Cicipan malam...

Konon moreh lah tu

Nachos+guacamole hantam sajalah...

Moreh semalamlah tu. Untuk buka, I beli nasi lomak+ayam rempah+sambal kerang+kacang botor....

Menu berbuka hari Isnin leftover ler 😂😂😂.

Udang kunyit+pajeri nenas+jering....
Kuih apatuh..yg bersambal tu beli lah...

Isninku...
Hari yg kalut...eh!ada ke hari yg tak kalut n bz??
Sibuk buat itu ini
Trainee yg buat hal tu tau pulak datang
Lepas tu tiba2 ada org call nak jadi my trainee
Apa ko takut dgn singa ni????
Tengahari mesyuarat dgn customer
Balik ofis 4pm sambung buat kerja lagi...

Selasaku
Sediakan form utk customers
Tghari jumpa them
3.30pm mesyuarat dgn second boss
Ok reminder utk our new project.
Boss kata jgn buat sorang.
Ada kes customerku....pening...kena buat report.

Pasta goreng lada hitam

Inilah menu berbuka hari Ahad...rencah udang+udang goreng...

Sukanya lahai...dah lama tak masak menu ni.
Tak sesia2 lah I ke pasar kan.
Nak tergelak pun ada beli bawang merah 40sen. Bawang besar pun 40sen..mcm kedekut sangat.
Tapi ....
Nyampah dengan apek jual kicap tu...
I minta kurang harga.
Dia kata ok Amoi punya pasal.
Lepas tu tau apa dia cakap?
Amoi ke Aso???
Grrrrr.....
Ya...ya... I know...
I am getting older and looks old 😭😭.
Kolagen...mana kolagen.
Make up?

Hari Ahad tu...
I perlu ke office around 11am, jumpa customer.
Konon lepas tu nak kemas ofis...
Hmm....tak larat
Balik...terbaring berjam-jam....

Bijak berkomunikasi

Hari khamis lepas I ada mesyuarat bersama second boss.
Banyak benda nak buat 😭😭😭.
Ketika kami membuat pencarian staf secara rawak di internet
Terkesima pabila melihat ada maklumat seseorang tu 3 tahun berturut dpt anugerah.
Lagi terkesima pabila orang di sebelah I tergelak-gelak. Katanya...Biasalah tu...memang setiap tahun dapat anugerah....
I feel so small
Useless.....
I am NOT hungry for the reward, but how wish I can see my career development and progress from year to year....tapi hmmm....

Bila habis mesyuarat, maka membebellah dengan second boss. Banyak sangat kerja, tiada masa nak buat benda lain. Dia cadangkan untuk I ikut cara seseorang. Aku mmg kagum dgn orang tu. no matter how busy dia tetap buat banyak tugas lain. Projek sana sini. Customer ramai. Kerap dapat anugerah. Menurut boss dia ada orng kepercayaan. Maksudnya pandai delegate kerja. I tak boleh buat gitu, nanti org kata asyik dia yg kena. So aku cakap I kena pandai bahagi masalah. Tau apa boss kata???
"You kena tau cara komunikasi"

Ok saya setuju. Saya kena memperbaiki cara berkomunikasi dan talk nicely when asking a favor from someone, try to be calm and not easily show my hot temper whenever someone not doing something as I want it to be done, show my appreciation to all their hardwork etc....

Nak kurangkan berat

Ni schedule post....
Tak kuasa nak type entry during working hours.

Berat sebelum puasa -seminggu puasa kononnya, 12 jun 2016: 54 kg

Berat  2 minggu berpuasa, 21-22 jun: 22.5 kg

Berat 24 jun -19 hari berpuasa: 21.5 kg

Jika tak ambil nasi, mungkin lebih cepat turun. Boss i cakap, anak kawannya lose 10kg for not eating rice during fasting month. I tak boleh tanpa nasi di bulan puasa. Setakat 1-2 hari oklah. So, I need to do sonething....

Masa cuti nuzul Quran I cuba exercise sikit. Semalam pun buat sikit dan baru nak ambil ambil green aard before sahur.

Jom aiskrim.....eh!!!!

Jering!! Ko makan???

Eh!makanlah. Cuma dah lama sangat tak makan.

Semalam pi pasar,  ada makcik jual hasil kampung. So grab that jering for RM2 per plate. Luckily nak balik raya, otherwise mau I borong petai, daun kunyit dan tempoyak nak buat sambal daun kayu.

