Shopping on New Year

I ambil cuti hari Jumaat lepas
Plannya nak bangun awal
Dan balik kampung after subuh

Tapi malamnya tak larat nak packing
Nak kemas rumah pun tak larat
Sesudahnya awal pagi jumaat ...
Terkial2 lipat baju nan bergunung
Kemas dan sapu rumah atas bawah
Basuh baju lagi
Siap package tonton movie lagi
Sesudahnya bertolak balik kampung after 3 15pm
Alhamdulillah jalan tak sesak
Hanya slow dari USJ ke Putra Height
Tu pun sebab ada lori pecah tayar

Hari Sabtu pi Alamanda
Dah on the way baru risau kot slow traffic
Alhamdullillah lancar walaupun byk kereta
Plan utamanya nak beli skincare

Dalam setahun ni muka I tiba2 naik pigmentation teruk
Dark circle juga
Perlulah buat sesuatu
I used potato for Natural remedies
But need to use proper skincare as well
Menyesal pula dulu stop dermalogica
Then pi campur2 pakai
Ni nak try new brand pulak

Bila buat skin analysis...
🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
Spot - 55 yo
Wrinkle - 51 yo
Firmness- 55 yo
😭😭😭
Kulit muka tua dari usia sebenar
Luckily ada yg penyejuk hati
texture -31 yo
😅😅😅

So inilah dia skincarenya 😍😍😍

Eh! Awat ada assecory/jewellery pulak 🤣🤣🤣
Just to reward myself as what the SA convinced me
😁😁😁😁
It's been a while since I last wore my pandora
I just remembered about my collection when I saw my senior wearing hers three weeks ago
But when I tried to wear my bracelet I have to take out several charms 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
Faham2 je la bila tangan makin montel
Anyway I feel happy when I wear it again
😍😍😍
However it quite a hasle for me to fasten and open the clasp of the bracelet ...
So this problem justified the impulse buying of my new open bangle
😁😁😁
But a bit dissapointed when on the next day I saw the price offered by the overseas PS is cheaper with RM145 difference.

Disaster at the end of the year ...

Hello there
Happy New Year
What are your new year resolution?
I have yet to write mine due to my hectic schedule and end year disaster...

On 5th december 2019
Someone made complaint that the water pump is not functioning

Accordingly I asked the technician to fix whatever the problem is.
It happened that the pump was awashed in the stagnant water and caused the blown motor.
Despite the doubt on how did it happened and why it suddenly happened after nearly two years,
I still have to pay nearly RM400 for the new motor.
I even asked the technician opinion if he should put the pump on higher platform or cover it from rain
But he said it is not nessecary.
Due to that I have reminded 'the people staying there' to be extra careful and be alert with stagnant water.

Guess what?
I got another complaint at end of December
Whenever they turn on the switch it will trip
Oh NO!!!! One after another
When I questioned them...
I cant believe my eyes when I read their messages...
The pump is awashed in water again....
How should I react when same thing happened twice???
After my reminder???
What a dissapointment with this could not be bother attitude....
They know that the pump is important
They will be uncomfortable if it not functioning
So why they just let it happen again?
Just because the pump is not belong to them?
They think I gonna pay for it
So who should bear the cost for this time?
Definitely not me ....
And dont blame me !!!

Here is another story...
Last time when people wonder about a particular available space in our unit
Without further a due I asked the relevant staff about it.
When certain people raised the issue last week
I told them about whom I contacted and what info that I got
Today the issue is raised again
Guess what?
Someone shared the info and her action without any credit to me ...
Thank you for doing this to me

You gain some you win some

Yesterday
I shared the surprising wins of my customers
Yup customers...
Not customer
Happy and proud moment
After all the hard work and sacrifies

Today
I got the news that certain people have already got the invitation for the pitching session
How about me and my team?
Does it mean we are not selected?
Or our application is rejected?
A bit dissapointed and down
Coz this is my first application
Finally, this it is?
After we have been waiting since early sept 2019?
If we do not have any project ...
Colleagues look down on us...
People from other unit call us lazy
And do not have any contribution
The top people labelled us as very poor people
But when we tried to apply
This is the result ...
So what else we should do


Last time
when I am all prepared with the materials
Suddenly I was appointed for certain position
That position made my life miserable
And I totally forgotten for the project application

This time
No matter I am not fully ready
I had to get a move
This is part of my job
And as career development
So I really made an effort
Almost gave up
But due to system error I managed to justify and submit my application
Unfortunately the result...as what I heard today
No rizq in this
At least I have tried....
I have to accept whatever happens
And move on
I win some and lose some

Gila jawatan

Apa2 hal makan dulu.

