Serabut

I tengah serabut

Weekend pun buat kerja

Dah tak tahu nk buat yg mana dulu

Ada 2 perkara yg due datenya sama 😭😭

Yang first tu

Mana nak check more than 15 documents

Ni baru 2.5 docs done 😭😭

Mana nak kejar the MIA customer

Yg second tu pulak

Perlu write two reports

Both perlu ada hasil analisis data from many aspects

Masalahnya how to get the result when the data incomplete

So perlu collect the new data

To get them I need to prepare a new set of document

Maka tadi strugglelah membuatnya from 11++ to 3.45pm

Lewatlah baru dapat mandi and solat

Dah solat asar semua barulah makan

Tapi merapulah

Sundae strawberry, leftover fried mushroom

Bubur pulut hitam gak

Lepas tu bising makin bulat 😅🤣

Sambil tu dok tengok Thai drama

Hui Jia Sila

Sambung dari ep 25

Tertengok pulak till ep26

Konon nak rehatkan minda sat

Tapi makin serabut 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Habih tu makin sakit hati lah pulak

Apa ke bengongnya cerita

Dah tau ada musuh

Tapi bodyguard tak bawa

Kalau bawa pun sikit

Lepas tu lemah 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Dah tau orang tu jahat

Lagilah nk pi jumpa nak cari info

Konon nak tolong husband

Lagilah menyusahkan husband

Dah tau org cari

Lagi nak selamba muncul

Dah tau kakak tu jahat

Nak juga dikejar2

Maka jadilah mangsa perangkap

Dah tau ada orang bertempur

Boleh pulak polis kot tggu dari jauh je 🤣🤣🤣

Awatlah tak pi serbu

Dah tau ada the girl cedera

Suruhlah somebody jaga dia di kenderaan

Yang pi ikut buru musuh tu apahal 🤣🤣🤣

Lepas tu kan dah kena tembak dgn makcik jahat 🤦‍♀️

Yg polis dlm cerita tu pun lembab

Boleh pulak biar makcik tu tembak the girl

Lepas tu makcik tu boleh pulak rampas bom 

Ke gas pemedih mata

So dapatlah larikan diri

Dah tercedera sana sini 

Pun lolos dari hutan 🤣🤣🤣

Eh! Ada lagi

Awatlah tak boleh perbualan telefon makcik dan adiknya 🤣🤣🤣

Yg aku pun sama

Dah tau cerita mengarut

Pi teruskan tonton dah kenapa

🤔🤔🤔😅😅

Serve me right 😅

This morning 

I ran amok with my bilis customers

So tiring doing the same activity for 4 weeks

But today still can't perform well

Still could not justify certain things

No matter how I have been guiding 

and repeating for numerous time

Hmm...could not be bother

Hmm...no common sense

Hmm...no sense of responsibility

Hmm..never learnt their lesson

Lack of courtesy of saying thanks 

And apologising as well

😡😡😡

Then due to covid19 current situation

I have to modify the project for my tamban customers

I tried to get the idea by surfing the internet yesterday and last nite

So this morning I created my own version

Alhamdulillah it was done by 1.25pm

Then I went to buy food for lunch

I have to wait for nearly 5 minutes before the restaurant opened

Long but kinda fast queue

But I did not understand

When people forgot about social distancing

Tersentuh2 badan

Pulak tu terbatuk2 🤦‍♀️😡

Anyway here are my menu

Ada gulai ayam, daging goreng, sambal udang petai dan sambal terung....

Total damaged was RM30

I kept half of the chicken

and most of the sambal petai

Since I have been craving for sundae choc

For more than a week

So I became tamak 🤣🤣🤣

Did you see that new green tea latte???

Semua nak ek 🤦‍♀️😅😁🤣

While I was queuing for McD drive through

One of my tamban customers made a complaint

The guys refused to join them

Hmm...it is ok...

For those who refuse to do so 

let me sort the members

And that reminded me of my cencaru customer

I have to contact her once again

Regardless of many reminders

chances and help that I have given

But still she never learnt

Insaf sekejap

Buat hal lagi

Memang tak sedar diri...

So whatever the consequence is her own choice

I have done my part...

After lunch

I sorted the tamban customers

See...

Due to attitude problem

I have to waste my time just to do the sorting

Bila dah pekena green tea latte

Disusuli dengan sundae choc

Hah! Serve me right

Sakit dan berat kepala

Susah nafas

My mind is haywire....

I tried to overcome it

The work must be done

Tonite is the so called deadline

So unfair coz the actual deadline is another 3 days

Just because this certain people

Do not want to deal with any appeal

Just because they wanna taking care of their reputation

Is this following the procedure?

Conduct a meeting before everything is finalised

Where is the integrity?

If they do not want to have the integrity

Up to them...

But why drag us together?

I downloaded the 7 project files

I downloaded the excel form file

But later I just gave up

I could not think straight

Sedang cari semangat nak sambung buat kerja

Tiba2 black out

Membebel la I sorang2 dalam rumah...

Adoi tak cakap awal2

Orang nak buat kerja

I jenguk keluar rumah

Nampak staf TNB

Encik lama ke?

Dalam setengah jam

Saya nak buat kerja

Lama ke?

Dalam setengah jam

Cepat sikit ya.

Saya nak buat kerja

Hah! Nampak sangat dah haywire 😅

Ulang2 tanya soalan

Luckily the tnb staff manis orangnya 😅🤣

But janji palsu

Setengah jam kononnya

But dah 1 jam no progress

Dah la rumah gelap dan panas

Hati pun panas...

Hello not only org nak buat kerja

Nak maghrib wei...

Hah!!! Elok je azan maghrib...

Alhamdulillah settle dah...

Sailang Customer

 Hmm memang tak sangka

Tak tahu nak marah or sedih

Orang yg selami ini saya hormati

Cuba sailang my customer

Hello sister!!!

Ko nak apalagi?

Customer ko pun dah ramai

Awat nak tamak?

Yg ada dulu pun ko tak terhadap

Ada yg terabai 8 tahun

Ada yg terus senyap

Pulak tu bab2 utk diri sendiri 

sangatlah cekap

Tapi bab2 utk unit dan teamwork

Mcm siput...

Ke laut pun ya...

Dulu ko juga yang sentap

Dulu ko yg bising

Konon tak cukup pelanggan

So I dah buat new regulation

Supaya lebih adil

Dan semua dapat peluang

Alih2 ko tamak haloba

Alih2 ko jadi kera dapat bunga

Ko jadi kacang si pelupa kulit

Ko balas racun dengan madu yg aku beri

Tapi lantaklah kan

Ko punya sukalah kan

Nak selori ke nak sekapal

Nak abaikan ke nak tatang

Nak ingat or nak lupa

Tapi...

Yang nak pi sailang my customer apehal?

I know she is international customer

Dah rezeki saya

Tapi ko carilah sendiri!!!

Pulak tu ko pi burukkan I

Apa dia???

Aku ni tak pakar ya.

Ko jelah yg pakar kan....

Nasiblah my customer tu setia

Eloklah tu...

 yg kakak cuba sailang my international customer

Yg adik dah berjaya sailang my ex customer

Penat bimbing dan bantu pun tak hilang lagi

Alih2 kena rampas

Tu yg kami tahu...