Pukul 7pm baru kalut nak masak udang kunyit.

Nikmatnya dapat makan jering dan udang dengan nasi kerabu 😘😘.

Nasi kerabu not on my list. Tapi kebetulan petang semalam terpaksa keluar lagi untuk ambil my printed material. Ternampak orang beratur beli nasi kerabu. Teringin....dan terbeli lah.

Semalam, selain keluar 2 kali. Memang terbaring je la. Tak larat ....

Murtabak terakhir ...

I went back home around 6.545pm yesterday.
Suddenly I was craving for murtabak ....
Alhamdulillah I got the last piece for iftar...
Sedap pulak tu.

But as usual eating rice is a must.
And again definitely the leftover food 😂😂😂...rendang again.
Dasar cheapskate...

I wore my pink baju kurung yesterday. I have not worn it for several months coz it kinda thight at the abdomen. Even though it still tight here and there, I do not care I still wanna wear it. I super love the comfy material. But I wonder why two people notice it...One thought I joined the photography session. And another thought it my new baju ....haha yolah tu...Tu baju 8 years back...Wait till I wear my baju raya 😘😘😘😘.

Senyum je la ...

Sometimes it is very dissapointing when

1.I just wanna give a lil something to certain people to make them happy, people said I wanna pamper those people.

2. I wanna help or make a lil contribution to people in need, others argued about the hygiene.

3. I showed the list of those people, others argued the selection criteria.

4. I asked them to join my project, not more than 5 people agreed.

4. I mentioned a particular person is really in need, others argued there are so many financial aid such as zakat n charity body...why never ask them for help?

But when other people discover about these people in need, suddenly everybody is so concern... Alhamdulillah finally they aware about this matter and wanna help.

But
- why they never listen to me right from the start???
- why they never support me?
- why now they do not want to involve me in the discussion?
-why they prefer not to update me with anything?

I smell something fishy....
Too many things to think.
Just smile, be positive and give a good thought
That is life....
It is not easy to be kind 😅😅😅

Rezeki bubur lambuk

Yeay....
Dap nyer...tabur sambal bilis...
Alhamdulillah dapat bubur lambuk semalam.
Alkisah hari selasa dah dapat.
Tapi bukan rezeki coz lupa nak bawa balik.
Maka tengahari semalam beritahu my staff pasal kes tertinggal tu dan pesan padanya jika nanti ada lagi tolonglah ambilkan.

Alhamdulillah, memang rezeki nak menikmatinya for moreh last nite.

Tapi nasi tetap untuk berbuka. Selalu nasi pun beli. Tapi kali ni masak sendiri brown rice takut jadi berbubuk je. Leftover food...lamb korma and sambal hijau...

Semalam memang hari yg penat...
8-10 meeting with customer. Dissapointed with certain people and it led me to run amok. How many time do I need to tell and remind them????
Ya tau....be patient. Wait till you were in my shoes.

10-1 meeting with second boss regarding new project. Many things to be done 😭😭😭. Sakit badan. Balik rumah nk rehat tapi...

1-2.40 terpaksa siapkan bahan for customer

3.40 meeting with third boss on senior customer matters.

4pm meeting with junior customer regarding monitoring task. Then kalut masuk meeting yg sebelumnya.tapi mtg room gelap 😅😅. Dah habis rupanya. A bit annoyed when the clerk throwed my meeting notes in the dustbin. Come on...simpankan lah dulu. She really need a vitamin as the boss said 😂😂.

4.30-5.30 pm checking n correcting the printed material for customer.

5.30 pm off I went to the photocopy shop. Better pay the shop rather than ask the office boy for help. Unfortunately the shop didnt accept many files material. Aduhhh..macam2. Selalu printer yg bermasalah. Ni the material pulak tak memenuhi syarat kedai. Luckily the internet was ok, so I managed to merge the files online. But the worker there said that she only can finish it by next wednesday. What??? I need that on monday. Finally, the shop assistant said she will try to finish it by saturday. Owh Allah...please ease everything.

Pulut mangga dan durian

Yummy....

Beli pulut durian tu last week, makan sikit je.
Last nite baru berkesempatan untuk menikmatinya bersama mangga.

Tu kira untuk moreh.
Untuk berbuka tekak nak nasi lah.
Telur dadar+sawi tumis dan sambal bilis garing.
Nikmat!!!

Jimat berbuka ...

