Once a while

Even though
I do not like certain program
I do not like to work under pressure
I do not like working with pushy boss
I do not like the inconsiderate and rude organiser

But there is something good behind it
I managed to see the positive side
I was motivated to see how confident
and how good people are in delivering something
especially when they did that spontaneously
I met new people
I have a long chat with certain friends that I have not met for several years...
One of my close friend said that " biar berkembang sikit"

Yes exactly....
Sometimes I need to get out of my small circle
Find the value of knowing new people
Appreciate on how they help us even though that were the first time we met
Enjoy our Smiling and greeting each other moment
Either in the program, at the hall way, at the dining table even in the elevator ....

Well...below were part of my weekend memories
From the dawn till night ....

Series of unfortunate event

Last friday many things happened
I can still cope with two appointments
in the morning and afternoon
But not dealing with so many rejections in one day

The boss rejected my data
Not for one part but two parts
When I was struggling in updating the data
I found out that my application for saturday transport was rejected
When I checked my emails
I got responses that the relevant parties can't changed my affiliation
By that time I was already late to withdraw my money in the city
But I need the money
While I was driving to the city
I can't hold my tears any longer
It kept on streaming down my cheek
When I was stopping at the traffic light
I even sobbed 😭😭😭

When I was at the city
It was already dark
Unfortunately there was problem with my car
I was clue cless
Just got in and out of my car for several times
I cant make a call to anyone for help
It was maghrib prayer time
My phone battery is one bar left
When my car seems a bit ok
I just tried my luck by driving my car to the nearest  workshop
But the mechanic was having his dinner
That I have to wait for more than 15 minutes
Unfortunately later he did not want to check my car
Due to the so called reason my car seems ok 😠
What choice do I have?
Just drove back home

In a haste to get home
In my unstable condition
While my mind is somewhere else
In the dark night
I saw two lights from 2/3 cars at the road side
Alhamdulillah I did not drive fast
And I was able to see two car bumpers scattered on the middle of the road
And I managed to avoid it by driving to the right side
Only to be left shocked to see a dead body of something
Until today I did not know what it was

When I reached home
I could not think
I was to stress
I even got migraine attack
When the person in charge for the saturday transport blamed me
Hello!
I have already provided all required documents.
My condition became worse
When certain people who need my help and cooperation
Treat me like a beggar
They need me
But they didnt give detail infos
They didnt provide transport
They even gave ridiculous suggestion
Dragging my heavy luggage and laptop on the train?
Hello!!!
You are still a trainee
Is this how you treat 'somebody'?
Not that I am bragging with my title and position
Not even to look down on people
But this is about attitude and manners
About how to treat people properly and nicely...
We will see
How far will you go with that kind of attitude?

Kerja Terlampau

Hari ini saya sangat tertekan dengan tuntutan kerja.
Pagi Menghadap customer yg tak sedar diri
Petang menghadap the top people yg mengerah
Malam mendengar tuntutan kerja yg baru

Wahai mereka yg di atas kenapa nak aniaya kami???
Awak pelindung kami
Atau pemusnah masa depan kami?

Bila berada di atas
jgn asyik mendongak ke langit
sekali sekala kena tunduk melihat ke tanah

Hidup ni satu kitaran
Bila tiba masanya
Kamu tetap perlu turun ke tanah juga
Apa rasanya bila kamu kembali seperti kami

Malam ni dah stress kan
I makan suku pinggan mee
Suku pinggan spageti
1 slice pizza
How la tak put on weight???
That is the end of tonite rant....

Bila aku menang

Yeay!!!!
Bukan senang nak jadi orang yg bertuah

Menang gapo?
Adalah.....
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Tu dia 😂😂😂😂

Oklah tu kan
Tetap di kalangan orang yg BERTUAH
Siapa yg nak beri free gitu aje 😁😁😀

Oklah kan benda kecik pun boleh buat I happy tau.

Hari ni my day started as early as 5.30am.
Dah buat apa yg patut,
Baru terhegeh2 nak jemur kain
then kemas my long abandoned master bedroom
Sumbat baju+seluar yg dah tak muat in my suitcase
Dll...

Then kalut pi office
Ada workshop, tapi hmm...baik tak payah datang
Buat je la plan for my senior customer
Then terlewat meeting with my junior customer

After lunch
Asked my PA to key in part of staff KPI
Sorting documents and files.
Rasa serabut, nauseous and headache
Anyway I managed to clear 3/4 of the piling documents by 5.45pm.

Before going back I ordered pizza
Balik menikmati

While watching Lara Aisyah episod 96
100 episod ek?
If I am not mistaken I started watching this drama since ep.87.
Pun boleh faham cerita ni 😂😂😂.
Maka perlukah yg 86 earlier episod tu 😅😅😅
Eh! Suka hati I lah
Blog I, tv I, astro I 😉😉😉😉.

Rolled oat

Yes...I prefer rolled oat compared to instant oat.
Campur low fat yogurt, chia seed, raisins, almond flakes and walnuts.

Then only I pour low fat milk...
Well that was my brekky this morning while watching Diva: stranger in  my house.

Then nk buat segala yg sepatut di buat semalam.
Suppose pi office today.
Tapi i sakit perut 😅.
Tulah org mkn slimming pil, suppose digestive system ok and membuang hari2.
Yg I pulak dah hari ke3 baru nak mbuang.
So siksa memulas ler.
Nampak sangat I tak minum byk air kan.
So how  to lose weight?

