Zombie life

For the past few weeks

I guess I was living like a zombie

All concerning my work

Dealing with many types of customers

Rushing to deadlines

Outstation etc

To make matter worst due to my perfectionist personality 🤦‍♀️

Regardless of long list of things to do

And around the corner deadlines

Confusion of which task to complete first

Suddenly I went for hybernation last weekend

Doing nothing except eating and watching kdrama Eve 🤦‍♀️😅

But on monday morning 

I became so worried with the piles of tasks

And almost did not want to wake up.

But, finally I overcame it

When I arrived at work 

Again I did not know which task that I should do first....

But when it comes to gossipinh and  food laju pulak 🤣.

My colleague told me that she made me as the example to justify her concern during a meeting

However I was kinda annoy 

When certain of what she listed concerning me

Was Not really true

And may lead to misinterpreted by others

But...thing has passed

Couldn't be rewind

So I have to train myself 

Not to overthinking

And let go of things that I can't control

So i bought the following food for lunch

Nasi campur lauk asam pedas ikan+bende goreng+taugeh+sambal belacan

And jambu+asam kawan belanja

Unfortunately around 2pm

One of the organizer for the external workshop

complained that I did not complete my claim form

and did not provide my ID photocopy and payroll slip 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Once settled with this claim thingy

I have to check my junior customers task

Dah komen dan ada contoh pun salah 😡😅

Sabau je la

Then I was so shocked to see my attendance record

Not again ...

The outstation was not recorded

Not enough working hours etc...

Maybe due to system error my reasons were not submitted 

I went to town to buy stationery, food for dinner and raya cookies

Unfortunately, only the banner of raya cookies still available 🤣🤣🤣

And the stationery shop closed early

I had a small bowl of soto+a quarter plate of nasi goreng+laici kang for dinner

Unfortunately, around 3-4am I got stomache

And went to the toilet several times

Today I had mcd pie apple for brekky

And this food for lunch

Unfortunately...I had stomache again atound 8pm 

What is wrong with me?

I was afraid to had dinner

But I was so hungry

I ended up having 2 packets of biscuits+hot peaches tea

High calorie but not satisfying my hunger 🤦‍♀️😅

This one whole day

I was kinda had mental block

while checking and editing my jaws customer's document

I only submitted the latest version to her at about 9.50pm

Kinda dissapointed when certain people just doing their work rushingly and not properly

Additionaly, when she hardly listen to my suggestion 

I wonder how can she do something that require at least a month in just one day