Pulut ketam for brekky

Semalam menikmati pulut kuning+kari ketam jumaat for brekky 😅

Pulut dan rendang daging+kerang tu sebenarnya cooked by actress you.

You all boleh beli dari dia atau agen di tempat masing-masing ya.

Jering in the house 😂😂

Belek2 gambar
Terjumpa gambar di cuti keputeraan YDP Agong

Tengok tu ada jering, ada kacang botor dan telur kicap
Nasi tu leftover nasi arab 😅😅😅

Entah apa angin malam tu pi masak walaupun dah lewat
Entah apa angin siang tu pi ofis mengemas 😅😅😅
Tapi sebelum tu pi mamak dulu

Didiklah dan jalankan tanggungjawab

Orang kata buat apalah benda kecik nak heboh
Habih tu benda kecik pun susah nak ikutkah?

Orang kata biarlah mereka nak berseronok
Ya faham itu hak mereka
Tapi takkan nak dibiarkan sejak awal tak ikut peraturan
Tak hormat orang lain
Membelakangkan pihak yg terlibat
Akhirnya berterusan begitu
Biarlah dibenci sekarang kerana menegur
Daripada disoal apa peranan kita kelak?
Kenapa tak dididik?

Orang minta macam2 info dari kita by today
Kita walaupun di luar kawasan berusaha menghubungi sana sini
Alih2 kata untuk simpanan 😠😠😠
Apa?????
Haritu tak ramai wakil kami
Habih tu kenapa haritu tak cari?
Awat tak promosi?
Setakat forward emel je huh...
Kasihan pada yg layak
Kasihan pada yg beri kerjasama
Kasihan mereka yg berharap

Halangan berbuat baik 4.0

Siapa yg tak mahu berbuat baik?
Siapa yang tak mahu membantu orang yg memerlukan?
Siapa yang tidak kasihan?

Adakalanya kita pun agak terdesak
Bukan tak mampu
Bukan tiada sumber lain
Cuma yg mudah digapai itu tiba2 terhad
Tiba2 banyak yg perlu dibayar
Di kala itulah perlu balik kampung
Di kala itulah ada yg perlu dibaiki
Di kala itulah ada yg perlu dibeli
Sabtu lepas ada yg nak pinjam bayar sewa rumah
Hari ini ada yg memerlukan untuk balik menziarah orang sakit

Pilihan kita
Nak beri atau tak?
Jika beri, takut tak cukup yg tinggal
Jika tak beri, kasihan

Fikiran kita
Mereka berkata benar atau bohong?

Terlintas juga di hati
Betulkah seperti dikata rakan sekerja?
Masih terngiang2 senyum dan tawa mereka
Masih terasa pedihnya hati dibuat begitu
Adakah saya mudah jatuh simpati?
Adakah saya mudah percaya kata2 org?
Atau senang cerita saya mudah ditipu?

Fikir kali kedua
Kita bantu kerana Allah
Kerana kita memang nak bantu
Kita puas dapat ringankan beban orang
Kita seronok untuk gembirakan orang
Tak perlu risau cukup tak cukup
Cubalah menguruskan sumber yg ada sebaiknya
Perlu percaya pada rezekiNya
Dalam sibuk buat kira2...tiba2 ada rezeki yg datang misalnya passive income....
Nikmat yg manakah nak kita dustakan
Dan jika mereka menipu biarlah mereka tanggung akibatnya
Kita cuma perlu berhati2...

My weekend

Should I say lazy Saturday
No exercise and house chores in the morning?
Anyway at nearly noon
I attended two events
The first event for our customer
The second event for future generation

I just dropped by a few minutes at the first even
What a wonderful remark by my second boss when she mentioned about my sacrification in attending the event knowing that my customer was not there.
Well...I came as a support...

I spent most of the time at the second event
It was very interesting events with many new knowledge and ideas.

Yes...
I went to both events all by myself
Alone....
If no one bother about me
So why I should bother about that?
Why I should make it as an obstacle?
Why should I feel sad or dissapointed?
Just go and enjoy it...

Later I had my favourite lasagna for lunch

Then, I had laksa for dinner....Nampak tu kepingan isi ikan

Definitely I had to take all these for my allergy.

On sunday off I went for brisk walking
Enjoy the view and the fresh morning air 😍😍

I had the leftover laksa for lunch
And leftover fritters during tea time...

