Ya percayalah....tak tipunya...
Pagi semalam, di kala kalut ironing my baju kurung, I was accidently ironing my stomach as well. Tindakan refleks I berlari ke bilik air dan basahkan tempat yg rasa sakit. Dah buat baru terpikir, awat aku sapu air huhu...Disebabkan kalut nak ke ofis I tak sempat nak sapu minyak gamat. Lagipun tidak kelihatan kesan merah dan melecur, hanya macam hirisan tipis 2.5cm pjg di bahagian kulit. Cumanya rasa sakitnya macamlah teruk sangat. Menjelang tengahari dah tak terasa sakitnya dan I pun terlupa sehinggalah saat menulis entri ini. Bila kulihat....alamak!!!!
Confirmlah merah, bengkak dan melecur huhuhu... Maka, tiada lagi kelicinan perut yg selalu dipuji2 dek my tukang urut. Orang lain perut berparut akibat pembedahan etc, I pula sebab seterika perut sendiri...adohai...Tak tahulah nak marah diri sendiri or nak gelak. Kurang lagi nampaknya duit hantaranku ;)))).
Mengikut sejarah (haha mcm bagus je ek), 20 tahun dulu pun I pun pernah seterika anggota badan yang lain iaitu lengan I. Entah camna terus terletak iron pada lengan huhu...Parut perang tetap ada walaupun sudah tidak timbul lagi. Setakat terkena iron sana sini tu biasa...setiap tahun ada beberapa kali. Tapi tidaklah sampai berparut besar/panjang, dalam dan lama.
Oklah now dah 3.17am...nak tidor. Tadi dah tertido around 9.20pm. Sedar2 dah 11.40pm. Biasalah surf internet, sambung tonton tv...baru terhegeh2 solat. Then baru kalut nak buat kerja yang sepatutnya due 27 sept. Sambil tu layan movie General's Daughter until 2.45pm...
Ok jom zzzzz....
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Sedih atau kecewa
Dulu pun memang sibuk. Bila dah pegang post lagilah sibuk.
Tak terkejar rasanya. Mana nak jalankan tugas baru, mana nak handle customer sendiri. Pulak tu ada staf lain yg belum kembali bertugas,maka I perlu kendalikan customer dia. Bukan seorang staf, tapi dua. Bukan dua kump customer, tapi empat. Walaupun tak larat, saya gagahkan diri juga kerana kasihankan customers.
Yang sedihnya, 2 minggu lepas salah seorang staf terlepas cakap yang dia sebenarnya dah selesai semua. Habis tu....
Kenapa tak maklumkan dari awal?
Kenapa tak terus kembali apabila tahu kami sangat memerlukan?
Tak kasihankah pada customer?
Tiadakah rasa bersalah pada saya yang bersusah payah uruskan customer dia?
Yang geramnya, ada colleagues yang tahu hal itu.tapi they didnt even tell me. Kalau ikutkan I rancang untuk dia handle that customer coz senarai tugasnya x banyak. Tapi kasihan pulak selain tak nak menyusahkan dia. Alih2 dia pun buat senyap untuk kawan dia....
Yang kecewanya semalam semasa meeting, ada colleague informed that the staff's customer complained that they are clueless with the material that they have gotten from me. Why they never ask me directly???? It was really embarrasing and tarnished my name...It was annoying when the colleague gave the link for the source that we use to the customer without even consult it with me grrr....
Ok...ok...tu kisah semalam...
Today kita senyummm...
Tak terkejar rasanya. Mana nak jalankan tugas baru, mana nak handle customer sendiri. Pulak tu ada staf lain yg belum kembali bertugas,maka I perlu kendalikan customer dia. Bukan seorang staf, tapi dua. Bukan dua kump customer, tapi empat. Walaupun tak larat, saya gagahkan diri juga kerana kasihankan customers.
Yang sedihnya, 2 minggu lepas salah seorang staf terlepas cakap yang dia sebenarnya dah selesai semua. Habis tu....
