Tuesday, January 30, 2018

SICK: Dia datang lagi

Last 2 weeks, rasa tersekat di tekak, dry cough n sakit dada datang lagi. Hari sabtu tu memang tak selesalah semasa ada urusan di Serdang.

It have been getting worse in the following week till this week. Today, siap pakej berat kepala, sakit bahagian depan kepala, tegang tengkuk, sakit belakang dan rasa demam. Tapi aku tidaklah stress pun. Tulah doc klinik panel suruh check cholestrol n uric acid...tapi still tak sempat pi. Kalau ada masa terluang, lupa pulak 😅. Yelah...bila check BP, ok je. So, apa masalahnya???? Tapi tadi bila borak dengan kawan...baru teringat sakit kepala is one of menstrual syndrome symptom.

Pagi tadi lewat pi ofis...Mana kalut nk jemur kain, dengan respon to boss yg clueless about certain regulation n ex customer who need my help. Bila dah sampai ofis pulunlah checked, edited n made few suggestions for my customer's report. Alhamdulillah done before 3pm. Then I have to add more material in the system....

Petang tadi berurusan dengan customers from 4.50pm-7pm...Macam2 ada...bengang, marah, terkilan, kesian dll. Siapa tak hangin jika ada pihak yg buat tidak kisah, tiada usaha, tidak fokus, degil dan tak insaf. Actually these are all about common sense, attitude and action....

Balik tadi pi hadap ni....


Hah!!!...you see bila peod mulalah mengidam cola drink. Tau tak elok, tau tak sihat tapi..........

Yesterday I had egg sandwich for brekky


Nasi campur for lunch and fried rice for dinner.


Semalam pun lewat pi ofis.. then kalut baiki bahan for customer. Pi appointment pun terlewatlah...hangin juga dengan orang yg tak kisah. Jika ada masalah kenapa tak settlekan dari awak...Asyiklah nak kena ketuk baru nak gerak 😠😠😠.

Now dok tonton Movie The Other Mother...stress pula dgn kejahatan the step mother yg saja nak mengenakan the real mother.











Monday, January 29, 2018

Apple hijau tabur asam dan cili...

Lebihan asam jambu jgn dibuang. Begitu juga chili fakes from dominos...Bila diperlukan...maka jadilah....


Sedap giler....Kalau ikut style thai kena letak belacan n udang kering. Tapi kok allergic like me tak perlulah ya. Gini pun sodap...

I had that drooling epal asam utk waktu minum petang hari Ahad.
Pagi dah petang perabih dominos leftover.
For lunch beli lontong.
Malam pi goreng kepok lekor dan tempeh. Cicah pulak dgn sos kepok and kicap pedas agromas....


Pagi semalam berkesempatan jumpa a family from Ipoh...baiknya makcik tu ...very concern about her daughter, peramah, comfortable to be with, tak kisah, tak berkira. Alhamdulillah done dealing with them...the last one.







Sunday, January 28, 2018

Pulut santan durian

Hah...that was my lunch yesterday....


Terliur tak?
Sedap....Tapi jika diberi pilihan I lebih suka makan durian saja. Ye la...dapat lebih menikmati rasanya 😍. Apapun syukur Alhamdulillah, kali ini dapat beli dan rasa durian yang sedap dan cantik.

For brekky I had the domino's garlic loaf


Even though  I got long list of things to do, I did nothing yesterday 😰... Eat, movie, fb, blog and IG 😱😱😱....Aku dah kenapa ek???

What movie???
1. A woman deceived
A widow discovers that her new husband might be responsible for her first husband's death.

2. A mother betrayed:
A woman becomes the victim of a sinister plot by her new husband n best friend. They tried to get her billion dollar company and her daughter as well.

3. Ouija: Origin of Evil
A widowed mother n her elder daughter confront evil in their house to save her youngest daughter....

Ada lagi tapi lupa 😂😂😂....
Eh you Youn kitchen n Law in the Jungle pun best 😅....






Saturday, January 27, 2018

Bila duit tak cukup

Tengahari khamis, I had this for lunch


Then sibuk modified material for customers which prepared by my colleague. It was easy to make correction for grammatical errors  but not certain features  due to difference of version 😰...

