When it come back

I need to take this again last nite

I noticed my shortness of breath came back on wednesday night.
But I just ignored it.
However it became worse on Thursday morning.
Shortness of breath, something seems like stuck at my throat or like choking that I need to cough to release it.
I just thought this is due to allergic reaction to anchovies and sardines.
But my friend reminded me about my past symptom for gastric and stress.
When I was at work it seems better.
But last nite and this morning it came again.
And definitely during my meeting with customer this morning and tonite.

Yup....due to stress and improper eating time.
Why???
Monday when my colleague ignore my instruction
Tuesday when I am packed with courses in the morning and managing the evaluation set for customer while my colleagues came in and out from my office asking everything  and later prepare documents for our workshop.
Wednesday when I joined the workshop and key in data and have to rush for very important meeting. And came back to join the workshop. Seriously I am really worried about that meeting when it concern an issue of my colleague with outsider 😭😭😭.
Thursday chasing my colleagues to submit docs and the diva just ignored my messages. And afternoon went to bank etc n attended a meeting to set proper work schedule for senior customer courses...the cross between request from one colleague and another colleague who just want what she wants...no compromise,discussed with the third boss regarding wednesday issue.

Sekali sekala

Ok dah luah.
Dah lega....
Sedapnya dapat makan maggi curry for brekky kan

Mimpi ler...
Stok dah habis
Tu gmbr last weekend.

Thank you very much

Thank you very much
for not following my instruction.
You know we got program and you chose not to come.
All this while we always consider your application.
So when we really IN NEED you chose to ignore us.
It shows how irresponsible and direspectful you are.

Thank you very much
For put in difficult situation
The frustation of dealing with colleague like you
And the sympathy to others who have to settle your part.
Where is the fairness in managing a unit?
Letting someone escape
And burdening others

Thank you very much
for burdening other people.
All of us struggling here
And you enjoying your one week getaway
It shows how selfish and stubborn you are.
ATTITUDE problem.
And guess what
Someone else is following you.
Worse
She chose to ignore me in front of others

ARE YOU HAPPY DURING YOUR GETAWAY?
ARE YOU HAPPY TREATING ME LIKE THIS?
ARE YOU HAPPY LETTING OTHERS DO YOUR WORK?

IF ONE DAY YOU NEED ME
IF ONE DAY YOU NEED US
WHAT WILL YOU DO?????

STOP BUYING OK!!!!

Semalam clearkan peti sejuk
Rasa nak nangis

Semua dah expired
Mint cadbury tu di airport mahalkan
Around RM29
Terkilan sangat
Itulah bila masukkan dalam bekas bertutup selalu terlupa.

Hari ni nak brekky
Cari kopi dah habis
Belek2 kitchen drawer
Jumpa

Pun expired 😭😭😭
Memang lupa nak ambil Ephyra
Haritu stop sekejsp coz I minum kopi directly after ambil Ephyra...
Suppose ada selang masa 1-2 hours to make it effective supplement.
Ephyra tu RM197/30 sachet.
So RM6.57/one sachet...rugi RM45.97 😭😭😭

Memang rasa menyesal sangat
I banyak membazir lately
Kalau makan/guna takpe
Ni tidak
Especially food and clothes

Beli coklat terlupa makan
Beli supplement pun lupa ambil
Luckily makanan yg dimasak yg dibeli kalau ada leftover I tak lupa

Beli baju tak selesa
Letak tepi
Tapi at least boleh beri pd org lain
Penyudahnya ulang pakai baju lama

So for 3 months
Sila puasa beli coklat/suplement/clothes.
Faham!!!

Psst...hari ni mandom jugak mcm semlm n kelmarin
Hanya gerak utk sapu downstair and machine/hand washing.
Takde mood nk kuar
Tapi dlm fridge hanya ada 2 keping cheese chicken nugget.
Maka terjadilah aglio olia with chicken slices 😅

The trip

What do you feel if you were on your way to airport, you suddenly realised that you forgot to bring your passport?

What do you feel if like a miracle you found your passport in your handbag but you did not get a nerve to check the expiry date?

And what do you feel in that chaotic moment you suddenly thought of visa that have yet to be applied?
Eh nak pi UK perlu visa ke? Rasa macam perlu...bukan macam NZ. How? So many things to think in that crucial moment...

And what do you feel when you managed to go through everything regardless so many doubt and obstacles?

And what do you feel when you are on the airport transport to the plane.....and your memory is up to that moment ????

