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Last month ...
while chit chatting with my friend
No matter how happy she was
But she could not deny the fact that she is worrying
When she got everything that she wished for so long on 3 SUCCESSIVE years....
In 2017 she met her spouse
In 2018 she welcomed her first bundle of joy
In 2019 she got better job offer

Today...
Again I heard the same line
But definitely from other person
with different stories

After what she have been through
This year her wishes were granted at A TIME
A funding for her project
Good customer
Her

Yup...
I learnt many things here

Got nothing is a test
Got everything is also a test
Sadness is a test
Happiness is also a test
Failure is a test
Successful is also a test

Never ever give up
Keep on making effort
Keep on praying
Keep on believing
The most important thing is be grateful...
And never ever be arrogant whenever you are at the top

Tamak

Seriously I don't understand
The person in charge has made a reminder
Priority for those who has less customers
And do not hold any high position
Unfortunately there exist selfish people
Who didnt meet the criteria and just ignore it
Consequently, the one who suppose to join that is left out...
Due to that someone in average mode have willingly to back off...
But still that selfish people just ignore it

I wonder why certain people is like that
Dont care about orher people
Take other people rights
Isn't it when you are at the top
you suppose to give back?
Help people to be as good as you are?

The same goes about people who always preaches about being a beneficial person...
Unfortunately she does not walk her talk
Willing to rent her property to those who normally we rejected...
I wonder how she gonna 'clean' her property later?
Even I am ok with it as long as they did not disturb me
But others feel unconfortable
Why did she rent it to them in the first place?
Why she has no sensitivity at all?
Why did she rent it when knowing the neighbours feel uncomfortable?
For the sake of the money?

Tertinggal...

Pagi tadi
Entah apa yg I buat
Sesudahnya pi kerja around 10am

My customer dh tanya where am I
Ye la appointment at 10am
Padanlah muka I kan
Suppose set the good example
But I did the opposite

Anyway...
I love to talk snd listen to my customer
Asking about her overseas training
What she did?
What did she learn?
Still wanna proceed with the same line
or wanna change...
Asking about her future plan
Surprisingly she already have a vision
she is thinking about Japan
What a spirit...
Anyway, I did remind her on several matters
...her project with my colleague
....about attitude...
In this line she should be strong
Not frequently make complaint for every single thing...
Finally here are what I got from her 😍

Then I was in document checking mode
Surprise...surprise...
My boss texted me asking about our customer request
To use my team product to one of the top organization
Alhamdulillah....
And stopped after 12.45pm to buy lunch
Here was my lunch...

At about 3pm I attended briefing session by the big boss
But need to leave early to monitor my junior customers
At about 5pm me and my partner gave our customers second chance
However sad to say...
Four of my customers left early...
You see this kinda people
We wanna help them
Unfortunately they don't want to be helped
Suddenly two of them turned up
Sedar diri pun ...

I went back to office around 5.30pm
😱😱😱
My senior customer is waiting for me
I totally forgot about our appointment
Suddenly one of my junior customer came
Apologising for leaving early
Due to not feeling well...
Hmm it just an excuse
 I just rejected her request
When we gave her second chance
She ignored it
Now she is pleading
As she just left my office
I called her back
And gave her the third chance

Then I continued with my doc checking task
At about 6.45pm
My partner called me
She sound panic
WHAT???
WE ACCIDENTLY LEFT OUR VI DOCUMENTS
WE WERE BUSY HELPING OUR CUSTOMERS
AND FORGOT ABOUT THAT DOCUMENTS
I tried to calm down
And asked my partner to pray for it
Around 7pm we rushed back to that place
It was there
Alhamdulillah...
Allah has answered our prayer
Maka, nikmat tuhan yg manakah yg didustakan?
Alhamdulillah....
Allah telah lindungi kami
Adakah ini ganjaran atas pertolongan dan pertimbangan kami pada hari imi??

Siapa yang dengki?