Petang khamis, dah order deghoyan. Bukan semua tu lah 😜😜😜😜


Lepas tu baru teringat DUIT MACAM TAK CUKUP. Paniclah 😰....Segan nak inform kawan. Tapi kena standby...My friend and kakak cafe offered to lend me their money 😍😍😍. Alhamdulillah bila kira cukup pula.

Then barulah terhegeh2 tengok colleagues' assessment. Kali ni lebih bijak. Isi apa yg patut dulu then only I know their performance and do whatever necessary.

Senja khamis pi kedai nak beli food. Dah nak keluar kereta baru teringat MASIH TAK PI WITHDRAW DUIT. Kira duit dlm purse ada dalam RM9. Nasi paprik RM5....Cukuplah tu. Baki RM4...Then nak pi cari bawang and cili. Kalau boleh nak beli ikan bilis. Tapi RM3.50 pula sebungkus 😰. Masa ni memang rasa insaf sangat. Nak membeli something, tapi duit tak cukup. Alhamdulillah duit tetap ada, tapi di bank. Bayangkan orang susah yang tiada duit di purse, bank ataupun tabung 😭.

Pagi jumaat nak beli nasi kerabu, TAPI DUIT ADA RM3 JE...Manalah cukup. Maka beli kerepek sudah....

Jika rajin pi lah town withdraw duit and buy food. Tapi coz kalut nak buat assessment tak larat nak keluar.

Tengahari jumaat bila tiada idea to give comment to the assessment, bila stress google sana sini...I really need food 😅😅😅. But I  GOT RM1 ONLY. Korek laci dan sampul jualan di office, tiada pula duitnya 😰. Check semula purse. Celah2 resit JUMPA....


But masih tak cukup. Tiba2 teringat rasa macam ada sampul duit raya dalam small compartment in the handbag. Bila buka zip ternampak envelope...Bila buka....


Alhamdulillah...Ada lagi baki dari jualan dulu....
Dapatlah makan nasi kerabu for lunch


And domino's pizza for dinner 😍😍😍.


You see...my sad story ended happily 😁😁😁.

Lega sangat bila dah settle almost 90% of the assessment by 6.35pm. I planned to finish it all all...unfortunately out of sudden the system was not responding. Alhamdulillah I settled everything by 9pm....Owh! Not really...there are few issues with three colleagues. One of them just accept it as she is on leave. Another tried to modify something...but when I received it again it still the same...pity her. The third one got problem with the data. So, totally unfair to her when the third party did not give any respon previously. So on friday night both of us send email to the relevant parties. At least we tried. She should fight for her right and I should help her....







Friday, January 26, 2018

Tamak

Pelik...
Not the expert in the field
But gave a talk on it
Obviously...
The main purpose not to share knowledge
But to find the right people to involve him
Seems like manipulating people

Pelik...
Not the expert in the field
But wanna write something on it
Seriously?
Let the right people do the task

Well it is their choice
It is up to them to do whatever they wanna do
Look...this is NOT about being jealous whatsoever...
But DO NOT TAKE EVERYTHING
This is about giving chance to other people as well...
If you took everything what is left for them?

Do they forget about this ?
Together we are stronger
Together we EXCEL



Thursday, January 25, 2018

Si pahit D24

Tadi ada rezeki dijamu sikuning D13. Teruja pula nak beli D88 yg gebu n creamy. Tapi tinggal D24, satu lagi lupa dan durian kampung ....Maka, ambillah D24 tu and satu lagi jemis tu...2 biji dapat 3 bekas for RM47




Tapi rasa sama je ...Pakcik ni tipu ka. Dahlah macam saja dengki pi beri D88 to myfriend knowing that I pun nak juga. Apa salahnya at least jual sebiji pada I. Kena mandi bunga kot nak dapat aura positif,  aura seri and untuk org suka 😅😅😅....Guess what last year ada orang cakap patutlah menyampah tengok muka 😰😰😰. Sentap I.....

Owh ada kejadian lawak. Dah order durian. Baru teringat duit dalam purse macam tak cukup. Luckily my colleague dan kakak cafe willing to lend me their money. Bila belek2 dalam purse. Alhamdulillah cukup 😁.

