Showing posts with label Customer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Customer. Show all posts

Thursday, August 16, 2018

Cari pasal

My thursday
My plan to go to work early
But as usual I am late
So I head off to meeting straight away

Really excited to share with a group of people on something
But certain of them seemed not ready
I asked them to do something
But they didnt move....
Untill I shouted to them

I can't brain when people have no common sense
Regardless of frequent advices, reminders and warning
Do I have to tell them everything
Who am I to them?
Their PA????
😠😠😬😠😠

So let's hear their explanation
But they just keep quiet
I asked them to be hurry since we got many things to do
😠😠😠😠
I asked the others to tell them of what I want them to do if it hard to understand what I say
But a very long silence...
The small flame became bigger
😠😠😠

Hello....
You got ears to listen
You got eyes to see
You got mouth to speak
You got brain to think

Then someone finally explained to them
Pun krik-krik...
Then only one of them said something
Only three words?
That is it?
So quiet....
😠😠😠😠

Finally he apologised
But did not sound sincere...
How about the other one?
Silence......
😠😠😠😠

It is ok
You do not want to talk
I will leave
Silence...
😠😠😠😠...

Better to walk away
Rather than stay with angry mood
Few steps away
I can hear them
When I was out
It was too late
I have given so many chances

When I was at the elevator
They tried to talk to me
I just ignored them
They called me
Hello..I have given you chance

Oh! They know how to chase people
So Why didn't they talk right from the start????

Sometimes we need to teach this kind of people
Always ignore me regardless of my frequents reminders...
Now let them feel on how to be ignored?
How hard it is to be like a beggar?

They know how am 1
But they still did things that I do not like
What kind of stupidity of that?
Purposely CARI PASAL???
or just wanna test me?
Challenge me?

It is not about being afraid of my character or my punishment...
But it is about being responsible...
Know what is the consequence if they did something unacceptable...

How can we help people
If they did not let us to????
How can we help people
If they treat us badly???

So I really hope they learnt their lesson
And remember this incident for their whole life...
People may do something unexpected
When you push them beyond the limit...












Monday, May 7, 2018

Samakah?

Few weeks ago my colleague told me about her problematic customer. He gave thousand of reasons in this crucial time. Due to his last minute work and  he proposed another project. Guess what???? similar to my customer's project!!! So, I told my colleague about that. By right they should change it because my customer have been doing that for months. But think positively his project might not be as focus as what like what my customer do.

This morning, due to certain circumstances I managed to see his work.
😠😠😠😠
The title had a slight twist
The focus area is the same.
The objectives are similar
Their focus group also the same
😠😠😠😠

When I told my colleague about this
She accused both my customer and hers might has made a plot on this and thought that we are both stupid.
I totally disagree about making plot part
Hello...I told her previously about the similarity.
Why didn't she ask her customer to change it?
Why still let him to proceed?
I asked my customer about this.
As what I thought ....
He never discussed about his project with her customer.
But her customer definitely have seen his work since he was one of the participant of the focus group.

You see...
What her customer did was definitely wrong
But her accusation to my customer was unacceptable since I have told her about the similarities.
Why blaimed other people as an  escapism for your couldn't be bother attitude and for your personal reason?????
If we looked back, this won't be happen if she reminded him earlier instead of letting him wandering around for so long.
And of course told him about your condition as well.
Definitely there is a difference between ego, trying to educate and responsibility.

Yes...you are my colleague,
You are one of my close friend,
But this time you are too much.
Well past is past...
But hope you learnt your lesson
And me too...



Saturday, April 7, 2018

Customer n Neighbour

On thursday morning
I was really nervous for the first time meeting with my new customer...
Luckily she agreed with my proposal

In the afternoon I planned to prepare a project proposal...
But when I read the printed material I feel scared and had a doubt whether it doable or not and whether it acceptable or not 😭....

I tried to find more material. Unfortunately certain of it have restricted access...As I was about to make a request for that material via email, out of sudden I recalled that I have requested from other department for many materials previously...Alhamdulillah...

On friday morning
I got unit meeting.
Many things to do
Many issue and regulation to consider
But I totally forgot that I had appointment with customer at 10.30.
There was an improvement with her work even though it is still not up to the standard....

