Wednesday, February 10, 2021

Fruits and food delivery

 Have you seen this week viral post about YB Rina?


What an inspiration.....
Baru nak ikut jejak langkah beliau ...
Tapi terbantut dek food delivery 🤦‍♀️😅

I ordered baby pineapple yesterday.
Buah tu ok 
Pencicah definitely ko 🤣


Today I ordered musang king. Mahal gilos coz dah kupas RM150/kilo walaupun grade B/C. Make them into 5 small packs and keep 4 in the freezer. Seminggu satu pack je boleh mkn 🤣🤣...


But before that I ordered rice to wednesday 😁 for lunch

Seafood curry noodle for tommorrow

Keria balls 



Tuesday, February 9, 2021

Crispy scramble egg

 My late brekky this morning...

Crispy scramble egg 🤣🤣🤣...

That is how it looks when cooked in the microwave without monitoring .....

Jom buat kerja

We supposed to WFO today for doc preparation, unfortunately we got last minute notice yesterday to WFH.

Monday, February 8, 2021

Tamak haloba

Pagi2 lagi dah org contact
Buat2 tanya pasal my customer
I rasa pelik
Tak pernah umur nk contact I
Entah2 nak tanya pasal my customer  "produk" yg baru keluar 3 days before

Memanglah dia our team member
Tapi tu utk new project
Not this project

As expected
Memang itulah yg ditanya
Memang tak malu
Produk kecik je utk org yg tak aktif mcm I
Bukan mcm dia yg aktif
Byk produk besar
Awatlah jerung sangat tamak
Bilis punya hasil pun nak ngap

Haritu pun mcm tu
Our unit open application for a task
Non paid but good to gain experience
Ramai yg mohon
Termasuk non active bilis like me

Guess what??
Dia pun minta
Dah la ada jwtn besar
Sangat aktif buat itu ini
Ke sana sini
Finally dia dapat

Memanglah rezeki dia
Tapi adilkah???
Kenapa tak beri peluang pd org lain
Tak fikir pasal org lain
Boss pun mcm bias

Dia minta apa pun boss layan
Walaupun tak adil
Dah diputuskan dalam meeting
Semua perlu conduct two tasks
Dia siap argue how people calculate the load
Dia request utk satu task
Finally dapat

Tapi boss dalam whatsapp dok bash I
Remind lagi dalam meeting
Tak tahu atau lupa kena belajar
Jangan demand2
I mohon utk first task tu I prefer certain subtask
Just tanya, tak dapat takpe

Ada sekali tu kami kalut nk submit something
Alih2 perlu WFH
Angkara boss jugalah
Disebabkan bhn tertinggal di office
Maka minta boss bawa ke atas 
pasal mohon perlanjutan utk submit 
Masa meeting I kena lagi
Katanya dah lama beri masa
Tapi elok je lepas tu dapat perlanjutan
So org lain mohon boleh pulak

Satu lagi pasal time off
Dapat remind masa mtg utk yg kerap 
Ingat I suka2 ke sakit?
Dah mmg ada appointment 
Pi je la
Kerja I tetap jalan dan siap
Sambil duduk tunggu appointment I buat kerja
Eithet by using phone or laptop
Cuma bila mula kurang selesa I stop
Takpun bila mata dah blur bila dimasuk ubat mata

The thing is
Not happy with orang tamak
And with the boss yg bias dan mcm hsve something against me



Wednesday, December 2, 2020

Food Delivery

 Hi everyone....
How's life
Hope all of you are doing fine.

I am still WFH
Every week we got meeting via webex/Google Meet
But starting from last week
I have to go to office 1-2 times per week

Tommorrow certain of us need to go to office...
For very important task
Really nervous and worry
Hope everything goes well
Please pray for us....

Anyway eventhough WFH
I seldom cook
Normally I just order food delivery
For today's late lunch I ordered korean food
A bit dissapointed for the taste
But it was better than nothing 😅
I was craving for danmuji
Unfortunately it was out of stock...
So here was the final menu
Kimchi, bonito flakes kimbap and chicken bibimbap....





Other than this food delivery
I have stock of crispy bitter gourd, ginger and garlic...



Oh ya!  
Yesterday I received sambal kentang 😅
Everything is at our finger tip 😁
Just send whatsapp for order....








