63 kg????

63 kg ????

Well....

That is my target weight for this week

Thanks to puasa syaaban 😍

Slow and steady weight loss

Better than nothing 

Ayat penyedap hati 🤣🤣🤣

14/3/2022: 65.5 kg

19/3/2022: 64.1kg (after 5 days-1.4kg loss)

22/3/2022: 63.6 kg(after 3 days-0.5kg loss)

But I think my weight scale almost gone haywire today

Sekejap 63.9

Sekejap 63.4

63.2 pun ada

63.7 pun ada 😅

But yg kerap muncul mmg 63.6

So hopefully

Bolehlah dapat 63kg by end of this week

Tapi tu la bila puasa ni

Selera besar

Mcm2 yg teringin

Petang semalam tetiba teringin satay

But delivery after isyak

So berbuka dulu dengan leftover nasi kandar

Dan sotong masala 

Sotong tu mmg besau

Ada lagi 1/3

So kiranya utk supper

I had this beetroot+celery+apple+ginger juice

Konon nak rasa asli

Without any additional flavour

But awat tak sedap 🤣🤣

Terpaksa letak madu sikit...

The first time I tried this juice was at Olive Ganu

Sedap pulak

Owh yes

I had satay as well...

Today teringin burger yg ada pickled jalapeno and caramelised onion pulak 🤦‍♀️

So tang mana nak capai 63 kg tu 🤔😅🤣

Oklah nak buat kerja ni

Mmg lately lemau nau

Padahal byk kerja...

Kena lawan

💪💪💪💪

One night delay

The masked singer is aired on Friday night

But I just watching it now after break fasting

Did you watch it?

Antara pilihan juri yg I setuju

Rambutan=Shila Amzah

Ratu Semut=Diana Danielle

Merak=Sherry Ibrahim

Orkid=Elly Mazlyn

Today was the fourth day of Syaaban fasting

Rasa ringan sikit badan

Kurang senak perut 😅

But only 1.4 kg weight loss

From 65.5 kg to 64.1 kg

Hopefully it will reduced to 63kg by next week

💪💪💪💪

But memang tak larat...

Penat dan kerap mengantuk

Itulah pasal kan...

Tak amalkan puasa Isnin Khamis

Terkejutlah badankan

Larat tak larat

Kerja tetap kena buat

Yes even though during weekend

That is our nature of job

Dah pilih this career 

So hadap je la...

Sedang belek2 dokumen

Ada pulak mesej dari colleague

I am really worry with the new system that they just initiated

For me it is unfair

I still traumatised from my past 

and latest experience

With the problematic team members

Definitely those who have the priviliage to choose their team members first 

And those are popular

Will have no objection...

So pasrah je la

Hopefully I will get good, dilligent, commited...

and creative and inovative team members

Aamiin

Then another colleague tanya pasal evaluation task yg deadlinenya esok...

Memanglah susah nak faham

Bila orang pandai2 ubah certain info

Ikut je la panduan

Lagi mudah kan 😁

Actually today I serabut dgn 2 dokumen utk customers

Both deadline at 4pm 😭

I started preparing the first document around 9.45am

But only completed it at 3.15pm

At 2++ pm my eyes were so tired

I can hear a popping sound near my eyes

I even felt dizzy 

And my eyes gonna pop out 🤯

So I had to take a break for 3 minutes

After zuhur prayer

I started to prepare the second doc at 3.30pm.

Unfortunately I could not complete it by 4pm

I postpone the submission till 3.15pm

But again I became haywire

And could not think properly

I even felt stress when the customer called me

Via phone call and whatsapp

But I just ignored them 😅

Alhamdulillah I managed to submit the document at 3.38pm

But then....

No matter how proper my docs are

The customers did not read them properly

That definitely caused inconvenience to me

Jenuh dok hadap till 6.30pm

So tonite

I just wanna rest and rest 😁

While enjoying coconut water 🌴🥥🏝

and Lays chip

Habih camno nak susut 🤦‍♀️

Boleh banyak kali makan

Semalam I beli food di kafe tempat kerja

Ada masak lomak cili api ayam+rebung

Ayam tu besau ya. 

