Sunday, January 31, 2016

Crush front door

Siapa tonton Crush Next Door@104 last nite?
Walaupun dah tahap makcik ku tetap tonton jugak haha.
Terus mengimbau kenangan silam ketika aku stay di flat nearby USM.
Si jiran depan rumah selalu lah mengusik I. Mereka ni pelajar master di USM, aku pulak baru bergraduasi dan kerja di Bayan Lepas.
Sampai tak keruan bila balik kerja.
Malu dipanggil nama satu hal.
Segan dengan jiran lain pun iya.
Kadang bila aku jalan di bawah, memang kedengaran namaku dipanggil-panggil dari tingkat atas.

Bila I dah kurang malu, pernah kami berborak di pintu. I duduk depan pintu rumah I, dia duduk depan pintu rumah dia....Haha...what a memory? Memang boleh crush la...kiranya crush front door hahaha...But it just ended once I pindah tingkat bawah, dan tak pernah terserempak lagi dengan si jiran ni...

 After 6/7 years, tiba2 I teringatkan dia and searched his name in the internet....Owh dah jadi USM lecturer rupanya.....Now tak tahulah dia di mana...

Saturday, January 30, 2016

Nasi kerabu cendawan

Pernah dengar?
Pernah lihat?
Pernah makan?

On the way balik tadi, dah terasa-rasa ayam berempah dan nasi kerabu. Bila buka ...tiada ayam atau pilihan kedua-ikan....yang ada hanya solok lada yg tak diminta dan telur masin huhu. Redha je la....itulah rezeki untuk hari ini. To get the crispy and crunchy texture I just add fried mushroom haha....Sedap gak.

I bought several packs of nasi kerabu and several pieces of lepat pisang...Definitely I requested for discount. After knowing my intention, the hawker willing to reduce the price to RM4/pack and gave me free pieces of apam...

Even though I didnt manage to get discount for 20 packs of chicken rice yesterday, Alhamdulillah today I got discount for ricetowednesday :)))  and my friend gave me pasta for dinner.

Talking about food...reminds me of what happened yesterday. In the afternoon, I was told that a few people had talked about me in social media. But it was not fair because I am the only one who got the credit even though it involves many people. Suddenly it struck my mind on why am I doing all these? What is my pure intention? Sincerely wanna help? Assumming it as my responsibility? Wanna make people feel happy?expressing gratitude to Allah?  To get Allah blessing? Showing off? Or seeking for praise? In the evening, I feel disturbed the moment I saw the so called needy people got large and seems expensive handphone...Are they taking advantage on those who really wanna help??? Hmm..challenge in doing good deed.

Ok...enough about foodies and mumbling. Lets talk about financial and jewellery...yes jewellery...not so me huh...

Alhamdulillah, rezeki murah this month. I got my bonus, claim payment and payment as the co-author of the book. Even though not that much, as a momento of my first book I bought gold bracelet today after it has been in my list of thing to buy for few years.

All this while whenever I got extra money it was always the cross between replacing my missing bracelet or saving the money for future/ using it for something more important. Early this month, when I met my junior colleague at the bank she said that she thinking of buying a ring. That reminded me of my list of thing to buy. Whenever I am in the meeting, my colleagues bracelets never failed to caught my eyes. Yes...I want one too.

So I went for bracelet hunting.

Penat dok menjejak 4 kedai. My budget for the bracelet around RM2K only. But my criteria seems like I got RM4k haha....must be simple and narrow, heavy and resembles to my lost bracelet. The first outlet got the bracelet that similar to the missing one but not that heavy and longer bracelet can't be cut. The second outlet got 4 bracelets that caught my attention. But the first one is way out of my budget...14plus gm for around RM2800. While the others are lights and the design not really suited to my liking. The third one has no bracelet that attracted me. Finally, the last outlet got two bracelets that almost fullfill my criteria. Even though one of them quite similar to my missing bracelet, the weight is only 1/3 of it....sixteen years back I bought the heavy bracelet for around RM1500 only after exchanging it with my poh kong bracelet. Whatever it is MISSION ACCOMPLISED.

