipe.
Tapi kali ini rasa nak teman borak2....
Ajak kawan yg dah lama tak keluar bersama
Ada plan katanya...
Maka, macam pasrah nak pi sendiri
Tapi bila di main office terjumpa my close friend
Alhamdulillah she wanna join me...
I had thai seafood spageti...

Pic from here

Yummy...it was really to my liking.
The only drawback was the shrimps were obviously came from frozen pack.

I had to work on saturday. Really happy to see our customers happy face and excitement when they got their lunch treat....


And guess what ....bila kita kongsi rezeki dengan orang lain, tiba2 orang lain pula kongsi rezeki bersama kita. Alhamdulillah....the caterer sedekah kari siakap to us...ikan fresh you


Itulah lunch on sunday.

Petang tu teringin sangat nak gorpis...
Ku redah hujan lebat mencarinya 😁😁😁


Ahad kerojenya makan berat, junk food munching tido, tv dan tenet...Ko dah kenapa??? Keroje byk wei...


Sunday, August 13, 2017

Calorie in Calorie out

This morning I went for 3.2km walk.
But I ate nasi lemak for brekky


Based on calorie counter...
I burned 150 kcal
But gained 400 kcal 😱😱😱

Hmm how to loose wight πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜….
The only good thing I feel fresh and light πŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜€

Friday, August 11, 2017

avocado and egg for brekky

Well this was my brekky yesterday


Today back to apple and natural yogurt, but without strawberry πŸ˜€.


Harini kena cepat pi office nak tunjuk bahan to colleagues and print for a program tommorow.
Tapi masih dok masih menulis blog πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.

Semalam pulun updating material for customer evaluation.
Then, listed things to do for the new one.
3.20-4.30 pm, I discusssed the list with him, reminded him of many things and showed him how to use the admin system....
Alhamdulillah...I managed to hand over almost 95% of the task to him...lega.
Habih tu second boss suruh beri briefing to the new one whevener I am available. Tapi apa yg terjadi I pula yg tanya bila nak jumpa, suppose yg baru dtg mengadap yg lama. Ni i yg terhegeh2 tanya n he even expect me to come to his office...new one busy sangat kot πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰.
I pun dah malu dok send things related to work in whatsapp group...dah ada new one awat ko nyibuk lagi kan....but orang mana tau what exactly happened.


Once back to office, I got the response from the officer regarding my enquiry email last saturday. Since he and the boss just kept quiet.. so on thursday morning I sent WA message to him asking whether they plan to refuse doing anything about it or giving response....I was grateful that finally he replied my message. Even though he replied stating that he is preparing the official respond, it seems that they just wanna give respond without any further action....Anyway I am still hoping for the best and hope that I got my right....Amin.

I came across a quote yesterday... it is something like...
"Tak perlulah tertekan mencari jalan penyelesaian...solatlah, mengadu kepada Allah"....




Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Fikir mati

Apa???
Siapa yang fikir begitu??
Bukan!!!!
Bukan saya....
Memang sekarang jiwa kacau
Memanglah perlu fikir pasal mati

Tapi bukan disebut....
di kala rakan kongsi kegembiraannya
di kala rakan mendoakan kita mendapat yg sama

Tak cukup dengan itu
Perlukah menakutkan rakan yg pastinya gementar dalam gembira
"..harap tiada apa"
"Si polan tu dah dapat apa yg dihajati, tapi bermasalah juga"
di kala mengucap tahniah

Prihatinkah?
Kalau betul fikir mati tak mungkin mengeluarkan kata begitu dan berperangai begitu....
Tak sukakah?
Cemburukah?
Jika tidak boleh menggembirakan rakan
Janganlah disakiti hatinya
Saya yang hanya mendengar turut sakit hati...

Termimpi-mimpi

Good morning...
Let us have brekky


Sesiapa yg baca this blog mestilah realise I dok membebel berkeluh kesah pasal kerja. Maafla menyesakkan pemikiran uols je...Eh!tapi ada ke orang baca this boring blog πŸ˜…? Ada rupanya ...terima kasih ya kepada yg baca dan komen.

Actually I love my job. Biasalah membebel bila kerja banyak dan mengejar due date. Bila siap memang happy dan bila hasilnya baik memang berasa puas hati.