Once done I rushed back to the meeting
Discuss with my boss...
But later I got mental block
So I just did my work in the office
Find the materials and update the document
Alhamdullilah done with it before 3pm

Later I got appointment with two customers.
Again...very dissapointing....
When people have no common sense...
To ensure they do it properly this time...
I asked them to do right away...
While waiting for that
I went back to the meeting for a few minutes
Had discussion with senior about the document
Any idea from him is more than welcome

Then I proceed with the discussion with customers. Later another customer came.
Due to that I was late to pick up my poslaju parcel 😰.....

Once arrived home...I saw my new neighbour and asked him when he wanna extend his car porch. If possible I want to extend my awning for about 2 feets before he extending his porch...but his answer is very upsetting and sounds arrogant....




Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Tercabut

Backdated post
Written on 28 march...

Macam biasa bila nk kembali dari kampung, punyalah berat nak gerak.
Pagi Isnin baru terhegeh2 nak packing.
Bila di highway biasalah slow traffic at ELITE especially from Putrajaya/Putra Height to USJ.
Bila nak singgah kedai favourite tutup pula, maka pilah kedai lain dan beli food for lunch..masak lodeh, sambal bilis n masak kicap daging


Bila sampai ofis, biasalah Monday Blues.
Bila balik rumah konon nak basuh baju, tapi tertonton Youn's kitchen 😅.
Bila nak lunch kira awal lagi, pi melantak snack pula...sedap


Bila nak charge phone, tiba2 kabel MrDiy tak berfungsi. Haritu beli dua, yg hitam RM6.90 kot tak sampai seminggu jadi longgar dan mudah tercabut dari port.


Yg putih RM8.90 kot konon elok masuknya, tiba2 main2 pula. Sekejap ok. Sekejap ko seolah2 tak boleh detect the charge. At last guna cabel merah pula. Cabel ni dalam handbag utk travel n kecemasan.

Bila petang ada discussion dengan customers.
Biasalah ada yang salah faham.
Idea diterima bukan bermakna proposal diterima. Perlulah tambahbaik.
Yang dulu apabila idea ditolak, kali ini kemukakan banyak idea. Tapi tak bawa support material pulak 😅.

Bila balik around 7pm...
Adoilah autogate buat hal lagi...terkeluar dari track.. Memula dulu sebelah kiri, second pun kiri. Kali ni kanan pula...Kaka, tutup manual je. Cuba angkat naik atas track tak boleh pula 😅....Esok je lah...

Bila malam nak dinner, tapi malas masak nasi. Maka makanlah the mismatch meal...red bean bun with sambal hitam.


Bila selasa....
Customer datang lagi
Tapi kali ni hanya bawa satu support material. Tu pun kurang relevan 😠...Tak semak dulu ke??? Bila I cari ada je yg sesuai..cuma tak banyak.

6.40pm sampai rumah, nampak orang autogate dah sampai. Actually pagi tu I try guna autogate tu..mula2 dia naik sendiri atas track tapi terus terkeluar semula ke arah luar pulak...tercabutlah rodanya coz kawasan luar rendah. Roda takde masalah. Tapi bearingnya 😰.....Maka, terbanglah RM50...mahal. RM30 alatnya...RM20 upah selain kononnya jauh. Habih tu dah ko guna barang tak berkualiti. My friend punya elok je...walaupun nak masuk 3 tahun.

Tengah sibuk dok borak dengan orang tu, my neighbour datang. Katanya nak pasang awning tapi lajak to my area sampai 1 kaki dan tinggi dari my awning. I pun silap tak tanya kenapa. I just kata tak perlulah kot. Guess what dia tanya kenapa pula. Terkejut I. Logiknya ikut suka hati I lah kan. I just cakap ikut jelah sempadan...Katanya niatnya manfaat untuk kami supaya dua2 tak kena tempias hujan. Kalau I tak mau takpelah katanya. I ksta kalau setakat 6 inci ok. Yelah kami nak berjiran lama. But not 1 kaki. Tapi katanya dah buat calculation yg 1 kaki tu ok. Bukanlah makna 1 kaki tak tempias lansung, tapi kuranglah sikit...
Akhirnya I setuju jika memang manfaat bersama. But now macam menyesal pula coz nanti nmpk rumah I macam pelik. Lagipun keputusan dibuat terburu2 dalam keadaan I yg penat  dan hampur 7pm.