Weekend brekky

Good morning....
Nak brekky gapo eh?
Nak makan oat dan yogurt rasa tekak kembang.
So selepas tonton sepahtu reunion dan semasa mengadap Lara Aishah episod 95...
Jom makan omellete malas ni

Goreng le sausages slices with half spoon oil
Dah masak, curah telur
Then letak cheese...
Dah siap 😍😍

Sedap dimakan bersama thai sauce 😊

Ok jom lah kita
Kemas rumah
Basuh baju
Bayar bil
Buat claim
Siapkan kerja ofis
Buat bahan for customer

Sometimes rimas ek
24 jam sibuk pasal performance point
Tapi buat kerja hampeh
Tak pun mengeluh
Tak pun berkira
Worst ...buat tak tahu pasal kerja
Tapi....
Mereka jugalah yg dapat imbuhan
Yg boss nampak
Biasalah golongan gini akan terus berdesup naik
Golongan mcm I akan terus tertindas, terbeban dan dilupakan.

My journey to lose weight

****Day 1: 3 jan 2017****

1 hour before brekky: slimming pills
Brekky: Coffee and biscuit
Lunch:ikan bakar and ulam,no rice
Supper: chia seed pudding

The ingredients....

Eh! Wait a minute...
where is my dinner???

Ok...here is the pic

Day 1 mission failed 😭😭😭

Online Shaming

Thank you very much for making me pissed off
Thank you very much for humiliating me in social media
Even I may not be the one
Butttttt.....
Thank you very much for highlighting me and directing the clues to me.

Remember....
You are also a woman
Or maybe you have already got a daughter
Or later a grand daughter
I wonder what will happen if one day you and your decendents were in my shoes....

Remember
We are in the same line of job
Hmm....
I wonder how do you feel if your customer treated you as what you did to me?

And even upsetting
when the one who supposed to be a listener
Suppose to calm me down
But busy talking about herself
And escaping that she is not part of the social media humiliation....
And that even streghtened the fact I am the one and only involved....

When God answered the prayer

For few days I am still angry with my colleague due to something that I have already posted. These two days I was thinking whether to just ignore her or ask her to write a show cause letter. But both actions have their own pros and cons. I want her to learn her lesson but at the same time I don't want to add fuel to the fire.

After zohor prayer today, I prayed to God to give me guidance to solve this problem. When I was at the main office, the phone rang. Since my PA is on leave I just picked up the call and listening to the voice...yup it is her. She wanted to come over to collect something. When we met in the office she just smile and seems like wouldnt dare to look at me...at my eyes. Anyway I feel relieved and grateful that finally she apologised. And I just be frank with her that I was angry with her action,  asked her dont do that again and to help our friend in completing the task. So we back to our good term.

Alhamdulillah.
Allah answered my prayer.
I feel touched and blessed.
Then which of the favours of your Lord will you deny?

Teringin dan Makan

Happy New Year...

Apa azam tahun baru you all?

Me...biasalah....

Merealisasikan azam tahun lepas dan tahun2 sebelumnya...😉😉😉

***Semestinya to be better person...

I tgk facebook byk nau simptom hati kotor 😭😭😭.

So sila insaf ya.

***Semestinya nak kurangkan berat badan ke 45kg.

Now 55kg.

***Semestinya nak peningkatan dalam kerjaya

***Semestinya nak lagi kaya ....eh!!! 😅😅😅😅.

Kaya tu macam2 ya.

Bukan sekadar duit dan harta.

***Yang paling penting to find my soul mate 😍😘😍.

So habis cerita new year resolution.

Now what is this teringin teringin???

Hari jumaat tahun lepas teringin sangat nak makan ikan bakar air asam dan petai. Tapi my favourite kedai tutup pula. Semua kedai makan area tu tutup. Aik...lamanya cuti krismas atau awalnya cuti tahun baru. Maka, hasrat nak massage nearby that area terpaksa dibatalkan demi melayan anak tekak. So, terpaksa pi food court. Eh! Murah RM5 je...ada ikan jaket bakar, sayur dan sambal petai...

Hari sabtu ni je la my lunch 😅😅😅.

Tak larat nak keluar. Memang rehat sakan. Dah petang after 6pm baru pi kedai mamak....tu dia ada ayam madu pedas, sayur, peria goreng dan kuah campuq.....sedap....jilat jari....

Hari Ahad konon nak jogging dan kemas rumah hmm....pepaham je lah. Punyalah tak senonoh 1.20 pm barulah keluar cari food. Dah dalam kereta baru perasan zuhur dah masuk...awatlah tak solat dulu. Takde mood nak pi kedai dekat rumah. Pi food court..hmmm satu kedai je bukak. Pun macam takde mood nk turun situ. Pi tempat lain tutup. Tak biasa kat area tu. Ronda2 nmpk satu kedai ramai orang. Tapi laju so terlepas le pulak. Tak kuasa nk patah balik. Nak pi restoren indo tutup. Nak pi kedai lain, ramai bikers...tak kuasa nk tunggu lama. Alih2 pi beli kain ela hahaha....ok pi je la secret recipe mencari carrot cake dan tomyam gong. Tapi terpaksa cancel order tomyam coz I takde mood nak join my friend yg kebetulan having her lunch there. Beli gak black forest...teringin coz haritu ada majlis tp them tak tinggal walaupun secubit utk I 😭😭😭. Dah ko mampu beli, beli sendiri ya. Jgn byk bunyi !!!

Luckily ada kedai makan masih buka walaupun dah 2.30pm.

So belilah kari kepala ikan dan ulam for lunch dan ayam bakar +gulai terung for dinner. Total RM16.90. Oklah boleh makan 3 kali 😅😅😅. Nikmat makan lauk kampungkan....