Semalam i makan separuh je

Ada kacang panjang goreng+pedal

Ada sambal ikan kerisi kecik 

Ada tambam goreng

Terkejut I dengan harganya

RM7.50

Dah alang2 tu better beli food for weekend

Ada kankung goreng belacan

Ada tauhu goreng sambal 2 ketul halves

Ada pajeri nenas 2 ketul kecik

Cuba teka berapa harga?

Kalau I kira...

Kangkung rm2.00

Tauhu rm2.00

Pajeri rm2.00

Total rm6.00

Hmm...Jauh tu...

Rm2.50 je

See 8 lauk rm10 je.

Boleh makan utk 4x kot

Haritu I beli food di luar

Rm10 tu utk sekali makan je

Ada ikan sambal hijau

Ada pecal kangkung

Ada ulam+sambal tempoyak

Petai tu stok di rumah 🤣

Banyak beza hargakan...

Dah le malam tu I sakit perut sangat

Mcm ceret beret pun ya...

So mcm takut pula nak beli food di luar

Concern pasal harga+kebersihan...

Tak bertanggungjawab

I just dont understand certain people

Suppose bila dah rosakkan barang orang

Contohnya bawa kereta kita sampai kemalangan

Maka segeralah meminta maaf

Dan uruskan semua cepat2.

Ni dah setahun

Tiada perkembangan pasal tuntutan insurans

Semua I yg kena tanya

I yg terhegeh2...

Last year I pelik

Dah 3 bulan selepas kemalangan

Tiada minta/forward any documents

Tiada update apa2

So I reminded this person

Lepas tu senyap

I asked and reminded him again

Pasal responsibility etc

Pun mcm takde perkembangan

Until i mula bising dalam whatsapp group

Bila nk minta claim form pun mcm problem

Minta laporan polis tapi beri resit bayaran laporan

Sampai I minta no tel the workshop staff

Tapi tak angkat

Then them ada minta my ic photocopy

Takutlah bila minta nk beri je

So I minta senarai dokumen dan

Nak check semua borang etc

Bila I balik bulan 11

Baru I tau my car was total lost

But bila google boleh claim

Bila tengok laporan 

Kinda fishy

Cuma i tak sempat baca borang coz kalut

Guess what

Until mid feb 2022 no update

Bila tanya katanya waiting for me

He said I told him I wanna read it first

Habis tu yg senyap sampai 3 bulan tu kenapa

Katanya tak mau kacau 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

So naive or no common sense?

Then he asked me whether I want to see the form

And then he will ask certain party

I just replied pls settle it quickly

Hmm...

I totally forgotten about it

But suddely I remembered it yesterday

And asked him

No response....

But his response today

Seems wanna blaim me

He said last time I wanna read the form first 

🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Then where is his reponsibiliy to settle this claim

Dah jika I lupa lagi

Remindlah

Bukan buat tak tau

Bukan senyap

When the 22 yo acted like 12 yo.

Serabut

I tengah serabut

Weekend pun buat kerja

Dah tak tahu nk buat yg mana dulu

Ada 2 perkara yg due datenya sama 😭😭

Yang first tu

Mana nak check more than 15 documents

Ni baru 2.5 docs done 😭😭

Mana nak kejar the MIA customer

Yg second tu pulak

Perlu write two reports

Both perlu ada hasil analisis data from many aspects

Masalahnya how to get the result when the data incomplete

So perlu collect the new data

To get them I need to prepare a new set of document

Maka tadi strugglelah membuatnya from 11++ to 3.45pm

Lewatlah baru dapat mandi and solat

Dah solat asar semua barulah makan

Tapi merapulah

Sundae strawberry, leftover fried mushroom

Bubur pulut hitam gak

Lepas tu bising makin bulat 😅🤣

Sambil tu dok tengok Thai drama

Hui Jia Sila

Sambung dari ep 25

Tertengok pulak till ep26

Konon nak rehatkan minda sat

Tapi makin serabut 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Habih tu makin sakit hati lah pulak