Anyway...petang dah makan, malam I melantak durian lagi. Now nearly 12am tak boleh tido coz kepanasan 😅😅😅....

Pulak tu konon tak mau dinner. Tapi pi beli paprik pula. Makanlah suku


Eh sedap pula.
Tambah lagi
Eh habis dah
Ambil lagi
Dah alang-alang tinggal suku tu
Perabih je la 😂😂😂



When in big appetite and ustazah mode

Sungguh la....
2 hari ni memang selera besar.....

Semalam lunch rendang


Petang teringin kerepek. Luckily gerai dah tutup 😅....

Dinner pula nasi lemak


dan laksa tapi guna gambo semalam


Percaya tak????

Dua menu tu sekali hadap? Waktu malam??? 😰😰😰. Rasa tak kenyang and tak puas makan. Macam ada belaan pulak 😱😱😱. Memanglah portion laksa tu setakat 4/5 sudu je...tapi selama ni rasanya I tak pernah melantak sampai macam tu...Tapi dah 2 malam begitu 😭😭😭😭. Lepas tu risau bila timbang pagi semalam dah naik sekilo 😅😅😅.

Owh lupa nak cerita...
I saja beli laksa lebih nak beri pada anyone for exp the security guard.
Tapi dah senja, they are nowhere to be seen.
When I was back to the office I decided to give the laksa to anyone I first saw. Maybe to someone that I know which sat nearest to my car. When I was out of my car I saw a handsome boy just about to get something nearby the vending machine. When our eyes met, he just smiled at me...Boleh buat anak ikan...eh! Menantu 😂😂😂. At first thought I wanna gave the laksa to him..
But I kinda worried that he gonna misterpret my motive. So I better stick to my plan of giving to the nearest person which happened to be my ex-customer. Unfortunately he pretended of not noticing me...Whatever...ko yang rugi. Well this laksa definitely not meant for him. So I decided to give the laksa to the two girls at the far end of the foyer.

Yesterday I ran amok with certain people in the morning and afternoon. I did something unexpected....for me and for them 😂😂😂. serve them right when they went into panic mode...Anyway I have no intention to humiliate them whatsoever...Hope they learnt their lesson.






Buatlah:Bila dah kecoh

Hmm...entahlah
Ada delegasi luar negara
Tapi tak maklumkan kepada semua
Hanya libatkan orang tertentu pilihannya
Entah apa agendanya

Yang disembunyi terbongkar juga
Kita tahu secara tak sengaja
Itu pun dari orang luar pula
Maka, apa cerita sebenarnya?

Bukan sengaja buat angkara
Pasti ramai tidak tahu juga
Elok ditanya pada semua
Ada yang mengesahkannya

Tiba-tiba senior hantar mesej kepada saya
Dia juga berfikiran sama
Sepatutnya libatkan semua
Untuk diskusi dan memeriahkan juga

Bila nampak kita beria-ia
Bila dah kecoh di sini sana
Barulah nak pelawa untuk turut serta
Seperti terpaksa pula

Jika betul berbesar hati ikhlas dari ketua
Kenapa tidak dari mula
Kenapa di saat akhir di kala perancangan kita telah ada
Hati kita pun dah terluka .....

Tak belajar dari pengalaman nampaknya
Ingatlah kedudukan kini hanya sementara
Bila tiba masanya
Pasti kau rasa apa yg aku rasa






Wednesday, January 24, 2018

Urus sendiri: Be seriouslah

Early Disember 2017
The first one tak sabau2 nak. Adoilah... kan I kata tak siap gi...Malas nak layan beri je lah...Ok..my FIRST DEAL

End of Disember 2017
Mulalah iklankan....
Macam2 peel lah yg menghubungi saya....
Contact sekali mesej pendek, terus senyap ok
Contact sekali, mesej berjela, terus senyap memang 😠😠😠😠
Contact sekali senyap, tiba2 mumcul semula, then senyap....
Boleh lihat previous post.

