Blacklist

Hmmm...
Pelik...
Mampu travel secara konsisten bertahun-tahun
Tapi tak mampu bayar pinjaman

Pelik...
Bila dah tersekat sebab blacklist
Tiba2 mampu pulak bayar banyak pula

Pelik..
Viralkan bila syarikat penerbangan tiada usaha nak tolong...
Yang korang tiada usaha nak bayar tu apahal?

Pelik...
Bukankah tu kira hutang?
Hutang perlu dibayar....
Bukankah ko dah sign borang perjanjian?
Sanggup mungkir perjanjian demi nak berseronok...

Pelik...
Tak fikir apa keutamaan?
Antara tanggungjawab dan keseronokan

Pelik...
Ko boleh risau ko punya kerugian
Ko boleh fikir ko punya komitmen lain
Tak fikirkah akibat dari kelewatan bayaran?
Tak fikir ke hak orang lain pula?

Pelik...
Ko kata orang tak faham
Lenkali jangan byk bunyi
Apa sebenarnya nak dikongsi?
Menuding jari ke pihak lain akibat kesilapan sendiri?

Jangan haraplah nak dapat simpati
Maki itu pasti
Opppss.....

Halangan berbuat baik ...

Semalam selepas maghrib
Saya teringat seseorang
Sudah lama dia tak menghubungi saya
Apa khabar dia?
Mungkin hidupnya dah stabil

Perlukah saya hubunginya?
Hmm...keluarga sendiri pun saya jarang hubungi
Perlukah saya terus transfer duit tanpa dia minta?
Hmm...keluarga sendiri  pun saya tidak transfer duit, diberi hanya bila saya balik/ziarah...
Bukankah dia ada 4 anak bujang berusia 18-22 tahun?
Apa yg mereka buat?
Mereka semuanya bukan menyambung pengajian pun....

Banyaknya saya fikir
Macam2 yg difikirkan
Susahnya nak buat baikkan

Tiba-tiba dalam pukul 9.40pm
Saya terima sms
"Boleh tak nk mintak duit sikit?...singgit pun dah takde. Nak buat beli lauk esok dan lain-lain tu."

Ko rasa ?
Apa aku rasa ?
Sedih?
Rasa bersalah?
Rasa berdosa????

Amanah Allah

Pada minggu ini saya belajar sesuatu
Hasil dari pemerhatian orang disekililing
Dan juga perbualan
Bagaimana reaksi mereka?

Apabila rakan mendapat lantikan besar di dalam
Katanya AMANAH ALLAH

Apabila rakan mendapat lantikan kecil diluar
Dia bersyukur dan berterima kasih atas kepercayaan
Katanya AMANAH dan tanggungjawab itu akan dilaksanakan sebaiknya

Apabila rakan bercerita ingin meletak jawatan
Meminta pendapat orang atasan
Rasa tak sesuai
Rasa kerdil
Pesan si atasan...
Anggap ia sebagai jawatan
Sebagai sumbangan

Jelas dua yg di atas menerimanya dgn baik
Mereka bersyukur
Dan anggapnya sebagai Amanah
Dan akan berusaha sebaiknya

Bila reflek diri
Aku rasa terkejut dengang lantikan
Rasa bengang...kenapa saya?
Rasa beban....
Maka, tidak hairanlah rasa tertekan

Harapnya selepas ini
Saya akan melihat kebaikan dalam sesuatu yg mendatang
Seperti kata2 rakan2 lain sebelum ini
Di kala dia dalam dilema
Untuk terima atau tolak
Pesanan ayahnya
Anggaplah ia untuk pembangunan kerjaya
Ya betul...
Sampai bila kami nak statik sahaja
Dengan adanya jawatan itu
Kami lebih bertanggungjawab
Perlu berusaha untuk mengambiltahu
Berjumpa dan kenal lebih ramai orang
Sedikit sebanyak mendidik diri supaya lebih yakin
Dan cekap berfikir menyelesaikan sesuatu.

Avocado and breadstix

I really love avocado
It is not tasty but I like the creamy and buttery taste
I bought it for RM5 each at Night Market
This was what I had for brekky yesterday

Leftover Domino Pizza's breadstix and mashed avocado

Or just eat it with strawberry and nutella

Yummy.....