Alhamdulillah ada orang sedekah nasi beraroma dan lauk yg mantap. Tak tahu nak makan ayam or masak lomak daging salai. So makan dua2 😂😂😂....

Ayam tu boleh makan dua kali
Daging tu boleh 5 kali kot 😂😂😂

Tu kisah hari Rabu...
Ni yg bestnya bila kita berkongsi
Baru hari selasa I beri gorpis pada bebudak dan rakan yg terserempak...
Alih2 Rabu dapat terima pemberian juga
Perasaannya bila menerima tu memang lain
Happy, syukur, rasa dihargai dan diingati...

Minggu ni memang macam2...
Struggling chasing the deadline
Meeting for a competition
Rejecting appointment due to my packed schedule
Listening to various version of stories...
Sometimes I just listened
Sometimes I just gave opinion

The thing is....
Certain people really do not want any top position
They will try in any possible ways to reject it
Certain people also do not want it
But at the end they have to accept it
Certain people really want it
Even though they did not perform while they got the chance
They are willing to go thru all the struggle and stress all over again just for the sake of that position and low allowance 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
They even have plan for second chance 😅
Certain people we did not expect they gonna get that
But due to favouritism he got it 😅.
To our surprise he accepted it and have already making plan even though there is still no official announcement yet
Seriously ????
😅😂😂😂
Wonder why the experience one looking forward for this position?
They have already got higher position
So why come back to lower position?
Is it for the hidden better benefit?
As what they did at their previous position
Being selfish whenever there is extra money opportunity?
Or is it because they wanna help us and build whatever have been ruined by the current one
So just wait and see
Think positive...
Really hope for change....the good one
😀😊😊😊

Terasa hinanya lahai

Saya yang tak faham
Atau hanya perasan saya sahaja

Mungkin 5 tahun dulu
Di Kenny Rogers Seremban
Kami que nak bayar
Cashier pula terkial-kial
So saya cakap dengan seorang lelaki yg que di sebelah
" lambat ek"
Just nak cakap je coz naik sakit hati dengan cashier
Tak terfikir pun nak mengorat ke apa
Dah dia pun bawa anak
You all tahu ?
Dia tinggalkan cashier pi ke meja dia
Wife dia datang bayar buat muka sambil jeling2 I
😅🤣😱😰
Korang dah kenapa?
Ingat I hadap sangat ke dengan husband dia tu
Muka pun biasa je 😅
Jauh la dari Zul Ripin tu 😁

Tahun ni pulak
Semasa kenduri di rumah makcik
Aku ke dapur nak basuh tangan
Kebetulan menantu lelaki dia ada di dapur
So kira kami berdua je la
Takkan aku nk patah balik
Air memang tiada haritu
Tapi mereka ada simpan air
So aku tanyalah pasal air kot
After beri respon dia clearly kalut keluar dari dapur
Padahal dia sibuk buat keroje di situ
😅😅😅😅
Then masa aku nk keluar dari dapur
Makcik lain dok pandang aku macam aku buat salah besar 😰😰😰
Apa aku dah buat?
Just because I am single
Takkanlah aku nak ngorat husband sepupu yg pasti lebih muda dari aku.

