Hilang itu tragedi

Harini pagi petang ada meeting.
Meeting with customers in the morning.
Meeting with colleagues in the afternoon.
In between the two meeting, I rushed to prepare the documents for the second meeting and anxiously looking at the ticking clock.
Unfortunately when the time came up, I couldnt complete the whole document.
It seems blessing in disguise when we were not be able the discuss the whole document due to time constraint....
It made me feel less guilty 😅😅😅.

However something unfortunate happened.
I got two files in one folder..let name it as file A and B.
I got another version of file A in another folder.
Once after I copy and replace file A in the first folder, I can't find file B anymore 😱😱😱😭😭😭.
Mixed feeling...panic, wanna cry..how can this happened to me.
After a long discussion how can I lose the file...
It is not my individual work but group work 😭😭.
Ok...take a deep breath...
I surfed the internet for "how to get back the word file that accidently replaced"
One of the suggestion that I found was looking for ".bak" file.
Ok, I tried that.
But I didnt remember the complete name7of the lost file.
Ok just searched for the keyword.
I cant believe my eyes....yThe file still exist....in the recycle bin.
Alhamdullilah....thank you Allah.
Dugaan Ramadhan
Rezeki Ramadhan....
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Then I faced another test
Tonite I noticed blisters on my skin.
I am really shocked and worried about it.
Two weeks ago I felt uncomfortable at that part.
But I am too busy to think about it.
And this weekend I think it getting more uncomfortable.....
But I think it just common to  people who got sensitive skin like me...
It never occured to me it getting worse.
Hope that it heals faster either naturally or thru treatment...

Menu berbuka

Menu day 1-leftover chicken rice+sambal+ommelete.

I ok je...makan menu yg tak match dan leftover food. I memang tak suka membazir. Selagi boleh dimakan dan ditelan...I cuba.

Menu day 2-bought food...chicken sambal

Konon je....
Tapi tengahari tiba-tiba macam sesuatu...
Tak mungkin
Mungkin salah pandangan
Balik after 6.40pm...
Hmmm...confirm
Terlepas nak menikmati Ramadhan pertama
Pasrah je la....
Awatlah twin berkunjung awal 4 hari.

Semalam
Macam2 berlaku
Kejutan demi kejutan
Customer unit lain mahukan khidmat kami
How lah....awat tak habaq awal2
Then lagi customer datang
Pun kes yg sama
Aduhai....orang lain terlepas pandang
Orang lain jadi mangsa

Tengahari
Kalut siapkan dokumen utk my new customer
Alhamdulillah sempat untuk appointment 2pm
Then after 4pm kalut siapkan dokumen utk senior customer for checking n updating purposes as well as other new customers.
Siapkan report for problematic customer
Dah lewat petang baru balik.

Harini 9am ada meeting dengan big boss.
What made me worry was when my short sighted -rabun jauh become worse while I was driving this  morning. If it happened in the afternoon of afterwork nothing to be worried since it may due to tiredness. But this happened when I have not started my day yet. Definitely age is one of the factor. I should get a multi focal lense instead of reading glasses while the warranty is still valid. Whatever it is I should go to the hospital to get proper check up.
11am balik kejap
12pm office
Dok melayan new customer yg ada masalah or want to withdraw from our project.
Ada gak family for potential customer yg complain about our organisation program. I am sorry I know nothing....it is not under me.
Dont know what is wrong with my email today.
I sent email several times unfortunately it is no where to be seen...neither the in sent box nor the draft.
I spent nearly 2 hours trying to solve this problem.
Then I prepared documents for tommorow meeting.

Nasi lemak bertukar menjadi nasi ayam

Salam Ramadhan ....

Teringin mee kari.
Tapi tak keluar waktu pagi.
Dah lewat petang baru keluar.
Oklah pi gerai dekat rumah cari nasi lemak+ayam berempah
Takde pulak

Maka pi food court
Dalam perjalanan nak cari nasi special dan mee kari
Semua gerai tutup 😭😭😭

Ok....
Pi tempat lain
Eh ada churos
Kita belilah

Eh ada satay
Kita belilah

Hmm...ada kedai nasi ayam
Tapi dah nak tutup

Hmmm....ronda2...
Jumpalah

Tapi frust....
Semuanya not as expected.

Idok le habis.
Makan sesikit udah le...
Sesikit pun janganlah hadap ketiga2 nya sekaligus.
Tu bukannya nak berpuasa
Tu namanya melantak
Dah 3 menu...
Hadaplah untuk 3 hari 😂😂😂.
Jimat duit, masa dan tenaga.

Sekian....schedule post.

Cucur dan kopi

My brekky for weekend....two days in a row

Thin, crispy and crunchy fritters....my favourite.

Konon pagi nak mengemas, lipat kain dan buat kerja ofis.
Hmmm....
Tertengok korean series oh my lover final episode sambil brekky ....
Tersambung new series I order you...sambil-sambil kemas dapur.
Dah tengahari terkira duit 😅😅.
Sambil tengok nona terhegeh2 bayar bil, sort resit dan clearkan tv area.n
Ni dah 3.30pm...lapor tak lunch.
Gedik nak tgk Oh my baby pulak.
Nak pi keluar it is raining.
Now tell me...
Bila nak prepare bhn untuk jumpa customer petang esok?
Dokumen projek baru tak siap lagi 😰😰.
Esok pagi jgm lupa ada meeting ya.