Masuk rumah konon nk masak nasi untuk berbuka...
Tapi pi toilet dulu.
Hah sudah..macam peod pulak walaupun very unclear tiny miny...
Frustlah...tak kisah pun peod. 1pm ok..3pm pun ok...but not 7pm 😭😭😭😭

So inilah menu berbuka yg tak menjadi


Bila malam, charger cabel yg ok-ko tu buat hal lagi. Bila dicucuk dan ditarik 2/3 kali terus tercabut kepalanya 😅😅😅....


Maka, berakhirlah riwayat.

Cuba guna semula kabel mahal yg beli dipekan.. RM30 kot...Eh! Haritu dah ko. Alhamdulillah ok semula.



Monday, March 5, 2018

Rezeki petang jumaat

Last friday...
Semasa diskus with my senior customer
Someone call tanya nak laksa tak
I cakap naklah
Tapi ada discussion
Katanya nak datang hantar


Alhamdulillah
Orang beri my current favourite food
Siap buat delivery tu

Selepas discuss
Dapat ini pula


Alhamdulillah
Rezeki petang jumaat
Baru haritu teringin Bounty
Ni dah dapat

Tu cerita happy
Yg a bit annoying bswah ni....

Hari Jumaat memang penat
Pagi sibuklah
Tengahari waktu lunch hour pun
Di kala orang balik rumah or pi shopping
I taklah dok ngadap dokumen my colleague's customer
Around 1pm I was so tired
So I took a nap
Bangun je badan panas
Ah sudah....
Gagah diri untuk bangun
Mengadap dokumen
Adoilah awat macam tiada perubahan 😠
Kata latest version
Jadi stress dibuatnya
Wasting time berulang kali checking benda yang sama
Very thick document
Dah ler last minute baru hantar to me
And nak cepat pula 😠
I boleh ignore
Tapi kesian pulak

My customer pun lewat sampai
Suppose 3pm
Ni almost 4pm
Pun macam know nothing and do nothing
Habih tahun lepas ko buat apa ek?
Dokumen entah apa2
Part awal macam tak pernah pi training
Form yg tidak divalidate
Part akhir dokumen ditulis based on data yg tiada 😱
Adoilah...nak I juga ke yg carikan material macam si junior
Pleaselah saya dibayar bukan untuk buat kerja tu...
Memang kena carikan juga
I tunjuk contoh
Dia sibuk komen the minor one
The major one tak nampak
Memang I mengamuk
All this while for 2 years I sabar....

After 5pm my colleague's customer pulak
You kena tunggulah...
My priority is my customer
Ada 2 part lagi I kena check
So I did it in front of her
Dalam senyum, dia buat muka frust bila I komen banyak
Yelah macam takde beza with the previous version
Format pun tak take note 😰
Alhamdullillah settled after 6pm
Bila di parking lot nmpk dia tertinjau tayar kereta...
Tayar goyang?
Kesian pulak
Its nearly 7pm
Nsk call workshop tak mau pulak
Dia nk bawa slow2
Oklah dah decide gitukan...

Balik kita nikmati laksa free 😍😍😍









Thursday, February 1, 2018

CUTI CUTI CAT

Cuti semalam korang pi mana?
Ke korang rehat di rumah?

I banyak plan
Suppose mula awal pagi
Tapi macam biasa banyak gangguan 😅.
Apa2 hal brekky dulu....



Sedap pula makan roti with free jam 😁... peaches n nectarine homemade jam and Cameron Highland strawberry jam....
Dah lewat pagi baru terkial2 buat facial treatment.
Then nak handwashing
Terganggu pulak dengan "Miss Slone"

For lunch I cooked pasta ala sizzling yee mee



Sedap 😅...Oklah tu masak guna bahan yang ada je....ayam tarak....