Hari ini...
Bila keluar nak beli food
Terdengar kecoh2... 
Mesyuarat luar pintu 😅😅

Alkisah group perasan hebat
Hamboi ke main ya masing2
Mengadu domba pada si senior
Konon mereka kena bash semasa pitching
Yg lawaknya bukan mereka yg buat pitching
Their pengikut yg buat
Apa masalahnya?
Kenapa nak sentap lebih2? 
Si pengikut ok je...
Terasa tu normal la
But be profesional and accept it
Komen utk penambahbaikan

Lantas yg dituduh pun benganglah
Sebak pun ya
Dia Tak bash pun 
Hanya tanya siapakah yg dipetik 
Tapi pengikut tak tahu
 Hanya nyatakan kriteria yg perlu ada untuk tahap itu
 So belum layak lagi
 Tapi yg perasan hebat kata dah ada perancangan Habis kenapa tiada dalam dokumen

Malah yg bertanggungjawab menguruskan dah menyoal siasat...
Diakui oleh yg hadir di hari kejadian
Tiada unsur bashing pun... 

Pulak tu dikatanya itu skop mereka
Merekalah yg tahu 
Orang lain menyibuk kenapa
Orang lain bukan tahu
Amboi!angkuhnya
Hebatnya kamu

I tadah telinga je la ...

Tapi I hangin bila dikata golongan kami dengki
Yalah mereka ada pengikut yg ramai
Hello! Nak dengki apanya... 
Kami tak kejar apa pun
Insya Allah bila sampai masanya akan dapat jua
Kome nak berlari ke terbang ke ...
Suka hatilah...
 Tapi jgn tuduh2
Kami pun tak larat nak handle ramai2
Ko larat ko terima la banyak2
Tapi jgn complain
Jgn pandang hina pd org lain
Tapi fikirlah hadnya juga
Kuantiti vs kualiti
Tapi jgn tamak
Sampai lupa org lain

Lagi hangin bila dikata kami ni takde keroje
Kalau I bengang normallah
Kalau yg dituduh suka bash meletop pun tak hairan
Tapi bila yg penyabar n cool pun melenting
Just because kami tak share apa yg kami buat
Tak bermakna kami takde keroje
Takkan nak jadi macam kome
Apa yg dibuat, semua nak update dlm group

Perlukah kami buat announcement?
Boss dok tanya hal keroje till 12am
Boss dok mesej awal pagi suruh check report
Boss dok kejar till lewat petang
Boss dok call waktu cuti
Boss dok tanya itu ini waktu I shopping

E...eh memanglah kome byk keroje
Dah kome dan kroni bolot semua
Then jangan mengeluh
Kalau tak sanggup kenapa terima

Punyalah tamak
Sampai org lain takde peluang
Nak buat something new
Dan get new experience

Rata2 berkata they look down on us
Ya la we got nothing
Especially no big project like them
Merekalah yg hebat

Eh! Tak cukup dengan itu
Terbongkar mereka ni tak telus
Pilih kalangan kroni utk sesi pitching juga
Takpun pilih bukan kroni tapi yg lembut2...
I yg mmg sama skop tak dilibatkan
Taulah...I kan strict
Pulak tu tak melalui ketua
Malah dokumen oleh pengikut mereka almost the same
Except location...
Hebat sangat tu 😀

 Malah sanggup menipu juga
 Cakap dgn boss orang lain  tak berminat join program
 Hanya kroni yg minat
 Masalahnya...tak tanya lansung
 Walhal senior/mantan dah remind libatkan semua

So now ...
Siapa dengki dengan siapa???
Siapa yg tamak?
Siapa yg menidakkan hak orang lain?