Early jan 2018
Sebelum ni bila jumpa dah confirm, dalam phone pun...tanya itu ini...nak jaminan itu ini...Because of her kita reserve, Bila orang tanya kita kata tak available...Alih2 bertunda2. Finally terus tak jadi dengan macam2 alasan. Satu alasan tu macam budak sekolah...gaduh punya pasal 😅😅😅. Konon nak beralah 😑😅😅. Kalau I jadi macam kawan ko pun I naik hangin...ko dok ulang tanya banyak kali kan. Eloklah tak jadi...otherwise I mesti rimas bersoal jawab.

12 januari 2018
Kita dah ingatkan kalau betul nak, kena confirmkan. The second one pun katanya nak inform untuk confirmkan. Alih2 senyap.

17 januari 2018
Bila third one tanya, I cakap availablelah...Kalau betul the first one nak, dia mesti confirmkan as what she promise ASAP kan. Lagipun setakat ini kalau sesiapa yg senyap lebih 2 hari tu tandanya tak minatlah tu. Anyway alhamdulillah mudah closed deal ...MY SECOND DEAL. Kali ni I kena tegas sikit, a payment must be paid within 24 hours to guarantee their booking.

20 januari 2018
Tiba2 the second one kata nak confirmkan. Pulak dah. So I said it's been 8 days so I thot she is no longer interested. Guess what she said...
"Sy ingatkan x ada org yg btnya. Sbb sy fkir if ada yg tnya, msti puan akn cnfirmkn dgn sy jd or x jd sblum puan bg kt org lain"
Pulak dah 😠😠😠😠.
Ko fikir ko sorang je ke yg berminat?
Habih tu ko pun senyap 8 hari apahal kan???
Ingat orang nak tunggu ko???
Kalau semua buat camtu, rugilah I terlepas orang yg tak berkira and betul2 nak.
Cakap dalam hati je la 😁....
Anyway...akhirnya she made the decision, terlepas yg kecik..maka ambil yg besar. Alhamdulillah...MY THIRD DEAL...

Eh! Dah malam ada yg tanya lagi...gaya berminat sungguh. Rupanya untuk adiknya. Dah cakap tentang tempoh booking, alih2 nak datang tengok pula. So kena tunggu sabtu ini pula...

22 Januari 2018
Orang lain pula bertanya.... Lama sembang. Pun katanya MACAM confirm. So as usual syaratnya within 24 hours.....By right tengahari semalamlah bayar...Hmm...till pagi ni senyap sunyi....





Tuesday, January 23, 2018

Tercapai hajat

In sept 2016...
I am not ready yet, but I know I have to force myself...How long do I have to wait till I am really ready? At least start with it, not properly, not completely but slowly.....Drastically change may turn me back to the old me ....

Early 2017...
Someone asked me...When I gonna wear something like my colleague is wearing? Kan cantik...Even though I was surprised and kinda annoyed with that question...I tried to hide it with fake smile and said I am not ready yet...It easier said than done. Hello...it is better I be like that than the old me. Definitely there were many challenges when we do something not fully hearted..The struggles are real....Sometimes I just wanna be the old me. But I have to be strong and keep going...

End 2017 till early 2018..
Eventhough I am still not completely changed but I tried to do something quite proper...But sometimes I just do what I wanna do. Anyway...it was quite funny when people said
""Eee...geramnya tengok u"
"Comelnya...." (Comel muka or badan mkin comel 😅😅😅)
"Muda 20 tahun" (Ko ingat aku tua sangatkah)
"Nampak lainlah"
"Makin berseri..." (I pakai lip balm yg ikut warna darah kak oi...nothing more)
"Makin comel..." (No point if you got more pimple 😰😰)
"La ..you ke...ingatkan our younger customer"
Well...all that were common...
Alhamdulillah if they really meant it...
But today it took me by surprise
When the senior grab my hand and shake it..
Hug me while saying my name 3 three times...
"... ke ... ke ... ke"
"Alhamdulillah ...hajat kak ...tercapai"
I just speechless for a moment
Then I asked...hajat apa?
"Ko tau lah...."
I guess I know why....
Yes, definitely I am happy coz by doing something I managed to make someone happy and fullfill her intention...
But I am really worried if she feel dissapointed when she saw me whenever I am not in the mood to do something properly....
Whateverlahkan
We live not for somebody else expectation etc....