Jam dinding@Nilai 3

Awal bulan Mei, I meronda Nilai 3.

Seronok cuci mata

Kedai apa???

Lorong mana?
Entah ...tak ingat.

Jam packed day

Pagiku
Terpaksa cancel appointment with customer coz sibuk nak buat laporan mesyuarat/perbincangan utk projek baharu

Then
Masuk mesyuarat sekejap
Kena keluar uruskan dokumen penilaian melibatkan other department
Officer kami pun terkejut bila dapat tahu mereka tak ikut prosedur

Lunch break
Sibuk buat surat lantikan

2pm
Kalut ada perjumpaan dengan outsider.
Bertanya/mengingatkan.
Membantu mana yg perlu.
As expected, a bit dissapointed with the person in charge.
Do not care?
I do not expect for perfect event, but pls do it properly...
Takkan every single thing nak tanya/beritahu
Venue?
Peralatan?
Dokumen?
Makanan?

3.30pm
Menyambung tugas penyediaan dokumen.

Nearly 5pm
Terkejut bila second boss called tak benarkan I buat lebih tugas penilaian coz takut I tiada masa. Kami buat sama rata. So adillah untuk semua. Dulu I jadi mangsa coz tak diberi, so tak mahulah kali ini jadi mangsa dihalang  😭😭.
Mengingatkan dan kongsi bahan2 dengan rakan2.
Sedih ...no one has courtesy to at least give a response to my messages/email.
Terkejut bila melihat food untuk pelawat.
Malu....

After 5pm
Pulun cari bahan projek baru utk senior customer.

7pm
Balik

10.15pm
Some one called me to borrow my money.
Her son need a pair of shoes for his first day of work this wednesday.
Sedih
Simpati
Mampu kita kongsi
Part of my responsiblity to help people in need

Ubi rebus Ubi goreng

Iya buk...
Iya mbak...
Singkong dan sambal
Bukan singkong dan keju 😀😀

That was my breaky this morning while watching recorded korean series, I have a lover.....

Pagi ni memang agak liat nak bangun. Malam tadi I mengadap laptop menyediakan 1 minit mesyuarat, 2 laporan bengkel dan 1 catatan perbincangan dari 8.30pm-1.40am. Bila terpaksa boleh pulak stay up 😅😅😅.

Memang hari Sabtu yang memenatkan.
Around 11am off I went to monitor customers' presentation.
Then, I checked the condition of the venue for our coming visitors. The floor is dirty and I doubted when the staff stressed on that it has been cleaned by cleaner.
I checked the condition of other venue that has not been used for quite some time.
Then, I bought fattening food for lunch.

Pening dok membelek email mencari bahan-bahan.
Yg geramnya sekejap printer tak function.
Sekejap laptop hang.
Dalam proses penyediaan fail baru perasan ada mesyuarat yg tiada minit, ada bengkel yang tiada laporan.
😭😭😭 stresssssss
6 pm balik dan makan dan rehat.

Nampak tua

Pasrah je lah when someone said the above word to me this morning 😅.
Terkejut ada
Bengang ada
Whether he only made a joke
Or he really meant it
Perlu terima coz it's the reality.

Tu belum lagi when he see me wearing this.

Maybe from makcik to nenek looks huh?

Does the pic looks like the viral art prank? 😉😉

Pssst....the  glasses came with this hamper as well.
Rezeki jangan ditolak. Tu kisah semalam lah 😀.

As usual life at work is hectic. 

Meeting with trainees. 

Continue with yesterday disscussion.

Supervise the decoration task.

Preparing documents for next week monitoring...

Certain of it are no where to be seen

I have to go through all emails from august last year.

And print them.

A bit dissapointed when my colleague making decision without even consult with me first.

No progress update or report.

Sometimes I feel they just ignored me

Am I too concern?

Do not trust others?

Hmm..

Who should make a report to the superior?

Who should prepare a token for a visitor?

Bila ada niat itu

Menu for break my fasting...

Tak kuasa nak rotate gambo 😂😂😂

Konon je air n fries...the big fat burger are not in the pic.

Someone gave me kfc box for lunch. But I was fasting today. I packed roti jala, leftover from the discussion session. Suddenly I felt like to give it to someone...anyone. But once I got out the lift to the lobby there is no one suitable to give out to. Alhamdulillah rezeki mat motor at the porch.

Rasa happy bila tengok orang happy. 

Really make my day after a long, hectic and annoying day.

I attended a one day discussion session to prepare a document for our new project today...or should I say brainstorming session to find bombastic words and mission to find supporting data. After lunch break I made a call to someone at other unit asking for certain document. A bit annoyed when their unit didn't follow the procedure even though they need our service. The staff was so rude...didn't admit their mistake but blaimed me instead and gave lots of excuses. Huh..no wonder he still at that post after 16 years. I have no intention to look down on others...hmm..that is the fact.

Doa sahabat ...

Dah lama tergerak hati nak buat sesuatu.
Tapi saya tahu saya tak kuat.
Walau apa pun saya tetap berdoa
Selalu saya mencuba-cuba di rumah

Minggu lepas saya cuba lagi
Tiba-tiba esoknya saya dapat hadiah
Maaf sahabat, saya tak kuat
Tolong doakan saya

Waktu cuti, ku cuba lagi
Saya dah ada misi...bila akan bermula
Cuba separuh...
Selesa?
Teruskan yang penuh

Tadi I sentuh sesuatu milik sahabat lain
Tiba-tiba sidia berikan senyum manis
Katanya suka melihat apa yg ku pakai dulu
Ya, kunjungan ke rumahnya 5 tahun dulu
Aku pun tak ingat ...lama sudah
Lantas katanya nak belikan aku hadiah
Hadiah? Amat dialu-alukan
Tapi aku tak janji akan gunakan terus
Cuma...
Doakan aku sahabat...