Long silent but long post

Wow...seriously?
It has been nearly a month since my last post
Busy tu biasa
Tapi lebih kepada tak larat
Dan blogging mojo ke laut

Many things happened
Pasal kerja tu biasa
Ni yg hal2 remeh je la
I kan suka cerita gitu 😂

Bila balik kampung
For Chinese New Year
Which was 4 weeks ago
Cuti lama dari khamis
Hari Sabtu...
Excited nak pi jejak AEON Nilai
Apa? AEON terbesar di Malaysia
But my excitement turn to dissappointment
Memanglah mall besar
Tapi AEON tu sendiri kecik je
Tak banyak pilihan pun
Especially kasut
Sloggy lingerie pun takde 😅
Tapi bakerynya bagus
Many selection and taste wise not bad
No wonder always a long queue there
Yg best ada my favourite korean food

Bila balik kampung
Tetiba rasa nak tukar phone
Mintalah adik survey
Dia tak nyempat2 nak pi beli
Sekali cameranya gbr tak cantik 😨
Then I baru perasan takde pen
Pulak tu harga tak jauh dari Note 9
Memang frust...
Selama ni I beli sendiri
I puas hati je
So lesson learnt
Nak beli benda mahal
Sila beli sendiri jangan harap orang yg kononnya expert

Bila balik kampung
Hari Ahad
Tiba2 rasa nak korek kotak2 shipping dulu
Hmm...Banyak lagi souvenir
Banyak electrical gadget mengarut
Tiba masa to sort out and ler go..

Dah alang2 tu kemas bilik bebudak
Letak tikar getah
Dan rearrange perabot
Petang pulak
Rearrange perabot di ruang tamu

Bila balik kampung
Hari Isnin
Perlulah pi massage
Dah tangan sakitkan
Dah dekat kan...
So pi AEON lagi
Confirm tiada kasut yg berkenan di hati
Tapi singgah di bakery itu perlu 😁

Hari Selasa
Plan asal nak masak lamb chop for dinner
Tiba2 ada ayam bakar dll 🤣🤣🤣

Hari Rabu
Pi buat airplane viewing pulak...

Hari khamis
Buat brekky lempeng kelapa for adult
And cheese omelete for kids
Then cooked spageti bolognese for lunch

Bila balik kampung
Tetiba rasa nak repair dapur dan bilik
Teruk keadaannya
Lantai retak
Table top pecah
Pintunya tercabut
Dinding n siling hitam

It all happened so fast
Pagi Ahad cakap dengan my father
Tengahari org tu datang ukur
Tiba2 khamis tengahari dapat info
Jika byr depo today
ESOK MULA KERJA
😨😱😱😨
Kalut pi bank
Kalut clearkan dapur dan bilik till late night
Tangan pulak memang sakit
Penat dan tak larat tu pasti la
My work plan pun ke laut

Pagi Jumaat
Awal2 dah cuci bilik air dan kolah
Orang yg balik sebulan sekali yg kena cuci
Yang dok guna hari2 boleh je hadap lumut dan jentik2..
Orang lain memang takkan cuci
Coz mereka guna yg lain

Then clearkan bilik n dapur lagi
Sedang kami masak sarapan org tu datang
Akhirnya dia tunda je
So hari Sabtu barulah tebuk lantai etc

Di kala org tu buat kerja
I teruskan misi mencari kasut di AEON Seremban
Nak beli working and walking shoes
Ended up bought a pair of shoes which can serve both purposes...
Supercompy foam base....
Jimat duit acik
Pi Popular
Seronok ada banyak pilihan buku juga

Petang ...
Sambung buat kerja ofis sikit
Malam..
Walaupun ada yg tak menyempat nak pi
Sesudahnya org yg lewat sampai fokus bergotong royong
Membentuk kotak dan packing for goodies

Hari Ahad
Buat kerja juga pagi tu
Then pi majlis perkahwinan
I dah lama tak pi majlis gini
Tiba2 macam culture shock
Bila ada catering ...
Everything is simple and fast
Tapi pandai2 lah layan diri
Bila di pihak lelaki...
Pengantin bersanding tiada famili yg jenguk
Hanya famili yg bertandang bergambar
Parents sibuk melayan tetamu
Adik2 sibuk menghulur goodies 😅

Aku dan hand sanitizier

Semalam aku ada temujanji ketiga di hospital
A bit frustrated when the doc seemed reluctant to listen to my eyes pain complaint
And did not ask me any question about it
Anyway let us forget about it

Bukan I je sorang pesakit kan
Beggar can't be chooser
Byk komplen kalu sila p hospital swasta kan
Mampu???
Setakat jumpa pakar sekejap
Buat blood test
Masuk camera dlm hidung
Menggigil nak bayar RM800