Monday, November 16, 2020

OH! NO....

 Dah seminggu WFH
Apa perkembangan saya?

Memang stay safe@home
Ada jugak le jenguk2 Quran
Rumah pun beransur nampak mcm rumah
Ada yg segar kehijauan di porch
Bukan pusat kitar semula
Si tongkang pecah makin lenyap

Tapi yg lain tak safe 😰🤦‍♀️😭
Kerja from morning till midnight
Duit melayang2 dek 11.11 dan food delivery
Tadi timbang dah 62.9kg dari 61kg kot sebelum WFH
Seriouslah...gained almost 2kg in a week 😭😭😭🤦‍♀️




Friday, October 9, 2020

Appoinment and files

Hello peeps...
Mesti tak sabar nak berhujung minggu
Samalah kita 😁

Macam biasa
Mesti nak bebel pasal sesuatu
This time about hospital appointment
I mean about the irresponsible staff
In the same hospital

End of last year I underwent a MRI scan for upper part of my body at the main hospital
Stated in my appointment card that my appointment at the related department in the district hospital will be scheduled after than scan.
I have been waiting for nearly two months
But never got any call from that district hosp
Since I got appointment at other department,
 so I went to the first department for enquiry
What is annoying is to see the staff not feeling guilty for not calling me
Not a single apology


Last 2 weeks, 
I went for appointment at another unit
Guess what?
The specialist is not around 🤦‍♀️
And again the staff did not contact me
But based on her appointment book,
 she did call other patients

Today 
I went for treatment appointment at different unit
Terkejut, kecewa dan geram.....
"Puan, staf kata tarikh dah tukar dan puan dah tahu. So saya tak call lah"
🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️😡😡😡

Haah....
Saya memang tiada kerja lain
Saya memang banyak masa
Setiap minggu boleh datang untuk appointment
Bukan untuk jumpa doktor
Atau buat treatment
Tapi semata2 nak set appointment baru 😅
Takpun jadi personal assistant
To remind that irresponsible staff

Please dont get me wrong
saya tak tulis pasal semua staf ya
It is only for those irresponsible staff
Jika tidak berkaitan, mohon jangan terasa
Jika berkaitan, sila berubah

Dahla sakit hati pasal appointment
Buang masa perjalanan pergi balik
So kerja sendiri pun tertangguh
So waktu rehat tak boleh rehat
Pulun hadap dokumen utk customer
Then dari 6++ to 7++ pm dok download n rename lost of files....
Yup...around 155 files
Mata berpinau
Rasa tak stabil juga 😭😭
 

Monday, October 5, 2020

Nasi bambu dan Ketam

Semalam semasa dok menghadap leftover KFC
Tiba2 kawan called nak mengantar nasi bamboo you...



Jauh datangnya
Banyak portionnya
Sedap rasanya


Macam minggu2 sebelum ini 
Not a productive weekend
Rumah masih tongkang pecah
Kerja office pun tak luak
Malah makin bertimbun

But hibernation weekend became hullabaloo
When people only see what they wanna see
People argued about improper matters by certain parties
But they also forgot to act and voice out properly...
They also biased and become blind when it comes to improper action due to obsession
CRAB CRABBY huh!!!
🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀
Yes people do make mistake
But very fishy when it happen not once but many times
Never learnt?
Playing victim?
To err the perfect people....
There is a difference between educating and bullying...



Friday, October 2, 2020

Nasi lomak singgit





Lama tak update pasal foodkan 😁

Tadi keluar ofis after 7pm
On the way balik berhenti tepi jalan
Boli nasi lomak singgit
Sodap sambal eh
Nasi pun boleh tahan
Tambah dua sudu kari kambing



Bawah  ni pulak
Menu lunch semalam
Tapi konon nak pi kedai lain
Dah sampai baru perasan kedai dah dirobohkan
Manalah mereka pi 🤔
Anyway penuh lauk 🤣🤣



Ada puyuh sambal hijau, kerabu taugeh dan pajeri terung....
Ya....saya memang tamak haloba
Beli ABC juga





Buat kerana siapa?