Dah 4pm dan hujan pula barulah terhegeh2 keluar rumah pi town...withdraw duit@Maybank, beli baldi n gayung, cash deposit@Bank Islam, pi beli cat and KFC 😁. Tapi bateri hp kong terus...Perlu singgah rumah ambil charger.

Then, sampai tempat kejadian around 6pm. Makan dulu...

Sedap gak KFC salted egg ni....

Next, barulah mengecat bilik air dan bilik.....



Sambil tunggu cat kering before applying the second layer...pilah alihkan meja dan bersihkan kulat yg subur dan tebal...Eww geli...Perlu hati2 coz biasanya lepas tu I pening.

Around 9pm baru balik rumah dan menghadap maruku and wafer pulak 😅😅😅



Today lambat pi ofis. Sempat beri tazkirah kpd orang yg tak beradap hantar mesej. Then dok menghadap customer from 11am-1pm. Lama dan Lapor. Even at one time...I rasa macam nak pitam. Tapi tulah...kena fokus kerja. Perlulah thorough check customers' work to produce good result. Pi cafe lauk dah habis.....Luckily dapat pecal dan minta gorengkan telur dada...


Lepas tu 2.30-7.11pm sambung lagi meeting. Ee...susah sangat ke nak ikut yg diberi. Bila dah hangin tertengking dan tertepuk meja 😱😱😱...Kita dah beri idea, korang carilah justifikasi...Ni cakap tak tahu tak tahu 😠😠😠. Memang pantanglah....Nasiblah ya...bila my twin datang I boleh tukar dari singa ke naga 😅😅😅...Malam 8-10.30pm pon dok bersoal jawab lagi. I pun keliru with their work....Yang buat salah pun ada...info basic kot, takkan tak tahu or tak perasan....Seriously? Nilah padahnya bila kerja pada saat akhir.

Bila malam tertunggu-tunggu Lafazkan Kalimah Cinta@AstroRia. Kalau Syurga Kedua tu annoying....why la Sabrina tu asyiklah mudah ditipu, percaya cakap husband dan bersangka baik. Takkanlah tak terfikir....Misteri siapa husband vivy? Vivy stay rumah mak mertua??? Ternampak husband bawa vivy check up, tp percaya pelanduk dua serupa. Husbandnya temankan Vivy utk kelas preggy mum, tapi percaya husbandnya buat mcm tu kononnya nak praktis bila dia mengandung pula. Husband bermalam di rumah maknya coz nak temankan Sherry, tp percaya husbandnya tidur di ofis and pagi2 dah keluar sarapan. Husband keluar dengan Vivy, tapi percaya mereka terserempak. Husband dok bahasakan diri ayah dgn yusof tp percaya dia salah dengar or husband dok mengagah yusof . Banyak kali kot.... Episod hari ni barulah nampak dia mengamuk coz dengar mummy cakap ternampak Daniel n Vivy bawa Yusof pi klinik. Padahal anak dia Alia tak sihat, tapi Daniel 2 hari tak balik. Tau pula cakap macam Vivy tu isteri abang....😅😅😅😅. I pula yg meroyan....Ada ke perempuan macam tu????









Sunday, September 4, 2016

Cantas

I rasa terkilan
Bila kita lantik seseorang jadi wakil
Tiba-tiba dia nak ketepikan I
Gayanya macam I tak layak untuk turut serta
Hello! Tolong ingat siapa yang lantik you

I rasa meluat
Bila orang cakap dia buat itu dia buat ini
Elemen yg dia masukkan tu ikut konsep dan trend terkini
Bunyinya sangat hebat
Bila I tengok biasa je 😂😂😂
Eh! Ada yang copy paste dari internet je.
Wei...tu dokumen penting dan sulit, takkan google je.

I rasa geram
Bila ada pertandingan
Kita pilih calon terbaik berdasarkan prestasi terdahulu
Tapi ada yg baru dan tiada kemahiran ingin mencuba
Why not beri mereka peluang?
Tapi ada pula yg tak setuju dengan alasan tidak sesuai
Hmm...kita latih je lah mereka ni
Orang tengah bersemangat kan
Pendedahan awal dan
Pengalaman berguna juga....