Tapi bila pegang post lagilah bertambah kerja selain pening dealing with people with different kind of attitude and behaviour.

Once it ended definitely I happy. Unfortunately it did not end as what it supposed to be and as what we have discussed. Definitely I feel unhappy, upset, unappreciated and all these totally unfair to me after what I have done. The most important thing it may affect the management procedure or may against audit compliance....To make it worse this top people just ignored my email and message regarding this issue since last friday. I called HR department yesterday...you see they still have not received any latest memo from my unit. What does that mean? They plan to totally ignore me?

If they do not want to consider what I have done, then PLEASE SAY SO...So I will try to accept it and move on. DO NOT ignore me. DO NOT give me silent treatment. Not only I feel dissapointed, I feel humiliated too. NOW what is THE MOST IMPORTANT is PLEASE RESPOND. That is why I am still thinking about it. I cant let it go.

Last nite, I sent message to the new one to do my  own investigation. But, he was on the way from outstation. Once he responded he told me that the management was talking behind my back and planned to ignore me. Seriously??? They really have no heart....Luckily it was only a dream πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜….
You see termimpi-mimpi πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. Hoping that the dream will not becomes the reality..I am still hoping and praying for the best....

Ok..here is what I gonna do. I will wait till next week. If still there is not update I will talk with the employee association and ask for his opinion...I will fight for my right if there still any opportunity and space to do it....Then, I will stop, accept it and be in hibernation mode.


Monday, August 7, 2017

Left group

On saturday
When the new one is having a rest
When the representative spending her time with her family
I have to check a document
Made my comments
Gave suggestions for further actions
Attached relevant documents for reference
Even searched material from the internet for them

On sunday
I spent the entire afternoon to clear my office
Prepared 2 plan package for customer at night
Both in BM and English version
And guess what was the comment from the second boss?
He wanted me to name people to update the first document.
Why me?

I done so many things for the sake of my unit
But what the new one and representative did?
Take advantage on me?
I have to be firmed
So I listed what I have done
and listed things to do for them
Hope them understand
Whatever...
I may sound unsincere and look very calculative...
But at least I have done my part
And I know that I did not get credit and paid for the things that I did not do....
If people did not treat me badly I am sure that I won't be talk and act ike this....

Today I had my final says with the whatsapp group
To thank and apologise for everything
And hey look who would reply?
The third boss the first who did so
Followed by the second boss
Ok leave it for a while
 I had meeting with customers at 11am
When I checked my messages
The boss did not say anything to me
The same goes to the officer
Not like what he did to the other colleague who are in the same position as me
He added the new one in the group
So why should I stay anymore
People do not need me anymore
So, I LEFT THE GROUP

Once back in my office
I could not hold my tears
I could not believe that people treated me up to that extend
Denying my right...
Did not reply my email about my right
Did not reply my private message
Not even gave response to my group message
The more I think about it
The more I sobbed
Till  i feel sick
Am I that bad???
Do not deserve anything ?
At least the pm from the boss to thank me for the so call excellent service calmed me a lil bit
But still no response for my right....

But I have to move on...
Tried to ignore it...
No matter how bad people treated me
I still have to do my duty to the best of my ability
Because that is me
Attended a meeting as representative at 2.30pm
Shared the infos with colleagues
Updated and released the third quarter year plan
Hoping for their understanding for the latest changes which are out of my control...
And definitely I left the office as the clock ticking to 7pm.....




Saturday, August 5, 2017

Macam terhegeh-hegeh ...

Due to something happened on 3/08/2017, I feel really upset but at the same time I feel happy because finally it is over. I feel upset because I just knew it from my friend's screen shot and it is not as what we have discussed. After all I have done, finally they treated me like that????

 I can't focus while driving to the hotel by using waze as a guide. Alhamdulillah I safely arrived. At the reception no matter how shocked I am with the hotel rate and beyond my budget...I just checked in because I am too tired to find another hotel and really need a rest to calm me down.

 I can't believe that the relevant officer just ignore my messages...I was really stressed. I called my boss secretary but she didnt pick my call either her office number or private number. So, I called the HR department. Guess what ??? they never got an updated version of the memo. Hmm miscomunication at our unit????