Ok....ok....tak suka mimpi separuh ni tau. Awatlah mimpinya tak sampai Heathrow airport...then tgk Big Ben, dan esok berboxing day 😂😂😂😂. Tu la lenkali jgn tgk org lain tayang gambar shopping di Bicester village 😭😭😭.

Eh! Good morning everyone....
Jom brekky waffle...

Tapi sebelum tu dah menghadap

Banana fritters to leftover ya.
Hidup jangan membazir....
Tak membazir or kedekut 😅😅😅

Dah la tu...
Jgn sibuk berblog dan tonton christmas movie
Pilah kemas rumah
Basuh baju
Siapkan office work
Dan buat budget tahun depan !!!

Mengidam nasi vanggey

Bila tau ada 3 hari cuti, mood cuti tu lain macam. Liat betul nk bangun, nak kemas rumah etc. Seriously, my house is really in mess from downstair to upstair. Tapi bila bangun setakat cuci toilet je...then terbang ke korea dan berenang di lautan biru pula ... fahamkah 😂😂😂.

Tiba-tiba teringin nasi Vanggey Ipoh. Google sana sini...tapi idoklah pi Ipohnya. Pi beli nearby my house je...ada ayam goreng merah, kari telur ikan+bendi dan kuah campur....

Licin you...walaupun having lunch at 4.30pm 😂😂. Lunch or tea break???

Aku dan Cel###

Mula2 ambil plan first gold- 10GB for RM80
Tapi tak cukup.
So, Ogos16 ambil plan first platinum-20GB for RM150

Tapi, hujung okt16
😠😠😠😠
Plan first gold tukar ke 20GB
Plan first plantinum tukar ke 60GB
😠😠😠😠
I nak buat apa sampai 60GB?
Boleh carry forward 3GB je....
Rugilah RM70x12=RM840/YEAR.

Hari ini bila bayar bil terfikir nak tukar plan
Rugilah bayar mahal for unused data
Hmmm nk yg mana????
First gold-20GB, RM80
First gold plus-40GB, RM98
First platinum-60GB, RM150

Ambil 20GB takut tak cukup 😅😅
Better ambil 40GB
HMM....manusia tak pernah puas.

So bayar RM103 for RM98 plan.
Ambil resit dan blah
Masuk kereta dapat panggilan
Katanya silap
Check resit
I bayar untuk plan RM98
Tapi pada resit RM80
Pi celcom agent outlet
Staff nk pulangkan duit
Dan suruh I tukar plan after a month
Itu syaratnya kalau nak tukar plan
NO!!! Why I have to do that?
It was not my fault.
I want RM98 plan, not RM80
Buat muka bengang
Suara tegas
Tak berganjak
Dont ever mess with me
Fight for my right
Tiba-tiba...
Oklah saya buat
Eh!!! Boleh pulak tukar plan yg sepatutnyakan
Walaupun tak sampai sebulan 😂😂😂.

Sabar sabar

Well...it easier for you to say that
You are not the one who have to face it
In fact you are the one who mess my work
The first time is considerable
But not the second time

Last june we have to rearrange our work distribution
Due to their carelessness
So to settle it in one go
We asked them to make thorough check
We have reminded them not to repeat it again

Guess what...
Today they did it again 😠😠😠
It easier to give suggestions
Check the similarity
Or just use the similar one
Yes!!!
We can do that
But definitely
Once again we have make another work plan

The most irritating
Their customer is only a few compared to us
Is it so hard to monitor
If they want to make a new plan
Why not just in their unit?
Why involve our unit?
When we argue this
They said it their customer decision
Come on...
When we told them that they should be firm
They answered it is due to something else
Hello....
That something is also due to their carelessness for not checking properly
The most annoying
They did not admit their mistake
Did not feel guilty
Not even apologise
Hmm...they even gave synical comment for another discussion
Tak mau la gaduh2....

Ok dont worry
Be calm....
Biarlah orang nak buat apa
Biarlah orang menyusahkan kita
Biarlah orang aniaya kita
Believe that ....
What they did to us
They will get it back

Ok...jom dinner....
Dinner mengamuk 😅😅

Dapat free calendar you 😀

Busylah sangat

Konon semalam, sebaik sahaja tetamu meninggalkan rumah atound 10.15am I nak kemas rumah sikit dan siapkan kerja ofis.