Kenapa tak maklumkan dari awal?
Kenapa tak terus kembali apabila tahu kami sangat memerlukan?
Tak kasihankah pada customer?
Tiadakah rasa bersalah pada saya yang bersusah payah uruskan customer dia?
Yang geramnya, ada colleagues yang tahu hal itu.tapi they didnt even tell me. Kalau ikutkan I rancang untuk dia handle that customer coz senarai tugasnya x banyak. Tapi kasihan pulak selain tak nak menyusahkan dia. Alih2 dia pun buat senyap untuk kawan dia....
Yang kecewanya semalam semasa meeting, ada colleague informed that the staff's customer complained that they are clueless with the material that they have gotten from me. Why they never ask me directly???? It was really embarrasing and tarnished my name...It was annoying when the colleague gave the link for the source that we use to the customer without even consult it with me grrr....
Ok...ok...tu kisah semalam...
Today kita senyummm...
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Jerebu sini sana
JEREBU OH! JEREBU
jerebu sini, jerebu situ
Ku lihat debu ...
Kelabu...
Ku pasang lampu
Jalan sebatu
Sesak nafasku
Hatiku tak tentu...
Otak celaru
Keliru...
Hari ini bertolak awal dari kampung sebab nak elak kesesakan lebuhraya.
Pukul 7.45pagi dah keluar rumah.
Kelam kelabu dek JEREBU....
Sampai Shah Alam, lagi kelabu...
Aik...awat palang tol tak terbuka...
Alamak!!!!
Kadar tol RM6.20
Baki kad RM4.30 huhu
Panic mode....
Padahal tadi di kampung dah check smart tag
Tapi hanya terpapar "Hi"
Tiada lagi baki kad.
Puas kutekan...
Akibatnya malu besar
Luckily tiada kereta di belakang dan pekerja PLUS kebetulan ada berdekatan.
Bayar je RM5.
Alhamdulillah...petronas pun memang ada lepas tol, so boleh top up.
Dari petronas ku cuba baca papan tanda lebuhraya...huhu tak boleh nampak akibat JEREBU.
Aku fobia sikit di sini, sebab sudah beberapa kali tersilap masuk jalan.
Sampai rumah sini pun JEREBU...
Sempat singgah pasar sekejap mencari buah dan bahan untuk infuse drinks....
Now I am watching recorded superspontan....
jerebu sini, jerebu situ
Ku lihat debu ...
Kelabu...
Ku pasang lampu
Jalan sebatu
Sesak nafasku
Hatiku tak tentu...
Otak celaru
Keliru...
Hari ini bertolak awal dari kampung sebab nak elak kesesakan lebuhraya.
Pukul 7.45pagi dah keluar rumah.
Kelam kelabu dek JEREBU....
Sampai Shah Alam, lagi kelabu...
Aik...awat palang tol tak terbuka...
Alamak!!!!
Kadar tol RM6.20
Baki kad RM4.30 huhu
Panic mode....
Padahal tadi di kampung dah check smart tag
Tapi hanya terpapar "Hi"
Tiada lagi baki kad.
Puas kutekan...
Akibatnya malu besar
Luckily tiada kereta di belakang dan pekerja PLUS kebetulan ada berdekatan.
Bayar je RM5.
Alhamdulillah...petronas pun memang ada lepas tol, so boleh top up.
Dari petronas ku cuba baca papan tanda lebuhraya...huhu tak boleh nampak akibat JEREBU.
Aku fobia sikit di sini, sebab sudah beberapa kali tersilap masuk jalan.
Sampai rumah sini pun JEREBU...
Sempat singgah pasar sekejap mencari buah dan bahan untuk infuse drinks....
Now I am watching recorded superspontan....
Saturday, September 26, 2015
Beraya di MITSUI
Kami ingat kami saja yang beraya di MITSUI outlet, rupa-rupanya ramai yang beraya bersama ;)))) ....
