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Kagum dengan kipas susah mati
- tuduh mangsa buat fitnah
- yg menyalahkan mangsa tak pandai menjaga pasangan
- mangsa mengaibkan pasangan
- malah mcm ada bunyi...jika itu jodohnya
- ....itu takdirnya.
- sunnah kahwin janda.
Habih tu masa kesayangan kononnya jadi mangsa dan pernah mengaibkan dan meroyan tu, awat tak kata gitukan....Opss kesayangan never done anything wrong 😉😜😜😜
Donia...owh Donia ...

Udah ler tu...
Apa yg dapat dgn baca gossipkan
Pi kemas rumah, bersihkan dapur dan sawang yg keriangan tu ....
Psst...tu kerja setimbun pun perlu buat

Rebutan atau rampasan

Malam tadi dan pagi tadi, I prepared untuk appointment with my senior customer.
Baca her proposal, google itu ini, call sana sini....

The moment she was apoligising, I smelt something fishy and suspected something....
Yes...just like a nightmare when she said she prefer to work with my senior colleague.
No matter how I tried to be cool about that I definitely I could not hide my frustation

Pelik la my colleague ni
Apa lagi yg dia nak????
Apalagi nak kejar?
Dah senior kan
Dah nak retire pun
Gaji dekat RM20k kot
Last time complain ...
customers dah ramai tak boleh cope
Konon byk projects....
Sangat busy
Now kenapa nak rampas customer I
Pulak tu tak mau ada co worker
Yelah dia x cakap....
Bila customer cakap tak mau pening
I know it actually came from her
I ni baru first time nak dpt customer higher level
Kalau tak mula dan diberi peluang sampai bila I nak timba pengalaman?
Nanti dia juga yg pertikai kredibiliti kami
Yang nak dengki tu apsal
Haritu pun i dah rasa lain
Bila this customer cakap she asked her to ensure about my qualification  😠😠😠

Inikah balasan dosa yg I buat?
😭😭😭😫😫
O...Allah please forgive my sins ....

Makcik goutkah?

Meh keep track on what I eat...
Tengahari semalam makan nasi goreng kampung dan telur
Malam tadi makan lauk kari daging
Nak pi kerja pagi tadi sakit lutut kiri
Tengahari tadi makan lauk ayam goreng dan terung
Duduk bersila
Bila bangun berjalan
Lutut makin sakit
Balik senja tadi
Pergelangan kaki kiri sakit
Dinner tadi makan cheezy omelete and leftover chicken drumette

Sekejap tadi bawah siku kiri pula sakit
Then...jejari kanan sakit
Paha kiri pula rasa semacam
Hmm...gout ek???
Makan telur pun gout jugakkah ???
😂😂😂😂...mengarutkan
Kalau bilis dan daging tu logik ler.

Nak cari orang

Memang susah nak deal dengan orang
Tapi I still perlu cari orang baru
Maka petang semalam sesi melihat dan menyemak

Siri pertama jun dulu
Ramai yang mohon
Tapi kurang layak/penuh syarat
Kami perlu tunggu mereka settle everything
Yang kroni colleague pun ada mohon
Hmm...idok le nanti ke mana2 bersama
Buat apa pun bersama....
Tak dengki...tapi buat apa nak galakkan kronisme
Lagipun this kind of pairs dah ramai

Siri kedua nov dulu
Hmm...tak layak lansung tetap nak mohon
Terlebih layak pun ada
Tapi I am sure boss tak suka
Bukan pasal kelayakan
But who they are
Sekali dah masuk
Berjujuk2 lah masuk
Ada yg kepala angin
Ada yg tak peduli apa
Abaikan mereka yg susah nak control
Ada juga colleague cuba mencucuk
Bagus ke apa ke
Sayang ke apa ke
Ko kena fikir siapa dia...yg jenis boss tak suka
Aku pun tak suka
Attitude fail....tak hormat orang
Kalau apa dia buat sama dengan ko buat
Untuk apa ambil dia
Melainkan ko resign 😂😂😂

Siri ke3 last week
Ok...ada perkembangan
Semua layak
Tapi....ada yg sama macam yg dah ada di sini
Ada yg lagi lagi 4 tahun separuh abad
Ada yg aktif di sana, demand lebih di sini
Ada yg dah mohon dulu, hmm...dok mohon lagi

Apapun kena check
Kekosongan
Kesesuaian
Tapi I lupa satu
Why they want to come here?
Luckily, my male colleague asked me that
He volunteered to ask around....
Well...he got something...
Tommorow ya...