Yang warded tak sampai seminggu
Buat test itu ini
Dengar pun nangis RM19 ribu
So senyap sudah
😅😅😅

Anyway semasa menunggu di farmasi...
Pakcik: Nak nak..apatuh? Dok perati...ingat syampu
Me: Hand sanitizer...pembersih tangan
Pakcik: Owh! Senanglah nak basuh tangan...bunuh kuman. Nanti nak cari jugaklah
Me: Ada jual di pekan...di farmasi

Bila pakcik tu ulang beberapa kali nak cari/beli...
Tak faham2 jugakkah?
Common sense kot...
Lantas ku cabut tali silikonnya
Dan serahkan my hand sanitizer to him
He seems surprise and excited
Dia tak tahu camna nak sangkut tali silikon di begnya..I pun buatkanlah
Alhamdulillah! I am happy with my action and his reaction
Alhamdulillah! I managed to make someone else happy just by giving a very small thing....
#smallthingmademyday

Petang tu pi Guardian
beli lah lagi...RM6.00 je kot

Tapi nak gelak juga bila I noticed something
Bukannya original scent but the cammomile scent...
Harap pakcik tu tak digelar pakcik bunga
😂😅😁

A productive weekend ....

On saturday
I planned to do my office work
But ended up doing my creative work
Copy, cut, check online, edit, draw, color
Alhamdulillah all three were completed by 9pm

Eh! Need to act fast
Have to do something
Raised certain issue...
While explaining higlight who should be the priority
So that the unshameful colleague realise her mistake
I should check next week whether she gonna change it or not...

Here was my lunch....

Laksa berdiri 😂😂😂😂

For dinner I just cooked telur kicap and reheat ikan lunak...

Burp!!!!!
Alhamdulillah....

Sempat jugaklah tonton telefilem Nabila@Kupu2....Sinar
Not bad...

On Sunday morning
5.30am my eyes were wide open 😅
Tunggu je la subuh...
After Subuh
Bukan nak buat keroje
Tapi pi tidoq 😂😂😂

Dah brekky
Buat checking work

At noon
Baru terhegeh handwashing piles of shawls 😅
Jenuh menyental n memulas
Padan muka
Dah settle cepat2 jemur kain

Nearly 2pm
Barulah nk masak
Tiba2 ayam goreng kunyit bertukar jadi tomyam 😂😂😂

Sedapnya mkn bersama crispy omelete...

Sambil2 tu tengok Nona  TV3
Wah! Ada Terapi Seni bergerak untuk menyelami perasan pesakit...
Melukis, mewarna dan menconteng merupakan ruang untuk ekspresi perasan yg tersirat
Eh! Cik Puan NurBahiyah pula

Tinggi, Ramping, Cantik, Anggun dan Manis orangnya...
Tapi dimanakah Cik Puan Juita Aisyah???
Lama dia menghilang...

Then sambung my checking work
Alhamdulillah done by 5.30pm

Jomlah keluar
Pi cari syampu dan madu
Tapi tak jadi pulak
Pi speedmart je
Dan terbeli

Sampai rumah
Kenalah bersihkan porch
Ternampak pulak mother in law tounge plant yg tumbang...
Perlu cantas, ikat dan replant
Dah alang-alang tu cuci je la porch tu
Hah! Azan maghrib dan dilaungkan masih terkial2 menyental...

Here was my dinner

And my snack 😍😍

At night
Long list of things to do...
Drying clothes
Washing dirty dishes
Another checking work
But...
I ended up watching Nana dan Jam Atok
And updating this blog 😅😅😅

Friday is memorizing n eating day

On friday morning
Alhamdulillah...
After several attempts
Finally I memorized one surah
Only short surah
But you know...
It is hard to memorize anything at this age 😅

I got a meeting at 10am
To edit and finalized on something
As expected someone acted annoyingly
No matter how good you are
No matter how correct you are
That strict voice tone was so unrespectful
Especially to senior...