Monday, January 25, 2016


Yes...despite my hectic schedule and various food post, I have been sick for over a month.

After nearly a week on and off sick, on 28 dec 2015 I went to a clinic and got these medications
  • Pink antibiotic-tab.erythromycin ethyl succinate 400mg
  • Ubat kahak-bromhexine 8mg
  • Lozenges
  • Ubat batuk

Since there was not any sign that I am getting better,  on 8 jan 2016 I decided to go and see the doctor again, to get advice on second opinion as well as referral letter to see the specialist. This time I got stronger antibiotics-cefuroxime (zinnat) 250gm and oral-dex.

The latest visit to another clinic was on 23 jan 2016. Yes...the doc seems to suspect it is something to do with...the same verdict from my google doctor here hahaha...Here are the list of medication

For stomachache

For gasesous

For bloated

For Allergic

Supplements- vit C and protein drinks.

I spent more than RM3++ for all these, really hope that I will get better and healthy. InsyaAllah...

Sunday, January 24, 2016

Kerja dan makan seminggu

Panjangnya entry...jenuh type...
Dah type since isnin, tp tak terpost.
So today lengkapkan...jadilah my diary seminggu haha....

It was a hectic and exhausting day.
I got two important meeting and appointment with customers at the same time.
How would I divide myself into three?
Or is there any human clone technology?
I have no choice but need to ask favors from colleagues to be by representative at the two meeting. Wherever I was available I put an effort to attend the first meeting
The drawback was I missed certain important points.
What a relief once we waived good bye to the guest by afternoon.
Again I felt relieve once I got all the five suggestions for the short courses and sent them to the second boss.

Once back at home, I just reheat the leftover food from the meeting

-mcm biasa 8-1pm mmg bz
-2.30-meeting on junior customer performance. Weird when people thot I knew everything. Hmm who is senior staff? Me or you. It was very annoying when people did not pay attention to the presentation/discussion and busy talking to each other, busy with handphones or busy eating even though it was not the time yet.
-4++- sending enquiry to the relevant party when one of the course was not displayed.
-6.30 meeting with super junior customer.  I got a shock after another listening to what he said. Yes, he is so frank when talking to me.

- for dinner

-10am- appointment with super junior customer about collaboration on charity work. I am not satiafied with their suggestion. Next discussion on one of their group member. Explanation from their side. Manage to discover what are the problem with their group....macam bagus, suka masuk campur and want to do everything.
-10++- sending email to relevant party asking about the evaluation not according to the criteria.
- finally i got a lil free time in the afternoon to collect my referral letter. And definitely I wont miss the chance to buy my favourite ricetowednesday hahaha....

- a bit annoyed when certain people didnt listen to simple instruction, buat2 tak faham dan manja. Dah warning baru tau takut haha
-next-prepared document for new coming customer and sent it for cofirmation by my junior colleague
-2.30 -mtg regarding material for senior customer
-3pm-club mtg. Hmm..really dissapointed when people made decision without even consult me. They never listen to me. Last time they just ignored my suggestion about involving many people in the program, now they complained that the same group of people have to run the program.Even more upset when the senior colleague mocked me about just being the dummy.

-3.30-rushed to exec senior customer meeting. The boss took this chance to discuss about junior customer part time job and  seemed a bit annoyed to those who just think about money rather than quality. Luckily he knew I was not involved in the task distribution. So actually that was meant for people in charge.
-4.30-mtg with two colleagues about the review of program for senior customer. Definitely it gonna be easy if we involve certain commitee member and junior colleagues.
-6pm- sent email to relevant party about the workshop on the review.
-quickly submit the evaluation knowing that it way out of the criteria, but what choice do I get??
I had enough of the day....I need a about going to town....just have a look and buying somethin

-hmm how about buying notebook and stationery...Terasa mcm cikgu sekolah pula sibuk membeli all that stuff and berebut2 bersama mereka hehe...

I bought these for dinner

I have already felt the juicy drummet in my mouth. Hmm...really dissapointing moment once I discovered that the drummets were no where to be found in the plastic bag at home...hah...tak pasal2 ada delivery even though for one item only hehehe...