 Then on friday I rushed driving back in the heavy rain to the office to ensure I arrive while it is still office hour. Once I arrived, there was no letter about my status either in pigeon hole or at the clerk.

I went to see the officer and asked what has happened. He said that the new appointment is depend on the admin office. But I said that I have called the HR department and heard their side of stories. They didnt receive the latest memo. If they receive any new memo or by phone message they will definitely discuss with their senior officer.

 I just uttered everything that I wanna say. I feel ashamed with everyone..how I gonna hide my face because for certain period of time I just asked them to do many things even though I am nobody due that email. That email was not proper as well. There even friend texted me to know what exactly happened.

 I just could not hold my tears. I know it is not profesional but I have been keeping it for two days....

He seems shocked and guilty. He even asked what can he do the clear the damage? He offered to send email to everyone and explain something. But that was not exactly happened that I have to remind him everything. I am the one who played the role, who took the iniatitive by contacting the HR previously and suggested somebody else to take over my task.

 But unfortunately what has happened really humiliatwd me and I feel ..persecuted. I really sincere to help them and do not expect any payment but at least give me some consideration on what I have done for the past 3 weeks...went home late, didnt go out at all during weekend to make plan etc...Is it fair for me? And not only that someone got all the credit and payment even though he didnt do anything.

 He suggested to write an internal memo regarding my status. I just be firmed and rejected his suggestion. I asked for the memo from the administrative office. When he asked about the date and period...then only I knew that he didnt do anything about me even though we have discussed via whatsapp or phone. Tak faham ropenyer or sengaja tak nak buat.

 And today I sent an email to him and my boss regarding this issue and hoping for their consideration for many reason especially when it come to management procedure. This time around I ensure there is black and white and make sure they do understand my intention with clear explanation.

But the drawback now it seems that I am bad, demanding and be calculative. Once I sent the email to them, I sent whatsapp message to the boss as well to remind him about the emel. Guess what! He didnt reply my message 😭😭😭....Definitely I feel ashamed, humiliated, dissapointed and sad....macam terhegeh-hegeh dan hadap sangat dgn the position. Well..if they just ignoring me and denying my right now...so please remember the hereafter.

 OK..STOP.
STOP THINKING ABOUT IT
I will try to practise what DI did...to be grateful in advanced.
O..Allah...
I feel grateful for the boss and the officer read my email, understood my situation and make neccessary actions
 I feel grateful for getting the memo regarding my status as what it supposed to be from the administrative office this week.
I feel grateful that I can clear my name.

 I have done everything that I could to fight for my right and to avoid any issue in the future. At least I have no regret for trying. If thing still happened not as what I expected than I have to be strong, accept it, let it go and move on.



Thursday, August 3, 2017

Terkilan dalam Gembira

Begitulah my feeling since this afternoon.
Kejap pasrah, kejap sedih
Kejap lega, kejap tak puas hati
Bila hak saya dinafikan....
Lembu punya susu sapi dapat nama dan ganjaran
Maka jika benar ia berlaku...
Menjawablah dikemudian hari

For therapy kita shopping


Dan enjoy the sexy bathroom


and cooling and calming down soaking in the bath tub....





Percaya dan tast tu biar berpada-pada

Siapa ikut kdrama Queen of seven days?
Mesti dah naik menyampah with Lady Shin.

Masa dia kecik tiba2 dia tak mengaku, akibatnya si prince kena singkir kot.
Bila prince kembali, dia pi beritahu king yg memang nak prince mati.
Dah tau king tu kejam, tetap percaya dengan si King. Tapi degil tak ikut kata prince.
Terbaru...bila ada pemberontakan untuk guling kuasa king yg kejam, si prince suruh dia pi selamatkan parentsnya. Tapi dia pi ikut king bersiar waktu malam..
Parentsnya pun tak bertempat taat, dah orang tak benarkan keluar rumah, tetap nsk keluar jumpa king. Kan dah kena bunuh.
Akhirnya Prince jadi King, the old King kena desposed.
Lady Shin jadilah Queen.
Tapi dalam latest spoiler dia nak bunuh her husband the new king coz the death of her parents.
Tak cukup dengan itu dia pi lepaskan the old King.
Hmm...taat ke bebal πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜….