Kami fikir kami saja yang lunch raya dengan japanese food, tapi ramai yang turut serta ....
Biasa je Mitsui ni...Tapi certain brands such as Rip Curl and Cotton on reminds me of Birkenhead Point outlet, Australia. Kalau ada Oroton lagilah menambah sebak di hati.
We ended our 4 hours therapy with The Loaf ....
Kami fikir kami saja yang lunch raya dengan japanese food, tapi ramai yang turut serta ....
Biasa je Mitsui ni...Tapi certain brands such as Rip Curl and Cotton on reminds me of Birkenhead Point outlet, Australia. Kalau ada Oroton lagilah menambah sebak di hati.
We ended our 4 hours therapy with The Loaf ....
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Sakit ngada2
Selamat Hari Malaysia.
Semalam masa di kedai makan, makcik cashier kata esok cuti kan. I terpinga2...cuti apa??? Malunya...teruknya....how I lost track of the date and public holiday...I am not workaholic, but I got so many things to do. Many unexpected issue came up recently, preparing proposal for new projects..yes projects not project, preparing for the audit, handling my staff's customers while waiting for her to come back from leave, consulting my staffs who got problem, hoping from one meeting to another meeting etc....
Hari Isnin petang pi klinik sebab dah tahan sakit kepala, tengkuk, lesu dan badan rasa panas walaupun bila disentuh tidaklah panas mana.
Tiga kali kot Doc check my blood pressure and my pulse. Hehehe...ingat I ada HBP ke? Yelah sape suruh mengadu sakit tengkuk and stress. Doc ni gaya lain macam je, macam nak flirt je hehe...ok..ok..I memang perasan haha. Lepas tu sibuk nak tahu why I tak letak title kat kad klinik. Adoi... utk apa??? Lainlah kalau nak bagi free consultation n medication.
Doc check juga my body temperature?
Normal katanya...aik...musykil I, rasa mmg panas.
So doc kata mungkin pasal jerebu lah kot yg I alah sikit. Yelah sakit kepala dan sampai ke muka kan simptom sinus. Bila doc tanya ada tak sakit dada, confirmlah I jawab tak. So just dapat ubat biasa je....
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Tapi masa on the way balik, tiba2 I sakit dada. Then macam sukar bernafas. Luckily dah nak sampai ofis. Tak ke namanya sakit mengada2. Depan doc ok je, bila balik ...tiba2 muncul. Memang haze kali ni teruk sangat effectnya. I rasa selama ni I kebal je, tak sangka kali ni sampai sakit2 gini....ok...ok...I know dah tua :p...so daya tahan sakit n antibodi getting lower...
Semalam masa di kedai makan, makcik cashier kata esok cuti kan. I terpinga2...cuti apa??? Malunya...teruknya....how I lost track of the date and public holiday...I am not workaholic, but I got so many things to do. Many unexpected issue came up recently, preparing proposal for new projects..yes projects not project, preparing for the audit, handling my staff's customers while waiting for her to come back from leave, consulting my staffs who got problem, hoping from one meeting to another meeting etc....
Hari Isnin petang pi klinik sebab dah tahan sakit kepala, tengkuk, lesu dan badan rasa panas walaupun bila disentuh tidaklah panas mana.
Tiga kali kot Doc check my blood pressure and my pulse. Hehehe...ingat I ada HBP ke? Yelah sape suruh mengadu sakit tengkuk and stress. Doc ni gaya lain macam je, macam nak flirt je hehe...ok..ok..I memang perasan haha. Lepas tu sibuk nak tahu why I tak letak title kat kad klinik. Adoi... utk apa??? Lainlah kalau nak bagi free consultation n medication.
Doc check juga my body temperature?
Normal katanya...aik...musykil I, rasa mmg panas.
So doc kata mungkin pasal jerebu lah kot yg I alah sikit. Yelah sakit kepala dan sampai ke muka kan simptom sinus. Bila doc tanya ada tak sakit dada, confirmlah I jawab tak. So just dapat ubat biasa je....
