Sad and Unsatisfying Ending

Snowdrop....

Who follow this kdrama?

Last month asyik keluar di IG

Tertarik utk tonton

Tapi ada terbaca ada pihak yg protes drama ini

And cuba untuk hentikan tayangan

But biasalah kejap nak tengok

Kejap tak nak

Di youtube pastilah tiada yg complete

Memang ada pilihan utk tgk at certain k-drama website

Tapi mcm kena download apatah

After all ikut kebiasaan terdahulu byk iklan

Promo di astro pun ada

Tapi dalam disney hotstar

Tapi I dah terlepas tarikh utk activate

So biarlah je la...

Tiba2 I dapat mesej dari astro on saturday 22 jan

Kata i belum activate that free package

Benda free jgn ditolak 😅

Bila tgk package ni biasa je

Ada movie+drama lama+baru

But pastilah pilihan yg sikit saja

Whateverlah...

Yg penting boleh tonton yg nk ditonton

Maka, last weekend bermarathonlah I menonton

Sehinggalah cuti thaipusam till ep 13

Lepas tu padan muka tertunggu ep 14

Hari sabtu 29 jan my schedule was packed

Apalagi hadap customerlah 😅

10.30am-2pm

4-6.20pm

8.30-11.20pm

So 30 jan pagi baru dapat tonton ep 14

Tertunggu2 lah ep15

Only dah nearly midnite baru ada ep15.

Bila habisnya je tonton on 31 jan 1.30am

Eh...ep16 dah ada....

Maka, at 3am tamatlah sudah my new addiction

Walaupun expected ending

But still sad and unsatisfying ending

This feeling just like watching ...

the ending of Scarlet Heart and The Red Sleeve

#BDP01022022

RM1

Petang khamis 27 jan 2022

Setelah selesai masukkan plastik sampah dalam tong sampah di luar

I ternampak duit di atas rumput 

Confirmlah tak berani nak ambil

Coz di atas rumput depan rumah jiran

Walaupun hanya sebelah my tong sampah

Lagipun ada baca 2 months ago

Macam orang nak sihir ke apatah

Lagipun RM 1 je...

Entah2 duit budak sekolah cicir ke

Takpun org TNB etc...

So bila nak pi kerja

Kalut dah lewat

Pandu kereta keluar 

Nampak org dok potong rumput area situ

Terfikir agak2 dia nampak tak RM1 tu

Elok je I toleh semula mmg nampak dia ambil duit tu 😅

Selamba je lipat and masuk kocek

Kot la nak tanya duit I ke 🤣🤣🤣...

But anyway rezeki bangla rupanya...

#BDP01022022

Is feeling grateful a test?

Last nite I saw an FB post

Someone felt upset 

and stress dealing with a bossy colleague.

It is good for her to reverse that bad feeling 

to the positive one

By trying to understand if she was in her colleague shoes

and by being grateful with what she has

Her complete life ...

In compared to her colleague...

No children

No husband

No family

No friend

Alone and lonely

But for me 

by listing what the colleague does not has

IN THE SOCIAL MEDIA

and receiving the comment from others

who added more salt to wound

is not COOL

Double blow to this so called uncomplete life people

Maybe certain people can take it openly

And positively

But please remember

Not all people can easily accept it

You see...

By trying to reflect herself in the social media

She forgot that she would hurt the feeling

of those who in the similar shoes as her colleague...

Even worse...feeling down...

Life is a test.....

A test for those who has uncomplete life

As well as those who has COMPLETE life...

New Year

Happy New Year 🎉🎉

I have yet to list down my new year resolution

But I guess the main one

Definitely to achieve my previous years resolution 😅🤦‍♀️😁

But one thing that made me SENTAP last Friday kot

Listening to IKIM radio while on my way to work

BILA DAH ADA LADANG PAHALA 

KENAPA TAK DIUSAHAKAN

MELAINKAN KITA LEMAH DAN MALAS UNTUK BERAMAL

Insaflah sekejap.

Tapi on New Year almost seharian buat benda merepek and membuang masa 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Antaranya pi marathon menonton kdrama

The Red Sleeve...ep 1-7

Padahal boleh je agak jalan cerita awal

Semasa first time tiba2 tertengok ep 11 few weeks ago...

Nak sedapkan hati ada jugaklah dalam 3 jam

I semak dokumen customer

And mengejar customers...

Oklah nk sambung sat ep 8 pulak

Then nak semak dokumen 2 customers yg paling liat 😅

Isi two main documents for next week

Write the FAQ for another document

Yg penting kemas rumah, lipat timbunan kain dan handwash delicate clothes

So tang mana weekend itu utk berehat?

Maybe certain people do not understand our nature of work

Definitely never ending work

If we did not continue doing it

By staying up late at nite

Or during weekend 

We will be in trouble

No mercy if we passed the deadline

Bila orang tanya

Tak balik kg ke

Kita kata taklah

Banyak kerja

Tiba2 orang kata nak datang rumah

So kita pun minta maaf

Dan cakap kita busy

Ingatkan faham

Tapi org kata sekejap je

Dah dapat tandatangan dia balik

Adoilah

Tak larat nak explain

I serabut

I tak larat

Not in the mood to meet people

Kerja banyak

Rumah bersepah

Tapi terfikir juga

Kenapa bersusah nak drive 2 jam

Semata2 utk cari I

Punyalah ramai saudara mara lain

yg dekat2 dan hebat2

Yang selalu pi bercuti bersama

Kenapa tiba2 cari I? 😅

Lagipun we are not that close

She is closer to my cousins 

Even to the cousins of that cousins 

Bukan tak mau tolong

Cuma not the right time

Lagipun byk option lain

Bila kembali WFO

Makin teruk my performance

So slow

Tak larat

Forgetful

And I notice I forgot most of my colleagues' and main office phone extension numbers 😅😅😅

The worse when I wanna call a customer

So I found his phone number in email and called him

Guess what my office phone suddenly ringing

See I even forgot my phone numbers

🤦‍♀️😅🤣🤣🤣🤣