When I voice out on someone's work
The good thing she checked it
But guess what?
So synical words...
Pandainya si polan buat sendiri...
Seriously?
Si polan tu hanya buat 1/50 from what I did
And you tend to closed eyes on what I did?

When I expressed my concern on protection issue
That we should be careful with it
She thought I want her to do the task
Hello sis!
Dont you know the difference between raise our concern and ask people to do it?
Eh! Kata hebat sangat 😂😂😂

As expected another someone seemed to conquer everything
And forgot who the main player here
😂😂😂😂
But I was ok with it
After my contribution was almost 70% of it
Whatever it was
Our mission was accomplished...
Alhamdulillah...

Here were my lunch and kuih for afternoon break...

What Sugar?
What Carbo?
What High calories?

Actually my break only to eat
Not to rest whatsoever
Even though lunch break on friday is two hours...

Guess what I found online?
That annoying colleague
Claimed that she is one of the main player in our work ...
Seriously????
Hello! There is a difference between a player and a compiler...

Around 3pm
I printed the transport slip
Alhamdulillah I met the despatch
And he was about to go to that unit

Then I got a phone call a company
Pulak dah...
Nak surat pulak
So I rushed to prepare the letter
Got my boss signature
Scanned it
And sent it to them via email

After 4pm
I called one department at the city council
All four numbers in the directory were unaswered
The same goes to the operator
😠😠😠
I even called the secretary office
Still the same
Finally someone at the mayor office answered
But of course he did not know about that department 😰

I left office after 6pm
Opps...I accidently interupt a video shooting
Wow! Romantic genre...
😅😅😅😅...

I bought this...

Oh! NO...
Nasi lemak again....

Therapy in Jungle House ...

Last Wednesday
I made a booking for therapy session in Jungle House
This is due to shoulder, back and underarm pain
Min deposit payment is RM50

I went there yesterday
First I have to register here

Do you see that tree with unique roots?
In her IG Bonda said it costed RM7500

Upon full payment is made
I received the receipt, free meal cupon, feedback form and this free carf....

Then I waited for the pick up to bring me up the hill...
It can accomodate about 7-8 people
It was full during my session
Even on weekdays
Certain people come for the therapy session
But certain just came here to eat ....
Quite nervous to see the steep and snakey road...

Then, I got down here...

And registered to staff under this traditional and full of art house...
Then another staff showed my way to the therapy room ....
Wow!!! Really love to see this beautiful area

Here is my therapy room...

After 2 hours my therapy session was done...
So back to the main building...

Walked to the Warong...

Gave the free meal cupon at the cashier.
I got free sachet of kopi ratu

If we want to order other dishes and drinks we should do it here.
Then gave the cupon to the kitchen staff and tell our table's number.

But for grilled food, bakso etc we should order here

And payment should be made at the small counter behind the pole...

Here was my lunch...

The free meal for that day is gulai timun n fried fish....
Here is the popular dish here...Ikan lunak

RM23 for one set...
Definitely I can only ate one piece and packed away the leftover..

This special fish are marinated with spices and steamed in custom made pressure cooker...
Then it should be pan grilled
Yup...it's tender just like its name and the bone seems does not exist ... it softened during the steaming process...
Taste wise...not bad..
I had high expectation about this fish coz got good review...but only to find it overated
When my family/friend asked how does it taste like...
I said just like fried fish 😃😁😊
Cannot be a food reviewer 😅😅
Yup I know...I am bad food taste tester
After all I guess it based on people preferences
Anyway that air asam really enhanced the flavour of the fish

I took away soto and cendol too...
Definitely I bought frozen ikan lunak for family and friend...

The packs that I bought range from RM12-RM18 depend on the weight...
And air asam is RM1/pack...
Once back at home, store all of it in the freezer.
That air asam... you just have to cut the plastic pack and only reheat the portion that you want only and keep the rest back in the freezer.

Overall, my experience there was GOOD...beautiful scenery and building, calm ambience, good food and polite staff...
And definitely WILL COME AGAIN. You guys should go there...
However, definitely there are room for improvement. Here are my frank comments. Certain of it I have written on the feed back form and returned to them.