Tapi masa on the way balik, tiba2 I sakit dada. Then macam sukar bernafas. Luckily dah nak sampai ofis. Tak ke namanya sakit mengada2. Depan doc ok je, bila balik ...tiba2 muncul. Memang haze kali ni teruk sangat effectnya. I rasa selama ni I kebal je, tak sangka kali ni sampai sakit2 gini....ok...ok...I know dah tua :p...so daya tahan sakit n antibodi getting lower...
Ada apa pada title and credit???
Dulu ada younger customer kutuk I dalam FB kononnya I marah kalau tidak dipanggil dengan title Dr. Ouch...that was really annoying and embrassing statement. There is a difference between got angry and mentioned it properly. It is not about I am so proud of that hard earned title and really want to be called with that title. It is about addressing people properly when you have already known their title.
On sunday, I have to settle something for my new customer and that include dealing with other department. Yes I contacted them via email and cc the email to my boss as well. One of them is my old friend which whenever I meet her I call her kakak. I was not sure about her latest title and I did check in the website...it just the same as previous one. She replied the email and demanded that my boss write a formal letter to them and ended the email with her name and new higher title....Yes that is her right. But I sent a formal email and address her title properly just as in the website. I just wonder why I can't send email to those who are now in higher position...and is it neccessary to highlight that new title. What made me upset is she is my friend, soft spoken and very kind... just like a sister to me. It was unexpected that she did that. Hmm...people can change. But yup...I know I should take it positively. She must had her own reason on doing that and she may not aware that her new title is still not updated in the website.
Tu isu title, ni isu taking kredit.
Kita yg buat FB group utk memudahkan komunikasi dengan customer, orang lain senang2 dapat nama. Dahla lansung tiada courtesy to inform me first before omitting my name from the comittee. It was very obvious that you do not want to work with me that is why you ask me to quit previously. When I still have not quit, that is why you just drop my name without saying anything. I pun x hadap, I pun super busy dan memang nak quit cuma I nak do it properly when I meet the boss during the first meeting. Sometimes it was so dissapointing when a friend has no courtesy to tell you right from the start, when a staff just freely appoint other staffs to help her without informing you....It seems that they do not even respect me at all....Ok ok..I know respect to be earned not to be asked for...
On sunday, I have to settle something for my new customer and that include dealing with other department. Yes I contacted them via email and cc the email to my boss as well. One of them is my old friend which whenever I meet her I call her kakak. I was not sure about her latest title and I did check in the website...it just the same as previous one. She replied the email and demanded that my boss write a formal letter to them and ended the email with her name and new higher title....Yes that is her right. But I sent a formal email and address her title properly just as in the website. I just wonder why I can't send email to those who are now in higher position...and is it neccessary to highlight that new title. What made me upset is she is my friend, soft spoken and very kind... just like a sister to me. It was unexpected that she did that. Hmm...people can change. But yup...I know I should take it positively. She must had her own reason on doing that and she may not aware that her new title is still not updated in the website.
Tu isu title, ni isu taking kredit.
Kita yg buat FB group utk memudahkan komunikasi dengan customer, orang lain senang2 dapat nama. Dahla lansung tiada courtesy to inform me first before omitting my name from the comittee. It was very obvious that you do not want to work with me that is why you ask me to quit previously. When I still have not quit, that is why you just drop my name without saying anything. I pun x hadap, I pun super busy dan memang nak quit cuma I nak do it properly when I meet the boss during the first meeting. Sometimes it was so dissapointing when a friend has no courtesy to tell you right from the start, when a staff just freely appoint other staffs to help her without informing you....It seems that they do not even respect me at all....Ok ok..I know respect to be earned not to be asked for...
Sunday, September 13, 2015
Sarapan orang demam
Tengok gaya macam tak demam ek. Boleh menggoreng kepok and minum kopi
Biasalah tekak demam I ni memang lain. Kalau others mungkin tak selera makan, kalau I ngidam macam2.