Last month we got a workshop at out place 
So I suggested for the use of foreign aspect
I even suggested to use two foreign aspects
But we can only add one aspect due to criteria limitation

Then we got another workshop outside
To ammend the proposal
Two of the team members discussed on how to arrange all aspects.
One of them have attended the first workshop
While the other have not attend
Suddenly the absent one said that the idea of  two foreign aspect came from the other member
Due to dissapointment I just said 
- wasn't it we have agreed for one aspect only
- I even suggested for two aspects but was not acceptable
It seems that other people got credit from my suggestion

Later my colleague presented our proposal
The big bog like the idea of foreign aspect very much
She even asked other group to embed our idea of foreign aspect
Guess what?
The one who absent from the first wshop kept on giving credit and praising to that other member for her idea
I really really dissapointed because she seemed to mock me
And the other one just kept quiet and didnt say that  the idea is actually from me

Bila mengadu dengan my friend
Katanya biarlah
Kita niat ikhlas kerana Allah

This week we got another workshop
So I prepared excel file to ease our calculation and shared with others
I even taught the coordinator on how to calculate and how to key distribute the data in the document
I am sure the coordinator taught others about it too

Yesterday she worried something about our proposal
Due to panel's comment
So I helped her in seing the key aspects 
And justify our proposal

So today the coordinator update our progress
When everyone thanked her
She only mentioned one person who helped her
Seriously?
Who am I to her?

What I can see here
Everyone is selfish
#They find us when they need us
#But they chose who they want to give credit
#And the people who are not suppose to get the credit just keep quiet 
and did not correct the mistake
Or explain the real situation

So how do I suppose to react?
If possible try to explain what is actually happen
Not to get the praise etc
But to fight for my right
If it not possible just accept whatever happen
And left the rest to Allah 
ANYTHING WE DO FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH










Tuesday, September 15, 2020

Cari kita kutuk kita

 Yesterday 
I was racing for two deadlines
Need to attend two events
And tried to find a few minutes to meet and old friend after buying food for lunch

Despite my tight schedule
Tuere were several knockes on my office door 
from 11 ++ to 1pm
Maybe more than five times 😅😅😃
The daughter of my colleague who need my help to open her mum's door 
I don't mind doing that....

My colleague seemed in hurry to a program
It is ok to help people in need
After all I love children
This cute lil girl is cute and cheeky

After the second knock
I help again to open the door
Guess what ?
She gave me a birthday card 😍

After the third knock
She said sorry kacau 
Tell me...whose heart is not touched?
Not melted?

There was also a colleague
Who need a shoulder to cry on
Family and customers" problems
Nothing really new except one

Many times I lend my ears for the similar matters
But again I just listened
And spoke whenever neccesary
Coz I do understand 
Sometimes people just want us to listen
Just want to ecpress their feeling
To make them relief from the burden

Around 6pm
I still struggling to meet the first deadline
She came to me again
And I know it gonna be long time
Oh No!...
I did not know on how to refuse
Moreover I dont have a heart to ignore her

Guess what she said ?????

" I went to several people, but I still could not see.
Finally I got the answer from the fourth person.
First I should understand my customer 
She may have problem too
Second, actually I dissappointed with her for not meeting my target"

She kept on repeating the similar words for the first bold sentences several times.
Such as... takde jawapan, tak membantu
How would you feel if you meet this kind of ungrateful person.
Yes...I am the first person.

I spent my time to listen to her despite my hectic schedule
Due to pity
And sense of responsibility for people in need
But what did I get?

It is ok if she forgot to say thank you
But why wanna say all three of us it is not helpful...
Seriously.????
But at the same time still wanna find me 🤦‍♀️😅

Find me when she need me
Or to kutuk me as well 😅
Or if her so called good listener is not around
But if I need help
Sometimes she did not even border to pick up my call 
Or open her door
evem though I know she is her office
Why? 
Because she want to finish her task

But if she need help
She would not be border 
If we are busy or not
We have to spend time with her
Listen to her

Hmm...she is totally selfish
Self centered
Ungrateful
And  SICK

She can't differentiate between a colleague and a councellor
She can't differentiate between a friend and a pschyciatrist that she used to meet
Hello! I takde tauliah pun 😁
Lepas ni ngaji psikologi ler...
Ada permintaan nampaknya


Me and myself is to blaim too
WHY?
Because too kind to people who often hurt me
Whatever it is I dah luahkan di sini
Dah lega...
Maafkan dia
And move on 😊