Yg tak tahu...hmm entahlah

Keturunan hebat

Tapi perangai macam  dot dot dot

Pasti ada kifarahnya....

Bila meletop....

Bila ada byk kerja
Dah terlepas juga deadline
So have to set a new deadline
Pun macam tak terkejar
Padahal customer dah lama hantar since feb kot
Resubmit mac pula
Tapi tu la dokumen customer pun serabut juga 😰
Tu yg makan masa
Tak tahu nak mula dari mana
Terpaksa rujuk sini sana
Bila dah dapat new idea rupanya ada org buat the same....
Daku kecewa

Risau dengan performance kerja
Risau membebankan customer yg mengejar 29 june
Risau melibatkan org lain and her future
So mmglah beremosi bila ada yg mengganggu dan terganggu

Ya kita perlu memuliakan tetamu
Tetamu itu bawa rezeki
Tapi adakalanya buat stress dan jadi beban pula
Yg bukan pun tetamu betul pun
Memanglah budak lagi
Tapi ada yg dah 13 tahun

Sebelum ni ada je budak di rumah ni
Tapi perangai tak serupa ni
Semua benda nak kena suruh
Bila disuruh belum tentu buat
Semua benda nak kena ingatkan
Bila dah ingatkan belum tentu buat terus

Asyik berkurung dlm bilik
Semalam siap kunci bilik lagi
Dahlah tak bgn sendiri
Nak kena kejut
Nak makan pun kena kejut/panggil juga
Dah panggil pun tak keluar
Bila keluar sorang je
Kita pulak nak cepat
Klu tak nak makan certain food kita nak simpan
Takut basi
Bila suruh sorang pi tanya, yg sorang lagi respon kata tak tahu
Takkan tak tahu nk mkn or not
Org byk kerja yg nk kena buat
Perlu tunggu dia pulak
Menyiraplah...
Sorrylah nk layan perangai gini
Hah! Meh I pi tanya
Kata tak nak pulak
Mmg kena jeritlah
Ingat puteri ke????

Hah dua2 org kena sound
Datang sini jgn nak mengada2
Kami bukan kawan2 or org gaji korang
Org dah bersusah payah beli, makanlah
Siap asingkan kuah coz takut pedas
Ni tak nak makan pula...
Kan membazir je
Tak fikir org belikan utk dia
Tak kesian ke?
Cuba hargai org beli tu
Ada org tak dapat makan pun

Tu tak termasuk yg biadap
Buat muka sentap
Buat tahu bila ditegur
Tak pun berani meninggi suara
Tapi bila ada benda yg nak dari kita
Pandai pulak datang dekat

Bukan nak buka aib
Cumanya nak kongsi nilah realiti budak2 zaman sekarang
Mereka ni pun saya rasa idoklah teruk mana
Ada yg lagi macam2...
See besarnya cabaran
Beratnya tanggungjawab ibu bapa dan guru dan mendidik mereka ni

Hati yg terguris

Dalam mengenang dan memuji guru hebat
Yang dihormati, disukai dan disayangi
Jagalah hati guru yg lain juga

Berhati-hatilah dalam berkata
dan bertindak
Supaya tiada guru yg terasa hati
Dan terluka
Keberkatan dalam menuntut ilmu itu penting
Biarlah berpanjangan dan berkekalan

Walau di mana anda berada
Walau tinggi mana tahap anda
Dia tetap gurumu walaupun mengajar sebatang alif
Dia tetap gurumu walaupun menegur secebis kata
Dia tetap gurumu walau seburuk mana tingkah lakunya

Inilah lumrah hidup
Ada yg dalam ingatan
Ada yg dilupakan

Bukan minta diingat
Bukan minta dipuji
Bukan cemburu
Bukan tidak profesional
Bukan tidak boleh terima

Tapi ingatlah ...
Awak juga guru
Apa yg awak buat pada guru
Lambat laun awak dapat

Mungkin si guru juga begitu dalam tidak sedar
Luka hari ini akibat kifarah perbuatan lalu
Muhasabah diri
Dan perbaiki diri

The power of doa and Sadaqah

Kisahnya semalam
Baru tau pasal girls orphan house
They are in need
So borak2 dgn kawan perlulah pi ziarah
Bawa goodies
Dan tanya apa yg diperlukan

Malam tadi
Contactlah pengurusnya
Mohon kebenaran nak ziarah
Tanya apa yg diperlukan
Tapi x respon
So google lah ...

Lewat pagi tadi ada appointment dengan customer
Tu pun I was the one who asked her to meet
Adoi apa yg dibuatnya tuh
I didnt understand her programming
Why didnt she refer to previous documents
Nak argue pulak tu
Blaim me pulak
Meletop2lah I

Then I ckp pasal paperwork for her project
Dia cakap pasal paperwork program
🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
Hello are you lost?
Sampai I terpaksa buat table to differentiate both

Beri masa 1 jam utk baiki her programming
Gerak jugalah
But weird output
Compare to my previous programming
Hers is too specific, not clear n not systematic

So asked her to do hers generally and systematically
Guess what?
One hour after that
She did not do as what I suggested

When I am in furious mode
Let me do it
Change this and that
But there were errors
We checked and made correction several times
Finally the output came out
But it still looks weird
Think positively there is an improvement

When I checked my previous doc
And compared to hers  
I detected very basic error
In the early part of her work
Not in the programming

So she made the correction
Suddenly her laptop turned off
Hmm out of battery
Luckily I asked her to save her work few seconds earlier

When I was about to plug in the adapter
It just crossed my heart to make doa
Ya Allah atas perbuatan baik kami bantulah kami

Finally the output came out
We screamed in excitement
Tegak bulu roma in disbelief
Alhamdulillah ...
Baru je berdoa
Baru je berniat bersedekah
Allah answered my prayer in a split second
Nikmat tuhan yg manakah yg didustakan

Bukan nak berlagak
Bukan nak riak
Tapi sekadar berkongsi
The power of dua and sadaqah

Yang lagi seronok
I killed two birds with a stone today
My customer managed to settle 15% of her project
While waiting for her I finished updating my docs
And sent it to printing shop
Alhamdulillah ....

And here is something to remind me of today
When the speedmart cashier doakan murah rezeki
😍😍😍😍

My popcorn maker

Hari selasa
Pagi2 baru terhegeh2 nak jemur kain dan kemas bawah
Akibatnya lewat 25 minit utk 11am appointment

Dahlah lesu dan layu
Mudahlah naik angin
Lagi2 bila customer serba tak tahu
Memang tak tahu tak mengapa
Tiada effort yg bikin panas

Tghari pun tak calm down
Takde buat appointment
Tiba2 my trainee nak jumpa
Bila terserempak I suruh baiki report
Nampak keberatan
Alasan nak cepat
Tapi terpulanglah
Later jgn blame I

After 1 hour baru them naik jumpa
Rupa2nya tak baiki pun
So apa yg mereka buat for that 1 hour?
Alasan takut tak adil with others
Orang suruh baiki tak mau buat
Orang beri peluamg pun buat tak tau
I tak marah pun
Tapi cakap dgn tegas
Nampak sangat tak ikut arahan
(Dahlah haritu beri task pun tak buat)
I cakap I sedih dan kecewa juga
Then baru terhegeh-hegeh nak buat
Boleh pulak 😰😡😅
Lepas tu nk hantar pun satu hal
Blame me pulak
Konon I dok sembang dengan colleague
Dah tu tak boleh ke datang munculkan
Minta maaf mengganggu, hantar report dan minta diri
Takkan tiada Common sense+Adab
Susah ek nak fikir?