Mangga kicap

Sedapnya makan mangga cicah kicap as supper

Bila diberi orang lagilah sedap 😀😁😁.

For dinner I just had leftover food ...kfc meal+tomyam.

Tu kisah semalam 😉😉😉.

Actually I was craving for curry noodles.
But since we were really engrossed with the discussion we didnt notice that it was already 6.30pm. After solah, I think 6.45pm is not a convenience hour to go to the food court. I am sure that I would reached home after maghrib...so bertabah dan bersabarlah ya 😅...macam tak pernah makan mee kari kan.

As usual lots of activities...
9am-first meeting
11.30-second meeting
12.40-lunch and break
3pm-third meeting
4pm-fourth meeting/discussion
6.50pm-balik lah.😝😝

Menumpang ....

When you got the same idea with other people...

I asked my trainee to find material on something on Feb
Due to something we have to postpone it
And suddenly someone said she wanna do the samething 😱😱

Ok fine ... do not worry
She asked me to join her
So two heads are better than one
So, I asked my trainee to find extra material and gave it to her...

On thursday she sent the draft of that project ...
Really shocked n upset to see that she regards me as the third contributor ...
Previously we always share our problems and thoughts together
During that sharing/expressing session...
We decided by hook or by crook
we should start to do certain task because it is part of our line of work
Sooner or later we still have to do it
Why not now?
So I thought that she will give me the priority compared to others
If I knew earlier, I will just continue with what I wanna do just by myself right from the start.
That reminds me of what had happened few years back
When she didnt involve us to prepare certain document for our project and sent it to a competition...

Ok...forget that ...
Keep calm n carry on

So, we had a discussion yesterday
Hmm...based on my contribution I think I should be number two...
But, no matter how many ideas/opinions I have came out with compared to the second person...
At the end, I was given only the simple task
Quite dissapointed when people seems to deny my contributions and ability...

Ok...think positive
Maybe she does not want to burden the busy me
I should be grateful
At least she asked me to join her
So sedar dirilah...
Menumpang buat cara menumpang
Yg pi merempan tu dah kenapa?
Sekian....

Semua free

Bestnya berbuka puasa dengan makanan sumbangan orang lain 😁😁.

Soto semalam. But still looks and taste good.

Then supper pun dengan free food as well

Lega dah habis ganti puasa.
Ingatkan ada 12 hari...rasa nak menangis.
Takut tak sempat.
Bila tahu 8 hari je, tiba2 melengah-lengah.
Dah tua2 tak insaf ek...
Alhamdulillah sempat.
Otherwise tanggung dan bayarlah.
Tulah padah bila suka melewat-lewat dan menangguh.

Jangan ulang lagi.

Ingat orang belakang

Peringatan untuk semua dan diri sendiri
Kalau pi majlis yg ada menghidangkan makanan
Tunggulah tiba waktu makan
Atau dipelawa oleh penganjur
Jika anda awal
Tolonglah ingat orang belakang
Ambil hanya hak anda
Tolonglah jangan ambil bahagian orang lain
Tak fikir orang lain korek semua isi
Tinggal kuah saja...
Kempunan yang menunggu itu
Jangan lupa
Jadi darah daging tu ....😅

Rainbow after the rain ...

After the hectic, exhausting, panic and teary day
I can't believe my eyes the moment I saw the email from Editor this evening ...
Verification as co-authorship for my 3 years abandoned article.
I almost forgotten about it.
Well...it is just possibility of publication.
But it really make my day.

Alhamdulillah....

 Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you deny? Qur'an 55:13.

Bergenang air mata

Once again
Hectic and tiring day today.

2am-4.50am
Updated meeting minutes
Prepared meeting agenda
Prepared discussion report

5am-6.30am
Sleep

6.30
Wake up

8.45am
Panic mode in preparing audit documents
And meeting materials.

9am-12.45pm
Meeting
Lots of issues
What a relief ...
Finally I managed to expresss what I have been keeping for so long.
A lil bit upset when my good intention has been misinterpreted as shaming people 😓.
My colleague remind me that I need 5 give the new customers briefing on their project 😱😱
I planned to go to another meeting
But the staff who supposed to be incharged was on leave and didn't let us know to find someone to replace her...

12.50pm
The boss wanted to know the junior staff progress 😱😱.

1.05pm
Checked my previous slides  and updated certain info

1.15pm
The auditor wanna see me 😱😱
He was really particular.
Asking me to update things that were not in the report 😭😭😭.

1.30pm
I was really stress...
One after another
tired, panic and annoyed.
I can feel tears in my eyes...😭😭😭
But still need to update the slides...
Lots of things to do

2.30pm
Need to stop for solah
That is it
I am too tired to proceed with the updating task

3-5pm
Briefing session

5.20pm
For the first time, I am out of the office before 5.30pm.....
Went to salon to wash n blow my hair n massage my back.

7pm
Having this 😁😁

So...I never change
Last two days I found out that I lose 2 kg in a week.
And today I am enjoying this oily greasy food.
Food therapy kan 😂😂