Serve me right 😅

This morning 

I ran amok with my bilis customers

So tiring doing the same activity for 4 weeks

But today still can't perform well

Still could not justify certain things

No matter how I have been guiding 

and repeating for numerous time

Hmm...could not be bother

Hmm...no common sense

Hmm...no sense of responsibility

Hmm..never learnt their lesson

Lack of courtesy of saying thanks 

And apologising as well

😡😡😡

Then due to covid19 current situation

I have to modify the project for my tamban customers

I tried to get the idea by surfing the internet yesterday and last nite

So this morning I created my own version

Alhamdulillah it was done by 1.25pm

Then I went to buy food for lunch

I have to wait for nearly 5 minutes before the restaurant opened

Long but kinda fast queue

But I did not understand

When people forgot about social distancing

Tersentuh2 badan

Pulak tu terbatuk2 🤦‍♀️😡

Anyway here are my menu

Ada gulai ayam, daging goreng, sambal udang petai dan sambal terung....

Total damaged was RM30

I kept half of the chicken

and most of the sambal petai

Since I have been craving for sundae choc

For more than a week

So I became tamak 🤣🤣🤣

Did you see that new green tea latte???

Semua nak ek 🤦‍♀️😅😁🤣

While I was queuing for McD drive through

One of my tamban customers made a complaint

The guys refused to join them

Hmm...it is ok...

For those who refuse to do so 

let me sort the members

And that reminded me of my cencaru customer

I have to contact her once again

Regardless of many reminders

chances and help that I have given

But still she never learnt

Insaf sekejap

Buat hal lagi

Memang tak sedar diri...

So whatever the consequence is her own choice

I have done my part...

After lunch

I sorted the tamban customers

See...

Due to attitude problem

I have to waste my time just to do the sorting

Bila dah pekena green tea latte

Disusuli dengan sundae choc

Hah! Serve me right

Sakit dan berat kepala

Susah nafas

My mind is haywire....

I tried to overcome it

The work must be done

Tonite is the so called deadline

So unfair coz the actual deadline is another 3 days

Just because this certain people

Do not want to deal with any appeal

Just because they wanna taking care of their reputation

Is this following the procedure?

Conduct a meeting before everything is finalised

Where is the integrity?

If they do not want to have the integrity

Up to them...

But why drag us together?

I downloaded the 7 project files

I downloaded the excel form file

But later I just gave up

I could not think straight

Sedang cari semangat nak sambung buat kerja

Tiba2 black out

Membebel la I sorang2 dalam rumah...

Adoi tak cakap awal2

Orang nak buat kerja

I jenguk keluar rumah

Nampak staf TNB

Encik lama ke?

Dalam setengah jam

Saya nak buat kerja

Lama ke?

Dalam setengah jam

Cepat sikit ya.

Saya nak buat kerja

Hah! Nampak sangat dah haywire 😅

Ulang2 tanya soalan

Luckily the tnb staff manis orangnya 😅🤣

But janji palsu

Setengah jam kononnya

But dah 1 jam no progress

Dah la rumah gelap dan panas

Hati pun panas...

Hello not only org nak buat kerja

Nak maghrib wei...

Hah!!! Elok je azan maghrib...

Alhamdulillah settle dah...

Tamak

Seriously I don't understand
The person in charge has made a reminder
Priority for those who has less customers
And do not hold any high position
Unfortunately there exist selfish people
Who didnt meet the criteria and just ignore it
Consequently, the one who suppose to join that is left out...
Due to that someone in average mode have willingly to back off...
But still that selfish people just ignore it

I wonder why certain people is like that
Dont care about orher people
Take other people rights
Isn't it when you are at the top
you suppose to give back?
Help people to be as good as you are?

The same goes about people who always preaches about being a beneficial person...
Unfortunately she does not walk her talk
Willing to rent her property to those who normally we rejected...
I wonder how she gonna 'clean' her property later?
Even I am ok with it as long as they did not disturb me
But others feel unconfortable
Why did she rent it to them in the first place?
Why she has no sensitivity at all?
Why did she rent it when knowing the neighbours feel uncomfortable?
For the sake of the money?

URUS SENDIRI: KIFARAH?

I went to management office to pay the fee yesterday. Hamboi! main kasar nampak...siap senaraikan dan tampal nama penghutang tu ...🙊🙈🙈🙈....

Berkesempatan chit chatting...
What????
The stingy upstair uncle now facing the same problem as what he did to me...
The clerk said that's karma...
Masin mulut dia...she has warned him previously...what if the same thing happened to him and the upstair unit's owner do not want to give any cooperation ....