Ikutlah masing-masing punya cara.
Ada orang lebih suka memasak mengikut selera sendiri dan lebih diyakini katanya.
As for me yg selalu busy n tak larat, I beli jelah....jimat masa, tenaga dan duit.
Beli sekali, boleh makan banyak kali.
Lagi happy jika dapat free 😅😅

Menu 12 Jun-Bubur cha-cha n air epal asam boi

Keli sambal, sambal terung dan sambal berlado petai.

13jun-Kuih dan ayam percik

16 jun-
Sebenarnya dah beli sambal ikan dan sayur bendi. Tapi ternampak pula nasi kerabu. So, lauk simpan n kita makan nasi kerabu.

17jun-sesi perabih leftover food.
Nasi goreng paprik+keli sambal+terung sambal+sambal berlado petai+kacang pjg.

Menu sabtu-yeay ada orang beri kurma daging.

Eaten with leftover lady's finger.

19jun-sambal ikan n left over lady's finger

 20 jun-chicken rendang n sambal bilis

21 jun-pajeri nenas n ikan taucu

So esok sesi perabih leftover+masak sayur aje ya.

Pelupa ...

Many things happened this past few days.
Alhamdulillah my father's operation went well on wednesday.
He is ok eventhough something came up after the surgery.

On thursday I got back to work. So, many things to do....urgent and important task.

Yesterday, my senior colleague asked about my father's condition. I just wonder where she heard about it. As for me, the less people know the better. Whatever it was she made me realise on something....can you believe that I was totally forgotten to call my family and get the update of my father?????

Forgetful?
Workaholic?
Too tired?
Sendiri mau ingat

Anak jenis apa abaikan bapak

Siapa yg tak sedih, apabila tiba2 dapat tahu bapa sakit dan akan pi sendiri buat check up dan mendaftar di wad and will undergo an operation.
Itulah asyik kerja, asyik fikir diri...sampai tak tahu apa yg berlaku pada keluarga....

Patutlah hati berat sangat nak balik kg hari ahad
Dah ambil cuti pun isnin.
Plannya...lewat pagi isnin back to work dan petang jumpa customer dan meeting minta colleague jadi wakil.
Sudahnya tak balik pun...
Tiba2 dapat berita tu....

Pagi tadi dok kalut siapkan bahan untuk meeting sampai 12pm and then updated material for customer. Next, 2-4pm jumpa customer...

So, kena bertenang...
Plannya
1. once back to office, I need to settle urgent matter or anything that need my signature
2. Go to workshop to check tyres of my car
3. Fill up car with petrol
4. Go back home as early as possible tommorow.

Tapi sampai ofis....
1. Ada banyak dokumen yg perlu dimasukkan dlm sistem. Ok...hold dulu.
2. Ada 3 dokumen yg perlu ditandatangan dan  dihantar petang ni jugak. Tapi perlu keluarkan memo. But my PA got somwthing to do somewhere else. She cant come back to the office even I asked her to do so. As a result I have to prepare the memo by myself.
3. Then the second boss seems furious. He asked me to settle something urgently. How can I proceed if there is not a single memo from him. I am really irritated and upset...tears in my eyes. Due to someone overlook excuse I have to settle it, I have to carefully think of it and assign people even though I know it is totally unfair for them. But what choice do si have??? Orang lain yg salah, orang lain jadi mangsa, orang lain kena tekan, orang lain kena marah.
4. Then only after 5.30pm I got out of the office and off I went to the workshop and petrol station.

So tonite I have to complete documents for meeting .
Semoga semua urusan dipermudahkan, dilancarkan perjalanan dan diberi kesembuhan dan perlindungan to my family...

Sedih....

Sebelum cerita sedih...meh tunjuk menu semalam.

Pastinya beli..nasi goreng paprik+kailan+carrot susu. Lepas tu rasakanlah...itchy throat, cough and hardly breath syndrom.