Saturday, August 6, 2016

STUPID

Pagi tadi kalut siapkan bahan utk meeting dengan customer
Then, pi ofis untuk fotokopi
Mesin asyik sangkut
Jenuh nak tarik sana sini
Dah la tak boleh stapler terus
Dah asyik tarik, tolak dan tutup
Terus mesin pengsan 😭😭
Lantaklah walaupun ada baki 20 set
Terpaksa guna printer jugak la..

Pi pekan
Parking
Cross the road
Dah sampai seberang sana
Tiba2 ternampak sorang budak meluru
Dia baling something ke tepi jalan
Tapi pelik ada 2 tong besar
Awat dia tak pi masuk sampah dlm tong
I tertoleh2 tengok dia dan sampah
Then ternampak pekerja Majlis yg duduk dikaki lima kedai
Dia pandang saya dan cakap dengan tegas
"Buang sampah betul2 la, nanti sape yg nak buat"
I cakap
"Bukan sayalah..tak percaya tanya kawan awak"
I berlalu pergi
Tapi terkeluar perkataan stupid 😱😱😱.
I mmg jarang cakap that word
Kalau terkeluar tu mmg marah sangatlah.
Dah la kalut, stress dan penat kena tuduh benda yg u tak buat pulak.

Kalut balik rumah
Makan n buat preparation tak sampai 40 min
I pi jumpa customer
Pun mendatangkan amarah
Yg dipertanggungjawabkan tak sediakan bilik perjumpaan dgn sebaiknya
Lepas tu datag muka selamba.Tapi lansung tak minta maaf. Sibuk kata dah settle paginya. Itu cerita org lain. Hello kami ni cerita petang...
Yg datang awal takde tiada inisiatif utk maklumkan pada saya....
Mereka ramai...takkan lansung tak terfikir
Mereka bukan baru, dah lama and byk kali terlibat.
Nampak I angkat barang berat, idok le sape datang offer diri nak tolong.

Whatever it is at the end of the day really happy to see my customers happy face and how they appreciate what we had done for them 😁😍😍



Monday, August 1, 2016

Stressful day

Last weekend, I done nothing except eating, watching tv and surfing the internet. What a super relaxing weekend. Konon Ahad nak buat kerja sikit, tapi tertengok Rumi dan Jawi. Tak pasal-pasal my weekend data habis and I used 70% of my 5gb of my monthly data.

Pukul 6 pg tadi baru terhegeh nak tengok kerja my senior customer. Really dissapointing ...she didn't listen to what I have told her to do. I done a lot for her and really spend my time to help her. And look what did she do to me? So I sent message to her about that. But as usual she said that she have already done that. I sent the latest version of that task and list of things to do to her around 3.30pm. Guess what around 6pm, she send me back that task but with the older version 😠😠😠. When I told her she is a liar, she furious with me and ask why I called her that. But she deserved to be called that because she didnt do anything but sent me the check list of things to do with all are marked as DONE. It just a simple task and she chose to make it difficult and complicated. If she listen to me right from the beginning everything would goes smoothly and completed in just 2-4 hours only.

But that is not all...my junior customer really tested my patient today...After so many reminders and demonstrations they never change...keep on doing the same mistake everytime we meet. I just wonder what is happening to them. They are not deaf, not blind....so what? Forgetful? Stubborn? It was really annoying, dissapointing and upsetting. Luckily, they didnt see my tears....Even, they didnt apologise I told them I forgive them so that they will feel calm to do their work.

I sakit kepala
I nak muntah...
I balik rumah awal
I rehat dan makan



Patutlah meroyan....
Owh...kembarku muncul 😅😅😅.