- happy to see another two people
contributed to our charity project.
-happy to hear that someone else do the same project see...once someone started, it will inspire others to do the same....
- modify document for customer evaluation
- noon- a bit annoyed when someone made an announcement in the FB without discussing it with me or our unit first. If you want my post, just take it.
-2.30 pm senior colleague requested to change task with others. Layan kan je. Malas nak bersoal jawab.
- a bit dissapointed knowing that I cant make any change in the system. To make matter worst, the person inncharge is not available, so have to settle it on the next day.
-4pm- done with customer evaluation document and sent it to the coordinator for further action.
-mtg with super junior customer.
-post an announcement in facebook for them regarding verification and registration
- final update for the documents for new customer
- 6.20pm- sent it to the second boss.
- a bit surprise to see when people not really in need didnt know the limit that I have to tell their head to warn them. But later I feel guilty coz "takkan orang jadi miskin kerana bersedekah". Come to think about that, it is not about worrying about the often empty stock or huge daily cost but is about educating people to be moderate and let other people to be the priority.

- pagi ada bengkel. Konon nak cari bahan, tapi sibuklah provide info utk orang. As a result, I couldnt complete my work.
- Nearly lunch hour the boss called me to come and see him. Memang nervous everytime boss nk jumpa. Lega once I knew it just about ommiting something from the list. Need to discuss it wih my colleagues otherwise it gonna be havoc if we didnt let them know. So just sent them email and whatsapp message.
- lunch hour-surf the internet for comparing something
- 3-5pm- meeting on junior customer evaluation. Hmm the boss again raised up the issue on the quantity vs quality and about the fair issue.
-my staff told me he wont be able to photocopy the super junior customer documents due to probs with the machine. Too  tired to think about it.
- proceed with the internet surfing.
-5++ - I got an email. Alhamdulillah I got nearly RM1k payment. Tak pasti untuk apa. Yg ptg rezeki jgn ditolak.
-6+++ balik heavy dinner coz today was about noodle, bihun for brekky-laksa for lunch-fried noodle for tea break

- brisk walking
- rest n juara parodi
- lunch with tuesday leftover food
- noon- OMG- I cant wear my two new blouses. Ketat di perut and vontot ....
- 2pm -appointment with customers. So funny when about one hour after that someone said that her place seems like being attack by garuda and everything was clear in 30mins haha...the most important thing we are happy to see people happy.
- 4pm- isi minyak, too early to buy my favourite burger, then off I went to town. As I was about to walk to cendol stall, suddenly I turned back and walked to the clinic instead. Have to wait for more than 30 mins before the doc wanna see me. We talked for about one hour...As a result I have to pay around RM300 for the medication and supplements. For dinner I had fried rice, lamb and dragon fruit+mango juice

Sunday, January 17, 2016

Hujung minggu intuk makan, mengemas dan mendeko

Semalam teringin nak makan kepchi, tapi terlajak membeli

Harini tak lunch, after having corn fritters for tea break tiba-tiba kereta ku bawa membeli ....

Semalam sibuk mengemas rumah, mendeko ruang di tempat kerja dan mengedit projek untuk customer.

Harini sibuk sambung tugas mendeko, menyiapkan tugasan semalam, mengemas ofis sambil emel update info staf bakal berhenti dan cari info pasal my previous journal articles.

Balik....rehat la.
Malam...macam2 yg mengejutkan berlaku...
when somebody finally open her sealed mouth, when somebody seems so busy body,
when somebody looks really different

Bosan lahai mentor milenia
Jom tido...

Satu jam gi, tolonglah bangun ya
Have to prepare many things and must be submitted tommorow....

Rashid masuk Buletin Utama

Jadilah seperti Rashid.
Tiba-tiba menjadi viral di media sosial minggu lepas.
Nak tahu SIAPA Rashid????
Tontonlah Buletin Utama malam ini!!!
Hmmm sejak bila sesuatu gurauan menjadi BERITA???
Bukankah isu BAUKSIT patut menjadi Berita Utama?
Tak pun isu keselamatan rentetan serangan di Indonesia???

