cakoi bantai aje dan aku pun kena bantai bertubi-tubi...

Semalam bila melawat rumah kaklia, hamboi tayangan cakoi berkuahnye...teringin lah pulak. So, pi lah rumah mamafami ngintai resepi. Thank you mamafami. Alamak ada yis ke...ni yg den lomah ni. Tapi den ikut je bahan2nya mana yg ada lah...tapi tak ikut sukatan, main bantai je...terukkan den ni. Bab yeast tu, ada yg kata boleh subtitute ngan baking soda n perahan lemon. Tapi hasilnya lain sikit lah. Maka tak hairanlah bila dah makan cakoi bantai aje ni baru tau...alamak terlebih telur ke, terlebih marjerin ke.............yelah mamafami punya resepi letak egg yolk..aku pi letak sekali yg putih tu hahaha.

Apa-apa2 pun nilah yg menjadi santapan den for dinner last nite and my lunch and dinner tonite. Walaupun kepingan tu tercerai masa di goreng, tapi raso eh sodap gak. In fact, still crispy outside and lembut inside walaupun digoreng tengahari tadi. Actually semalam buat murtabak maggi for lunch just guna leftover chicken curry 2 minggu lepas kot...tapi tak sanggup nak buat tayangan coz hahaha..pepaham je la...

Semalam sebelum pi uni..aku hangin betul ngan ASTRO pemakan duit tuh. Sampai nak nangis adik tu aku pi hamun. Maafkan akak ye dik....Nyesal tak mintak maaf dengan adik tuh. Bukan salah dia pun kan. Dah sistem ASTRO tu yg bengong. Kesian kan sesape yg keja kat customer care, mesti selalu jadi mangsa maki hamun orang yg keciwa n tak puashati. Alhamdulillah bila pi uni, tak sangka my-co pat on my shoulder....terharu I huhuhu. She said well done Fei.....Nantilah I cite. Last nite dengan semangat yg berkobar, konon nak writing...alamak article dah bersepah..so kenalah kemas..Tak habis kemas, aku dah ngantuk sangat. Tahu-tahu....aku sedar siang tadi...pukul 11.15 pagi. Ye puan2....den tak tipu...tidur hampir 12jam. Ntah tidor kayu ke pengsan ka...den pun tak tahu. Harap tak jadi lagi camni. Maka kalutlah nak buat semua benda, bila plan tinggal plan je kan....mana nak sort articles mana nak basuh/lipat baju, mana nak buat paper correction and nak proceed writing.

___________JANGAN BACA, NI HANYA LUAHAN______________
Tadi ‘kakak’ cerita pasal our friend here yg balik bercuti ke Malaysia..but not for cuti2 malaysia but due to her pregnancy and she has already got the approval from the sponsor. But that not the issue. Alkisahnya, since I’m kinda surprise to hear that I said “ eh! tak tahu pun” with concern tone. Of course I’m shocked to hear that normally we’ll know what happen to our friend or their progress from fb…walaupun my fb tuh cam hidup segan mati tak mau kan. Nak bersara, tapi sometimes jenguk gak. Eh..kuar tajuk pulak. Korang tau tak..tetiba kakak tu cakap apa “You don’t have to know everything..that’s why I’m telling you” Waduh…bisa berbisa kan. Tapi I sempat gak cakap, yelah selalu diaorang ada cerita….Padahal, dia baru cakap ada kawan suggest dia puasa supaya mudah mohon petunjuk, tu yg dia pose harini. I pun cakap baguslah, untuk self control juga. Hahaha tetiba I yg hilang self control bila ditembak dek orang yg berpuasa itew.

Ni mesti dia balas dendam pasal harituh. Bukan pasal apa pun, dia nak cerita pasal Kyle so you think you can dance nak bercerai. Hallo kakak!!! Kyle Australian got talent la…. Dia punya ayat berbentuk soalan. So, I cakap lah tak tahu dengan innocentnya. Dia naik angin…dan cakap ala2 macam tadi gak. I’m not asking you. I’m telling you. Hah! Padanlah muka aku kena smash kan…teringatlah jugak kata2 dia dulu. Dia memang suka smash orang…Apa ye dia dapat??? Kepuasan???? Tak terpikirkah dia orang lain ada perasan jugak. Kalau yang jenis tembok n think positive tak kisahlah jugak kan. Tapi bagaimana dengan orang yang sensitive, terguris, malah lagi teruk kalau berdendam....Aku rasalahkan, nanti kalau aku kena lagi macam ni…aku nak cakaplah “kakak, biasa ke cakap macam ni ngan semua orang???” takpun “Apsal cakap macam tuh”. As usual aku pun kena muhasabah diri gak kan. Mungkin cara aku cakap tak tahu tu, kakak tak suka tengok. Satu lagi I better try to think positive –she didn’t mean what she says and accept her as she is. I pun mesti ada self control, takkan sesikit pun nak terasa….

Tapi sape larat hari2 kena smash ho…Sampai baru ni, my friend cakap baru jumpa kakak pun dia tak tahan asyik nak menang je, can’t imagine kalau tinggal serumah yg macam I ni. Tulah..baru korang rasa..tapikan, kalau dia takde…I DO MISS HER hahaha….In fact sometimes I feel pity with her…maybe she’s lonely. Not only that she has prob with her spv. Semua orang pun ada prob kan ngan spv either small or big matter, but it depends on how you tackle that problem. So, bila dia ngadu I’ll listen and give her suggestion and advice . Sama-samalah kan, coz I pun ada my own problem kan. And last week she seems lost and blur and dunno what to do and what to choose what is the best for her whether to stay with the old spv which has no chemistry between them or start with the new spv which of course she has to start all over again with lots of reading and this time it involve technical stuff too until she said that she wanna go back home. So, I told her don’t do that…why not keep on praying asking for the guidance and also discuss with the new interested spv about her limitation and problem etc. She said that tak nampak/mimpi apa pun bila dah sembahyang. I told her somebody told me that it’s not necessary that the petunjuk came thru you dreams sometimes dari gerak hati. When it didn’t work out and she kept on complaining so the next day I suggested to her why didn’t she list down the pros and cons of her two options….In fact bila dah habis idea/cara, I contacted one of the friend who kinda close to her to give her advice. You know what he said…actually he already gave her advice to tone down with the old supervisor last 2-3 months, after all the spv is the one who’s going to approve our thesis…so it seems that she didn’t listen to him too………