Sambil-sambil tu
Jenguk2 my project doc
Nak edit intro macam mana
Pelaksanaan juga
Tak tamak aktiviti or kejamkah?
Jika kalah wajarkah double penalty juga?
Dahlah x dapat ganjaran
Kena denda pulak?
🤔🤔🤔🤔

Bila sampai lewat
Perlulah balik lewat
So hadaplah berbuka di ofis sensorang
Serve me rightlah kan
Luckily ada air cuckoo
Dan last mini pack biscuit
Then kalut balik rumah
Just reheat frozen food

Hari Rabu cuti lagi
Alhamdulillah boleh rehat
Masalahnya terlebih rehat
Awatlah tak bersihkan kitchen hood dan lipat baju
Luckily ada gak buat drawing for two objects
Kurenglah rasa guilty tu

Untuk berbuka gorenglah ubi kayu

Lawankan dengan leftover ayam kari madu+sambal hitam+steam beans n carrots

Tetiba mlm tu rasa nak makan lagi
Teringat ada dried corn
Moh le buat popcorn guna popcorn maker

My verdict ...
Tengok rupa jadilah popcornnya
Tapi kurang crispy mcm popcorn tgv
And ada certain part mcm x kembang habis
So mcm liat.
Luckily beli murah je
AUD10 je
After 6 years ni first time guna 😅

Hari khamis
Perlu kejar my colleague about our project deadline
Tanya juga awatlah I tiba2 kena jadi ketua sub committee on a program
Risau this committee is very important
I totally have zero knowledge n experience on it
Dalam dilema...
Takut tak mampu hadap n buat
Tapi takut juga nak tolak
Nak beri alasan apa 😅
Sakit? Tiada pengalaman?
Too old for that?
Tak pasal2 kema sembur
Haritu bising tak dpt peluang
Now dah dapat pun kecoh gak
😰😨
So just be grateful
And face it

Then barulah nak apply EL for last week and cuti raya
Dok hadap my project document juga
Baiki lampiran dan wordingnya
Make sure in line with main text juga

Alhamdulillah murah rezeki
Dapat one of my favourite food
Wajik durian

Balik masak ayam goreng kunyit
Dan reheat leftover ubi kayu goreng
Tapi rentung pulak
Tiga je selamat 🤣😂😅

Hari jumaat
Rupanya tak insaf juga
Pi lewat juga kerja
Akibatnya lewat lima minit utk appointment
Lamanya jugak diskusi
From 11.05am to 12.30pm
Discuss the suitable panel
And modify appointment letter
As well their third quarter plan

During lunch break dok hadap my project document
Pelik certain textbox just freeze
Had to retype

I got another appointment at 3pm
Pun hangin juga
Eh! Meletop terus
Punyalah I spent masa
Cari template
Cari bahan
Buat rangka
Modify her task
Tapi yg dah suruh tambah, tak buat
Yg di suggest, dibuangnya
Dah komen ikut format pun buat tak tau
So all this while what did she do???
😡😡😡😡
Sedar2 our discussion ended at 6.35pm
Kalutlah solat

7.03 baru nak balik
Sempatkah nk masak
Dah terbayang2 sup telur
Elok je nak masuk kereta
My ex-staff mai
Bagi satay
Alhamdulillah rezeki

7.14 sampai rumah
Settle itu ini
Nak rekod drama Aku yg ko tinggalkan lagi 😅
Barulah Kalut masak sup telur
Sayur takde
Ada beans and carrot je
Berbuka kurma dulu...
Alhamdulillah by 7.27 siap

Sementara nak tunggu kurang panasnya
Makanlah satay dulu....

Punyalah tak senonoh
Lepas solat tarawih
Makan lagi satay
Lepas tu kudap crunchy nut pulak
Then teringin asam pulak 😅
Eh! Ada yg menumpangkah?
Hebat selera makan tu....

Bila malam
Dah kepenatan
Nak rehat dan tenangkan fikiran
Ada pulak yg cerita
Benda yg sama berulang kali
Sampai I naik rimas
Faham perlu tempat nak meluahkan
Tapi agak2 lah
Padahal dah byk kali pesan
Jangan fikir lebih2!!!
Orang tu tak fikir pun pasal dia
Tapi degil juga
Pernah juga dia pi kumpul bukti
Tunjuk yg org tu pun fikir pasal dia

Orang macam ni perlu diingatkan juga
Not everything is about us
No one is perfect
Sukarlah hidup jika semua tak boleh terima
Esp bila things happen tak seperti yg diinginkan
Tak suka bebudak berlari bising2
Padahal jumpa setahun berapa kali je
Menyampah tengok org selfie
Ikut suka hati org tulah
Melainkan pasal dia selfie ganggu kerja kita

Dok kata boss tak kompeten dan bias
Tapi bengang pula bila boss kata dia sendiri yg x perfom
Ada task yg tak boleh solve
Berani pula tak ikut arahan boss
Dan buat hal sendiri
Pulak tu blame boss for why it happened like that
Then nak apa sebenarnya?

Dok kata itu ini salah, jumpa f2f suarakanlah
Tak dilayan, buat aduan
Masih tiada perubahan, usahakan ke peringkat tertinggi
Dah buat semua tu
Maka tak perlu fikir lagi apa yg akan berlaku
Coz tau dah buat yg terbaik
So just accept it
So that we can live calmly n happily

Bila dah tukar tempat kerja beberapa kali
Tak puas hati, sampai bila nak lari?
Wonder juga apa yg tak kena?
Mana boleh semua nak ikut cara kita
Siapa yg bermasalah sebenarnya? 

Kadang2 terfikir juga I ni just mcm taken for granted
Dicari hanya bila perlu 
Otherwise senyap berbulan2
I contact banyak kali tak layan
Sampai I risau apa yg dah jadi
Out of sudden barulah contact I semula
Rupa2nya orang lain dah malas nak layan
No matter what as a friend I layan je la
But nowadays I dah berani tegur n cakap terus terang
Jika betul kawan we never leave our friends
If they made mistake, remind n advise them

I pun jenis cerewet
Cepat tak puashati
Cepat naik angin
Tapi when it comes to work I buat je
Coz tahu tu tanggungjawab
Memanglah sakit hati
Customerlah
Bosslah
Boss abaikan unit dan sibuk cari pendapatan sampingan
Kita yg ada kerja sendiri pun kena jadi balaci
Walau cuti buat juga
Tapi sesudahnya boss tak guna pun
Info penting dari top tak disampaikan
Pandai-pandailah cari sendiri
Boss tak tahu apa
Kita jadi rujukan
Tapi org lain ingat dia serba tahu
Hal ehwal penting diabaikan
Ada je yg perlu jadi wakil
Tapi ada event yg ada boss dan customer boleh muncul and tonjolkan diri pula
Tapi bila fikir balik
I pun pernah jadi boss
Idok le bagus mana
Staf pun tak hormat I
Serabut juga pun ya 🤣🤣🤣
Yg penting sedar diri
Apapun I perlu diluahkan juga
Bila takde siapa yg boleh dengar
Atau bila nampak mereka mula rimas
Atau bila tak boleh share dgn org sekeliling
 I luahkan dalam blog jelah 😅 

Wow panjang bebelan
Maklumlah 2 hari tulis ni
🤣🤣🤣

Selera orang puasa

Semalam puasa
Tak...bukan puasa sunat
Puasa ganti la 😭
Padanlah muka kan
Bila last minute...
Every year gitu...
Harapnya tak ulang for next year...