Sedih kenapa?
Konon nak buat kerja semalam
Tapi banyak buat benda merepek
Atau tak larat
Bila larat
Rupa-rupanya laptop charger tertinggal di ofis
Bila monitor projek customer
Macam tak pernah bincang, pesan atau baiki
Kononnya hari ini nak balik kg.
Tapi kerja banyak nak disiapkan.
So doklah diam2 kesunyian dan kesedihan
Bila ada yg meroyan dlm whatsapp group
Kita faham
Itu luahan kecewa
Kita pun pernah lalui
Kita beri cadangan
Demi kebaikan bersama ikutlah saluran yg betul
Tapi berdegil
Terpulanglah....
Tapi perlukah sampai aibkan ketua
Terguris
Pedih menusuk
Menitis air mata
Maka berdiam lebih baik
Tak perlu nak jelaskan apa2
Biarlah dia dengan degil dan salah fahamnya.
Bila kita cuba berlapang dada
Ada pula yang mencurah minyak dalam api
Kita harapkan utk meredakan keadaan
Tapi sebaliknya
Sokonglah...setujulah dengan satu pihak
Belakangkan ketua
Lupakan segala yg dijanjikan
Malukan dia
Biarlah dia tanggung seorang
Biarlah dia makin terguris
Biarlah dia menangis seorang diri
Terima kasih...

Sambal kulit petai

Sambal petai or sambal kulit petai???

Apapun selera je I makan...sambal petai, kerabu pucuk paku dan daging masak hitam.

Semalam teringin nak makan lauk-lauk kampung. Nak pi bazar Ramadhan dah lebih pukul 5.30pm. Takut sesak dan susah nak parking.

So pi pekan je lah beli barang di watson n nk pi beli pizza hut pasta. Rupa-rupanya di pekan pun ada mini bazar. Maka, belilah ....

Boleh makan 2 hari :))).

Tapi sambal tempeh tu beli hari ni 😅

2 hari ni memang bz. Setiap hari ada meeting. Ada saja customer yg datang tiba2 without appointment. Ada je isu yg perlu diselesaikan. Atas meja office bersepah. Fail dan kertas bertimbun bertingkek. Macam tulah serabutnya di kepala.
Nak cuti...nak cuti.

Konon nak buat kerja dirumah juga.
Tidur awal dengan harapan nak bangun around 3/4 am. Tapi sedar2 dah pagi 😅😅.

Hari khamisku....
Best jadi orang lain
Pertikaikan meeting jumaat
Ingatkan nak selesaikan semua segera
Rupanya nak cuti 😂😂😂.

Hari jumaat mengimbau isnin lalu
Best jadi orang lain
Abaikan customer
Kita dah ingatkan banyak kali
Buat tak peduli
Bila big boss panggil
Tahu pula naik angin
Pandai jawab
Terlepas dari blacklist

Hari jumaatku
Best jadi orang lain
Kita ingatkan supaya tak kena macam kita
Konon beri cadangan
Alih2 kita juga yg salah
Kita yg perlu maklumkan
Kita yg perlu buat tindakan
Psst....dah maklumkan pun
Ada yg tak peduli
Owh lupa...
I memang bekeng
Di benci
serba kekurangan
Serba tak kena
serba tak tahu
Useless
Tak hebat, perfect dan di sayangi seperi zamannya.
Psst...nak semula ke?
Ambillah...

Hilang itu tragedi

Harini pagi petang ada meeting.
Meeting with customers in the morning.
Meeting with colleagues in the afternoon.
In between the two meeting, I rushed to prepare the documents for the second meeting and anxiously looking at the ticking clock.
Unfortunately when the time came up, I couldnt complete the whole document.
It seems blessing in disguise when we were not be able the discuss the whole document due to time constraint....
It made me feel less guilty 😅😅😅.

However something unfortunate happened.
I got two files in one folder..let name it as file A and B.
I got another version of file A in another folder.
Once after I copy and replace file A in the first folder, I can't find file B anymore 😱😱😱😭😭😭.
Mixed feeling...panic, wanna cry..how can this happened to me.
After a long discussion how can I lose the file...
It is not my individual work but group work 😭😭.
Ok...take a deep breath...
I surfed the internet for "how to get back the word file that accidently replaced"
One of the suggestion that I found was looking for ".bak" file.
Ok, I tried that.
But I didnt remember the complete name7of the lost file.
Ok just searched for the keyword.
I cant believe my eyes....yThe file still exist....in the recycle bin.
Alhamdullilah....thank you Allah.
Dugaan Ramadhan
Rezeki Ramadhan....
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.
.
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Then I faced another test
Tonite I noticed blisters on my skin.
I am really shocked and worried about it.
Two weeks ago I felt uncomfortable at that part.
But I am too busy to think about it.
And this weekend I think it getting more uncomfortable.....
But I think it just common to  people who got sensitive skin like me...
It never occured to me it getting worse.
Hope that it heals faster either naturally or thru treatment...