Hmmm....kemas tu sikit sangat je....
Idok le kemas betul
Basuh baju tapi tak jemur
Dapur serabut
Sesudahnya dok berehat dan tenet je
Menjelang senja diarea lah pulak ...
Entahlah ....
Either due to this smoked salmon +poached egg for dinner

Or memang coz dh tersimpan lama sgt 😅
Or due to slimming pil.
Tapi I mkn pil tu pagi.
Setelah 3 bulan beli, ni baru kali ketiga I telan.
Tak tahan kat opis....
Gigil2 lutut keluar masuk toilet
Baru nk berdiri sakit perut lagi
Baru nak pegang tombol pintu, tak jadi keluar
Baru cuci tangan di sinki, sakit lagi
Baru nak keluar pintu utama, datang lagi 😂😂😂
Habis...bila nak buat kerja?
Kalau mesyuarat macam mana?

Ok back to my kerja opis
Around 9.30pm baru I jenguk till 1.30am
😭😭😭😭😭
Banyakkkkk nak buat
Perlu buka banyak fail dan update semua coz saling berkait
Sempat jugaklah terlepas perkataan yg tak sepatutnya 😅😅😅
I mean....bila ada yg sepatutnya memudahkan kerja I tapi dia tak update pun certain info
Kalau update pulak, tak buat properly, tak susun 😠😠😠

Marah diri sendiri juga
Awatlah buat last minute
Habih tu dah busy sangatkan
Bila lega sikit....
malam tak larat nak buat kerja
Then tak sihat pulak
Then ada guest pulak....
😂😂😂😂
Alasan kan......

Oklah ni sat gi kita sambung buat kerja ya
Sebelum tu having brekky while watching running man
Tapi mood sudah ganggu
Second boss nak buat meeting pagi
Tapi tiada memo atau emel makluman
Third boss pula tiba2 whatsapp beri hint dalam group
Cakap terus terang je lah kan
Kalau penting sangat
Awat minta last minute
Awat tak remind
I peduli apa...
I masih tak sihat
Perut i pun masih tak ok
So I nk dok rumah
Faham!!!!

Sleepy and Tiring weekend

Salam Malidur Rasul

After 5 days full of screaming, crying and laughter now I back to my normal quiet life. Definitely I feel empty but at the same time I feel relief ...I got my house back...😂😂😂. Welcome back my hidden fragile decoration 😁😀😀.

On saturday morning I just tried my luck asking for ETS ticket to Penang.

"Hari ni habis"

"Esok 9 malam je"

Nak pi theme park tak larat nak drive coz I am still not feeling well.
Nak pi piknik di kawasan air terjun or tepi sungai, macam bahaya pula di musim hujan ni. Risau juga dgn penyakit kencing tikus etc.

So....
We didnt go anywhere...we just stayed at home and sleep and eat in this gloomy weather. Eh!! We did go out to buy food or to had dinner...

For lunch today I had the leftover rice and chicken rendang...

Tu terung kampung kasi rebus empuk, kurangkan air dan campur dengan rendang....sodap!!!

Oklah nak jemur blanket etc dan nak buat keroje ofis.

GEGAR dan PECAH

Sambil bergegar dengan rakaman....

Dan kagum dan adakalanya segan melihat tahap keselambaan mek tu...

Apa kata kita pecahkan ....

Bukan pecahkan ruyung ek....
Tapi pecahkan

How???
1. Read all 5 lines.
2. Check line 4: Meaning 7, 3, 8 are not in the code
3. Check line 5: since 7 and 8 are not in the code, so only 0 is correct. But at wrong place.
4. Check line 3: 0 is there but wrong place. So the correct place is as the first column.
5. Check line 3 again: there is another number either 2 or 6. But 6 cant be the correct number since line 1 and line 2 is contradict.
6. Check line 1: it is confirmed 2 is the correct number at the third column
7. So now need to find the number in second column.
8. Check line 2: either 1 or 4? Definitely not 1 since stated that the correct number is at wrong place.
9. So...042 😀

Tu cara malas fikir.

Kalau rajin fikir boleh je start dari line 1
Definitely not 6 kan since contradict line 2
Definitely not 8 based on line 4.
So betullah 2 at third column.

Go to line 2
Either 1 or 4. But stated the correct number is at wrong place. Thus, definitely the correct number at second column is 4.

Go to line 3.
Two numbers are correct.
Based on previous observation, Cant be 6.
So only 2 and 0 are left.
But 2 suppose to be in the third column.
The only available column for 0 is the first column
Finally you got 042 without even use info from line 5 😁.

