Sijil yg hilang

Finally my paperwork is completed around 6pm yesterday. Thus, I can proceed to apply for something. I can't....I didnt know how....I tried so many times. Then, I noticed the statement that I have yet to submit the report for previous programme 😠😠😠.

Oklah...just do it....

Just filled in everything needed

Create here and there

Google something...

Called my friend...

Done!!!

But the final step they need the certificate 😭😭😭

Dont panic

Search it my office...no where to be found

Search it at my old office...negative.
Where is it???
Think
Think
Ok maybe in it's bag at the upstairs utility room at my home

The moment I reach home, I rushed to the room
Only the lanyard in the bag 😭
Ok...search it at the book rack...negative
Looking for it in the box in front of the book rack..nothing
Try to find it in the box at the living room..none

Ok.. rehat je la
Esok pi ofis awal...cari lagi

Pagi ni cari lagi di book rack..memang taklah
Why not selongkar kotak depan book rack sekali lagi
Selongkar poket fail juga.....
Rasa keras....
Nak nangis...
Alhamdulillah...I found it.

Pengajaran...
Lenkali dapat terus buat
Bukan dah setahun baru nk buat
Padanlah muka kan
Hopefully there is no drama again today
O..Allah please ease my day...in whatever I do...

Rainbow after the rain ...

After the hectic, exhausting, panic and teary day
I can't believe my eyes the moment I saw the email from Editor this evening ...
Verification as co-authorship for my 3 years abandoned article.
I almost forgotten about it.
Well...it is just possibility of publication.
But it really make my day.

Alhamdulillah....

 Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you deny? Qur'an 55:13.

Citation

On friday night, I was surprised when checking my Google scholar page. I feel grateful that my first paper which was published on 2010 has been cited by 4 articles even though it took long time to get that number. Meanwhile my second paper which was published on 2011 has been cited by 6 articles.

The third article was published on 2013 and the fifth article was published on 2014. Unfortunately both have not been cited yet :(. No one read it??? Hard to believe it for the later based on the following numbers....

Worse...the fourth article which was done on 2012 is no where to be seen. One rejection after another....I pun dah malas nak ambil tahu and let my ex-spv deal with it.

How about this year?????

Jangan buat jahat

Semalam I was happy due to this email :

We are writing with our great pleasure to let you know that your manuscript is accepted for publishing by our journal ...... and our heartfelt appreciation for your intellectual contribution.

Unfortunately, I did something terrible this morning. I know it's wrong but I keep on doing that and definitely feeling regret. Then, rasa macam something might happen as a punishment to what I have done.

As predicted, I got bad news when I reached my office and read an email from my spv to the editor:

We have no idea that there is a cost associated with publishing in your journal. As such, we will have to withdraw our paper from your journal.

I am really disappointed with that news as well as angry with myself. To make matter worst, it was a double blow when later in the noon my unit clerk told me that my customer is not satisfied with my work and ask for recheck......Semestinya sakit hati dalam keadaan I yang dah serabut, selain menyusahkan dan membuang masa I yang tak tahu nak dahulukan tugas yang mana satu grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.