Menu berbuka

Menu day 1-leftover chicken rice+sambal+ommelete.

I ok je...makan menu yg tak match dan leftover food. I memang tak suka membazir. Selagi boleh dimakan dan ditelan...I cuba.

Menu day 2-bought food...chicken sambal

Konon je....
Tapi tengahari tiba-tiba macam sesuatu...
Tak mungkin
Mungkin salah pandangan
Balik after 6.40pm...
Hmmm...confirm
Terlepas nak menikmati Ramadhan pertama
Pasrah je la....
Awatlah twin berkunjung awal 4 hari.

Semalam
Macam2 berlaku
Kejutan demi kejutan
Customer unit lain mahukan khidmat kami
How lah....awat tak habaq awal2
Then lagi customer datang
Pun kes yg sama
Aduhai....orang lain terlepas pandang
Orang lain jadi mangsa

Tengahari
Kalut siapkan dokumen utk my new customer
Alhamdulillah sempat untuk appointment 2pm
Then after 4pm kalut siapkan dokumen utk senior customer for checking n updating purposes as well as other new customers.
Siapkan report for problematic customer
Dah lewat petang baru balik.

Harini 9am ada meeting dengan big boss.
What made me worry was when my short sighted -rabun jauh become worse while I was driving this  morning. If it happened in the afternoon of afterwork nothing to be worried since it may due to tiredness. But this happened when I have not started my day yet. Definitely age is one of the factor. I should get a multi focal lense instead of reading glasses while the warranty is still valid. Whatever it is I should go to the hospital to get proper check up.
11am balik kejap
12pm office
Dok melayan new customer yg ada masalah or want to withdraw from our project.
Ada gak family for potential customer yg complain about our organisation program. I am sorry I know nothing....it is not under me.
Dont know what is wrong with my email today.
I sent email several times unfortunately it is no where to be seen...neither the in sent box nor the draft.
I spent nearly 2 hours trying to solve this problem.
Then I prepared documents for tommorow meeting.

Nasi lemak bertukar menjadi nasi ayam

Salam Ramadhan ....

Teringin mee kari.
Tapi tak keluar waktu pagi.
Dah lewat petang baru keluar.
Oklah pi gerai dekat rumah cari nasi lemak+ayam berempah
Takde pulak

Maka pi food court
Dalam perjalanan nak cari nasi special dan mee kari
Semua gerai tutup 😭😭😭

Ok....
Pi tempat lain
Eh ada churos
Kita belilah

Eh ada satay
Kita belilah

Hmm...ada kedai nasi ayam
Tapi dah nak tutup

Hmmm....ronda2...
Jumpalah

Tapi frust....
Semuanya not as expected.

Idok le habis.
Makan sesikit udah le...
Sesikit pun janganlah hadap ketiga2 nya sekaligus.
Tu bukannya nak berpuasa
Tu namanya melantak
Dah 3 menu...
Hadaplah untuk 3 hari 😂😂😂.
Jimat duit, masa dan tenaga.

Sekian....schedule post.

Cucur dan kopi

My brekky for weekend....two days in a row

Thin, crispy and crunchy fritters....my favourite.

Konon pagi nak mengemas, lipat kain dan buat kerja ofis.
Hmmm....
Tertengok korean series oh my lover final episode sambil brekky ....
Tersambung new series I order you...sambil-sambil kemas dapur.
Dah tengahari terkira duit 😅😅.
Sambil tengok nona terhegeh2 bayar bil, sort resit dan clearkan tv area.n
Ni dah 3.30pm...lapor tak lunch.
Gedik nak tgk Oh my baby pulak.
Nak pi keluar it is raining.
Now tell me...
Bila nak prepare bhn untuk jumpa customer petang esok?
Dokumen projek baru tak siap lagi 😰😰.
Esok pagi jgm lupa ada meeting ya.

Mangga kicap

Sedapnya makan mangga cicah kicap as supper

Bila diberi orang lagilah sedap 😀😁😁.

For dinner I just had leftover food ...kfc meal+tomyam.

Tu kisah semalam 😉😉😉.

Actually I was craving for curry noodles.
But since we were really engrossed with the discussion we didnt notice that it was already 6.30pm. After solah, I think 6.45pm is not a convenience hour to go to the food court. I am sure that I would reached home after maghrib...so bertabah dan bersabarlah ya 😅...macam tak pernah makan mee kari kan.