Or with mango and promeganate

Terpinggir 2.0

Bersabarlah duhai hati
Bila rakan2 memohon
Cadangan mereka ditolak
Bila kita berusaha nak dapatkan untuk mereka
Walaupun malu tapi kita tebalkan muka
Walaupun ramai tak setuju kita beri justifikasi
Walaupun ramai kata ada risiko berulang
Akhirnya dapat juga
Alhamdulillah

Bersabarlah duhai hati
Jika setelah kita penat berusaha
Akhirnya kita dilupakan
Tidak di bawa berbincang untuk memilih

Bersabarlah duhai hati
Bila kita mohon nak bawa orang tambahan
Sebab kita tahu takkan ramai
Katanya tak boleh
Bila kita dah sampai
Katanya boleh pula sebab tak ramai orang
Bila kehadiran kita dibiarkan
Bila tiba waktu puncak kita terus dipinggirkan
Walhal kita atasan mereka
Bila banyak lebihan
Katanya tak boleh sebab ada yg belum datang
Walhal lagi 5 minit waktu tamat
Walhal kita pun ada juga buat sesuatu....
Bunyinya memang macam mengungkit
Tapi bukan sekali ini berlaku
Banyak kali?
Kerap kali

Bersabarlah duhai hati
Janganlah sensitif sangat.....

Malu besar

Pagi pi brisk walk
Tangkap2 gambar
Masukkan hp in my pocket
Tiba2 dapat call dari boss
Awkard moment when I asked him "ada apa?"
OMG..... I am the one who called him accidently
Tertekanlah tu...
Video call pulak tu 😭😭😭
Macam nak tunjuk dgn boss yg I pi exercise ek 😁
Malu besar ....
Lagi2 bila nak off call dengar boss gelak2

Balik brekky with this as a starter 😁

The sad truth

It is so sad to know that when the so called profesional anonymously bashing, attacking and humiliating other profesional publicly.

It is so annoying to see muslims accusing others on something without asking personally or discussing through proper channel in this fast moving hi-tech 21st century.

If they are really sincere and have good intention why they are not doing it profesionally and ethically?

They are doing it anonymously to secure their job, but have they ever thought that due to their act it will ruin other people reputation, career, families, colleagues, company etc?

If their accusation is true than that people should admit their mistake and stop with whatever they are doing currenly.
But what if their accusation is false???

Life is a cycle...
Allah is fair to all of his slaves
What you did you will get it back
What goes around comes around
If you ruin other people life due to your rushing act
It may happens to you as well...
If it is not you...it may happen to your family

Hadap sekali tiga

Hari ahad lepas teringin gorpis
Dah sampai gerai ada cekodok
So ambil dua2

Dah pusing2
terjumpa pula keria gula melaka yg lama diidamkan
So ambil juga

Lepas tu kecoh pulak makin merendang kan 😁

Rasa nak nangis...

Semalam kecoh2 ada yg tak faham
Request itu ini

Pagi tadi lagi teruk
Ada yg tak tahu lansung

Maka, I pun berusahalah
minta bantuan pihak yg berkaitan untuk beri penerangan lanjut

Petang tadi masuk mesyuarat orang besar
Disindir2 pula...dalam senyuman dan kelembutan
Them dah sampaikan
Sepatutnya tugas kami/wakil yg buat hebahan
Tapi masih berharap bantuan mereka
Habih tu dah penyampaian korang tak jelas
Camnolah kami nak buat hebahan
Dah maklumat yg korang beri orang tak faham
Camnolah kami nak bergerak dan guna

Seriously memang rasa nak nangis
Semalam tak tahan dengar rakan sekerja bising2
Harini pihak berkaitan menyindir2 pulak

Seriously memang rasa nak nangis
Kita nak mudahkan rakan sekerja yg perlu bantuan
Tapi pihak yg patut membantu  mengungkit2 dan complaint pulak..walhal tu tanggungjawab.

Seriously memang rasa nak nangis
No matter how many times I have conveyed the message either via whatsapp or email
And yet there are certain people could not be bothered to check it and blaiming us for mot telling them
And even worse  the so called staf representative supports them
We should not angry with this type of people who are too lazy to browse old messages/emails
It is their nature...
We should keep on giving them info
WOW GREAT !!!
LET US KEEP ON PAMPER THEM
AND YES...GIVE THEM A BIG SMILE OKAY !!!

...err human

Other people or us
We are just the same
....err human
Sometime we do make mistake

That people....
They felt it was so burdening
They have asked the unit in charge
Then they asked us to confirm it by contacting that unit
We checked the latest memo by that unit
We checked our announcement regarding that memo
It just the same 😅😅😅
So they actually did not understand that something
So why did they instruct other people and seems like accuse them for giving misleading info?
Burdening huh???
They forgot that they suggested that something while they were in that unit 😅😅
They are chasing for appreciation and yet burdening others and themselves.

That people...
We have informed if they need any help they can let us know
No one give any response
But out of sudden now they are chirping after a week

That people ....
They knew you are on leave
We told them if anything we will check or give response once we were back in office
But they kept on sending us private message or via whatsapp group or other wa group 😠😠
Is it so hard to understand and get the message?

That people...
They prefer to send message to one person via whatsapp group
Not once but so many times
What are their intention?
Attention seeker?
To show they are the busiest people on earth?