At night
facial treatment time
Sit back, relax
Wearing facial mask
And enjoying ice cream


Update 8.40am tuesday:
Guess what that senior customer just sent her work last nite whithout any changes...
What did she actually do last nite?
Sekali lagi I beritahu list of things to do.
She said that she done everything.
What else do I want her to do.
Guess what she accused me for not checking her work.
Hmmm....seriously?
Then how would I know if there is no changes in her work?
I asked her to check and make correction to the last part.
She want to know which one?
There are so many of it.
It is ridiculous for me to state everything
It just a simple task
She just have to check it and use the guideline given.
She claimed that it is my duty to check.
😱😱😱
😠😠😠
Seriously....
She said that I suppose to guide her.
After so many things I done to her, she dare to said that.
So what am I have been doing from last year?
I have been guiding, I have been helping, I have been giving her support and advice etc...
In fact I do more than what am I supposed to do.
What she has been doing?
Giving lots of excuses
Nagging how stressful and tiring it is
Never listen to me
Ignore my suggestion/request/instruction
Accuse me for not appreciating what she has done.
TQVM fo that....





Monday, July 18, 2016

Drink therapy

Yup! I know coke is harm to my body.
But when I am stress, when I go haywire and when my life turned upside down...
I really need this cola drink .....


Therapy kononya.
And I just ate that small portion of bolognese sauce.
Percayalah....
I tipu 😂😂😂😂.
That was actually my third helping.

Alkisahnya tengahari tak sempat lunch. Tapi masa meeting ada kudapan, balik pun ngunyah kepok. Tapi still for dinner I need to munch something. Tak senonohnya bertambah2 pulak 😅😅😅. Moral of the story do not skip your lunch.

Hari ni memang haywire coz I slept for 2 hours only...As a result I have to take emergency leave to recover. But still I have to continue with what I am doing since yesterday....No matter what I still have to the office: check the meeting minute, meet my junior customer as well as attend a meeting in the afternoon. And I need to continue the stressful task later tonite. These are all due to my senior customer 😠😠😠. Tugas dia dh mcm tugas I. Never listen to me, just ignore my comments and gave lots of excuses. Gaduh dengan husbandlah, Kena pukullah, dipandang buruk bila surat cerai tiba di tempat kerja, ditimpa kemalanganlah, bawa kereta adik kena langgarlah, tak tahu nak buat kerjalah, tak sempatlah. Tu kisah beberapa bulan lepas. Last week katanya anak nak kena rebut husband pulak. Semalam katanya takde duit nak jumpa I konon very costly. I senyap tak layan, tiba2 dia kata boleh pula datang esok 😅😅😅. Sepatutnya jumpa 11am esok. Tapi dia nk jumpa 10am coz mak dia warded due to dengue fever. Tak tahulah nak percaya or not. Hati I dah jadi kering...sekelumit dah tiada rasa kasihan dan simpati.....




Friday, January 8, 2016

Off Day = Work day

Sebelum sakit mata baca my bebelan, meh cuci mata dgn my new charm and safety chain...



Semasa pilih, hati berbunga-bunga. Semasa membayar,  rasa nak ketuk kapla. Sebab tu nak beli pizza pun kena korek tabung hahaha...That reminds me of biar pape asal bergaye. Apalah sangat pandora charms compared to tiara Datoserivida yg beratus ribu tukan...Dia tunjuk, sebab permintaan astro...I tunjuk sebab nak menunjuk...opps simpan memori ini...

I am on leave for two days as I am not feeling well. However, I am still doing my work at home this morning. I updated the documents for the external evaluator from 8am to 11.20am. However, due to internet connection problem I couldn't send the documents to my colleague nor update the senior customer progress in the system.

Then, off I went to the clinic in the afternoon. Eventhough I arrived 10 minutes before lunch break, I was touched by the staff at the counter kindness and effort to convince the doctor to see me. Otherwise, I have to comeback after 2.30pm.

Next...Since I have an appointment with my senior customer at 3pm,  I drove to my office rather than went back home. Alhamdulillah, I managed to settle everything that was postponed in the morning. After 2 pm, I anxiously prepared the material for the appointment...read here and there, surfed the internet and updated the material...Guess what!!! The customer was late...yes!!! 30 mins late grrrrrr.  I can't believe that we had the discussion from 3.30 to 6pm. Or should I say that it was just me who did all the talking most of the time. Before going home, I just checked my email with the hope that no more new task...Well...in my dream huhuhu. I need to go thru the paperwork prepared by my senior colleague. Then, I was in panic mode when I can't find my junior customer first evaluation. As a result, I left the office around 6.40pm....So, there goes my off day which definitely has no difference to my work day.