So you see...
DO NOT EVER burden, ill treat, bully, threaten and hurt other people..
Allah may punish you instantly
Well....yes that is not KARMA
But KIFARAH !!!!
"Fear the dua (supplication) of the oppresed, for indeed there is no barrier between it and Allah"

Hmm...
Tahu pulak serabut ya pakcik
Now you know and feel what I felt previously
Eh! Why did you ask the clerk to share my complaint letter with you?
Don't tell me that ex-GM do not know how to find infos in the internet as well as writing a complaint letter ?

If I just follow my heart
I will say ... serve you right pakcik...
But deep inside ....
I do have sympathy for him..
Facing this problem at his age...
But why in the first place he treated me someone else daughter badly ???

Customer n Neighbour

On thursday morning
I was really nervous for the first time meeting with my new customer...
Luckily she agreed with my proposal

In the afternoon I planned to prepare a project proposal...
But when I read the printed material I feel scared and had a doubt whether it doable or not and whether it acceptable or not 😭....

I tried to find more material. Unfortunately certain of it have restricted access...As I was about to make a request for that material via email, out of sudden I recalled that I have requested from other department for many materials previously...Alhamdulillah...

On friday morning
I got unit meeting.
Many things to do
Many issue and regulation to consider
But I totally forgot that I had appointment with customer at 10.30.
There was an improvement with her work even though it is still not up to the standard....

Once done I rushed back to the meeting
Discuss with my boss...
But later I got mental block
So I just did my work in the office
Find the materials and update the document
Alhamdullilah done with it before 3pm

Later I got appointment with two customers.
Again...very dissapointing....
When people have no common sense...
To ensure they do it properly this time...
I asked them to do right away...
While waiting for that
I went back to the meeting for a few minutes
Had discussion with senior about the document
Any idea from him is more than welcome

Then I proceed with the discussion with customers. Later another customer came.
Due to that I was late to pick up my poslaju parcel 😰.....

Once arrived home...I saw my new neighbour and asked him when he wanna extend his car porch. If possible I want to extend my awning for about 2 feets before he extending his porch...but his answer is very upsetting and sounds arrogant....

SICK: When something is stuck

This morning I had brekky pisang and crackers+margerine. Then kalut coz lewat appointment with customers.

Menjelang tengahari tiba2 penyakit lama datang kembali. Macam something stuck at my throat. Untuk rasa selesa, I perlu batuk. But it seems like a dry cough ...But it just mild discomfort not as the previous one. Kalau tak silap sekitar awal tahun 2016. I had that kind of symptom, hard to breath etc. Due to my friend's suggestion I went for a check up at KPJ and had nasal endoscopy which is the procedure to examine nose and throat using a device with a camera passed thru the nose to the throat. Alhamdulillah everything was clear except the wall of my throat seemed to have bump here and there. Dapatlah ubat gastric kot 😅 selain doc pesan bila bercakap tu perlu bertenang jangan laju2 😂😂😂.....Within a week I was ok and did not go for a follow up 😅😅.

And then in November 2017 I had stuffy nose without runny nose for more than a week, and I was diagnosed of URTI by our panel clinic.

Macam2lah kan...
Tapi bab makan tak jaga 🙈🙈🙈
For lunch dah makan jambu and nasi kerabu
For afternoon tea break I had kerepek ubi
For dinner I had Samyang cheese

Tu kisah sakit dan makan
Kisah kerja pulak ?
Di kala kita sibuk, orang yang nak dinilai mengarahkan untuk dinilai
Dah lewat hantar semula nak paksa orang pula
Lepas tu tak mengaku lewat hantar
Pulak tu dengan angkuhnya kata dia dah hantar
Biadap 😠😠😠

How about kisah lain???
Laterlah ...

Bila kutu-kutu itu mati ...

Hari Isninkan cuti
Habih nak pi mana?
Lagipun tak sedar diri ka
Kan baru balik berjimba seminggu ....
Ingat!!! Kesian kutu2 mati
Kena tunggu technician astro
Kena call kedai fridge
Kena call orang autogate

Apa2 hal kemas rumah dulu.
Nak buat apa dulu???
Kalau tak plan, nanti serabut
Usik sana sikit, buat yg sana pulak
Tak habis gi, buat yg lain pulak...
At last serabut
Tinggal semua 😂😂😂

Mula2 settlekan bahagian dapur
Cuci dan kemas di bahagian sinki dan rak pinggan
Then, settlekan bahagian peninsular top
Barulah kemas bilik bawah
Dan asingkan baju untuk basuh 3 bakul 😱😱😱

Then brekky kepok leko....sedapnya 😁

Then bersihkan dalam fridge bhg bawah.
Of course cheese, sambal bilis, serunding ikan, serbuk kuah kacang n sayur busuk kena buang
Sos, dressing, telur, epal, karot, n barang kering oklah kot.