Bacang dan sambal hitam

Sedapnya lahai bacang cicah sambal hitam. Makan gitu je....for supper.

Untuk berbuka puasa I makan leftover food from sunday dinner.

Tu menu semalan. Harini pun dok mengadap food yg sama. Tapi for dinner lah... Tak larat nak puasa pula coz rasa sakit kepala, loya, mata nak terkatup, sakit perut dan badan bisa.

Hari ini memang busy. Meeting pagi petang. So many issues in the morning...Adakala kita bersuara. Adakala kita dengar. When people do not want to coorporate in doing something even though we have supported them...Keep on refusing..When the new comers/juniors do not have sense of belonging. When the boss express his dissapointment and frustation. Yup...sometimes I am in his shoes. Definitely I understand what he feels...Tengahari I sekolahkan ramai orang...opps...either colleagues, trainees or customer. Kalau tak faham gak..I dunno what to say. Petang...huhuhu..perkara yg nak dielakkan itu tetap terjadi...Sekali lagi I penyumbang masalah. Maka, pasrah. Harap diberi peluang...I masih belajar. Tapi tak puas hati why always me yg jadi pilihan..namaku special kot 😁😁. Later, I usaha cari dokumen sana sini demi nak bantu customer. Tapi kalau dia tak tahu nak bersyukur dan tak mahu tolong diri sendiri...setakat itu je la I boleh tolong. I pun banyak kerja lain. Around 6.40pm I rasa macam ada yg meninjau, tak sedap hati ...cabut balik 😅😅.

Bila lambku rentung ...

Tu menu last nite ...
Rentung pada rupa, tapi rasa tetap ok. Cuma mgkin dah dekat sebulan dibeli, kali ini rasa perapan tu kureng ...Sayuran hijau tiada, so guna jelah saki baki carrot dan mushroom in can.

Tengoklah menu sarapan pagi sabtu tak sedar diri...
Leftover kfc fried chicken n pizza hut chicken drummet...

But the fried chicken was so fulfilling. I ended up eating the drummet for lunch. Yesterday is lazy day ....I didnt do anything except washing clothes and cleaning kitchen.

So, this morning I gotta lots of things to do. Checking my trainee work for 2 hours, washing clothes, cleaning my living room and dining area as well as the porch. Later, I got discussion with my trainee and went to check my friend's house and cleaned her porch.

And from 1-3.30pm I just lying down on the sofa. Too tired to do anything, pain in arm and I got headache.

Hope that I manage to mop the floor and fold my long abandon piles of clothes. Owh...update the document for new project as well.

Update 8pm:
Did I mop the floor?
😆😉😉😉
Did I fold my clothes?
Hmm...my friends came to visit 😅.
So will try to update the new project document.
Now kekenyangan mkn sotong+bihun+2 glases of mango n dragon fruit juice.
Lagi 1 jam Clever Malaysia.
Dissapointed to see the sabahan n malacca girl out of the competition.
So, really hope that those who never out of the competition will win...Mary and Jane? Not my favourite...but hey deserve it...they survive from the beginning to the end, not those who been out and back due to people voting....
Really clever or people choice???
Clever girl or Lucky girl?

Rezeki hari hujan

Hari selasa lepas...ada orang hadiahkan scarf.
Then dah petang encik poslaju call to inform ada parcel...somebody hantar sambal you.
Kalut drive coz dah lewat n hujan...
Bila pi pekan, beli goreng pisang ...pun abang tu sedekah sikit katanya...

Sambal hadiah dan goreng pisang sedekah..

I do nothing

Last week on Wednesday, we got adhoc discussion with the boss due to certain decision made by top management for our new project. Yes, we need clarification on everything. It was tiring and frustating when we spent a lot of time doing something and have to change several things many times. Not only us but our colleagues as well...we need to focus on other task too.

The next day, I got another meeting....
After all my hardwork, someone said to me I am lucky to have one my colleague as a care taker for that new project. Hello...I didnt let her do everything. I do my part and she got her own part but of course I get involve in preparing certain documents in her part.

I have to attend a workshop on weekend. This time another colleague higlighted the work done by that colleague. Again....seems like I do nothing. Did she forget that main parts of the document has been discussed in our unit meeting. Do I need to spell out and make announcement to the whole organization that I have to stay up till 3.30am to check, make correction and update that someone document as well as prepare support document so that the boss can bring it to the top management. And had to ignore my part for a while just to focus on her part.

The funny thing was ....
1. when someone offered to help me and when I ask her for help, she complained that she done so many things already.
2. When someone offered to help me to set up a system to ease my planning work and later I ask him to do something, he came up with so many arguments. Instead of writing a long complaint email wasn't better if he just do that work. I feel grateful that I ignore his offer otherwise I will feel uncomfortable if we had arguments.

Self Reflect:
Just ignore what people say about and how they see you as well how much work you have done...
GOD knows....
Hmm...just let GOD evaluate us ....
Do not feel inferior when people smarter/systematic/faster than you...
Try not to dependant on others
Refuse certain help offer politely
Do what you should do...
Do not let other take fully in charge of something that actually under your responsibility.
Delegate task wisely.