Thursday, January 14, 2016

Susahnya nak buat baik

Kalau tak mahu terlibat
Janganlah ganggu emosi orang yang bersemangat

Kalau tak mahu beri sumbangan
Janganlah pertikai kriteria pemilihan

Kalau tak tahu kisah tersirat
Janganlah tuduh orang tak pandai berjimat

Kalau betul kiraan data
Kenapa masih ramai yang meminta

Biarlah apa orang nak kata
Kita teruskan usaha kita

Masing-masing punya cara
Kami gembira bila orang gembira


Update 15/1/2016

Kalau diajak turut serta
Mohonlah beri respons, sorang sibuk, ada lagi dua

Kalau setuju turut serta
Berilah cadangan juga
Bukan terus fikir naikkan nama
Walaupun sumbangan tiada

Kalau tidak larat untuk membantu
Carilah pengganti dan bukan buat orang tunggu

Kalau betul memerlukan
Tulang itu perlu diringankan
Bukan harap semua disuapkan

Kalau orang dah hubungi
Respon perlu diberi
Bukan buat orang tunggu hingga petang hari
Jika tidak memerlukan lagi
Sila undur diri

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Hangat-hangat tahi ayam

Let's us briswalking.....

Tu dia, semangat sampai tercabut tapak.....

Padahal, dah lama tak guna....mereputlah tuh hahaha....

Done with the 45 mins briskwalking, time for brekky.....

So, tang mana nak healthy life style nya....
Konon nak buat ekstra kerja dengan bersihkan porch, tapi balik rumah tengok my part time cleaner dok mop porch hehe....

Then lunch nasi kerabu

Next banana fritters at 2pm

Confirmlah hangat-hangat tahi ayam misi menyahkan lemak.

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Sabtu hari merayu

Tu my special brekky, apple slices n kepok lekor.
Weird combination but acceptable.
Big brekky after pleading and annoying session...

Pagi-pagi lagi sudah dihubungi oleh liason officer to make sure that my colleagues attend the panel evaluation. Tak cukup dengan itu, the boss reminded me to do so. Terpaksalah I buat friendly reminder via whatsapp group.

Masalahnya, mereka ini hanya senyap dan buat tak tahu. Kalau yg jawab pun, pelbagai alasan diberi. Terpaksalah I  hantar sms juga kot la tiada internet connection. Lepas tu barulah beberapa kerat replied in whatsapp. Yang lain terus senyap. Rasa macam peminta sedekah merayu-rayu huhuhu....

Semakin title tinggi
Semakin gaji besar
Semakin tak peduli
Semakin pentingkan diri
Tak mahu beri kerjasama
Tak mau jaga nama baik employer

Gaji berbelas ribu
Tapi mengamuk apabila tidak diberi tugas berbayar

Sanggup datang weekend utk tugas berbayar
Tapi diam membisu utk penilaian

Sanggup fly sana sini demi part time job
Tapi abaikan tugas utama

Friday, January 8, 2016

Off Day = Work day

Sebelum sakit mata baca my bebelan, meh cuci mata dgn my new charm and safety chain...

Semasa pilih, hati berbunga-bunga. Semasa membayar,  rasa nak ketuk kapla. Sebab tu nak beli pizza pun kena korek tabung hahaha...That reminds me of biar pape asal bergaye. Apalah sangat pandora charms compared to tiara Datoserivida yg beratus ribu tukan...Dia tunjuk, sebab permintaan astro...I tunjuk sebab nak menunjuk...opps simpan memori ini...

I am on leave for two days as I am not feeling well. However, I am still doing my work at home this morning. I updated the documents for the external evaluator from 8am to 11.20am. However, due to internet connection problem I couldn't send the documents to my colleague nor update the senior customer progress in the system.

Then, off I went to the clinic in the afternoon. Eventhough I arrived 10 minutes before lunch break, I was touched by the staff at the counter kindness and effort to convince the doctor to see me. Otherwise, I have to comeback after 2.30pm.