Apa ke bengongnya cerita

Dah tau ada musuh

Tapi bodyguard tak bawa

Kalau bawa pun sikit

Lepas tu lemah 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Dah tau orang tu jahat

Lagilah nk pi jumpa nak cari info

Konon nak tolong husband

Lagilah menyusahkan husband

Dah tau org cari

Lagi nak selamba muncul

Dah tau kakak tu jahat

Nak juga dikejar2

Maka jadilah mangsa perangkap

Dah tau ada orang bertempur

Boleh pulak polis kot tggu dari jauh je 🤣🤣🤣

Awatlah tak pi serbu

Dah tau ada the girl cedera

Suruhlah somebody jaga dia di kenderaan

Yang pi ikut buru musuh tu apahal 🤣🤣🤣

Lepas tu kan dah kena tembak dgn makcik jahat 🤦‍♀️

Yg polis dlm cerita tu pun lembab

Boleh pulak biar makcik tu tembak the girl

Lepas tu makcik tu boleh pulak rampas bom 

Ke gas pemedih mata

So dapatlah larikan diri

Dah tercedera sana sini 

Pun lolos dari hutan 🤣🤣🤣

Eh! Ada lagi

Awatlah tak boleh perbualan telefon makcik dan adiknya 🤣🤣🤣

Yg aku pun sama

Dah tau cerita mengarut

Pi teruskan tonton dah kenapa

🤔🤔🤔😅😅

Serve me right 😅

This morning 

I ran amok with my bilis customers

So tiring doing the same activity for 4 weeks

But today still can't perform well

Still could not justify certain things

No matter how I have been guiding 

and repeating for numerous time

Hmm...could not be bother

Hmm...no common sense

Hmm...no sense of responsibility

Hmm..never learnt their lesson

Lack of courtesy of saying thanks 

And apologising as well

😡😡😡

Then due to covid19 current situation

I have to modify the project for my tamban customers

I tried to get the idea by surfing the internet yesterday and last nite

So this morning I created my own version

Alhamdulillah it was done by 1.25pm

Then I went to buy food for lunch

I have to wait for nearly 5 minutes before the restaurant opened

Long but kinda fast queue

But I did not understand

When people forgot about social distancing

Tersentuh2 badan

Pulak tu terbatuk2 🤦‍♀️😡

Anyway here are my menu

Ada gulai ayam, daging goreng, sambal udang petai dan sambal terung....

Total damaged was RM30

I kept half of the chicken

and most of the sambal petai

Since I have been craving for sundae choc

For more than a week

So I became tamak 🤣🤣🤣

Did you see that new green tea latte???

Semua nak ek 🤦‍♀️😅😁🤣

While I was queuing for McD drive through

One of my tamban customers made a complaint

The guys refused to join them

Hmm...it is ok...

For those who refuse to do so 

let me sort the members

And that reminded me of my cencaru customer

I have to contact her once again

Regardless of many reminders

chances and help that I have given

But still she never learnt

Insaf sekejap

Buat hal lagi

Memang tak sedar diri...

So whatever the consequence is her own choice

I have done my part...

After lunch

I sorted the tamban customers

See...

Due to attitude problem

I have to waste my time just to do the sorting

Bila dah pekena green tea latte

Disusuli dengan sundae choc

Hah! Serve me right

Sakit dan berat kepala

Susah nafas

My mind is haywire....

I tried to overcome it

The work must be done

Tonite is the so called deadline

So unfair coz the actual deadline is another 3 days

Just because this certain people

Do not want to deal with any appeal

Just because they wanna taking care of their reputation

Is this following the procedure?

Conduct a meeting before everything is finalised

Where is the integrity?