Semalam tengahari keluar sekejap ke event berdekatan rumah walaupun jerebu teruk. So jalan kaki je. Tak pasal2 bila balik sakit kepala sangat. Menjelang petang badan pun panas. Malam pun terus terbaring. Cari panadol tiada...so terbaring je la. Nak siapkan office work pun tak larat.
Bangun pagi ni dah mula ada running nose dan sore throat huhu...Buka tingkap jerebu makin teruk walaupun ptg semalam dan pagi tadi hujan. Tapi nanti kena gak keluar rumah nak pi klinik dan beli barang ....Apapun perlu jadi bibik dulu n siapkan kerja opis before getting out.
Biasalah tekak demam I ni memang lain. Kalau others mungkin tak selera makan, kalau I ngidam macam2.
Semalam tengahari keluar sekejap ke event berdekatan rumah walaupun jerebu teruk. So jalan kaki je. Tak pasal2 bila balik sakit kepala sangat. Menjelang petang badan pun panas. Malam pun terus terbaring. Cari panadol tiada...so terbaring je la. Nak siapkan office work pun tak larat.
Bangun pagi ni dah mula ada running nose dan sore throat huhu...Buka tingkap jerebu makin teruk walaupun ptg semalam dan pagi tadi hujan. Tapi nanti kena gak keluar rumah nak pi klinik dan beli barang ....Apapun perlu jadi bibik dulu n siapkan kerja opis before getting out.
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Balik kampung jadi tetamu atau bibik.
Sebelum balik kampung sabtu lepas singgah dulu di Dengkil menikmati gelato
Bila ahad, mata tak menahan melihat the dirty bathroom....mold growing on the floor and wall. Guess what dalam kolah jentik-jentik ada, di rangka pintu anai-anai pun ada....sarang labah-labah di siling dan semut di dinding semestinyalah. Bertabahlah. So jadi bibik la....kasi buang yang tak berkenaan, kasi sental dan lap, kasi cuci bersih dan kasi kilat. Luckily dua bilik air lain ok.
So we do have a choice ...
Terus SAKIT MATA dan membebel;
BUKA MATA dan bersihkan sahaja dengan sakit hati atau
TUTUP MATA kerana rasa kita hanya balik sekali sekala dan anggap diri umpama tetamu yang hanya tumpang bermalam.
Jika hati kering memang I nak buat yg ke3. Tapi I tak suka bilik air lain hehehe...so bersihkan je la.
Dah settle tu, moh la kita bertukar ... from dealing with exhausting house chores to pampering ourselves....Facial treatment, shopping and eating.
The price of pandora is getting ridiculous. I beli dulu di OZ around RM150 each for the blink2 charm, then last year I tanya around RM289....this year it became around RM350?????? So tak tertunailah hasrat.....
Isnin pula, kita pi massage....
Other than that, I had quality time with my nephew too....
Asal balik kampung, my nephew ada art work.
Asal my nephew ada art work, I balik kampung.
So haruslah jadi cikgu besar hahaha....
We planned and discussed together...the thread, origamy and national day poster.
Sambil buat, sambil I guide him what are the values for doing the arts...
Planning, careful, thorough, patient and checking
Owh how I miss him.. .
This time he was a bit open while chit chatting.
Bila ahad, mata tak menahan melihat the dirty bathroom....mold growing on the floor and wall. Guess what dalam kolah jentik-jentik ada, di rangka pintu anai-anai pun ada....sarang labah-labah di siling dan semut di dinding semestinyalah. Bertabahlah. So jadi bibik la....kasi buang yang tak berkenaan, kasi sental dan lap, kasi cuci bersih dan kasi kilat. Luckily dua bilik air lain ok.
So we do have a choice ...
Terus SAKIT MATA dan membebel;
BUKA MATA dan bersihkan sahaja dengan sakit hati atau
TUTUP MATA kerana rasa kita hanya balik sekali sekala dan anggap diri umpama tetamu yang hanya tumpang bermalam.