As usual lots of activities...
9am-first meeting
11.30-second meeting
12.40-lunch and break
3pm-third meeting
4pm-fourth meeting/discussion
6.50pm-balik lah.😝😝

Menumpang ....

When you got the same idea with other people...

I asked my trainee to find material on something on Feb
Due to something we have to postpone it
And suddenly someone said she wanna do the samething 😱😱

Ok fine ... do not worry
She asked me to join her
So two heads are better than one
So, I asked my trainee to find extra material and gave it to her...

On thursday she sent the draft of that project ...
Really shocked n upset to see that she regards me as the third contributor ...
Previously we always share our problems and thoughts together
During that sharing/expressing session...
We decided by hook or by crook
we should start to do certain task because it is part of our line of work
Sooner or later we still have to do it
Why not now?
So I thought that she will give me the priority compared to others
If I knew earlier, I will just continue with what I wanna do just by myself right from the start.
That reminds me of what had happened few years back
When she didnt involve us to prepare certain document for our project and sent it to a competition...

Ok...forget that ...
Keep calm n carry on

So, we had a discussion yesterday
Hmm...based on my contribution I think I should be number two...
But, no matter how many ideas/opinions I have came out with compared to the second person...
At the end, I was given only the simple task
Quite dissapointed when people seems to deny my contributions and ability...

Ok...think positive
Maybe she does not want to burden the busy me
I should be grateful
At least she asked me to join her
So sedar dirilah...
Menumpang buat cara menumpang
Yg pi merempan tu dah kenapa?
Sekian....

Semua free

Bestnya berbuka puasa dengan makanan sumbangan orang lain 😁😁.

Soto semalam. But still looks and taste good.

Then supper pun dengan free food as well

Lega dah habis ganti puasa.
Ingatkan ada 12 hari...rasa nak menangis.
Takut tak sempat.
Bila tahu 8 hari je, tiba2 melengah-lengah.
Dah tua2 tak insaf ek...
Alhamdulillah sempat.
Otherwise tanggung dan bayarlah.
Tulah padah bila suka melewat-lewat dan menangguh.

Jangan ulang lagi.

Ingat orang belakang

Peringatan untuk semua dan diri sendiri
Kalau pi majlis yg ada menghidangkan makanan
Tunggulah tiba waktu makan
Atau dipelawa oleh penganjur
Jika anda awal
Tolonglah ingat orang belakang
Ambil hanya hak anda
Tolonglah jangan ambil bahagian orang lain
Tak fikir orang lain korek semua isi
Tinggal kuah saja...
Kempunan yang menunggu itu
Jangan lupa
Jadi darah daging tu ....😅

Rainbow after the rain ...

After the hectic, exhausting, panic and teary day
I can't believe my eyes the moment I saw the email from Editor this evening ...
Verification as co-authorship for my 3 years abandoned article.
I almost forgotten about it.
Well...it is just possibility of publication.
But it really make my day.

Alhamdulillah....

 Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you deny? Qur'an 55:13.

Bergenang air mata

Once again
Hectic and tiring day today.

2am-4.50am
Updated meeting minutes
Prepared meeting agenda
Prepared discussion report

5am-6.30am
Sleep

6.30
Wake up

8.45am
Panic mode in preparing audit documents
And meeting materials.

9am-12.45pm
Meeting
Lots of issues
What a relief ...
Finally I managed to expresss what I have been keeping for so long.
A lil bit upset when my good intention has been misinterpreted as shaming people 😓.
My colleague remind me that I need 5 give the new customers briefing on their project 😱😱
I planned to go to another meeting
But the staff who supposed to be incharged was on leave and didn't let us know to find someone to replace her...

12.50pm
The boss wanted to know the junior staff progress 😱😱.

1.05pm
Checked my previous slides  and updated certain info

1.15pm
The auditor wanna see me 😱😱
He was really particular.
Asking me to update things that were not in the report 😭😭😭.

1.30pm
I was really stress...
One after another
tired, panic and annoyed.
I can feel tears in my eyes...😭😭😭
But still need to update the slides...
Lots of things to do

2.30pm
Need to stop for solah
That is it
I am too tired to proceed with the updating task

3-5pm
Briefing session

5.20pm
For the first time, I am out of the office before 5.30pm.....
Went to salon to wash n blow my hair n massage my back.

7pm
Having this 😁😁

So...I never change
Last two days I found out that I lose 2 kg in a week.
And today I am enjoying this oily greasy food.
Food therapy kan 😂😂