The drawback of being single

The advantages of being single I can do whatever I like, whenever I feel like to do it and wherever I want.

The drawback of being single, whenever something terrible happens to people under my responsibility

• I am not strong enough to visit all by myself
• I have no one to accompany me to visit
• I have to wait for any update anxiously at home 
• I feel useless....

No matter how sad I am

I know Allah is always with us.

May Allah have mercy on his soul, grant him jannah and grant his family strength and patience thru this difficult time.