Jika hati kering memang I nak buat yg ke3. Tapi I tak suka bilik air lain hehehe...so bersihkan je la.
Dah settle tu, moh la kita bertukar ... from dealing with exhausting house chores to pampering ourselves....Facial treatment, shopping and eating.
Setelah hampir 10tahun, kembali beli
Say bye to RM432 huhu and got this free skin kit valued at Rm200
and free sample.
Manhattan fish market platter
The price of pandora is getting ridiculous. I beli dulu di OZ around RM150 each for the blink2 charm, then last year I tanya around RM289....this year it became around RM350?????? So tak tertunailah hasrat.....
Isnin pula, kita pi massage....
Other than that, I had quality time with my nephew too....
Asal balik kampung, my nephew ada art work.
Asal my nephew ada art work, I balik kampung.
So haruslah jadi cikgu besar hahaha....
We planned and discussed together...the thread, origamy and national day poster.
Sambil buat, sambil I guide him what are the values for doing the arts...
Planning, careful, thorough, patient and checking
Owh how I miss him.. .
This time he was a bit open while chit chatting.
Friday, September 4, 2015
When life upside down
Hari Isninku terasa seperti zombie.
12.30 baru nak tidur, 5am bangun, 6am bertolak, 8am singgah kedai, 8.40am kalut prepare nak jumpa customer, 9am meeting with customer, 12.30pm jumpa boss, then prepare bhn n emel to him.2.30pm meeting, 4.30 kalut pi headquarters jumpa boss besar.....malam pengsan.
Hari khamisku lagilah parah, tidur 1 jam je.
12.00am baru nk buat presentation slide for new customers.. 5am cuba nk tidur tapi x boleh. 6-7am bolehlah lelap jugak.8-10am meeting with customer. Then kalut prepare material for 10.30 meeting with colleague. Menahan sabar when people keep on asking/discussing irelevant or not so important questions and we ended up finish our meeting around 1.30pm. Yg sakit hati dahla kita penat, lapar dan kalut, ada juga yg sibuk jugak nk discuss lagi. Tak faham2 juga sampai I raise up my voice. Then, bila kita sedang makan laju2 pun ada juga yg nak bercakap lagi. Adoiii...Please give me some. Then, kalut bersiap. 2.30pm meeting with new customer. 4.15pm balik ofis...jadi blank. Dok saling meluah perasan dengan friend for nearly 2 hours.
Sampai bila nak hidup macam ni? Ada orang lagilah byk kerja dan padat jadualnya, boleh je hadapi dengan tenang. But me...it really difficult for me.
12.30 baru nak tidur, 5am bangun, 6am bertolak, 8am singgah kedai, 8.40am kalut prepare nak jumpa customer, 9am meeting with customer, 12.30pm jumpa boss, then prepare bhn n emel to him.2.30pm meeting, 4.30 kalut pi headquarters jumpa boss besar.....malam pengsan.
Hari khamisku lagilah parah, tidur 1 jam je.
12.00am baru nk buat presentation slide for new customers.. 5am cuba nk tidur tapi x boleh. 6-7am bolehlah lelap jugak.8-10am meeting with customer. Then kalut prepare material for 10.30 meeting with colleague. Menahan sabar when people keep on asking/discussing irelevant or not so important questions and we ended up finish our meeting around 1.30pm. Yg sakit hati dahla kita penat, lapar dan kalut, ada juga yg sibuk jugak nk discuss lagi. Tak faham2 juga sampai I raise up my voice. Then, bila kita sedang makan laju2 pun ada juga yg nak bercakap lagi. Adoiii...Please give me some. Then, kalut bersiap. 2.30pm meeting with new customer. 4.15pm balik ofis...jadi blank. Dok saling meluah perasan dengan friend for nearly 2 hours.
Sampai bila nak hidup macam ni? Ada orang lagilah byk kerja dan padat jadualnya, boleh je hadapi dengan tenang. But me...it really difficult for me.
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