Hati yg terguris

Dalam mengenang dan memuji guru hebat
Yang dihormati, disukai dan disayangi
Jagalah hati guru yg lain juga

Berhati-hatilah dalam berkata
dan bertindak
Supaya tiada guru yg terasa hati
Dan terluka
Keberkatan dalam menuntut ilmu itu penting
Biarlah berpanjangan dan berkekalan

Walau di mana anda berada
Walau tinggi mana tahap anda
Dia tetap gurumu walaupun mengajar sebatang alif
Dia tetap gurumu walaupun menegur secebis kata
Dia tetap gurumu walau seburuk mana tingkah lakunya

Inilah lumrah hidup
Ada yg dalam ingatan
Ada yg dilupakan

Bukan minta diingat
Bukan minta dipuji
Bukan cemburu
Bukan tidak profesional
Bukan tidak boleh terima

Tapi ingatlah ...
Awak juga guru
Apa yg awak buat pada guru
Lambat laun awak dapat

Mungkin si guru juga begitu dalam tidak sedar
Luka hari ini akibat kifarah perbuatan lalu
Muhasabah diri
Dan perbaiki diri

Don't simply judge and accuse people !!!

Hello peeps
Let's STAY@HOME
DONT EXPOSE YOURSELF TO ANY RISK
BE SAFE
BE SOCIALLY RESPONSIBLE
PLEASE DO NOT DO PANIC BUYING

Yes those people who balik kampung
for "saja nak cuti-cuti"
"nak berehat dan bertenang di samping ayah bonda"
are really SELFISH
However please do not just simply judge, accuse and make nasty remarks to EVERYONE who balik kampung
You are not in their shoes
You never know maybe one day you will be in their shoes
Instead, why don't you pray for them
For example those who have to balik kamping
due to unforeseen circumstances
How about to look after for their sick parents?
How about students who were instructed to leave the hostel?
How about those covid19 front lines who in need for their family to look after their children?

Yes those who seemed to buy a lot
seemed in panic buying frenzy
and again selfish
But do we ask them?
May be they do so for their relatives/neighbours
who has no transport
who has financial difficulty
who are again covid19 front lines family
Or may be he is the supermarket staff like the viral post in FB 😅

Ok enough of ranting
I just wanna share my experience to KPJ today
I did not know that the main entrance is closed
And the visitors have to use the new building entrance
Luckily the driver of the buggy told me and drove me to there
Seram juga lalu di tepi covid19 screening tent

Once arrived at the foyer
I have to queue
One staff asked my intention there
Another staff check my temperature
Another staff asked for my ID card and phone number
As well as whether I have in contact with covid19 patient,
Whether I recently came back from overseas
Or in contact with those who came back from overseas
And Whether I have fever
Finally at the entrance another  staff asked me to sanitize my hand
I saw hand sanitizer everywhere
Be it at the customer service counter,
Outside the elevator
On the specialist clinic counter
On the specialist table
On the speacilist sink
👍👍👍

At first I am ok with the ear endoscopy procedure
But quite scary when the specialist do the nasal endoscopy procedure
I hardly breath 😅

When I went to the pharmacy
I'm impressed with the distance tag on the seat
But I am not happy with the medicine bill 😅
Here they are ....

Then, I went for mask and hand sanitizer hunting
Out of stock at Watson

As I was queing at AEON
Surprisingly
I saw a notice
Hand sanitizer is available at customer service counter
What?
For customer to use or buy?
Definitely to buy
But Two bottles limit at AEON

No stock at Wellness pharmacy

No limit buying at Caring

No limit buying at Guardian
The just arrived hand sanitizer

But I hate the smell 😅

May Allah protect us from Covid19
May this pandemic ends soon

Terikut panic buying????

Petang I pi Grand Union,
Nak beli barang2 yg memang dah habis
macam bawah ni...