Since sampai rumah lewat
Cecepat reheat food
Then baru tukar baju
Tiba2 azan pun kedengaran
Minumlah air kosong dan jamah puding caramel dari majlis isnin....

Then barulah makan leftover nasi arab.

Ada jenis coleslawkan tu...
Yg putih semacam tu leftover kfc punya
Cheapskate kan 🤣🤣🤣....

Dah lepas isyak
Teringin pula mangga asam boi...
Tak sempat cari asam boi serbuk di kedai
Gali peti sejuk
Jumpalah 3 biji asam boi stok ntah bila...
So tumbuk kasi hancur
Nak pedas stok cili api tak dak
Cili flakes dominos kan ada...
So be creativelah kan....

Sedapnya mangga asam boiku
🤣😋😍

Dah nak tido
Nampak pulak tart nenas memanggil

Makan satu je la
Seriously...antara tart tersedap
Jem yg sedap dan basenya terasa lemak masin butternya...

Tu diakan...
SELERA ORANG PUASA
😅😅🤣🤣🤣

Actually semalam...
Memang byk list of things to do
Out of sudden my custome7r yg senyap sunyi tu
Tanya her status
Bila reply senyap
Bila call x angkat

So senang je report to her family
Tanya staf psl her status
Inform coordinator juga
Kalau nak teruskan, usahalah
Kalau tak nak teruskan, maklumkan
Why burden us like this
Selagi she is under me
Selagi tu I pikul tanggungjawab
Tak pasal2 I kena soal siasat nanti
😡😡😡😡

Tu kisah orang lain
Ni kisah me
Nak buat appointment utk fisioterapi punyalah susah
Sebelum tu call ofc disuruh hubungi staf lain
Bila call x angkat2 pula
Semalam call barulah angkat
Disuruhnya hantar butiran thru whatsapp
Tapi tak reply
Call ofc lagi tak angkat pula
Bila dapat katanya hp di atas
Rasa ada mesej masuk
Then petang tu replylah kan
Takpun pagi ini...
Takde pun...
Habis tu bila I nk tau slotnya

Bila call hospital nak buat appointment jumpa pakar
Pun susah nak get thru
Perlu cuba byk kali
Alhamdulillah dapat gak set appointment
Bertabahlah walaupun perlu tunggu lama

Keluar sekejap cuba cari farewell gift
Tak tau nak cari apa
Coz my friend ni lain sikit 😅
klu tak suka mmg tak suka
Risau either tak pakai or dia buang je
Bila dah set mind hanya beli utk anaknya
Tiba2 terfikir why not a pen...
Geram pun ada awatlah masa pi AEON Seremban and Nilai tak terfikirkan pen

But pi Kedai pertama brand entah apa2
Layan tak layan je
Pi kedai kedua ada parker and sheaffer
Tapi stok lama
Warna yg I nak macam tiada
Akhirnya tauke jumpa stok dalam paket yg dah kuning
Siap ada keychain world cup lagi
World cup bilalah tu 🤣🤣🤣
Harga rm64
Dia nak jual rm60
Sekali I belek belakang harga RM54
Dia beri RM50
Mintak kurang tak mau beri
Siap kena marah lagi
Jika ikut hati I blah je
Tapi disebabkan terdesak I tahan je lah...
Hmm...tak guna masuk TV jika sombong ya nyonya
Nak je rasa viralkan...
Tengok gaya pun dah lama takde pengunjung
Dulu pernah beli binding tape dah reput 😅
Nampak sangat takde new stock
Apapun Alhamdulillah ada gak something for my friend

Balik office
Kepenatanlah....
Tiba2 my colleague ajak join her CSR end of this month
Bagus jugakan to learn something new

Then rasa serabut...
Tak tau how to rearrange my customer's document
Banyak school of thoughts
Belek sana sini
Makin confuse
Makin takut
Tapi kena follow juga our place restriction 😅
Semoga Allah beri saya ilham dan permudahkan urusan
Amin

Aku dan bunga

Kisah petang Isnin
Semasa nak balik
Terperasan bunga ni...

Cantikkan 😍😍
Harum baunya...

Kisah di pagi hari pula
Biasalah kalut untuk meeting.
Then sambung meeting lain
Dah habis meeting lapar pula.
Tapi 12pm ada appointment
Better beli food dulu
Masuk je kereta
😱😱😱
Dah 12.10pm
Terpaksalah call minta lewat sikit
On the way pi beli food
Baru teringat duit tinggal sikit
😰😰😰
Perlu singgah to withdraw money pula

For lunch Belilah nasi ayam...

Then rushed back to office for the appoinment
Bila lapar...
And bila customer  stubborn n did not take into account our previous discussion
Maka, I ran amok 😅😅
Macam tak sehaluan je kami...
Not in the same wavelength 😂😂
Whatever it was we ended our discussion in a good way...
And I treated her nasi ayam la
😁😉😉....

Sumbat semua utk 2 hari

On thursday morning
As expected our ex staff told me that he have to prepare the budget 😅...
He was helping our clerk...
Hmm...when the boss is away and busy with his external work, he asked the clerk to do the budget
😱😅😱😅😱😅
Seriously???
Then his allowance should be given to the clerk lah kan
Because she has to do the projection
As well as the budget...

Anyway...
I was really in awe with our ex staff kindness
He can be selfish when people did not appreaciate him
But of course that is not him...
Just ignore how the top people treated him
And help a friend in need

Later I rushed to my workplace for decoration task
Paste and move here and there
When working with OCD people
Everything should be done to perfection 😅😰

I had ordered food for lunch
But there was barely touch fried noodle in the meeting room...
And the office clerk invited us to eat it
So I just had that noodle for lunch
And keep my lunch food for dinner 😀

After lunch hour
I applied for the overdue claim
But...where is the hotel receipt?
They didnt give any 😭...
And I didnt ask them...
Ok think! Think...
How about agoda transaction?
Luckily found it in my email.
But...where is the e-receipt?
Where is the submit button?
Around 5.30pm I tried to chat with Agoda agent
Have to wait for a while 😰...
Luckily the agent responded to my message
After my explanation he sent me the e-receipt.
Alhamdulillah ...
Owh need to write  a show cause letter for the overdue claim.
Hope they accept my explanation and apology...

Owh! I received email for another list of committee member
Seriously?
Why they did not give it all together as requested last time?
😠😠😠
I hate to do task repetitively where we can actually do it in one go...
Whatever it is just be positive...
They have their own reason kan

Once back at home
I had nasi Arab for dinner...