Yang aku sibuk bebel dah kenapa?
Tidurlah awal.
Esok nak out station 😁😁😁.
Tadi dah pulun clearkan yg serabut at master bedroom and guest room.
Then packing for tomorow.
Cuma belum susun stuff in working bag.
Alamak! I have yet to book the hotel.
Minyak tak sempat isi tadi.
Master card Bank Islam belum set pin
Visa card belum activate.
Kereta pun tak bersihkan and check.
Semoga semua urusan dipermudahkan dan dilancarkan perjalanan.

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Penghujung yang serabut

Bila hampir ke penghujung ni, macam2 pula yg perlu dibuat dan banyak yg tak siap lagi sama ada tak larat atau kerja baru datang tiba-tiba. Bilalah surat yg ditunggu nak tiba???

Pagi tadi terlibat with award nomination. Penat je haritu pening kepala buat penapisan dan pemilihan peringkat unit. Rupa-rupanya sistem boleh kira πŸ˜…. Anyway, I am quite happy since most of the top candidates come from our unit. Harap adalah peluang for the next stage.

Then baiki pakej for customer both in BM and English. Thing happened for a reason. Eloklah I tak buat lagi last week. Alih2 semalam ada new changes 😰. Fenin nak buat...byk mengelirukan. Second boss tiada, so minta tolong his assistsnt to make enquiry. Tengah serabut tu, my friend called. So off I went to pick up her, had lunch together, sent her home and meet her family even though I got piles of work .....

Balik sambung keroje tadi. Siap sepsruh...Panggil the new staff to check the package in case something missing or calculated wrongly. Macam biasa...she sometimes seems lost πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜….

Minta tolong juga the coordinator to make the year end plan so that I can check it tonite. Pulak tu we got new email from the officer...tambah keroje lagi. Cepat2 check calendar...hah kenalah buat mesyuarat segera and cari pihak luar 😭😭😭

Tu tak masuk nak booking space, booking hotel and plan for outstation ..

Balik...kita makan dulu...


So sat gi pulun ya
Kalau tak tidurlah
πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Monday, July 31, 2017

Dinner with banana fritters

Senang cerita pisang gorenglah kan 😁.


Cicah pulak dengan sambal kicap. Beli di Mydin jee...Now mode senak perut πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.

Harini punya cerita konon nak rehat-rehat di rumah. Alih-alih teringat ada appointment dengan customer. Amboi! Kemain dia I lewat sikit terus dia hantar mesej. Dia lewat banyak kali buat muka poyo 😠. Due to certain circumtances and her performances,  I just met her for 5 minutes and set another appointment at 4pm.

Then, I prepared reference letter for someone. Hish susah gak ya. Tiba2 tengkuk tegang, kaola berat and hidup tak selesa. Balik rehat.

Later at 4pm I met my customer again. Meletop lagi....Harituh dah suruh cari B, tapi pagi tadi hanya tunjuk B1 kot...tapi B2 mana? So suruh cari B2 for afternoon discussion. Tapi bila discuss just cakap je...tiada any bukti catatan pun. So hadap, tanda dan catatlah. Once done with reference letter I got back to her. La...pi tunjuk A1 pulak, B2 sikit dan C2..Ok..bagus juga A1. Tapi takkan hanya satu A1, mana yg lain? Mana A2? Nak asingkan pun terkial2....confirm A1 hanya satu. Ok...So I suruh buat work plan dan tunjuk contoh. Bila discuss pay attentionlah. Bila I Tanya semula dia nampak lost dan jawab lain or dia tanya semula perkara I dah cakap. Dah ler No notes taken, not even asking me to slow down if I am too fast. Hah! Kan dah kena amuk...not focus and did not show any effort 😠😠.

Musim haji 2017

Terkejut apabila dihubungi oleh rakan pada hari Sabtu yg beliau masih berada di Malaysia. Beliau dan ramai jemaah terkandas kerana masalah pelepasan visa. Memang tiada sebarang berita yg keluar mengenai isu ini. Bila saya membuat carian di internet, yang ada hanyalah komen pada FB Tabung Haji. Akhirnya semalam barulah ada kenyataan rasmi dari pihak LUTH. Pasti ada hikmah disebalik apa yg berlaku dan semoga semua pihak mengambil ikhtibar dari apa yang berlaku.