Hujung bulan 8 ada event di tempat kerja aku
Aku terlibat sebagai AJK untuk majlis penutup
Disebabkan aku ada appoinment pkl 5pm maka aku nak inform floor management yg aku nak keluar awal. Floor manager sibuk la ke sana ke mari.
So bila dia dah di belakang MC,
Aku cepat2 pergi ke depan
Tapi dia berborak dengan MC pula
So aku tunggulah di tepi dewan
Berdiri about 2m away di tepi seorang staf lelaki yg duduk
Tiba2 dia bangun pergi dari situ
Padahal sebelum tu elok je dia lama duduk situ
🤣😅

Yg terkini semalam
Kami ada event lagi
Ada perubahan saat akhir
So pastilah masing2 kalut
Bila dah hantar air utk VIP aku ke belakang
Kerusi tetamu macam tak cukup
Aku nampak staf lelaki tu bantu susun kerusi
Aku agak keberatan nak tolong coz risau dia perasan lagi.
Tapi bila nampak ada staf perempuan tolong aku pun tolong
Bila dah settle dan dia nak ke depan mungkin dia baru nampak aku...
Adoilah....kali ni siap buat keluhan panjang lagi di tepi aku.
Hello! Aku bukan terhegeh2 pi dekat ko
Niat nak lancarkan majlis je

But seriously ini adalah antara kejadian yg buat aku rasa terhina. Macam hadap sangat dengan mereka.
Entahlah...rasanya my action biasa je.
Tak taulah jika mereka salah faham
Atau mungkin aku yg salah faham 😅🤣

Tapi satu je nak pesan
Just because we have everything
Please do not look down on others
We never know what will happen in the future
So be grateful
And be kind....

Salted egg fish skin

My dinner 😅

Crispy, crunchy, yummy but expensive

The power of doa and Sadaqah

Kisahnya semalam
Baru tau pasal girls orphan house
They are in need
So borak2 dgn kawan perlulah pi ziarah
Bawa goodies
Dan tanya apa yg diperlukan

Malam tadi
Contactlah pengurusnya
Mohon kebenaran nak ziarah
Tanya apa yg diperlukan
Tapi x respon
So google lah ...

Lewat pagi tadi ada appointment dengan customer
Tu pun I was the one who asked her to meet
Adoi apa yg dibuatnya tuh
I didnt understand her programming
Why didnt she refer to previous documents
Nak argue pulak tu
Blaim me pulak
Meletop2lah I

Then I ckp pasal paperwork for her project
Dia cakap pasal paperwork program
🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
Hello are you lost?
Sampai I terpaksa buat table to differentiate both

Beri masa 1 jam utk baiki her programming
Gerak jugalah
But weird output
Compare to my previous programming
Hers is too specific, not clear n not systematic

So asked her to do hers generally and systematically
Guess what?
One hour after that
She did not do as what I suggested

When I am in furious mode
Let me do it
Change this and that
But there were errors
We checked and made correction several times
Finally the output came out
But it still looks weird
Think positively there is an improvement

When I checked my previous doc
And compared to hers  
I detected very basic error
In the early part of her work
Not in the programming

So she made the correction
Suddenly her laptop turned off
Hmm out of battery
Luckily I asked her to save her work few seconds earlier

When I was about to plug in the adapter
It just crossed my heart to make doa
Ya Allah atas perbuatan baik kami bantulah kami

Finally the output came out
We screamed in excitement
Tegak bulu roma in disbelief
Alhamdulillah ...
Baru je berdoa
Baru je berniat bersedekah
Allah answered my prayer in a split second
Nikmat tuhan yg manakah yg didustakan

Bukan nak berlagak
Bukan nak riak
Tapi sekadar berkongsi
The power of dua and sadaqah

Yang lagi seronok
I killed two birds with a stone today
My customer managed to settle 15% of her project
While waiting for her I finished updating my docs
And sent it to printing shop
Alhamdulillah ....

And here is something to remind me of today
When the speedmart cashier doakan murah rezeki
😍😍😍😍

FB friend request from dead friend

Have you ever get that request?
I got that today 😨😱.
Isn't it horrifying?
She passed away on 2016.
But her profile was updated yesterday.
She got 7 FB friends only.
When I checked it few hours later the number increased to 12.
I wonder why people just accepted the request.
As expected when I googled about it...
Hmm....maybe a scammer
So guys just be careful when you face this problem

Here was my dinner today...

