Pengubat Hati Di Aidil Adha

Eid mubarak...

Alhamdulillah diberi kesempatan untuk menyambut Hari Raya Aidil Adha

So my mum cooked chicken curry

My sister ordered 1.2kg beef rendang +peanut sauce

And I bought ketupat palas+beef floss

Even though my initial plan not to balik kampung

Due to piles of works

But family is no 1

However as expected kinda boring day

Without the kids 

I came back home early to meet the kids

Before they left

Sempatlah pi beli corn dog Family mart

Lepak di Tealive menikmati smoothies

Dan pi playground

My friday kinda gone wasted

Plan to focus on checking the document

But only check 1/5 of it

And the rest more to sleeping if not focusing on my mobile phone 🤦‍♀️

On saturday morning

I went to buy brekky

Hmm...nasi lemak 3 -RM6

Sambal kerang utk 2 org makan-RM8

Rendang daging "- RM10

Quite pricey...

But bayau je la

Then I cleaned our living room+second family area

Jenuh...pi bersihkan tahi cicak

Sapu dan mop

So tengahari tu keletihan

Around 3pm I went to Aeon

I had churros and nachos for afternoon tea break

I bought these

And these

As a heart broken healer...

I just realised my precious CK missing as I wanna sleep on 5th of July

At first I just calm

I just thot that I dropped it somewhere in my home

I tried to search it 

And cleared a lil bit of my messy family area

The next day ...

I searched everywhere thoroughly in my home

Either upstairs or downstairs

Even in the bathroom

Either in the Piles of dirty laundry,

in the washing net

Or unfolded cleaned clothes

As far as I remembered 

I did the handwashing on sunday and monday nite

I had stomache on tuesday dawn 

Due to that I had to go to the toilet several times

So I checked

The water holes at my bathroom

I had difficulty to lift the main hole slab

But after a few attempts I managed to do so

However I really afraid to lift the metal cover

Because it kinda rusty n macam reput

Moreover I am afraid in case there is any reptiles or any living things in the dark main hole

In addition definitely it really gross to see my own sewages if they are still there 😅

Strange..that main hole cover suppose to be

Heavy steel and ada cangkuk

But this one seems like aluminium nipis dan tiada cangkuk...

Hmm...did the previous renovation contractor took and sold it?

I went everywhere

**at the cafe that I went on tuesday

Look thoroughly at the parking lot and

Asked the cafe staff

**At my unit office

**At my own office

**at the department office

**at my office parking lot

**at the cafe that I went on monday

**at the herbs shop

**at the stationery shop

I made many phone call 

**security

**second cafe management office

**my colleagues

I even sent whatsapp to the restaurant in town that I went on monday evening

But no one found it...

This really made me upset 😭😭😭

My colleague said who wanna return the gold item?

The only place that I did not go is JnT

Coz I was rushing to go back to my home town

To avoid traffic jam

I went there on friday the week before

But I wonder why they did not pick up the call

The most regretful ...

I knew it has the loose clip

But still wore it

Moreover this was the second time it happened to me

Just like I never learnt 🤦‍♀️😢😰

No matter what

I still hope that I can find my precious piece

I have asked my friend and my cousin who is now the hajj pilgrims to pray for me as well...

Zombie life

For the past few weeks

I guess I was living like a zombie

All concerning my work

Dealing with many types of customers

Rushing to deadlines

Outstation etc

To make matter worst due to my perfectionist personality 🤦‍♀️

Regardless of long list of things to do

And around the corner deadlines

Confusion of which task to complete first

Suddenly I went for hybernation last weekend

Doing nothing except eating and watching kdrama Eve 🤦‍♀️😅

But on monday morning 

I became so worried with the piles of tasks

And almost did not want to wake up.

But, finally I overcame it

When I arrived at work 

Again I did not know which task that I should do first....

But when it comes to gossipinh and  food laju pulak 🤣.

My colleague told me that she made me as the example to justify her concern during a meeting

However I was kinda annoy 

When certain of what she listed concerning me

Was Not really true

And may lead to misinterpreted by others

But...thing has passed

Couldn't be rewind

So I have to train myself 

Not to overthinking

And let go of things that I can't control

So i bought the following food for lunch

Nasi campur lauk asam pedas ikan+bende goreng+taugeh+sambal belacan

And jambu+asam kawan belanja

Unfortunately around 2pm

One of the organizer for the external workshop

complained that I did not complete my claim form

and did not provide my ID photocopy and payroll slip 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Once settled with this claim thingy

I have to check my junior customers task

Dah komen dan ada contoh pun salah 😡😅

Sabau je la

Then I was so shocked to see my attendance record

Not again ...

The outstation was not recorded

Not enough working hours etc...

Maybe due to system error my reasons were not submitted 

I went to town to buy stationery, food for dinner and raya cookies

Unfortunately, only the banner of raya cookies still available 🤣🤣🤣

And the stationery shop closed early

I had a small bowl of soto+a quarter plate of nasi goreng+laici kang for dinner

Unfortunately, around 3-4am I got stomache

And went to the toilet several times

Today I had mcd pie apple for brekky

And this food for lunch

Unfortunately...I had stomache again atound 8pm 

What is wrong with me?

I was afraid to had dinner

But I was so hungry

I ended up having 2 packets of biscuits+hot peaches tea

High calorie but not satisfying my hunger 🤦‍♀️😅

This one whole day

I was kinda had mental block

while checking and editing my jaws customer's document

I only submitted the latest version to her at about 9.50pm

Kinda dissapointed when certain people just doing their work rushingly and not properly

Additionaly, when she hardly listen to my suggestion 

I wonder how can she do something that require at least a month in just one day