Semoga semua jemaah mendapat pelepasan visa, dilancarkan perjalanan, dipermudahkan urusan dan diberi kesihatan yg baik untuk menjalani ibadah serta mendapat haji yang mabrur.

Saturday, July 29, 2017

Plan for your future

My friend came to my office yesterday. Once done with the work discussion she told me she gonna attend a course about plants today. She has already planted 30 of that plants in her 7 acre land. It is part of her retirement plan in 8 years time other than producing fertiziler and contributing to charity. What else she wanna do...she is not into bussiness, she not into shopping and in 3-5 years time his sons may have finished study...I really impressed with her future plan. What about me? Any plan? Chit chatting with her is really a wake up call to me. I should start to have plan. If I want somwthing I should write it down and spesifically mention in my prayer like that famous blogger does. I really respect her with all that beneficial sharing.

Anyway...Then, I checked my trainee customer reports and sent my comments to them.

It has been a while that I had lunch together with friends. Normally I just ordered the delivery food and eat in the office or bought food and eat at my home. So, when suddenly I got the opportunity to had lunch with friends yesterday i really thankful and really enjoy it. I really miss all these. Last time we used to had morning break and lunch together.

Once back at the office, I checked a workshop paperwork. The problem with certain junior colleagues they have no respect towards their senior or superior. They just proceed on somwthing without any discussion or approval.

When it was already 5pm and my head felt heavy and I can feel tension at the back of my neck...Off I went home and having this cooling red velvet...


Sapi dapat nama

A friend gathered certain infos from the internet
And shared it in whatsapp group

I modified that infos
And added more infos from the internet
Posted in FB
with credit to that friend

Somebody took my fb post
Did not share it as my post
Nor credit to me
Mode...pasrah
And positif...
People wont take it if my post is not good πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.

Friday, July 28, 2017

Makcik kepochi

Tak fahamlah si kepochi sorang ni.

Kalau you borak dengan org lain from 9-11
Just cerita hal you je lah
Tagihlah simpati
Walaupun beribu nasihat dan sokongan
Tapi you tetap macam tu gak kan
Kenapa?
Sebab you melayan .....
Kalau dah begitu degil
Kenapa nak kecoh mengadu sana sini

Eh sukalah hati nak borak apakan
Tapi perlukah pi kecohkan masalah orang lain
Orang cerita dengan you
Sebab nak luahkan
Atas dasar percaya
Atas dasar you tu kawan or senior
Bukannya pi cerita dengan orang lain
Segala masalah yg you dah dengar
Segala masalah yg you kumpul
Masih tak insaf lagi ek
Apa yg seronoknya cerita pelbagai masalah org lain?
Orang itu dah kena tinggal dek husband?
Orang itu pula kena pukul dek husband?
Orang itu pulak husband takleh harap?
Takpelah kalau rasa simpati
Takpelah kalau sedar bahawa masalah mereka lebih berat dari masalah you
Tapi baguskah rasa gembira atas masalah mereka?

Satu lagi apahal you kecoh sangat pasal my post
Tak cukup dalam group
Di luar pun nak kecoh
Sesi hati ke hati ke you πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…?
Kalau I ni teruk sangat
You tu perfect sangatkah?
Awat tak cerita you demand macam2
Ganggu plan I walaupun dah diputuskan dalam mesyuarat?
Or kalau you nk sangat my post
awat tak calonkan diri?
Beri alasan pulak kan....
Cakap mmg senang
Tak berada tempat orang you mmg tak tahu
Kalau tak tahu hujung pangkal
Jangan tuduh macam2
Jangan ganggu my staf
My staff yg not highly educated macam you tu pun tau
I pun tak hingin dah
I pun tak laratlah πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…



Gas oh Gas

Nak buat ommelete for brekky
Keluarkan telur and cheese
Tapi gas habis 😭😭😭

Maka, reheat nasi himpit leftover jamuan raya ofis, leftover cekodok from tuesday meeting and tambah air ke kuah pecal...