When dealing with others...

Yup! It is hard to deal with others

Yesterday
OMG I couldn't control myself 😰
I ran amok with admin staff in front of second boss
I have made a complain to him about unfair issue on 19 feb.
But till monday nothing change
He said he has already contacted the relevant department
But cannot do anything anymore
The selection is based on seniority
Then why didn't he update that with me

Then I directly contacted the relevant department
Guess what???
They can make the change
So where the term "cannot do anything anymore" came from?
But of course I have to get the approval from my team member

At the first place that team member suppose to be the person in charge
He is more suitable than I am due to the fact he is the coordinator
Not me !!!!
Unfortunately he seemed reluctant to in charge formally
He just wanna help me 🤦‍♀️
But what will happen if something happened?
Who is the person in charge on the event day?
Whose name in the appointment letter?
Alhamdulillah finally he agreed
So I wrote an email to the relevant department and cc to him to make the change formally and gave the justification as well.

Unfortunately since then he just ignored my whatsapp messages, phone calls amd email
I feel like a beggar
😭😭😭😰.
Did he angry with me????
The document that he shared is print disable
So I cant print it
Whereas I really need it
As a benchmark for my customers works
I suppose to settle my task by today
Unfortunately due to that I have to postpone it
It is a burden for me to just read the doc in the phone
I can't even read it in my laptop due to internet problem
I am really stress about this.
Why?
Why he did this to me???

That is why I do not like...
 to do certain task in team
Or depend on others
Dealing with others ...
either it gonna ease or burden our work
Either it gonna complete in a short or long time
Either I gonna happy or upset...