Bodoh jika resign

Ya....
Begitulah gosip pagi hari
Di kala aku sibuk nak taip emel
Tiba2 dapat panggilan menggosip

Ya...
Jika ada orang tu dah byk kali jumpa boss
Coz dah tak hingin jawatan itu
Maka boss dan geng sekapalnya terpaksa layan

Ya...
Jangan ingat kami berdua senyap
Kami tak pi jumpa
Kami ok
Tunggu jelah sebulan lagi 😁
We want rotation as well !!!

Ya...
Kami bukan macam orang lain
Berebut2...
Surat sana sini....
Dari awal kami tak hingin
jangankan orang lain, kami pun terkejut
Sebulan stress...
Nak buat surat tak terbuat
Apakah alasan
Tanya situ sinun
Sampai satu masa I stop
I tak larat
Bila tiba masanya
Terpaksa hadap

Ya...
Biarlah kami banyak kerja
Biarlah kami terpaksa ambil EL berkali2
Semata2 nak fokus siapkan kerja
Sound crazy huh...
Biarlah apapun....
Tapi bukan menghadap orang
Bukan mengurus orang
Bukan mengarah orang
Bukan melayan karenah orang
Bukan menerima pelbagai tuduhan orang

Ya...
Kata2 kawan ko tu betul...
Bodohlah resign hanya kerana
SEORANG PUNYA HAL
Selagi boleh bertahan aku cuba bertahan
Kalau ikut hati dah lama resign
Kalau ikut fizikal
dan  emosi hari Rabu lepas pun nak resign 😅

earthquake.....

Haritu terasa kesan earthquake in the hostel....
Tiba2 last night berlaku lagi ...
Ada bangunan merekah dan dinding bersepai berteraburan
Alhamdulillah sempat lari dan selamat
Dan kami kembali ke hostel
Entah macam ada yg perasan ada org pasang camera dalam bathroom.
Apa????
Habislah....semuanya org tu dh nmpk
Ok...cabut dan buang
Kena hati2...jgn sampai dia tahu kami yg buat
Sedang berehat...
Tiba2...earthquake berlaku lagi
Lari......
Eh where is my mum
Kenapa relax je
Panggil buat tak tahu je
Takkan nak pasrah je
Kuatkan hati
Lari semula and grab her
Alhamdulillah semua selamat

Celik mata ...dah 6am.
Apada....punya mimpi...
Ada sambungan hari berbeza 😂😂😂😂

Avocado for brekky ...

Pagi tadi semangat waja
7.30 pi brisk walk for 3 round
Balik sapu porch
Then had brekky....

Guess what...this brekky really fullfilling. I really love super creamy avocado...
just eat like that or as guacomole

Then definitely I have to push myself to do house chores. Sawang byk. Penyapunya dah beli. Tapi idok le larat today. I am still down with flu but I am trying not to think about it. So in between doing house chores I watched tv or updating this blog. Dapur tu asyik sepah le. Padahal bukan masak pun 😉😂😂 dan semalam dah kemas. Luckily harini kuat semangat nak hand washing my clothes 😂😂😂...selalu kumpul 1-2 weeks 😁😁😁. Eleh...tenyeh2 dan celup2 je..

Kerja ofis byk. Nak pi ofis tak larat today
Semalam lewat pi ofis
I have to tidy up/clean my super mesy and dusty house
Anyway...
Yes sometimes I go to office on saturday
But I can only stand for 1 hour only yesterday
It was so hot and that made me got headache
So I just packed my things
And off I went for lunch 😂

Stopped by at the furniture shop
I was looking for a small sofa like this

But the taukeh was busy with another customer. So I  just left without asking the price.

Then pi beli barang dapur dan buah.