Next...Since I have an appointment with my senior customer at 3pm,  I drove to my office rather than went back home. Alhamdulillah, I managed to settle everything that was postponed in the morning. After 2 pm, I anxiously prepared the material for the here and there, surfed the internet and updated the material...Guess what!!! The customer was late...yes!!! 30 mins late grrrrrr.  I can't believe that we had the discussion from 3.30 to 6pm. Or should I say that it was just me who did all the talking most of the time. Before going home, I just checked my email with the hope that no more new my dream huhuhu. I need to go thru the paperwork prepared by my senior colleague. Then, I was in panic mode when I can't find my junior customer first evaluation. As a result, I left the office around 6.40pm....So, there goes my off day which definitely has no difference to my work day.

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

Korek Tabung

Semalam call pizza delivery, dah select menu baru teringat duit dlm purse tinggal RM1. Dengan malunya, terpaksa cancel order. Korek2 purse memang lansung takde duit kertas huhu. Dalam poket handbag pun tiada. Tiba2 teringat ada sampul duit raya dalam handbag. Tapi ada RM15 je mana cukup....Tak boleh sabar walaupun sehari coz dah terasa pizza in my mouth. Naik ke bilik nmpk sampul duit raya, tapi kosong huhuhu....

Lantas teringat duit tabung. Alhamdulillah ada duit kertas....

Yeay ada RM42.

Maka buatlah panggilan, semestinya my usual order with add on chicken wing.
Ok cancel chicken wing....
Tak kuasa nak pi kira duit syiling pula.
Setakat 15 keping duit RM1 pun delivery guy dah pening, inikan pula coins...

Tengok tu dapat free banana kaya...frequent customer kan hehe....

Perlu makan pizza as therapy for very stressful day...

Pagi ...
kalut nk p meeting audit,  tetiba ramai customers nk minta sokongan. Bila p bilik mtg, rupanya ada slot pratonton video...huh..really dissapointing, seems like amatur work. Then, kalut dgn urusan dan mtg audit. Jenuh nak buat pengesahan pengumpulan dokumen.

Balik ofis di kala kalut menaip borang utk edaran, datang pula customer yg sama. Adoi...saja nak beramah mesra lah tu...tak faham2 juga walaupun I sedang busy. Dah siap borang, sent it via email to all colleague requesting for any program suggestion. Ada pula yg suggest sebaiknya buat mtg. Once we set the time and date for the mtg, the boss instructed us to submit the suggestion ASAP. Finally we decided to held the meeting at very early hour today.

- update material for customers
- really annoyed with panggilan orang yg konon nk minta ihsan kita tapi very pushy ...better be ignored
- asked the clerk to test colleagues evaluation.unfortunately it seems that the system cant update the new info.
- sent email to those in charge to solve that problem
- Sebelum balik capture gambar building utk projek customer.

-rehat2 dan searching for additional material
-at about 11pm someone in WA group reminding us to submit the requested suggestion...orang nak tido la..esok je la.
-a few minutes before 12, someone from other unit replied that she just sent the requested suggestion.
- as a result, I have to stay up till 2.30am to make few suggestions. Hmm...totally had no idea how she managed to prepare the suggestions just in 15 mins whereas me took nearly 3 hours to did so.
- as a result it was difficult for me to sleep at nearly 3am, in fact I kept awake for every 30 mins.....

Saturday, January 2, 2016

Lontong dan kimchi

Semalam I menikmati mamee lontong+kimchi untuk makan tengahari

Sedap you..gabungan lontong yg lemak dan kimchi yg masin masam. Lepas tu padan muka, sakit kepala gara2 MSG.

Untuk hari ini pula I  masak apa yg ada dalam fridge sahaja. Fried soft taufoo dituang kicap dan ditabur fried garlic. Then, I had these bought food for dinner.

Ada juga MSG lah tu coz now I sakit kepala.

Friday, January 1, 2016

Happy New Year

Azam tahun baru saya adalah untuk menjadi lebih kuat melaksanakan azam tahun 2015 yang tidak tercapai....Maka, di sini I beri je link azam tahun lepas....
azam tahun 2015

Memang banyak yang tak tercapai, makin terus pun ada. Misalnya my weight lose plan became the opposite. I put on weight instead to 53kg huhuhu....