Bila sampai,
terkejut tengok ramai orang.
Pulak tu mostly beli beras, mee segera dan biskut
Memanglah ada dengar2 juga mungkin ada lockdown
Tapi tak sangka pula ramai yg kalut
I ended up membeli juga
Tapi beli yg bukan2 macam ni
🤦‍♀️😅😁

Bila pi speedmart
Pun ramai orang
Ada yg dok beli mee segera
pelbagai perisa dan jenama
lebih 5 bungkus kot

Balik rumah check phone
Ramai yg panik buying rupanya
Beli beras berkampit2
Beli telur berpapan
Byk rak dah kosong

Then tak lama lepas tu
Dok tonton dalam tv perutusan PM
Perintah kawalan pergerakan
Baguslah untuk mengawal
dan cegah penyebaran covid 19

Semoga kita dilindungi
Dan dijauhkan dari segala musibah

Free gift

Kisah semalam
Bila dah stress
Kita pi tempah baju
Kita pi shopping...
Beli benda yg tak perlu

Relief la sikit
Bila tengok free gifts
Dan buy 1 free 1 masks
😍😁😊

When dealing with others...

Yup! It is hard to deal with others

Yesterday
OMG I couldn't control myself 😰
I ran amok with admin staff in front of second boss
I have made a complain to him about unfair issue on 19 feb.
But till monday nothing change
He said he has already contacted the relevant department
But cannot do anything anymore
The selection is based on seniority
Then why didn't he update that with me

Then I directly contacted the relevant department
Guess what???
They can make the change
So where the term "cannot do anything anymore" came from?
But of course I have to get the approval from my team member

At the first place that team member suppose to be the person in charge
He is more suitable than I am due to the fact he is the coordinator
Not me !!!!
Unfortunately he seemed reluctant to in charge formally
He just wanna help me 🤦‍♀️
But what will happen if something happened?
Who is the person in charge on the event day?
Whose name in the appointment letter?
Alhamdulillah finally he agreed
So I wrote an email to the relevant department and cc to him to make the change formally and gave the justification as well.

Unfortunately since then he just ignored my whatsapp messages, phone calls amd email
I feel like a beggar
😭😭😭😰.
Did he angry with me????
The document that he shared is print disable
So I cant print it
Whereas I really need it
As a benchmark for my customers works
I suppose to settle my task by today
Unfortunately due to that I have to postpone it
It is a burden for me to just read the doc in the phone
I can't even read it in my laptop due to internet problem
I am really stress about this.
Why?
Why he did this to me???

That is why I do not like...
 to do certain task in team
Or depend on others
Dealing with others ...
either it gonna ease or burden our work
Either it gonna complete in a short or long time
Either I gonna happy or upset...

Cat, nasi kak wok, kepok lekor and me

Series of cat and me at home are nothing new
But at my workplace it kinda new

Yesterday
when I arrived at the office foyer
Suddenly the fierce looking kitten ran after my nasi kak wok 😅
A phobia me was really in panic mode
Just imagine I just stood still while swinging the nasi kak wok plastic bag away from the kitten
But definitely later I felt dizzy when I have to spin around when the kitten kept on chasing my nasi kak wok

The kitten kept following me wherever I went
So the series of chasing and spining happened several times
Then only I thought of swinging my handbag at it
No!!! I didn't hit it
Just to kept it stop from chasing my nasi kak wok
And even raised my voice to stop it
It even wanna follow me when I got into the lift
Again my handbag was my saviour

No one came to help me
They just laughing at me, smiling or just ignoring me
Hello this was not a joke
I was really upset
I guess they don't know people who afraid of cat do exist
It is called ailurophobia

In the evening
When I was about to leave the building
It happened again
This time the kitten chased after my kepok lekor
I acted fast and swing my handbag to it
And hurriedly left the building 😅😅😅

Angkuhnya

Sometimes  when we often pass through certain areas
We might not notice what have been there for so long
The same thing happened to me
There is a wall of Frame at our unit
The funny thing only two photos of us were hamging there which were taken 3-4 years back
And no one bother to add more photos nor take it down

2 years ago I thought of took it down
That is when the first new boss were in charge
After all it is not ok since I am not 'covered'
But later I forgot about it

End of last year we got another new boss
But still I forgot about it
Until early of this year
I asked the clerk to take the photos down
Due to the "cover" issue
But she could not do it
So I told her to do it later
Once again I forgot about it