If they do not want to have the integrity

Up to them...

But why drag us together?

I downloaded the 7 project files

I downloaded the excel form file

But later I just gave up

I could not think straight

Sedang cari semangat nak sambung buat kerja

Tiba2 black out

Membebel la I sorang2 dalam rumah...

Adoi tak cakap awal2

Orang nak buat kerja

I jenguk keluar rumah

Nampak staf TNB

Encik lama ke?

Dalam setengah jam

Saya nak buat kerja

Lama ke?

Dalam setengah jam

Cepat sikit ya.

Saya nak buat kerja

Hah! Nampak sangat dah haywire 😅

Ulang2 tanya soalan

Luckily the tnb staff manis orangnya 😅🤣

But janji palsu

Setengah jam kononnya

But dah 1 jam no progress

Dah la rumah gelap dan panas

Hati pun panas...

Hello not only org nak buat kerja

Nak maghrib wei...

Hah!!! Elok je azan maghrib...

Alhamdulillah settle dah...

Tak bincang

Bermula semalam I kurang sihat

Tekak tak selesa dan suara serak

Rasa nak demam

So ambil panadol je

Pagi tadi mula ada stuffy nose

But masih boleh buat stir fried veggies 😅

After brekky mula rasa nak demam

Rasa panas badan, sakit bhg mata dan sakit kepala

Alhamdulillah buat saliva test negatif

But still kena jaga2

But badan rasa lesu

Mengantuk pun ya.

Kiranya after brekky...

mcm seharian I terbaring

Kecuali bangun utk mandi, solat..

Ambil food dan makan

Ya walaupun tak sihat

I tetap berselera...

Petang and malam ok sikit

But malam fikiran terganggu

Kerana kerja lah...

How la certain team memandai buat perubahan

Tanpa bincang dengan semua

Tanpa di bawa ke mesyuarat

Yes...saya hargai tugas dan usaha mereka

Saya pun tak larat nk pegang tugas tu

Apa masalah dengan prosedur lama?

Apa rasional buat perubahan?

Mereka boleh pilih sendiri?

Adilkah konsep first come first serve ?

dalam konteks tempat kami?

Of courselah mereka pilih yg mereka kenal

Yg nampak hebat dan baik utk mereka

So adilkah untuk kami?

Yg tak dikenali?

Or mungkin mereka tak suka cara kami

Eh kami boleh pilih mereka juga???

Boleh pilih lebih awal?

Dah tu how kami nak pilih?

kami pun tak kenal mereka

Adilkah???

So end up kami yg tak dikenali

Tak jadi pilihan mereka

Dan mereka yg bagus pula telah dirembat

Maka tinggallah yg bermasalah untuk kami

See...

..inilah bila team yg memandai2

Lagi2 bila ada ahli2 yg baru

Konon nk buat perubahan

Tapi lupa konsep keadilan 

Dan ahli2 baru ni 

Memang byk idea yg konon nak memudahkan

Tapi ikut pengalaman...hmmm

Ada yg buat borang 

tapi makin mengelirukan

Ni bukan i kata but org lain kata

Ada yg cadang guna dokumen sama

Tapi tak betul dari segi prosedur

Ada yg konon nak bincang

Tapi rupanya bincg depan customer

Memalukan coz nmpk kami tak sepakat

Eh banyaklah....

Tu belum cerita masalah attitude

I terpaksa dump my nagging here 😅

By writing it...

Habih tu...to whom may I talk to?

I called my friend lambat pick up...

Bila pick up..ada bunyi dan mcm terputus

Tapi tak call semula

Whatsapp tak reply...

Sedih...kecewa...

When I am in need

People could not be bother

Tapi when they in need 

I always lend my ears 

Tak kisahlah I sibuk or not

Bukan 5 minit...

Tapi biasanya antara 30 minit-2 jam

Lebih 2 jam pun ada....

Eh!membebel ni macam org sihat pulak kan....