Sunday, March 22, 2015

Bibik hujung minggu

Hari ini memang bibik capek. Ngak berhenti kerja dari pagi lagi. Tapi bibik ada masa untuk update blog dan buat password protected on certain previous posts ;))).
Jemur kain.
Kemas dan lap dapur.
Kemas dan lap dalam fridge.
Kemaskan car porch dan buang barang yang dah rosak.
Lipat baju sebakul besar sambil layan nona@tv3.
Cuci tangan 4 psg kain baru.
Cuci car porch.
Mop car porch.
Mop downstairs.
Sapu downstairs
Lap cermin n furniture@living room.

Hanya berhenti sekejap untuk lunch.


I beli marinated lamb@jusco. Sedap, lembut and juicy.

Masa noon, rasa sebak bila terima whatsapp msg lebih kurang gini...

"Salam.Haritu kata kalau perlukan duit beritahukan. Saya nak bayar bil rumah. Pakcik saya tak dapat nak beri. Duit kerja catering saya nak guna untuk motorsikal balik Kelantan...Maaf, menyusahkan."

Monday, March 9, 2015

I tried, I'm tired, I will retire....

Last year...kesnya begini.

This year iaitu hari jumaat baru ini saya tiba2 teringat untuk menghubunginya. Selama ini pun teringat juga, cuma tak berkesempatan dan tiada kekuatan to do so. Lagipun macam tak sesuai utk sibuk hal orang, lagi2 jika bukan di bawah pengawasan saya.

Saya ingatkan dia dah berubah. Tapi tetap juga begitu.  Yes as he said that he failed me. Yes it is easy to say sorry. I don't understand...dulu mungkin la sibuk and banyak kerja tak terkejar. Now, his workload has been reduced. Takkan tak boleh perfom juga. Worse, minta postpone kali kedua pula...Sampai bila????  Sampai bila nak lari dari masalah....Ya, masalah yang sengaja dicari!!!!

Dulu mid 2013 when things getting worse dia dah minta postpone. Then, ingatkan end of 2013 dah insaf tapi tetap perangai gitu. Kerana kasihan I tetap beri peluang. Lepas tu, mid 2014 bila terserempak dgn I, dia buat tak tahu. I fikir positif kot dia mmg x nampak I. Tapi akhirnya cari I juga bila terdesak. I yang pernah terkecil hati dulu, tetap membantu dan beri nasihat and kata2 peransang when it was really obvious that he is really in need. But it is unexpected that he is still like that from end 2014 to now. I am really upset and disappointed with him. No point of having WA status ...nobody cares...when he is the one who do not even care about himself. How can people help him if he do not want to be helped and help himself???? Senang cerita memang TAK SEDAR DIRI ....Bukan dia seorang sahaja yg bersikap demikian. ADA RAMAI...pakej sekali dengan DEGIL dan BODOH SOMBONG.

Kisah tak berubah n tak insaf ni, serupalah dengan kisah si artis yg kena tangkap kerana dadah buat kali ke-3 last friday...This kind of people is so selfish. Never ever think about their families and people who are worry and care about them.

KITA DAH CUBA
KITA DAH USAHA
KITA DAH DOA...
KITA MEMANG DAH LETIH
SEKARANG HANYA TINGGAL USAHA DAN DOA MEREKA SENDIRI.
TERPULANG KEPADA MEREKA JALAN MANA NAK DIPILIH....

JIKA TAK NAK BERUBAH
MAKA BIARKANLAH MEREKA....biarlah mereka terjun dengan labu-labunya.....





Sunday, March 1, 2015

Appreciating turns out to be forgetting...

When the main agenda of appreciating turns out to be forgetting due to I do not care attitude and lack of cooperation...

If there is sincerity it comes together with determination which may soften and melts  the stony hardened heart ....

What hurt the most is when people turn down my contribution and support ....

But when they in need and do not have any option they come looking for me ...

YES....good bye exhausting, tormenting, annoying upsetting, hurting and humiliating february...