On friday
I reached office quite late
Then I submitted the overdue claim

I had this food for lunch

Then I had an appointment at 3pm
How la ???
Seemed like my customer is confuse
That is why she should come and see me regularly...

Around 4pm
The boss called me
He asked my opinion who should be in charge for the senior customers program...
Easy peasy lah...
Definitely the current and ex coordinator...
Eh! What???
You asked the ex staff to do the budget?
I heard it differently on thursday 😂😅

For dinner I had satay with its side dish

Selfie dan Ambil tahu

I got several appointments from 11-12.50 today.

I was touched during the last appoinment
##1 when the senior customers shared her financial tips with the junior such as money allocation for neccesaties and leisure, joining drop ship to get extra income, saving money in ASB and even giving money to parents.

##2 when she said the first tips was suggested by me previously

##3 when she wanna wefie with me coz she is happy when someone is caring about her...

I know many people do not like me
Due to my character and the fussy me
As well as my arrogant look 😅
But of course there are certain people who ACCEPT me as I am....
And SEE what my intentions are
And take note on my suggestion...
Alhamdulillah...

Makcik berjerawat dan berjeragat

Hari Jumaat
Entah apa yg aku buat pagi tu
Akibatnya lambat pi ofis
Luckily tak terlupa ada appointment dengan customer.
Biasalah ada yg common sense utk contact lebih awal
Atau buat temujanji dengan beradab
Ada yang sebaliknya 😠😠😠
Dah ditegur dan disenaraikan what to do
Tapi tak faham juga

11am meeting with senior customer
Blur nampaknya
She need to change her proposal
Yup...why we wanna do something which is so common
And no contribution to others...
Luckily she agreed with my suggestion
And it is still relevant matter....

Then I got 11.45 appointment
It is good to hear other people experience and contribution
No matter how small it is...
Not just to listen
But we can learn as well....

Then, I bought two kfc meals
Yes two 😂😂😂....
The new crunchy meal for lunch and snacker box for dinner...

After lunch I took a nap
A bit flustered when I heard the postman's honk...
Here was the content of the parcel...

From the reviews the sulphur soap can treat acne, eczema, psirocis etc. As for me, I hope both the soap and cream are suitable to treat my acne and pigmentation. You can get it via online such as shopee, lazada or IG seller.

Other than that two skin condition I also got dull, uneven skin tone and scars 😭...

I have been using mask made from honey and soda bicarbonate twice a week for nearly 3 weeks. And I think my skin tone getting better.

So, hopefully the soap and cream can fasten the treatment process....

Aku dan customer: pyscho

##My Thursday....
I was late for my 10am appointment
As a consequence my second appointment was delayed for 30 minutes...
A bit ashamed with this...
I supposed to set a good example
And WALK THE TALK

Then I rushed to a meeting
Quite happy to see the change of attitude of certain people...

Guess what??
Something unacceptable happened as I was about to start the meeting.
It made me leave the meeting for a while.
Why???
Because of the message from a psychco customer

For 1.5 months he just ignored my reminders thru letters, messages and phone call.
Definitely there are procedures
And we are obligue to term and conditions
So I have made the necessary actions in this kinda problem.

A months ago this customer meet our boss asking for consideration
But I did not get any formal info about the boss decision.
My Head of Unit (HOU) did not tell me anything
Hello if you busy with your outside work
Make sure you got info from your meeting representatuve and convey it to all staf...

Last week the clerk asked me about the customer..
Apparently this customer's family member wrote a complaint letter to top managemrnt blaiming our department 😠
So the top management wanted to know my actions.
Definitely I have to follow the procedure and submit related docs.

The clerk contacted this customer he said he wanna come this week.
But if he came he gonna cause more trouble
I quite annoyed with my HOU coz he didnt reply my message when I asked him about what exactly our department decision on this customer

And out of sudden this customer dared to contact me this week after a long silence
Telling me that he on his way to meet me
and join my program 😠😠😠
Hello it was too late...

To make matter worst
He just ignored my respond
He asked me to give any related document
and he will attend the last session of the program on october...
Is he insane???
Who does he think he is???
Do not follow the procedures
And he expect us to do everything as what he wants
I was too angry to deal with this kinda person
So just asked him to meet my second boss

I told my HOU about this.
And asked him whether he told the boss that this customer is coming...
I have already submitted the docs to penalize him and the other two customers.

Then I contacted my second boss
He asked me to withdraw my penalty due to the customer's lwtter to management
What???
That is unfair to the other two customers
And against the procedures and work integrity
Why must we be afraid?
Custiomer is not always right!!!

No matter how stress I was on this issue
Makan itu perlu...
Tinggal lauk protein je tanpa sayur...
Makan je la...sedap juga rendang tu.

I got meeting at 2pm
At first it was a fun meeting
Let everbody talk
But towards the end it turn upside down when half of them said they can't come for next meeting...
Seriously???
Why did they only tell me on that day...
Why not earlier?

Once back to my office
I told my second boss to get the top management decision before meeting that psycho customer.

Around 5pm
I was shocked...
The psycho customer came unexpectedly
And yes with his obsessive, possesive and overprotective mum...
Seriously?
An adult and his mum ?
I can expect they gonna say
Oh! No!!!!
What I gonna do???

Alhamdulillah
I could handle them calmly...
No matter how I want to scream at them
I can control myself 😅😅😅😅
Yup it was too late...
But as expected buat2 tak faham ...
And ask for consideration
But why didn't my customer contact me all this while?
His mum answered coz takut 😰
What????
Now tak takut pulak.
Owh sebab clerk tanya bila nak datang?

His mum asked me about the program weightage
She also asked about the min requirement to complete it..
I asked her what is her job
She said biasa-biasa je...
Hah! Terkejut bila I cakap cikgu kan
😂😂😂😂
So I turned to my customer where can he can get that info?
Ko dah lama with us takkan tak tahu 😠😠😠

The mum blaiming the department for not informing them ASAP...
I asked the son who is his consultant
And he admitted that he has discussed this with his consultant.
So he has already known about that...
Why put the blaim on us?

The mum talked about the transport budget etc
If that so why did you come as well?
Hello do you think we are stupid?
Makcik janganlah jadi penipu ya...
Dahlah buat anak mcm budak2...
Nak didik anak ko jadi penipu?
Camnalah ko didik anak orang ek???

Malas nak layan...
I told them I have made all the necessary actions
So I can't say anything anymore
Let the department made the decision
I advised my customer to learn his lesson
If anytthing settle it ASAP
and keep in touch instead of keep quiet

I called the coordinator about this unexpedted meeting.
She actually was asked to make a report on him...
I told my HOU and second boss about this meeting...
Later that nite my HOU gave respon to my message..
He has done several necessary actions

I was too tired with all these
I slept early that nite...

Owh here was my dinner...
Fish curry+fried egg plants+sambal hijau

##On friday
I wake up around 12am
And started with my document checking for part 3 and 4.
I slept before 5am..