Dah settle clearkan rumah
Moh le beli food

Then hantar the frozen food nak tumpang fridge...
Kemas dan bersihkan juga unit tu
Banyak semuttt....
Alih n letak carpet juga
Pasang n susun Lack coffee table juga

Tu tak termasuk insiden balik rumah cari kunci. Rupa2nya ada je kunci dalam kereta..😅😅😅😅.

Si orang autogate ada miscalled
Bila call semula tak angkat
Orang astro pulak cuti
Menguruskan kereta yg cermin pecah
Kedai fridge pulak tutup
Esok katanya...

Hari selasa terpaksa ambil cuti
Nak uruskam semua tu.
Tapi pepagi around 7.50 org sebelah dah buat kerja meroboh....bising!!!.
Luckily 10 minit lepas tu senyap.
Baru tau public holiday ke baya 😅😅😅.

For brekky tak tak tau nk mkn apa
At last buat cekodok bawang kecil+white pepper. Dah itu je yg ada 😅😅😅.

For lunch beli nasi campur

Tapi ternampak dan teringin ni pulak 😅😅😅😅.

Tamak....kan.. So nasi air dingin for lunch. Nasi campur for dinner.

Untuk snack siang I had buah ciku

Untul snack malam I had green apple and asam kulit limau.

Guess what hanya orang astro je datang pagi.
Orang autogate lansung tak muncul walaupun dah dihubungi around 11am
Staf kedai fridge pun sama
Tak muncul2
4++ pm I called katanya ada customer
After 30 minutes tak pick up call pula.
Whatsapp tak reply.
Alih2 7.30pm baru stafnya datang
😠😠😠😠.
Maka sia-sialah cuti I.

Rupanya powerboard fridge terbakar.
Hangit kuat baunyer.
Kena hentam petirlah tu
So hopefully itu je la yg rosak n boleh baiki.
Kalau motherboard rosak...haru lah
RM600 kosnya 😭😭😭.....

Syukur apa yg ada

Selama ni rumah jiran kiri memang tak berpenghuni. Walaupun rasa takut dari segi keselamatan tapi aku rasa lebih privacy. Tapi ketika bulan puasa I dapat tahu dah ada pemilik baru. Alamak! Terus rasa tak seronok. Lagi rasa tak seronok bila 2 minggu lepas katanya nak pasang something between our house. I am ok as long as tak blok my view n make my house dark.

I ada berangan to buy that house since it got large area. Tapi owner pernah cakap tak mau jual. But once it up on the advertisment I have already got something else. Memang tak mampu lah. Memang bukan rezeki I. So bersyukur dengan apa yg ada...

Tadi dapat tau rupanya this man got this house at low price. Terkilannya lahai.....Tapi kena sedar diri. I tak mampu dan tiada ilmu in bidding house auction.....Again...be grateful with what I have and enjoy it 😀....

Vontot tonggek

Petang tadi I menyapu di porch. Tiba2 terdengar bebudak sekolah rendah yang sedang bermain bola menjerit "bontot tonggek". Lepas tu "punggung besar". Terkejut I...rasa I pakai baju besar, longgar dan labuh. Walaupun baju nipis, I pakai inner labuh juga...Musykil!!!!! Tiba2 ternampak seorang budak lelaki mengayuh basikal lalu depan rumah I sambil tertoleh-toleh melihat kumpulan yg bermain bola. Hahaha...tang mana tonggek dan vontot besar I tak tahulah....

Seorang vs rumah besar

I called my neighbour this morning and told him that I am constructing a half wall dividing our porch replacing the green chicken wire fence. I asked his permission to put my book rack, coffee table and the construction equipment outside his long abandoned house temporarily. Alhamdulillah he didnt mind at all for me to do so as long as I tak robohkan or pecahkan rumahnya hehehe....

Hmmm....what made me kinda surprised when he uttered

Belakang dah tambah

depan pun tambah

rumah dah besar

tapi duduk sorang

bila nak berduanya 

I can only say ......

Tu la...

tolong doakan ya

My house is just an intermediate terrace house..Itu pun orang dah tertanya2 dan berkata2. I just wonder what would they say if I stayed all by myself  in bigger house or compound such as corner lot, semiD house or bungalow...hmmmm.. 

I think it is now not a surprising matter in Malaysia...But...ya...certain people can hardly accept it. Saya tak marah, jauh sekali terasa hati kerana dah mangli....juga telah bersedia dengan kata2 begitu. But...what can I do if it is not the time yet??? Let people talk....Let people say whatever they want to....It is interesting to observe that this people can only say but neither help nor support people like me ;))))....whatever...life must go on..LIVE IT, ENJOY IT.