Today a colleague told me
The new boss took it down
And asked the clerk to keep it
The clerk told him what I have asked her
And why I did so
Guess what the boss said
" Not because of that, This is my instruction"

Seriously???
So arrogant
Hmm when people at the top position
Sometimes they forgot themselves
Did he forget he was not the chosen one
Not even the candidate for that position
So he is totally not eligible for that position
But due to favouritism he is currently there
And very keen to be there
After all I know that the seniors do not prefer him to be there
I knew that he took his previous position for granted just to get more side income by overuling me
and later hidden plan with the ex boss
So you see previously he did something for himself
He may does the dirty trick again
Moreover just after 3 months in the position he is busy with the paid external work
And leave his main work to his strong supporters
Big money big money 😅😅😅😅
So he get his salary, position allowance and external payment
Awal2 dah lepas tangan
Whatever...
Up to him

But when it involves me
I am not comfortable
I guess he did not like me
Why I said so?
First one he did not give me any credit for the document that I have prepared
Second one he did not appoint me as leader in any important program so far when the other so called 'senior" are appointed
Am I not good enough?
Do not know anything?
Anyway I ok about it
Why?
I got so many other things to do
The the third one
But that photos incident
Really made me piss off

And last one...
The ex colleague also upset with him
He forgot that the ex was the one who promoted him here ....
Hmm
When one bites the hand who feeds one

Cekodok Rice cooker

For brekky this morning

I had these cekodok

Why rice cooker?

See my previous post 😁

Please ignore the ugly looking pot

Dengan kesan kunyitlah

Dengan kesan goresan pisaulah

Apa yg I masak dulu hah 

🤔🤔🤔

Reminiscing the OZ days

Now is lunch hour
Since baru terkial2 nak ganti puasa
Maka duduk dalam ofis diam2
Need to complete online doc for tommorow

Since I got very short attention span
Mata melilau sana sini
Dan terpandanglah ....

Looking at these charms...
Reminiscing those up and down days in OZ
Ms Fairy bought the first three charms back in 2012 on spring 
and definitely loves the blooming flowers
And loves to take the pictures of them
However Ms Fairy did not remember where did she bought the fourth charm
In OZ or Malaysia?
It represents one of the important symbol for her PhD studies
😍😍😍
O Allah...please grant her rizq to go there again and enjoy the breeze  of the beautiful ocean and the view of the moutains as well as the yummy fish and chips....
🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼

Trust yourself

As usual on saturday
No matter how long my to do list
I ended up doing nothing 🤦‍♀️
Except eat/IG/FB/TV/sleep
Adalah sikit dok study something
Tu pun terkial-kial
And brief discussion via whatsapp with my colleague about our trip next weekend

Last nite my neighbour gave me bananas

Since belum sesuai nak buat pisang goreng
I buat kerepek je la for my brekky
Goreng juga keropok lekor

Dah kenyang brekky
Macam ada bau pelik di ruang tv
Hangit? Gas?
So terus pi dapur
Dapur gas dah off
Takde pulak bau tu

After lunch pun ada bau lagi
Pi hidu ke dapur takde pulak bau tu
Pi hidu microwave bau lain pulak 😅
Entah2 ada yg slowly burning
Check suis and tutup

Nearly 9pm ada semula bau tu
Pi dapur lagi
Buka kabinet yg ada tong gas
Takde pulak bau gas
Lega....

Tapi tak lama lepas tu hati tak sedap
Buka pintu kabinet lebih lebar
Dah pi hidu dekat2 tong gas
Ada bau pelik
Dan ada hissing sound
Terkejut
Kelam kabut
ketar lutut
Jangan panik
Jangan panik

Biar pintu kabinet terdedah
Nak buka tingkap tak sampai
Terpaksa buka pintu dapur
Nasiblah kalau jiran nampak my messy kitchen
Then baru berani pi tutup habis suis gas tu
Pulas ke atas terus
Selama ni dok biar je suis tu ke bawah
Degil dan malaskan
Kalau di kampung mmg kena bebel la
Bila dah settle masak
Perlu pulas suis ke kanan
So now rehat memasaklah
Until I can find someone to check what is wrong

Moral of the story
The moment we feel/smell/hear something is wrong
Trust ourself and act quickly...