Around 7am
I continue with doc checking
At 8am I cooked fried rice for brekky

Gunakan sambal hijau+eggplant+telur je...
#gunaapaada

I got several appointments starting from 10.30am...
Even though they are customers
Sometimes we need to be firm too
They should respect our time as well
Contacting me at night?
As early as 7am?
Asking whether I am free?
Ada ke orang pi keroje tak buat keroje
Dah tu mesej sebutir2...
Cakaplah terus nak set time pukul berapa
Bila masa ko tak available
So senanglah I set the appointment
Lepas tu kalau datang bersama team mate sekali
Communicate each otherlah
Ni tak ...
Sorang set 10am
Sorang set 10.30am 😠😠

Tiba2 my second boss kata ada adhoc meeting at 4.30pm about the physcho customer
But I got meeting from 3-5pm 😰

Here was my lunch

Makan laju2....
Continue with my document checking
Alhamdulillah it was done by 2.30pm
Walaupun berpinar mata 😀

Dah lewat barulah solat zuhur
Sempat buat solat hajat regarding that physco
May Allah ease everything for us and protect us from the unethical matters

At 3pm
As I was rushing to the meeting
I stopped by at senior staf office
Asked her opinion regarding the issue
Yup! She highlighted on being fair...

Alhamdulillah the 3pm meeting went well
We discuss about the document that I have checked as well as other staf...
But I end the meeting 20mins earlier
So that I can join the adhoc meeting

As expected...
The customer and his mother gave so many excuses...
What? The son understanding not the same as us?
What we are in 40s and 50s?
😠😠😠😠
Satu backing anaknya
Kedua pandai2 libatkan umur kami
Tuanya kami kan
Oklah nanti I makan collagenlah
Supaya nampak muda 😉😉😉
Habis anak tu budak lagi ke?
Bawah 21 tahun ke ? 😂😂😂
What? Tak sempat?
Habis 2 hari buat apa?
What? Tiada komputer?
Melambak cc you...
What? it costed a lot?
Habis yg ko datang sekali apahal
What? Need to bring many things?
Macam2 ada?
Habih tadi kata susah nak sediakan dokumen
What?we don't understand their problem?
What? Susah cari side income?
Memang dah cari ke?
Who is our customer actually?
Why must the mother interfere? 😅😠😰

They asked for consideration previously
And they got it
However they broke the promises
And yet they even dare to ask for another condideration
But kept on blaiming and accusing us  😅
They kept on asking the same question and asking for consideration
And the boss have to keep on explaining and givung justifications
Pusing2 ke situ gak...

Luckily the boss was so patient in handling this matter
And suggesting the best solution for all
However at one time she seemed to lose her temper and said that she has given them lots of consideration and yet they are blaiming and accusing us
So take it or leave it.
Hah! Terkejut ke makcik

Yelah siapa tahan
Si anaknya sangatlah sopan dan lembut tutur kata
Tapi degil macam maknya 😅
Si emak kejap raise her voice tone down..
Psycho sungguh dua beranak ni

My boss last words were good to the son
Be mature
Be independent
Pity the mother

Alhamdulillah the boss are on my side
Thank you Allah for answering my prayer
Hopefully this matter will settle soon

Aku dan Customer : Out of the box

##My Wednesday...
Banyak things to do
Pagi proceed with documents checking for part 2
Lewat pi ofis
Ada appointment 11-12pm
Hangin gak bila dah beri all info
Boleh lak ditanya nak jumpa di mana

I set up whatsapp group for consultation work
Hish banyak soal pulak
Awat ko nak save my numbers kan.
Then off I went to buy food
And fill car fuel
Here was my favourite lunch..

Talapia bakar...
Yummyeh...

Around 1pm
My friend came
And gave perfume and tupperware as my birthday present 😍😍😍

Around 2pm
My ex customer came unexpectedly
He is interested with our second program
So need to explain to him about it

I got several appointmrnts after 4pm
I just wonder why when it is a team work but the outcome seems like individual work...
Obviously NO EFFORT
Lack of research and creativity
No sign of think out of the box
As well as trying to do their task properly....
I can be the advisor or the consultant
But NOT THE IDEA PROVIDER !!!

When I checked the record I noticed that my senior customer still has not completed her package.
Need to remind her.
I even noticed that the customer who no longer with us is still in my list.
So need to tell my second boss to solve this problem ASAP.

I went home late.
I had these internal organs for dinner 😂

I just have a rest at home.
 I was too tired to do the documents checking task 😰.

Bila jadi pemiutang...

Bila cakap pasal hutang...
Memang menyakitkan hati...

Pernah ada sorang tu hutang I
Jumlah banyak and dua kali kot
First RM2500 maybe in 2002
Second RM5000 in 2006
Seingat I dia baru bayar RM2500 kot 😭😭
RM1000+RM500+RM1000...
Then senyap...
I pernah minta and letak syarat
Tapi till now senyap...
Bayar tidak, syarat pun tak ikut...
Tapi bila I tengok
Them suka membazir yg tak perlu
Entahlah...

Ada juga my customer pinjam RM700
Masalah hutang dengan kawan2 due to tertipu dengan awek...
Konom ada laporan polis etc...
Entahlah susah nak percaya...
he no longer with us
He paid his debt once I asked him to do so

Ada juga yg ada masalah kewangan
Memang orang susah
Both parents and two of his siblings are OKU
So I offered my help in case he in need
On March 2015 he told me that he need money to go back to Kelantan

Then feb 2016 he contacted me
asking for any part time job,
telling about his financial problem,
And wanted to borrow my money
Since I didnt know about any job available
I just told him I will lend him money
But when he came
I doubt on something
His eyes were red...
So I asked him directly in case he took something....

On early March 2016 he sent me the picture of his parents' OKU cards.
And asked to borrow money
So I lend him my money
Then on mid march 2016 he asked to borrow money again
His mother fainted
He need to rush back to Kelantan
I have a lil doubt about that and warned him not not lie to me

On April 2016 he told me he wanna return my money
Unfortunately I had meeting
He even sent the picture of her OKU sister
She looks like him...
So definitely I believe him

On early june 2016 he contacted me
Telling me he still remember about his debt to me but can't pay it at that moment
His father just had heart attack
And he was still having that continuos financial problem
He swore that he did not lie to me
He asked about my opinion on something
I suggested to him to see the right people

On june 2016
I asked him about his decision
And when he gonna back to his hometown
Since it is Ramadhan
The full of blessing month
I asked him to see me....
Small contribution for his family

After raya his just went quiet
I was worry about him
Afraid that he made wrong decision
So I contacted him on Nov 2016
He made the decision and had to put something on hold
He got help from my colleague to raise ducks
Unfortunately most of the ducks dead

On jan 2017 he contacted me
He wanted to borrow money to repair his motorcyle...
Then he just went quiet....