1. late reply of whatsapp message from both phone numbers
- these comments come from other customer as well in the IG....

2. Inconsistent response
- the second staff just asked me to check their website. Unfortunately I had difficulty to view the web during using my phone
- the first staff asked me to send name and email to her
(I actually contacted the later first, but she only replied on the next day)

3. No corfimation of booking
- once deposit payment is made I have to fill in the online form for booking verification. But I did not receive any verification
- When I asked the staff via WA, she just asked me to send the proof of payment. But still there was no further feed back
- So I had to send another message on the morning of therapy day. Still no reply
- When I arrived at the registration counter, seems like the booking is not centralized. The staff at the counter had trouble to find my name untill the one who handle my booking came

4. Different therapist from the one stated in the booking email
- At first I was quite dissapointed to see the ypung therapist
- Moreover when I heard her friend supported her and said...takpe belajar
- Aik! Ko charged RM250/2 hours but give me inexperience therapist???
- Alhamdulillah, my therapist seems ok but I prefer the old one compared to the young one
- But she did not ask me what I have been suffering. How to focus on the pain part? So, I had to told her about my problems.

5. Uncomfortable when the therapist stayed in the room when I want to change my clothes to therapy cloth
- luckily she did not stay when I was wearing my clothes back 😅

6. Not suitable questionaire
- Lack of confidential coz we have to write down our name n email address
- How to answer item like Therapist saya kerap berbual? The scale consists of Tak memuaskan to Sangat memuaskan....

7. The cleaning staff at the Warong seems unobservant or her mind is somewhere else
- While I was waiting for ikan lunak, and have yet to eat my other food,  she came to collect my plate without asking ...
- Luckily I managed to stop her 😅😅😅...
- seriously? Didnt she see that the plate and bowl are full with rice and gulai respectively? 😅😅😅
- one more thing I do not like when she put the dirty dishes container on the table...unhygienic...

Anyway
Kinda proud with my self
While other people went there with family/friends
I went there all by myself...
Yup!!!) me and myself 😅
Totally alone ...
When driving, therapy session and eating
Alhamdulillah
I survived
Mission accomplished

Dikejar dan Mengejar

Hari Isnin
Pagi2 lagi dah baca dokumen
Preparing for the presentation

Tapi bila sampai
Ada orang lagi lewat from me
Dah la masing2 ketua...
Really spoilt my day
Dah la monday blues
Bila tiba their presentation turn..
Material, effort n attitude fail

Then I was CHASED by the clerk
I need to do the evaluation for an application
It was already overdue...
What? Within one week notice
This is my first time doing it
What to comment?
Read, understand and refer here n there
Hah! Hadaplah dari 12.30 to 4pm...

While I was really focus doing the evaluation
My ex-customer dropped by
Hmm...there goes my plan...
Anyway I managed to submit the evaluation by 7pm

At night
My senior colleague invited me to join her project team..
Why not?

Opps...here was my current obsession...

Online shopping
The parcel just arrived on that day
Tqvm abg posmen for your consideration

On Tuesday
I CHASED a staf at a unit
About schedule changing as customer request
But as usual this kinda people never read their email...
We have to be their PA to remind them
So fishy...
What are they doing?
They got a particular unit
Unnecessary unit
Why?
Because their work is only on certain time basis ie a week in two months
Not daily...

Then I CHASED people for our work trip
- City Council
- private company/estate officer
As expected definitely there are differences when communicating with these two parties...
Which one is easier to find their main contact number online?
Which one easily to contact without trying so many times?
Without waiting our call to be answered by the operator?
Without waiting our call to be pick up once it's been transfered  ?
Without searching the staff directory?
Without trying so many times to call all three number listed?
Who is patiently answer all our questions?
Who willingly share relevant info without we asking?
Who end the call when we ask her to repeat the address postcode?
Kak I tau you lapar...tapi belum pukul 1pm pun kan...means waktu keroje ya kak.

Once done with this chasing people mission
I focused on preparing the paper work for our work trip. Alhamdulillah done by 7pm. Only need to finalize the committee members and the participants.