Colourful aglio olio pasta 😍
The funny thing when I almost forgot to put the important ingredient...chili flakes 😅🤣

As usual my weekend is not productive
Full of plan but ended up down the drain
🤦‍♀️🙈😅🤣
However I got excuse this week
I am still down with cold since 8 days ago.
I got mild fever, itchy throat, runny nose and sneeze more than 10 times for two days.

After 3 days I went to clinic.
The doc said it's viral infection
My precription as the following
1. For allergic rhinitis, urticaria-fexofinadine 180mg(sanofi telfast)
2. Cair kahak-bromhexine(prehexine)
3. Demam/pening-paracetamol
4. Dry cough-dextromethorpan (tussidex forte linctus)
5. Strepsil 😅
But since I have been suffering with sinus as well she said she will only give me antibiotic if after 5 days I am still not recover.
Well! My dear doc it seems that I really need that antibiotic.
I am still suffering with runny and stuffy nose as well as cough ....

Kutuk kerjaya orang lain

Adoilah
Di kala seminggu Syawal
Maka hari ini kembalilah ke tempat cari rezeki
Mood kerja masih ke laut
Hujan mencurah pula di tengahari
Lagilah jadi lautan dalam 😅
Bila malam
Hati mcm nak meletop pula

Nak kita dengar
Masalahnya
Luahannya

Tapi
Sesuka hati kutuk kerjaya kami
Selamba buat generalization hanya kerana beberapa individu

Habih tu
Selama ni kenapa beria2 benar nak dapatkan sesuatu
Bukankah ke arah kerjaya yg dipertikai itu

Bila fikir semula
Memang susah nak bincang dengan org peel gini
They only see what they wanna see
Semuanya negatif
Semuanya salah
Semua orang salah
Tak perform pun sebab salah orang lain
Complaint tak tahu how nak buat
Tapi marah pula bila boss nak hire org luar
So nak apa sebenarnya?
Pastikah akan dapat kerjaya/tugas/boss/colleague/persekitaran yg semua ikut kehendak sendiri?
Bagaimana jika tak dapat?
Nak lari lagi?
Sampai bila?

Minta pendapat kawan
Tapi dikatanya kawannya menghina
Bila I lihat ayat kawannya ok je
Lagipun memang betul orang tu cakap
Tapi dikatanya berlagak pulak
Mmg benar bagai dikata
Atau cemburu si kawan dapat kerjaya idaman?

Walaupun sakit hati
I biasa layankan je
Dah kawan kan
Siapa lagi nk dengar luahannya

Bila kesabaran menipis
I pun berkias-kias lah
Takpun beri analogi
Cakap terus terang risau kecil hati

Bila kesabaran hilang
Barulah cakap terus terang
Apa yg tak kena
Sebagai kawan perlu tegur

Bila masih nak tegakkan benang basah
Eloklah I senyap
Tak perlu respon apa2
Hanya bebel di blog 😂🤣
Dan lupakan

Turun berkilo2 di bulan puasa

Di bulan puasa
Orang lain turun berkilo2
Yg join online coaching
turun 4-7kg dlm 2 minggu
Ada gak yg amalkan minum air lapan gelas
pun boleh turun 8kg

Aku?
Walaupun cuba kurangkan air manis
Turunnya sikit je 😅

Sebelum puasa
pernah cecah 62kg
Dah tu balik kg makan macam2 kan
Then bila mula puasa ganti
turunlah sikit till 59.7kg
tu end of april
Then naik semula ke 60.8kg 😅

Bila puasa
18 mei-13 ramadhan :59kg
20 mei- 15 ramadhan : 58.7kg
24 mei -19 ramadhan : 58.3 kg
25 mei -20 ramadhan : 57.8 kg

So slow kan
Hanya turun 3kg je after 3 weeks
Agak keciwa juga
Inci pun masih tebal
Dah tua ni metabolic pun rendah
Lagipun idok le ikut sangat healthy portion
Dan healthy meal kan
Exercise pun idok

Harapnya by end of Ramadhan
bolehlah turun to 55kg
Then cuba teruskan till 50kg
Actually for my height suppose berat less than 49kg
So perlu ada target tu
Niat perlu ada
Buat tak buat
Jadi tak jadi belakang cerita
😁😅🤣😂