On march 2017
My friend told me that his father passed away due to bleeding in the brain
While his mother still in comma due to stroke

On sept I thought of him
When I was about to type a WA message to him
I saw his wedding picture...
Seriously???
Ko tau ko susah
Tapi ko sibuk nak kahwin
Fokus je la dulu to your sick mother and sister...
Senang cerita tak sedar diri
I asked my friend about it
She confirmed it
She knew it since august
Definitely she was shocked as I am

That really made me doubt of him
And I felt like he just took my sympathy as granted
Whenever he came to my workplace he did not looking for me nor even contacting me
So when his financial a bit ok
He totally forgotten about me
When he in need
Only then he remember my existence
I ni cop duitkah?
Tapi later I fikir positif je la
Busy sangat kot...
Or dia banyak benda nak fikir

Suddenly on mid Nov 2017 he contacted me
Telling that his father had passed away
And he showed to me the newspaper cuttings on his family difficulty
He wanna borrow money to buy diapers for his mum
I asked him to wait until I got my salary
He did not tell me that he has married
So I just asked him about his wife

Then on end of Nov 2017
He contacted me again about that.
Even though I still doubt about him
I didn't want to think too much
When he asked for help
I will help
If he lied to me about his condition
Then it is between him and Allah

End of Disember 2017
I was so shocked to see a toddler in his WA profile
Who is that ???
Very fishy....

On early jan 2018
He contacted me by just giving Salam
I kept quiet
Coz he did not say anything else
Even though I can guess what is his intention
I have no sympathy for him anymore

On mid jan 2018
He contacted me again and asked my help
I asked him whether he want to borrow money
So I just lent it to him...

On 4th feb 2018
He contacted me via WA by just giving Salam
I kept quiet
On 6th feb 2018
He told about his hospitalised mum
And need money for his sister meal
I kept quiet

On 11, 25 and 28 April 2018
He contacted me via WA by just giving Salam
I kept quiet
Hello if you need something just tell me right away...

On early june 2018
He contacted me again
Telling me that he had accident and can't go to work...
He need to send money to his sister to buy diapers for their mum and for his sisters sahur and iftar...
But I just keep quiet...
Yup I seemed so mean
No matter how easily pity I am
But once I lost my trust
I can be a hard hearted person

His last message was on July 2018
And again I kept quiet....
So that is the end of his stories...

Oh! I am still not finish yet...

Another money borrower is my ex-customer
On early May 2017
He contacted me to borrow money
He want to go back to Johor
To visit his to be father in law who is warded
He promised to pay me once he got his salary
But on mid may he has yet to get his salary

On mid June he wanted to see me
To return the money
Unfortunately he claimed that his eyes were swollen and he could not see...

On sept 2017
I asked him to pay his debt
Very fishy when he said he is saving his money to pay me...

The last one is my friend
She contacted me on Mid April 2018
She need to collect few thousand RM
To bail out her nephew
Weird...
Her monthly income is nearly RM10k
She even busy with her MLM and current popular bussiness
Eh! She often promotes that it is profitable bussiness
So where did all her money go?

My bff warned me not to lend money to her
But she is in need
No matter how doubtful I am
I should remember her kindness and help
When we used to work somewhere else
And we were housemate...
So I just chipped in few hundred RM only
That was all that I can afford
She promised to return my money
by the next week,
Once they got the money from their uncle...
But when the next week came
She kept quiet

Guess what?
On mid May I saw her travelling overseas  video in FB
Hamboi...hutang ko tak bayar
Tapi ko pi melamcong ya...
Hmm...nephew kena tangkap
Atau ko buat pi melancong?
Eh bukan sponsored trip ka 😉😉😉
So buat apa minta sana sini?
Oh! Betulla...flight ticket, accomodation n meal included...
Tapi nak shopping tu faham2 je lah kan....

So I just tested her
Sent message to her
and asked her to pay my money
She said she is at oversea
And will pay me back on the next week
Once her loan applicatiom is approved
Aik setakat nak bayar ratus je pun nak tunggu loan ka?
But when that next week csme
She just kept quiet...

Guess what ?
Why I made a long post about this?
I need moneylah...
My August payment gone in split second 😰😭
Banyak nak bayau
Pulak tu bila balik kg
Pi makan sana sini
Pulak tu I lah the only banker 😅

So this morning
On 31 August 2018
I contacted my ex customer
And my friend
asked them to pay my money
Within one week and by this monday, respectively
Till midnight the customer just quiet
And my friend replied insyaAllah...
So we will see....

The funny thing is
I kinda ashamed to ask people to return my money
It is embarrasing to keep on asking people
Feel like a beggar...
People borrowed my money
But I am the one who have to initiate for them to pay me back
Wonder why certain people did not keep their promises
How can they live calmly and keep their poker face doing that?

Lesson learnt
DO NOT easily have sympathy towards others
DO NOT easily lend money to people
DO NOT lend money more than RM500

Rezeki projek

On wednesday morning
I continued with my checking task at home
And later at office
I hope to finish it all by afternoon

However, I totally forgotten about 11.30am appointment 😰😰😰...
We discussed till 1.30pm...
Kerja kerja gak...
Selit jugalah nasihat supaya this young generation sedar...
Jangan yg dikejar tak dapat
Yg dikendong berciciran...
Yang dikendong tu memang dah lama ditinggalkan...
Maka bila mengejar yg baru kejarlah betul2...

While I was having that appointment,
my colleague came
and asked me to join her project.
I really can't believe that...
Alhamdulillah...
The reward of sharing ....
Of course I want to learn and gain as many experience as I can..
This was the third offer that I got this year.
Yes I should be grateful
eventhough I knew that they have asked a few people before they asked me.
Yes...it did hurt my feeling...
Always be the last choice 😭😭😭...
But yup...just think positive...
At least they asked me right...

Here was my lunch

Spageti johor...yummy...it suit my taste bud...

Around 5.30pm
 I am done with my checking task...
Then,
I sorted documents on my table,
Updated current task file,
Sorted trainees files
Sorted all assessment files
I left my office around 7.15pm

Here was my dinner

The leftover rice+ dried chillies chicken + salted fish kailan...

Lepas tu buat2 terkejut bila timbang dah cecah 60.9 kg 😱😱😱😱....



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Lunch murah

Regardless of the annoying situation
My appointment went well yesterday
However this group of people seems struggling with the software 😅...
Hello there are many sources on the internet
Yes...the internet of things...
And yet they are still clueless...

Apapun...Makan itu perlu...
Here was my cheap lunch...

Keli berlado, kangkung belacan and bende goreng kunyit...RM4 je
Sedap pulak tu....

Then,  I had another appointment at 2pm...
Promoting another item and 3D visualisation
Alhamdulillah it went well...

Once back at my office around 4.20pm I continue with the setting in the system...It is not easy when try to get the required total of numbers as well to match with the time and percentage allocated. Luckily I made the draft of it in Microsoft Excel two weeks ago. But I still have to modify here and there. However there is one item that not appear in the system. I asked my friend about it but it appeared when she was setting hers 😰....So don't worry just ask help from the relevant party together with the screen shot of the prob via email 😀.

While discussing with her I saw ridiculous form for data entry...Seriously???....When, I was about to leave my office I got the urge to check mine....Yup as what I suspected. 😠😠😠 What a stupidity of wasting time like that? Why burden us with all this? It is so confusing. I have to edit my distribution setting again 😠😠😠. Due to that I arrived at home around 7.30pm.

Later I asked other colleagues who have experienced with the entry previously...Yup they have to go through with that ridiculous tedious work. They even made mistake. Luckily they checked manually and certain of it were detected by other colleagues during the meeting....