Memang dah lama teringin nak makan avocado dan dragon fruit. Lately cari di pasar tiada ...hmm biasa senang je cari.

Last night I should updating very important document for a program that need approval. Unfortunately, my body said no and my eyes did not co-operate as well. I was not sleepy but everything was blur....So I just watched Cooties. However, I managed to force myself  to check my customers' work while watching Pride and Prejudice and Zombies 😅😅😅.

The culprit

I had nasi goreng kampung+paprik ayam for dinner on Thursday.
When I wake up I can feel something at my face....
Yup allergic reaction...red rashes.

So definitely it came from the anchovies+chicken from the Thai restaurant. And for thai food they must be using fish sauce that definitely make the allergic reaction worse. So, no more food from that restaurant. When I went to see the doc on thursday she said there is a patient who claimed that she/he got allergic reaction due to unfresh food. My friend also said the same thing happened to her relative....

Hmm...tu pun I tak sedar dirikan
Masaklah wei....
Awatlah beli food
Oppssss....

My ting tong days

Hari selasa
Kalut...
Ada meeting
Tapi sempat singgah memborong di mamaks
jumpa customers, ramai yang sok sek
Within 15 minutes, tiba-tiba I rasa semacam
Minta paracetamol from my staf
And I had to cancel my second meeting
Tapi sakit pun...lunch itu perlu 😅😅😅

Next kalut pula lengkapkan bahan to our junior customer
My colleague dah siapkan
Tapi it is not enough
And for me it is lack of something
soul?
Connection with reality?
The story behind it?

Eh!!! Tetiba ada yg datang beri ni pulak

Alhamdulillah rezeki...
Pagi kita share mamak's food
Petang kita terima dari orang lain pula

Malam tu telan ni pulak

Hari Rabu
walaupun tak larat
Kena kuat pagi itu
Perlu menghadiri perbincangan perubahan etc
Susah nak buat jika tiada makluman terperinci dan contoh
Sukar nak tambahbaik jika kita tak tahu siapa yg simpan dokumen asal dan siapa yg uruskan

Then baru tahu ada meeting with new customer
Perlulah siapkan bahan 😱😱😱
Kalut cari sana sini
Update itu ini💆💆💆

Then lama pulak dengar speech
Ngantukkkk
Meeting with new customer
Ada hangin gak
Ye la dah senior kan....
Pendapatan boleh tahan...
Ada degil 😅😅😅

Then selak sana sini cari bhn utk junior customer lain
Balik nearly 7pm
Cari lagi....
Then from 10pm-3.15am buat keroje lain
Sebelum tu telan panadol juga
Updating presentation slides for another new customer
Tambah photos dan tables juga
Eh!!! Oh! No!!!!
I realised something is really wrong
This is due to the fact that when the boss prefer not to follow other department...
But from my checking this time we really have to follow them...
So how?
Meroyan sensorang tengah malam....
Sent email to boss n rakan sekapal
So buat dua version

Konon nak pi ofis 8am
Sedar2 dah 8.45 😱😱😱
Check email boss suruh tukar
Call boss untuk confirm
Hmm...
Baiki lagi...
Sempat minum milo+mkn sekut sekpg
10am kalut pi opis
Print and photocopied...
And off I went to meet the customers
Jumpa boss
Jumpa rakan sekapal
Hah!!! Berdebatlah ko
Which one to follow?
Ikut B, tak ikut turutan
Ikut P, mcm dah terlambat n bebankan pihak lain
Boss terkejut when I said it is our fault
Dah B suruh ikut P tapi kita yg degil 😅😅😅
So beginilah...
This time yg awal ikut B, berikutnya ikut P
Faham???
A bit terkilan
Bila boss kata my unit selalu bermasalah
Pulak
I nampak masalah tu awal
So I shared to all
Why i share to them?
Coz them turut terlibat
Tak pasal2 tiba I digelar ketua geng sekapal 😂😂😂

Kalau sape baca sampai sini
Memang ko gigih 😅😅😅
Ni rekod I ya
Senang nak check for later purposes
Satu lagi nak release 😂😂😂😂