Makan beria, tang exercise berat vontot
😂😂😂😂

Halangan berbuat baik 3.0

Hari jumaat ada yg mengadu
Sudahlah mereka terdesak
Pihak yg menguruskan sangat cerewet
Susah sangatkah
Dokumenkan dah cukup
Tak kisahlah sumber berbeza
Cuba jelah majukan
Usahakanlah

Wakil kami pula bila pengadu maklumkan
Katanya ikut je lah
How ????
The documents are not with them
In their situation how they gonna get it
What????
Itu bukan masalahnya?
Semua dokumen lama you simpan
Hello!!!
You tak faham situasi merekakah???
Mereka ni amanah utk you.
Tanggungjawab you.
You are paid to look after them.
So kalau dah wakil kami buat camtu
What else can I do?
Cakap/buat lebih nanti dikata menyibuk kerja orang
Jika belakangkan dia dikata tak ikut tertib pula

Hari ini I dapat aduan lagi
Salinan mesej pihak yg menguruskan
Yalah tu you all sedaya upaya uruskan?
But why when you was attending a training you just ignore the problem without deligating it to others?
Then, your boss did the same on the second week?

When I forward the message to pembantu wakil
Katanya tak tahu nak cakap apa

You see .... semua lepas tangan
Even though, this is not my responsiblity
I have done my best
So to those who suppose to settle this
If something happen to them, all of you should be responsible!!!!

Membazir

Adakalanya niat kita baik
Sumbangan kecil untuk yg memerlukan
Tapi tiba2 ada halangan
Misalnya tidak sihat dan perlu ambil cuti
Hari seterusnya terlupa dan terlepas pandang...
Akhirnya telah melebihi tarikh....
Jadilah pembaziran...😭😭😭😭

Marah tanda sayang

Kerja takkan habis
Semalam kalut update justification projek baru
Minta my trainees buat ringkasan
Then discussion with my trainee's supervisor
Jadi tourist guide

During lunch hour
Sambung lagi dengan projek baru
Appointment with my customers around 3.30pm to 6pm 😱😱😱
Fenin ....😭😭😭😭
Tapi kena layan dulu customer from other unit
Hmm...they didnt see their main purpose to come here
Ada juga yg datang nk beri justifikasi lewat
long list of excuses....
Mengharapkan mereka orang sakit boleh mati
Yg pasti masalah sikap kan....
Semua buat I 😠😠😠😠

Tapi yg buat I terkejut...
My customer cakap at the end of discussion
Marah tanda sayang 😁😁😙

Terpinggir 3.0

Tak tahulah nak gelak
Atau nak nangis
Bila fikir I selalu terpinggir

Last month I attend an event
Even I was of the main guest
Tapi terpinggir
The organiser
did not greet me
Or even bother me
I felt like I disturb their function
I yg terhegeh pergi ke mereka
The people who sat with me
Alhamdulillah most of them were ok
But this one senior
Made a complaint and synical remark about her workload etc

This week
I attend a program
to produce something that we are lack of
I am the one who propose that we should do something to overcome that prob
But not a single word about that came from the chairman
Yes!!! No credit at all
This program was group activities
But I was left out
Alone....
Yes...at first I just do my other work
Due to urgent matter.
I was my fault not to join them at the beginning
But the people who suppose to be in my group could not be bothered about me
They didnt ask me to join them
When I asked the organizer...
Then only someone wanted to work with me
But then she left  me alone for quite long time
The most hurtful
People at who shared table with me
Treated me like I am not exist there
They really good and excell in their work
But they prefer to work together among the good people
Could not be bothered about others who may need help and guidance
Where is that together we excell principle?
Yes...they only invited the people who they think is good?
But this people has already excel in their own work as well?
What is that?
Someone arrogantly said it is not about member chemistry it is about be available when other members need them.....
Hmm...buatlah
It your rights...
If one day you are asked why do not want to help others....then just answer it ....

As for me
I must try to think positive
Yes I was really sad
I was in tears
I feel humiliated
But no one understand
People who were not in my shoes blaimed I am negative...
They are not me...
Maybe they never had any difficulty like me
Maybe they never be at the bottom
So to whom that I should turn to?
ONLY ALLAH....
O...ALLAH PLS LET ME SEE THE GOODNESS IN EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED ME
PLS GIVE ME PATIENT AND STRENGH......

acah2 #nonasi 3.0

Semalam timbang berat I turun sekilo you.
Dari 57.5kg ke 56.5kg ...hasil dari 5 hari tanpa nasi 😅.
Menu Isnin dan selasa, tgk previous post ya.
Menu lunch Rabu ikan bakar n sayur ler
Menu lunch khamis tak roti coklat je...tak sempat keluar lunch, tapi malam ikan bakar lagi

Menu lunch jumaat vegetarian lasagnia.
Tu baru acah2 nonasi tanpa jaga sangat calorie intake and without exercise...
Cuba kalau buat both...mau pakai kebaya raya ni 😂😂😂
Takpelah angan2...
Harap jadi kenyataan 😍😍😍