Something due that day...Unfortunately I did not aware of it until my friend told me about that. So I tried to complete almost half of it regardless of my blurry vision. By 11.30 I was to tired and sleepy...

A bit furious with my team leader
Last time she said the deadline for our task is on 31 Ogos...
However last nite the coordinator suggested that if possible she wanna everything should be ready by 1 sept...
Out of sudden my team leader changed her mind and set the new date which is on 25 ogos...
So soon....😰😰😰
Sesuka hati je kan ubah gitu...
Tak fikir orang dah ada plan lain...
Because of her kena rombaklah
Ok je ...akan cuba diusahakan...

Tapi...
Muda lagi dah lupa ek 😅😅
Pulak tu sekali lagi takde adab bila berbicara
She was the one yg cakap dulu pd senior kinda like
"Susah deal dengan orang...dah berusia, tapi makin tak matang"
Owh patutlah her 30s looks like 40s coz matang sangatkan 😂😂😂....

Pulak tu tak cuba dan usaha untuk meeting beri alasan schedule masing2 tak sama...
Yg musykilnya the checking task pun nak ikut kroni ...
This small task pun dah berkroni
Hmm klu later jadi boss tak tahulah kan....

Mengada2

I am having an appointment with customer this morning
Suddenly the department boss s/u sent me a whatsapp msg at about 10.30am and said the boss wanna see me
There even a miscalled from her.
Someone and his family is there...
I just said I can only come after 12pm...
But she said takut lama sangat

But hello...
I am at other building
Quite far to walk to the main building
If I can come I think after 11am since at least I finished one objective...

But suddenly I remembered that we are discussing new item here
We even have to explore a software
So I can't leave my customer like that...
Ridiculous to set up other appointment just for someone selfish
But she seems not to understand....
When I talked with the boss ok je...
Hmm...bila s/u lebih sudu dari kuah kan 😅

Oklah abai s/u tu kan...
Isu utamanya si someone selfish and tak sedar diri tu....
So the boss got 3 options...
To start everything later, 2 weeks intensive program or to be here for the rest of current program...
I preferred the third...

Siap libatkan family tu 😠...
Kalau camtu duduklah rumah diam2
Dan melekap dengan your mum 😅😅😅

Kalau dah tau you have problem
Kenapa tak cuba atasi while you are here?
Nearly a year passed 😰😰😰
Pelik juga bila coordinator overlook this problem and do not even feel guilty and worry 😠😠😠😠
Then the organization detected this problem.
They got few options and finally decided that he has to come and complete everything...
My unit boss has told him about that
He did not came ....
But his mother kept disturbing the clerk and my unit boss to complain and asking for help or special treatment...
😠😠😠😠

And suddenly I saw his name under me
😠😠😠
But he never showed up...
So it is up to him....
I done my part....made a phone call, sent letters, sent private messages and whatsapp message...

Two months has passed...
And suddenly he and his mother came this morning to discuss
Seriously????
Luckily I was not there...
Otherwise I am afraid I am gonna slap him and his clingy mom 😅😅😅
So the boss it is up to you to decide
Yes we do have to have consideration
But bare in mind this people is like snakes
They made someone over rule something which is not fairs to others previously due to their selfish and ridiculous excuss...
So they know how to beat it again....
Easy peasy huh....
And it is not possible they will spread to others as well ....

Tamak makan...

I wake up really early on Monday
Around 5.30am....
Need to complete project proposal for customers
I promised to them I gonna submit on Sunday
Unfortunately you know what happened on my previous post 😅😅😅...

Seemed weird when I had to take picture of one item at my house early in the morning as supportive material for the proposal....
And then sat and stayed focus to edit the first part of the proposal ....
Need to stop for brekky around 7.30am and get ready to work
Unfortunately I was 30 minutes late for 8am meeting...
Alhamdulillah I managed to conduct the meeting as I planned it to be...

Once back to my office,
I proceed with the project proposal preparation...
Add picture to the first part ...
And find suitable material for second part ...

Here was my lunch...veges and hati lembu...

Then, I got another meeting in the afternoon
Once done...quite annoyed when they made me stay for nearly 15 minutes to wait for them 😠😠😠😠....
Hello! I got appointment at 4pm and I was already late...
As expected this customer macam tak puas hati...and his word was annoying...
But hello!!!
He has treated me like a beggar regardless of my frequent reminders...
Now when this time I am the one who was late...he really got the nerve to say very synical words 😠😠😠

When the appointment ended,
I continued with the proposal preparation
Google about pollution, tumor as well as turf grass 😅...
I really put effort on making the proposal acceptable ....
Not easy to produce good writing ...
Need to update the instructions and criteria too....
I only went back around 7pm....
But I stopped by at the Thai restaurant to buy watermelon juice and sotong goreng tepung

As well as sambal petai udang and kailan ikan masin...Rasa sikit je la...

Then, I hurriedly double checked and edited the proposal. Alhamdulillah I finally submited the proposal around 10pm...

So many excuses ....

On Thursday
No matter how I planned to go work early
I was still late 😰😰😰....
This time I was in hurry to find and scan material for customer project.

I got 11am appointment...But really annoyed when people came late for that. Just because the other party took longer time to complete her task...Hello why take my slot if you are the one who failed with your time management? This is really selfish...ko sibuk pi kursus sana sini for career development tu hak ko. Tapi jangan abaikan tanggungjawab tugas lain juga. Jangan ambil masa orang lain juga...padahal the representative have already told you....Dahlah selfish, rude pun ya jugak....

Here was my lunch...lasagna you...

I got another appointment in the afternoon...
It's frustrated when people never listen to me ...tak kisahlah dah tunjuk ke, dah pesan byk kali, dah caksp baik2 ke or dah marah. Boleh terluka, sakit tenat atau matikah kalau ikut yg I pesan??? 😠😠😠😠

I was dissapointed with my new laptop connection to WIFI. Not only that sometimes it got problem with mobile data tethering. It really cause problem to do my work.

Once back to my office I need to focus with preparing material for Saturday program. I managed to complete 3/4 of it...

This was my dinner ...dried chilies chicken with pajeri nenas

On friday
This was by brekky...

Alhamdulillah I managed to complete material preparation and photocopy it by 11am.

A bit weird when the sometimes moody colleague came to my office again and sharing new mobile apps that is useful to our work. Whatever it is I feel grateful that our relation getting better....

Then I focused on revising using a software by sketching and simulating. I learnt new trick online and accidently while exploring it. I really love to apply my area with real life application. And this time I tried to relate it with industry, pottery and arts 😍😍😍....

And here was my late lunch...sambal bilis tempoyak ....

Then I continued with my work. Around 3pm I I attended a project presentation session....Hmm...what he presented not really inline with his objectives as commented by my senior colleagues. One thing that I learnt there that sometimes the experiences people do have problem in giving proper guiding. Another thing is I should never feel down when discussing with them...if I have idea or suggestion just share it ....

While attending that session someone sent me a message around 4pm to me...he wanted to see me at that time...Hello i have remind him and given him several chance but he did not show up...and now he chose his own sweet time to see me.

I left office after 6.30pm and only them I remember I should go to town to buy biscuits and rollcake...