I am sure ada lagi cara yg mudah dan pantas.

Exercise pagi sabtu

Lapar sangat
Sebelum pi briskwalk
Kita brekky dulu

Bila brekky dan duduk di sofa
Macam tak lengkap
Switch on tv
kita tonton legend of the blue sea sekejap ek.

Eh!!!
Food dah habis
Tapi drama ni best sangat tak boleh stop
Sekian kisah exercise pagi sabtu 😂😂😂

Rezeki pagi jumaat

Wah...rezeki jangan ditolak.

Memula my staf hulurkan ini

Ada paru dan sotong.
Then my colleague beri ini.

Alhamdulillah.....

Hari ni memang macam2.
I janji nk jumpa my junior customer pukul 8.30am.
Sedar-sedar dah 8.24am
Kalut....
Whatsapp customer beritahu lewat
Lari ke atas ambil baju yg x perlu gosok
Mandi n bersiap
Ada pulak yg call suruh ganti third boss utk perasmian
Sorry I am busy
Tak sempat brekky
Just grab susu kotak
And rush to the office
Alhamdulillah..sampai office before 9am.

Listen to whatever my customer got to say
Bring him to see the third boss
She will forward the issue to the related party

Around 9.20am
Rushing for discussion with my super senior customer
Tu la...
Kerja last minute
Membebankan I
Memang suara tinggi l
Ko pening kenapa?
Dah buat apa yg orang suruh ...memanglah tu makannya

I got another meeting at 10.
Definitely I was late 20mins for that
It is ok
Yg penting inform them earlier
Pun mendatangkan marah
Bodoh sombong
Dan ketegakk
Buatlah ko exercise turun naik 😂😂
Lepas tu....
Hah...saja uji 20 min
Baru akai ada...

12++ kalut lunch di ofis
Buka laptop nk key in something
Dokumen pula tinggal di rumah
So kena balik la...

3pm appoitment with suprr senior customer
Hmm...dalam pada dok berdiskus
Nak pulak my colleague terlibatkan
Sempat ko nk look down on me
Tak boleh salahkan juga
I guess my senior colleague dah hasut.
Whatever ....

Dalam pada tu my lawyer called me
Perlu sign certain doc
Second call..ada figure salah pulak
Ok fine...monday then

After 3.30pm
Sibuklah kira sana sini
Alhamdulillah by 5pm settled and submitted

Tapi dalam pada tu dok deal with my PA
And Cari food for next week event
Melayan customer yg beri jemputan
Hmm...mulut kena ramah
Otherwise we wouldnt know their problem

Then melayan my colleague psl surat pulak
Baiki here and there
Waiting for her to make correction till 5.30

Then rushing to the cafe
Arranging something for my customer
By 6.15pm I am already home
Alhamdulillah...
Malam ni rehat

Fight for my right ...

I have been stressed for these 3 weeks. It was so exhausting and upsetting when dealing with certain people who do not understand what I have been facing....the cross between providing the best for my customer and the burden when other party could not manage and solve their problem properly and bring us into their mess. Anyway...everything is settled today...Alhamdulillah. I feel grateful for having very supportive and understanding officer, colleague, and staff.

What I learnt ....
I must fight for my right to the end....
I must have the data and supporting info
Whatever it is bring it into discussion.
Keep on praying and believing....
Thing happens for a reason
After all the drama, we got something even better

Well...that was a part of what happened today
This morning I was totally blank on how to make 10 years projection. The example given by other department seems ridiculous and there is huge different with the real data in the system. I did not even understand the calculation method used by my friend....stress ...check here and there for 2 hours gor nothing....maka pi beli food for lunch.

After lunch, kalut print bahan for the controversial meeting 😅😅😅. Then teringat nk call my customer. Bila call...terkejut his mum answered the phone 😅😅. Even more surprised when his mom complained why his son didnt get the financial aid. They comes from poor family and the father is sick. A bit serba salah when the mother seems wanna cry. So, I tried to contact the customer....hmm..no response. Finally I asked his friend to ask him to contact me. Alhamdullillah he is not in trouble as the mother told me. That remind me of my junior customer...so need to contact them. Tapi lupa. Tiba2 malam ni one of them contacted me about the fund. Wah....ada telepathi....same wave tonite  😁.

Eh..jom ratah daging goreng kunyit

Lauk yg dibeli last saturday 😂😂😂