Dah jumpa new customer
Ada lewat juga due to tech prob
Kalut balik ofis
Ada colleague nak jumpa
Pulak dah... kena ubahsuai agihan kerja
Hmm...dulu pun dh sikit
Ni bila dah dpt sesuatu pun nak sikit ya...
Malas nak fikir...
Biarlah jika itu rezeki dia
Atau jika dia menipu atau mendiamkan
Maka, jawablah di akhirat nanti
Anyway tu lepas
Kita fikir sekarang
Oklah if she got suggestion
But still kena fikir kes lain pulak
💆💆💆💆
Ada orang nak ringan
Ada orang rela berat coz tak mau berkongsi
Bukan senang to satisfy everybody

Nak rehat pun tak sedap hati
Lapar....makan biskut je
Whatsapp reminders itu ini
Sedar2 dah 3pm
Kalut pi jumpa commisioner of oath
Kalut pi klinik panel tp doc belum sampai
Pesakit menunggu pun ramai
Off I went to gomen clinic
Lantaklah kalau ramai pun
I was ting tong at the clinic
I kata demam, MA kata flu
I lupa pasal nombor, nurse hairan
I lupa pasal farmasi, sampai doc kena keluar and remind
😂😂😂
Anyway ....tu dia hadaplah

Confirm flu +sinus +allergic
Patutlah ting tong pakej with sakit sendi

Semasa di klinik orang cari I
Minta data yg due esok
Keluar klinik I pula cari my staff
Minta uruskan data customer yg masih belum ditetapkan
Belum lagi nk settlekan my staff yg nak jumpa I
Adoilah macam2....
Dalam keadaan ting tong
Kuatkan hati
Pi town
Pi lawyer firm
Pi tukar bateri car key

5pm balik opis
Dah ada customer tunggu
Tak sempat nak buka pintu, dia dh cakap 😭😭😭
Jumpa my staff
Melambak keroje
Kemas barang dan balik
Eh singgah beli .....

Malam ni banyaklah nak buat
So how nak mkn ubat 😳😳😳
Takpe mkn ubat dan tidur
Then bangun awal ya...

Ayam halia

That was my dinner tonite

Ayam halia, tapi macam ayam kunyit 😅😅😅
Tabur almond flakes
Walhal petang dah hadap gorpis 😅😅😅
Tula bila stress, fikir makan je

Pagi tadi kalut pi kerja
Ada bengkel
Adoilah my colleague asyik minta bahan je
Sabarlah...

Then meeting with customer
Opps...I ran amok
Why why why??
You never change...
Awatlah idok sedar diri....
Alasan agama
Alasan ibu
Alasan kakak
😱😱😱😱
😠😠😠😠

Sambil meeting
Dok melayan senior colleague yg byk songeh
Tak mau hari itu
Nak hari ini
Ko pikir diri ko je kan
Tapi lupa tanggungjawab to customer
Nak decline ek...
Just make an application
Later do not ever blaim me
Well...you knew the trick huh
What???
You wanna focus on something else
Then, org lain tak perlu buatkah???
Why did you so selfish???

Sambil meeting
Dok melayan junior colleague
Tak selesa dengan tempatlah
Ramai pulaklah
Adoilah 😅😅😅

After lunch hour nak cepat2 sambung keroje
Ada pulak ex-customer datang.
Lamanyer....
Takkan nak halau 😅😅😅
After 1.5 hours I need to be strong and said
"Oklah ya...thank you for coming. Saya nak prepare bhn utk meeting"
He seems shocked but understood 😅😅😅

Dah update name list and sent email to the relevant party
Ada discussion with another colleague
Perlu fahamkan dan buat hebahan
Nanti dituduh bukan2 lagi

Then sambung another discussion
Customer owh customer
Awatlah ada masalah tak mau inform awal2
Kan dah susah sekarang
Harus bagaimana?
Nak percaya siapa?
💆💆💆
Oklah kita siasat
Ask both parties
And give improvement opportunity...

Kena forward reminder email
Haish semua I kena buat
Nak buat yg I punya tak boleh lagi
Tertangguh since last week
Why la di kala crucial time ada je tech prob????
😠😠😠😠😠